i genuinely might make tumblr my new diary. any traction might actually make me feel seen and not like sum dumb idiot that writes shit down in the notes app for fun. i might be an attention whore or i might just realllllly need validation from someone or to feel like someone cares even a little bit. i hope this doesn’t come to bite me in the ass one day and that it never reaches my actual personal life. i’d probs have to jump bc holy hell. shit i never admit to anyone is just there for the whole world to see.
this is probably the worst idea i’ve ever had but damn damn damn i need to get shit off my chest
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kaname stans are the MOST insufferable bitches ever. just cuz you’re okay with incest doesn’t mean everyone else is. there’s no argument against that, you cannot win as a kaname stan BECAUSE that’s the whole story. “oh well zero isn’t better” zero doesn’t manipulate yuki to get what he wants. “yeah well he pushes her away and duh duh duh” zero was traumatized at the age of 12 seeing his parents die infront of him and seeing his brother chose the person that killed his parents. for 5 years he’s under the impression that his brother is dead because they haven’t seen eachother since the kiryu family massacre. THEN he’s taken in by kaien cross BECAUSE he knows full well everything bound to happen with zero. he’s well informed of the life zero is going to live as a vampire AND as a vampire hunter. kaien wants to be a father towards yuki and zero. yuki barely accepts it because she’s lost trying to figure herself out for YEARS. zero does NOT accept it because he had a family he wasn’t young enough to move on and forget his family. he knew no one was going to take the place of his parents. no one did and the closest thing zero had to a father was yagari. yk the guy that was around since the twins were born. the guy that helped them train to be vampire hunters, the guy that lost an eye protecting zero. kaien cared for zero and yuki physically but he was also in charge of a school the whole time. they were left alone more often than not. they were together and protected eachother but zero was ALWAYS extremely distant. yukis first complaint is how distant zero is. he never lets her close enough for them to feel like anything other than a friend. zero is still trying to go through the trauma of losing the most important people in his life when vampires—the things that took his family away and almost killed him MULTIPLE times— are on school grounds. they start as students at the academy when zero is like 15-16 before he starts falling to a level-e. zero NEVER ever gets a chance to be around yuki and act like adopted siblings because of everything. after the vampires are on campus zero slowly starts his fall to a level-e putting him in excruciating pain. he’s turned into the one thing he was BORN to kill. considering the hunters mostly take out level-e vampires zero is next. at his young age he quickly becomes protective over yuki BECAUSE she’s often around vampires. zero knows the painful traumatizing experiences that come with vampires and as a way to protect her he tries to keep her away from them. so everything on top of everything that he goes thru in his early years, he starts to hate himself when the transition begins. from someone that was already closed off and distant that distance only grows between him and yuki. even with that distance he attempts to help her as best as he can. dude does NOT want to get close to anyone now because he knows the violent nature of former human vampires. he knows what’s to come and what he is capable of. zero has feelings for yuki very very early in their relationship because she takes care of him but that doesn’t stop him from putting up that wall and pushing her away when she gets too close. he’s well aware of her feelings for kaname aswell. the older they get the more they try to reject and ignore how they feel about eachother because by the time yuki is 15-16 she loves both zero and kaname. zero does everything in his power to protect and care for yuki while not letting his feelings get in the way. it works for a long time he’s able to make yuki believe he only drank her blood because it helped him. she’s unaware for a while of what his feelings are. literally up until she’s regained her memories from her childhood she just thinks that zeros never gonna change and that it was always how he made it out to be. it takes her vampire awakening to make her understand it was ALWAYS more than just protecting her.
