Yap Town

As Madam yaps-a-lot, I have taken it upon myself to yap and gush about a new fictional person of interest.

Live, Laugh, Love Robb Stark

I cannot begin to explain what this man does to me, that steely gaze makes me want to leap off of the nearest highrise and pray that I get reincarnated into his universe. Oh to be the sword in his hands as he destroys all the North's enemies.

Also, Live, Cry, Hate the Frey

Why is it always the hot and loving men that die? Why did my queen Catelyn have to die too?!?!

I am dog day and I am so sad. Why do bad things happen to good people like me? It isn't fair, LIFE ISN'T FAAAAIIIIRRRR!!!

But sincerely and seriously, I love this man, I fear not even my lovely Merchant Phillip has such a grip on me. No fictional character has ever taken up so much of my time, mind, heart, and soul.

Now me personally, I'm more of a Minho girlie, but this was a request from someone near and dear to my heart. I fear you will now have to read what my unfiltered opinion on Gally's type is. That being said, let's begin the yapping.

I feel like Gally would like someone who keeps him on his toes, as in if you were the kind of kid that would chase your crush around scaring them or if you kicked them under the table, you're his type

If you've seen Pride and Prejudice(the 1995 show, it's free on Roku and I fully recommend giving it a watch), he would like someone that teases him like Elizabeth teases/clocks Mr. Darcy and once he found someone like that he would behave like Mr. Bingley does toward Jane

He's very puppy dog energy, golden retriever if you will

If you know the golden retriever/black cat dynamic, you know what I'm talking about

I know I need to explain myself, I can't, I feel like any defense will only make me look worse in the public eye. On the other hand if don't, it WILL be taken out of context, which also would not be incorrect but yk, lemme yap.

I've always been a physical touch kind of person, it's the result of both nature and nurture. Like, naturally if I enjoy being around someone(friendship and/or family-wise), I feel like I'm bursting at the seams with so much love and affection that I have to release it in a big fat hug. I will hug anyone and everyone, obviously there's nuance, I'll ask first and will only do it if somene's comfortable with it(consent is key babes). And that's my nature, nurture-wise, I'm latina and in my culture we're very touchy. We greet each other with hugs and kisses on the cheek, the latter is the most common if you don't know someone that well. I don't know why but out of all the physical affections, hand-holding is literally what gets me to fold. I can hug you and fall asleep in your arms and it can still be bestie vibes, we're platonic. But if you grab my hand we are literally in love.

I don't know if it's the security of it but hand-holding makes my stomach do backflips and make me scream "MARRY ME".

Don't even get me started on handshakes(formal greeting version), that is literally soooo hoooooot. T-T

I literally had a crush on a guy I never talked to for 3 months because when he introduced himself to my group he gave us all a handshake and his hands were so big and solid and ugh. I was ascending into another dimension and had zero thoughts for the next 5 minutes. WHY ME?!?!?!? I wish I had a normal fixation like maybe abs, but if you pull me by the hand in a farmers market, you're coming home with me.

I haven't posted on here in a hot minute and decided that it was about time I did. While I did just wanna like gush about fictional characters being hot and be as foul and down-horrendous as possible, I'll leave that to a future post.

I think I've reached a state in my life where I'm actually starting to do the things I've always been yearning to do. I've been going out with friends, I finally started my Tumblr account, I also signed up for one on AO3 so I can start writing, I'm starting to make music. Things I never really thought I could do, and I finally did because, idk fuck this. I know I'm not being original at all in this but, we all get stuck on this, "I'll do this when this happens, or when I have this thing" mindset, that leaves us in a constant state of want and fomo. I cannot count the times I've seen someone do something and gone, "Damn wish that was me", but it could be me yk. Like, fuck society, fuck expectations, fuck constraints, fuck responsibility(to an extent, must be mindful and demure ya'll), I can do whatever I put myself to do. If the world pushes me down then it pushes me down, if something stops me it stops me, what I'm sure as hell not gonna do is do its work for it and keep myself down. Fuck that and please someone fuck me lol. <3