Yours Truly, Margo

um, um... i dont know! i dont talk about him that often, theres not much to say? i mean, hes cute bute hes mean and a jerk and drives me insane and never listens and...

i dont know. its complicated. besides, hes been skipping school so much lately ive hardly seen him...

not that i care. cause i dont. he can screw up his life for all i care.

jerk.

awww--thank you so much, bucopie! i have to say, things have gotten so busy and crazy latly, its nice to come back to this. life defintely is a rollar coastar! i think im riding it ok, but its hard to hold on and not let go of the things you care about, you know?

i hope your having a good day too, and sorry for the late reply. :3 hopfully its been lots of good days since.

i dont even know what to say--youre so sweet!! thank you, playdoh! ♥

hey fanny!

now that you mention it--i think ive seen you around before! it took me a while to respond to this letter, so i actually kept an eye out for you (im not a stalker, i promise!) and i think i know who you are, now. :) sorry ive never said hi... im not really good at that sort of thing.

i hear a little bit about the intermedeet riding courses from bridget, they sound really hard--but i guess its not that bad after taking beginners. im a little nervous about advancing, but it probably wont be for another few months.

i guess bridge is kinda chirstina's favorite, but at least she's really nice about it! and i can't really blame her--shes so talented... ive learned a lot from her. i try not to be jealous, buuuuuttt sometimes its hard. the other day i had ice on my boot and slipped out of the stirrup while i was trying to mount, that kinda thing would never happen to bridget. D:

i dont think ive ever met spirit, but he sounds nice! ive been riding bean (or 'espresso'), he's kinda silly sometimes but i have a good feeling about competing with him! its still a few months away, but you can bet ill be there!

hope youre doing great, thanks for writing! ♥ ill try not to take so long next time. :)

hey anon!

well, i should pry correct ya--lil isnt REALLY human. shes kinda more of an... android, now? but not even really that, because shes still a lot more mechanical than like... data from star trek. but anyways, thats besides the point!

things have definitely changed between us, but thats not really a bad thing. in some ways its been better, in other ways not as much. 

  for starters, we dont see each other as much as we used to. her new appearance made it easier for her to be independent, so she moved out--and that really sucked. but, i guess its no different than if i had a big sister that moved away.

actually, i guess thats the truth--she IS my big sister. her looking more human makes that seem more real to outsiders, but shes always been that way to me.

we still see each other as often as we can, tho. usually she comes to pick me up after work on weekends--shes even started to get to know dusty pretty well.

the horses dont really trust her that much, but dusty likes pretty much everyone, so i guess shes the exception.

lil's also been trying to talk me into learning to snowboard, but... not really my thing.

not really hers either, but she likes to try new things, and she doesnt give up easy!

thats the most recent thing, though--she likes to get me to try all kinds of things, but most of the time its not really my cup of tea. i just sit back and watch. lils a little bit of a daredevil...

... which is why i guess shes the only one brave enough to try and teach me to drive, especially during the middle of winter.

for good reason.

we didnt tell mom. >_>

  mostly she keeps busy with her magic, though. ever since she got back from that "parallel universe" thing (yeah, im not so sure i believe that story), shes been trying to make it as a magician, and... well... she apparently doesn't quite have the knack for it as well as she did in sweetopia, i guess.

(probably because it was all in her imagination, but sssh, dont tell her i said that.)

she still works as a car mechanic on the side, but honestly, with all the things she still wants to experience, its not like she really needs a job to keep her busy.

but, i sometimes wish she'd slow down a little. i miss her. without dad, and with korey always holed up in her room... the house feels so empty, without her. i try not to resent her for leaving, but its not easy, sometimes.

at least she still knows where her home is, though--and though she doesnt come back as often as she should, at least she does, and at least she tries.

not everyone is that lucky.

hope that answers your question!

dear musicmagicandsims,

i do apreciate that you care, but i promise. i know what im doing! besides, if i dont look after him, who will? its a little messed up, i know, but i have so many people looking after me, it seems silly not to funnel that towards someone who needs it, ya know? everybody else i know can take care of themselves. him... well.

i just wish he saw it that way. i dont know whats going on in his head, but its not. normal. i guess im lucky i have dylan and the musketeers to keep me sane.

thanks for your concern--im serious i do!, i just... well... i hope you understand. :) ♥

hey guys!

i wanted to wish you all a VERY HAPPY CHRISTMAS! (a little belatedly!) i myself had a bit of a busy... interesting... christmas--i might write some more about it later, but for now I just want to share the coolest thing i got: a new camera!

tomorrow im gonna try and respond to some more questions with the New ANd Improved--and maybe get some christmas pics posted up before i have to go back to school. D:

hope you guys had a great holiday!!

... um.

... youre welcome...

... see you at school in a few days...

... im just gonna go away now...

you are such a liar! okay, maybe not, but i... er... yeh i got nothin. youre weird to think that, so heres a weird picture! ^-^

its like being dropped from a 50 story building.

the adreniline comes first. your heart gains a mind of its own, so loud in your ears you can barely hear the wind whipping across your face as you tumble through the clouds towards certain doom. it makes you feel alive almost as much as it hurts. you want it to end--or, you say you do. you really dont.

secretly, you just want to learn to fly.

thats how it felt the first night dylan stole me away from my bed in the dead of night, and how ive felt almost every single night after that. its as if all my fantasies have suddenly become reality--something i never expected, and could never prepare for. it is so much scarier, but so much more exhilarating, than i ever imagined.

ive wondered most of my life if there is such a thing as fate, or if every moment is governed by chance--but over the past few weeks, every guess ive ever made has begun to feel like whimsy. someone like dylan coming into my life cant be luck. it cant be chance.

there has to be a reason, because if i have known one thing my entire life, it is this: luck is not on the side of margo may.

every moment in his presence is like living in a different universe. he simply doesnt see the world as we do, and the more time i spend with him, the clearer his reality becomes. up is down, left is right; everything ive ever been told is wrong, and everything i believe is just as foreign to him as he is to me.

you know, i honestly think all animals are pretty awesome. you cant go wrong with whatever you get, as long as you know what youre getting into! some animals dont make great pets, like hedgehogs and rattlesnakes, but thats why you do lots of research first!

but, in my opinion... well...

sometimes the best pets are the ones you least expected to love. (you will never catch me saying that rats arent the most loving, snuggly animals you can own!)

if you want something smart though, i would definitely say a dog. they are loyal, you can train em, and theyll give you a friendship that is almost--almost--as good as a horses.

i know, right? now ive got a whole gang of people that will come to defend me!

... on the internet. sigh. :( too bad she does most of her mean-ness off the virtual world.

and trust me, if taht anon comes back, im gonna show him whose boss!

ill really tell him whats comin to him!

hell get a piece of my mind!

he really will.

totally.

without a doubt.

... yep.