the relationship between yuki and zero is extremely delicate and complicated but to sit there and say “well they’re adopted so it’s basically as bad as yuki and kaname” is just a blatant misunderstanding of everything. you can live in close proximity to anyone and never see them as family. it becomes difficult to see someone as family when they act the way zero does. when it comes to legality, yuki and zero are NOT siblings. kaien is legally yukis father while legally being zero’s guardian. guardian and parent is NOT the same thing. it’s a similar role yes and there isn’t a lot distinguishing them but the acceptance of that guardian as a parent. because zero never accepted kaiens parental role, zero and yuki don’t have a pseudo-incest relationship. due to zero’s traumatic ass childhood he NEVER EVER seen yuki as a sister. she was always a friend in his head it was a friendship-lover relationship. they literally spend at the max 3-4 years together before she runs off with kaname. it was NEVER a sibling love EVER. they’re drawn looking younger but zero is 13 when his family is killed. story starts when he’s 16-17. if you yourself can consider someone a sibling that early if they act like zero that’s a you thing. ON THE OTHER HAND you get kaname. he’s 10,000 years old and when he’s found. he’s a literal ancestor of yuki and her parents. he is one of the very FIRST pure blood vampires ever. he’s one of the first and founders of the kuran bloodline. he goes into a very long sleep (10,000 years) and is awoken by his descendants juri and haruka yk yukis parents. the kuran family is the most incest filled families of the 7 pure blood families. rido is probably the first of the kurans to actually develop a relationship with another pure blood family. this is AFTER his obsession with his sister juri is forced to ‘end’ because she mates with her other brother haruka. rido chooses shizuka but never marries her. he has a kid with an aristocrat vampire and yeah that happens. i ain’t explaining. anyways juri and haruka have a son that they name after their ancestor kaname, after they get married. when rido finds out he takes that baby and uses his blood to resurrect a young looking 10,000 year old ancestor the original kaname kuran. with everything kanames body isn’t complete so to keep her son alive basically, the body is kind of reset into a baby. she takes care of kaname as if he were her son. again he is NOT the son of juri and haruka their son is dead. but she does the same thing she did with yuki, and seals away kanames memories of the last 10,000 years. unlike yukis memory seal or wtv, kanames is much much weaker. by the time yuki is born he’s starting to gain back his memories. and because rido is a fucking freak, juri tries to protect yuki by making her existence unknown to everyone. and the story goes from there if rido finding out and trying to take yuki and yeah. that’s that. so obviously by the time of the first episode kaname is almost completely aware of his relationship to yuki. he knows he’s one of the first of the kuran bloodline, he knows what juri and haruka did and that he was there just so they can feel like their son didn’t die. and he knows yuki was never aware of his actual relationship to her. he leaves her to kaien because he was friends with kaien when he was still a hunter. he knows what kaien is capable of doing as well as his wants. and for the years following kaname proceeds to in a way groom yuki back into her vampire self for years. because he’s insane. this comes with a lot of manipulation and ‘shielding’ when he was only meant to protect her from ridos weird ass.
the main issue i have with kanames story is that he knows everything like he knows everything about yuki and keeps it from her. yuki and zero grow together. their manipulation is very very different. one uses his manipulation to get what he wants from yuki while the other manipulates himself and her into pushing them away from eachother. zero really does protect yuki. okay yeah yuki should’ve had that choice but her story literally would not make sense or allow that to happen. yeah it’s wrong yes i hate it but i’d truly rather be with someone that doesn’t manipulate me with an ulterior motive. which was exactly what kaname did. he did it for his own benefit. zero wanted to fucking die for years and did manipulate yuki so that when he did die she would be able to move on with her life. at the end of the story that’s exactly what the fuck happens. zero dies for her and she lives 1000 years before resurrecting kaname and dying for him. zero worries about her fully her well being her future like everything and kaname is selfish. it’s for his personal gain and he disguises it as “for yuki” when it’s not for her. could the story have been done without incest yes obviously but it came out in 2008. i don’t know if you know anything about vampires in 08 but the story would’ve seemed like a copy of twilight. i mean you read/watch twilight and it is almost exactly alike minus the incest. vampire knight is almost exactly like twilight but has more reason backing why one of the love interest makes sense and is better than the other. so when it comes down to it.
zero kiryu/jacob black>>> kaname kuran/edward cullen.
