#original lyrics

Trauma didn’t make me stronger

Don’t say I should be grateful

Cuz now I’ve got so much anger

People have made me so hateful

I’m sick of this shit

Paying for other people’s sins

Living in a hell created by someone outside myself

I hate you

You’re the worst and all I wish for you is bad

Fuck you

No one else comes close to that

You’re a whole new level of regret

You’re somebody I just wanna forget

Beatings didn’t make me tougher

Don’t say I should be thankful

Cuz now all I feel is anger

People have left me vengeful

I’m sick of this shit

Paying for other people’s sins

Living in a hell created by someone outside myself

I hate you

You’re the worst and all I wish for you is bad

Fuck you

No one else comes close to that

You’re a whole new level of regret

You’re somebody I just wanna forget

I’ll burn it all down

I know your secrets and I’ll throw them out there

I’m not afraid to drown

I’ve got no secrets, I’m not holding out

You’re personified regret

And I’ll make sure you know it

I hate you

You’re the worst and all I wish for you is bad

Fuck you

No one else comes close to that

You’re a whole new level of regret

You’re somebody I just wanna forget

I’m sick of this shit

Paying for other people’s sins

Living in a hell created by someone outside myself

Fuck you

I just wanna forget

Written by @thewordsibleed4

Yeah, I’m a cynic

I seen too much shit

Can’t bear witness

Pretend I didn’t see shit

I’ve seen great power bleed lives dry

Red or Green, all is fair their eyes

Leave you begging on the streets

Or dead on your knees

Red or Green, all is fair in their eyes

All as long as they can bleed you dry

Yeah, I’m a skeptic

This world is so hectic

I’ve seen too much

I can’t ignore it

I’ve seen great power bleed lives dry

Red or Green, all is fair their eyes

Leave you begging on the streets

Or dead on your knees

Red or Green, all is fair in their eyes

All as long as they can bleed you dry

Systems built to keep us down

I pray they all fucking drown

This shit is such a fucking joke

May they choke in their castles all alone

Red or Green, all is fair in their eyes

As long as they can bleed you dry

Leave you begging on the streets

Or dead on your knees

Horrid power bleed lives dry

Come, stop by. Say hi, like any good neighbor would.

Oh, dear.

Your up is down. Your left is right. You're all turned around.

You poor thing.

Please.

Come sit down.

It'll be alright.

If the neighbors seem a little strange, don't be alarmed.

It's all part of the show.

Just smile. Wave hello.

Just smile. Wave hello.

Everything here is perfect, in its own way.

But if you feel eyes watching you from somewhere unknown...

And you think that you should run,

then just run—

303, you’ve become home to me

Mountain side, glorious sunrise

The beauty in every tree

Brings me peace, brings me glee

Take me to Colorado

Take me home

Where the sun shines bright

And the pot smokes nice

Where I finally feel free

Where I can exist as me

303, you’ve stolen my heart

Hippie towns, artist paradise

Every scene a work of art

This sense of peace, let’s not part

Take me to Colorado

Take me home

Where the sun shines bright

And the pot smokes nice

Where I finally feel free

Where I can exist as me

Take me to the home where I blossomed and grew

Where I made a name for myself

Became someone new

Someone better

Someone I could learn to love

Instead of being someone I hated and tried to destroy for not being enough

Take me to Colorado

Take me home

Where the sun shines bright

And the pot smokes nice

Where I finally feel free

Where I can exist as me

Written by @thewordsibleed4

I wish you the best

I know you’re upset

You’re hurting yourself

Cuz you’re hurting deep down

In feelings, you’re drowning

You’re drowning

You go and risk it all

Anything to not feel anything at all

You dance with the crystal

Insist it doesn’t make you mental

You’ve long gone and lost yourself

Turned into someone else

A monster, no less

You were never the best

I still wish you well

Though you put me through hell

You abuse yourself

And everyone else

Cuz you’re hurting inside

You just wanna die

You go and risk it all

Anything to not feel anything at all

You dance with the crystal

Insist it doesn’t make you mental

You’ve long gone and lost yourself

Turned into someone else

A monster, no less

You were never the best

You convinced me to give you sympathy

Twisting reality with lies, love bombing me

I couldn’t help myself

I shoulda found anyone else

I wish you well despite the hell

Just do it far the fuck away from me

You go and risk it all

Anything to not feel anything at all

You dance with the crystal

Insist it doesn’t make you mental

You’ve long gone and lost yourself

Turned into someone else

A monster, no less

A monster, no less

A monster, no less

A monster, no less

You were never the best

You were never the best

Written by @thewordsibleed4