i can make a lot of excuses abt why they’re the better option for yuki and bella but it mostly comes down to what drives them to do the shit they do. and for the 2 it is almost always a selfish reason and idk bro that doesn’t sit right with me. shit goes hand in hand honestly and if you chose kaname or edward. you’re wrong 💗
honest to god this is what i mean by i can write anything as long as im passionate about it
edit- proper grammar and paragraphs were messed up during my time writing i don’t know why i would hope my writing is decent enough to read though. most of my rants make me seem illiterate but im not. some of it is intentional but again a lot of my writing was messed up midway through don’t know why but tumblr seems to hate me. anyways this wasn’t meant to pick at anyone its just me calling out how dumb the argument of which is better for her when there’s obvious a reason for them both being interests
why are people genuinely surprised that the joker is genuinely insane and does some of the most evil vile shit known to man. he is NOT a love interest of batman the way the lego batman writes him a purely a comedic relief version of the joker. was the jason todd as a whole just like a normal thing that you assumed “oh that was the worst of it and it wasn’t even that bad” bro the reaction jason had to seeing joker still alive after all that time was and will always be normal. “why doesn’t batman go against his stupid rule to kill” because he would be exactly like the joker if he did that. hate the snyderverse all you want we see that version of batman who is okay with killing. i dislike the snyderverse as much as the next person over but he could’ve used his batman as one of the most perfect representations of what would gen happen to gotham and everyone if he ever killed joker. do i know why batfleck was that insane? kinda. do i get it? not really.
joker reflects what batman COULD be and what he has the ability to do if he lost his humanity. joker dying at the hands of the bat would lead to the bat being as bad if not worse than him. yes it would start out with primarily villains but if the bat ever reached that point what is to stop him from doing it to the civilians. who is to stop him. considering he has a contingency plan for every hero around him there’s a low chance anyone could stop him. “he’s just a regular guy” joker himself has admitted that there’s nothing normal about batman. for other hero’s to have a genuine fear of what batman could be it should show you that there’s a lot more to the mask.
whether or not you enjoy the injustice timeline or snyderverse they have relatively accurate depictions of how terrifying the joker truly is. he gets watered down leaving the assumption that “he’s just batman’s boyfriend” no bro. no one can gen be that obsessed with shipping characters that they actively forget how horrifying these characters are. he isn’t sweet or soft or a non threat he IS evil and horrifying. jason todd especially has every right to hate batman after EVERYTHING the joker did to him and seeing his adopted father do absolutely nothing to him. but batman has every reason to not do anything. you watch death in the family and batman openly says “it would be too easy to do it.” he thought about it for years following jason’s death. but if he fell past that line what would ever stop batman from becoming exactly like the joker.
joker gets watered down so so much that people genuinely believe he is not that bad. and is only there for comedic purposes. the joker is a horrifying character and one truly deserving of death. batman’s mercy for his life shows how strong batman really is. when it comes down to it batman is the only person to ever stand the mental torture that joker puts people through. injustice superman gets to a point where he HAS to kill the joker. he sees what batman goes thru because he experiences it for himself and kills the joker. if someone like superman can break nothing but pure willpower is the reason batman hasn’t.
just bc it’s not main universe canon does NOT mean it never happened✌️ barbra gordon is continuously used as a li to almost every batboy atleast once. i made this statement over a year ago and used her as an example BUT the focus was primarily on the fact that wonder woman isn’t even regarded by A LOT of people as part of the big 3 of dc or main 4 super hero’s, because she gets written in as a love interest for both batman and superman. yes its not main story canon for either character to be love interests that does NOT mean they haven’t been represented like that in so many comics and show adaptations.
my statement a year ago wasn’t fully thought through or explained properly because i was like 16 maybe 17 running off of 3 hours of sleep and irritation. babs specifically has had been shown 3 times having had some type of romantic relationship with bruce. yes one was written in by a director for dramatic purposes to make the killing joke more personal for batman. but the 2 other times are in batman beyond and if you don’t consider any part of batman beyond apart of anything sure my argument falls down and means nothing. either way she has a relationship with bruce after dick leaves for bludhaven. it’s weird is it main story canon no but i do consider batman beyond a very i don’t know important story to bruce wayne and the batman identity as a whole. the next is in batman beyond 2.0 where she DOES have a sexual relationship with bruce resulting in pregnancy. i don’t know what happened after BECAUSE i personally gave up after seeing that and did not attempt to finish the comic i will never attempt to finish the comic either. quite frankly i don’t care to read something that weird, because the relationship IS that weird.
the whole of my argument made over a year ago wasn’t that female characters in dc are primarily written as love interests for the males. i used babs and wonder woman as an example because of how they’re written. wonder woman specifically is written as this “i want to learn about the normal human woman experience bc there’s no men on my island” and has a weird love triangle with batman and superman. it’s either a love triangle or she has a relationship with one of them in that comic storyline. it switches between the 2 and if you’re ‘lucky’ you’ll get her also having a story with steve trevor.
just because it’s not the main canon universe doesn’t erase the fact that it’s been written and that has been my argument ever since. idk why ppl were taking it personally when i wrote it and trying to justify it because it’s a bunch of different alternate universes. it’s still weird. whether it’s once like the babsxjason or having on and off relationships with luke in dc bombshell or the story where she’s on a break with dick and gets with luke like holy moly bro. the arkhamverse is one of the biggest most known/played and shes canonically married to tim. and she has 5 MAYBE 6 times written as a love interest for dick. so if you cannot see my issue here i don’t know what to tell you. i don’t know how you can sit there and ignore it “oh well it’s not canon in the main universe” like yeah i know im saying they HAVE good enough storylines without being simply love interests all the time. i love batgirl she can have so many different stories before the need for a male love interest becomes ‘important’ but if writers cannot write a woman without her simply being a love interest LIKE HELLO.
like i was getting attacked for MONTHS about this. just because you decided to ignore it doesn’t mean it wasn’t written.
if you cannot write your women without them being a love/sexual interest for male characters i don’t know bro maybe get into fanfiction. fanfiction is kool you write whatever you want without damaging the canonic image of a character and you can make them as ooc as you could possibly wish✌️.
idk if anyone reads but like that was also a point i was attempting to make i don’t blame you if you didn’t see that i can’t stick to one topic half the time but that was the argument. now if i can STOP getting attacked abt ts a year later that would be awesome. i was never hating on readers i was hating on authors that should’ve just went into fanfiction. make your own characters and comics that don’t make women with great stories simply an accessory to men. it’s always going to be weird and i will always have an issue with that. objectifying women isn’t kool its never been just because it’s normal doesn’t make it right and im tired of having to pretend that im okay with it. it be grown ass men doing ts like what the fuck bro.
main story canon or not if it’s written and published and is something continuously written by other weirdo writers it is an issue. get into fanfiction write your own stories worry about that and ruin the characters in your own fanfiction rather than in a canon setting or something that can easily be mistaken for a canon universe.
yes it’s not ALWAYS written but it’s written enough times that it does start to become an issue. if kids are getting into comics and reading it, the same way i was, (the same reason i wrote it btw bc a huge point i made was that my first introduction to wonder woman was through snyderverse and the injustice universe. it made me hate wonder woman for years because i could not stand how she was written. i knew i loved dc but i was also 10 and did not understand the difference between a bunch of different universes at the time. was i a dumb kid probably but you cannot expect kids to always grasp that idea at such a young age. it can ruin the image of characters when they are introduced to them the same way i was) you cannot expect you get fans to understand the complexity of that. some kids are not always quick to differentiate universes and writers. i know this from personal experience. it took me years to genuinely wrap my head around it. again i was a stupid kid but when something is like that it isn’t always easy to understand there’s many different reasons for that misunderstanding. BUT that misunderstanding can and very often leads to a hate for a character. i didn’t know what the main universe was for years because i’d get into so many comics and i wasn’t online to see what was what. is it the same for everyone now, no, but mistakes happen✌️
old rant if you were interested it’s horribly explained but it’s there
btw toji was never a deadbeat. i don’t know where that idea came from. kinda further proves the whole “jjk fans don’t read their own manga” but hey to each their own ig.
toji took care of megumi and tsumiki that entire time. tsumikis mother abandoned her after marrying toji and took that mfs little bit of money. toji only left for work. those 2 years of megumi forgetting who his father was and tsumiki taking care of megumi were because toji was dead. with toji dead nothing official ever happened with him being sold to the zenin clan. it was gonna but when they were getting ready to take megumi gojo FINALLY visited and told megumi “hey your sister won’t have a good life if you stay with the zenins”
megumi and tsumiki were never made aware toji died. he died on mission and shiu never involved himself with tojis family matters. dude literally disappeared after toji died. gojo on the other hand knew abt the 2 and didn’t do anything until megumi was like 7-8 years old. toji died when he was like 4-5. the neglect was bc they were kids with a mother that abandoned them and the only other person that knew of their whereabouts did nothing for 2 years✌️
i’m not hating on gojo dude was instructed to keep megumi from going to the zenins after his curse technique manifested which should’ve been 3 years from then. but he COULDVE done something more with free will and all. he was lucky they didn’t die from malnutrition before then. obviously gojo does wtv tf he wants so it makes no sense to why he’d intentionally let 2 kids starve and suffer for 2 years. the argument of “he wanted them to live normal lives while he built his name in the jujutsu world” also doesn’t really hold bc holy hell they were on the verge of literally having nothing. that’s not in any way normal lives for 2 under 15… it’s hard to believe the little bit of money toji did get and would leave for them ESPECIALLY when he planned on making it back from that mission, it’s insane to believe that the small amount could last 2 years. and knowing tsumikis mom took the money from the payout from tojis last ‘job’ she literally left them with scraps. sure gojo was 16 but holy shit he’s gojo satoru. you expect me to believe he couldn’t find a way around the whole “minors adopting minors”… i dunno man
sure toji gambled but i don’t think he was going to willing let the one part of the only person he ever cared about die because he wanted to gamble. he found a way to keep megumi and tsumiki perfectly healthy and okay even when he did gamble away every dollar. was it convenient not necessarily but i mean dude was highkey depressed and taking care of 2 kids on his own and extremely traumatized. you can’t exactly expect a whole lot from anyone that went through half the shit toji went through. he definitely was NOT the best but he was no where close to being the worst
-edit- my grammar errors and uh wording errors are kinda not my concern lmao sorry
-edit2- i’ll admit i was initially wrong abt how early the mother abandoned them but it was like immediately after tojis death so it’s still insanely fucked up. she left so little it was not meant to last 2 years the fact that tsumiki was able to stretch such a small amount is insane. she’s literally only like a year older than megumi. so if anything her mother is a pos leaving her biological 5 year old daughter and adopted 3-4 year old son. idk i think the whole deadbeat toji shit is crazy ash considering again he was literally dead. i was wrong abt the timeline but she’s still a horrible person and horrible mother.
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maybe it’s me looking wayyyyyy into things and being insane to make myself feel better but i feel like the choices and shit i made as a lil ass kid determined how my life would be. every type of thing in the world has a weird meaning to me and when i made small decisions it determined how my future would be. small actual bullshit things like being team jacob over edward. now i feel like im cursed with the same love story jacob and bella had. my relationships will always be full of passion and feeling but will always be short lived and painful to think about while never truly leaving even after saying “we’re done there’s no going back” because in a few months im gonna be back around like a little puppy. i can make so many decisions and move on and away so many times, get so far away from my home and one word from that person and i’ll run back like the past is all that matters. never truly getting better even after trying so hard
excuse me for stating the obvious but like. james gunn outright calling superman an immigrant and doubling down on it when he got backlash (because he IS an immigrant, that's the point of superman) + the in-movie dialogue of "aren't you going to read me my rights?" "you're an extraterrestrial, son. you haven't got any rights to read." + the violence of his arrest and how they torture and mistreat him unapologetically, all under the guise of "protecting america", in a film releasing during the onslaught of violent ICE kidnappings and abuse... yeah it's really no wonder right-wing knobheads are crying about this being woke. they're being forced to look directly at the reasons one of the most notorious heroes of all time would not be on their side. and that's only ONE of the reasons this movie covers
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honestly i wish i could say it’s a non issue but when characters like wonder woman are being ruined so horribly it is an issue. comics specifically during the time of when dc and marvel originally rose it was during the great depression and during world war 2 they were made to give a sense of hope to those that were surviving and made to boost the morale during the war. so it is an issue seeing how horribly the characters are being depicted and destroyed nowadays.
i’m not gonna do a dive like this on marvel simply bc i cannot get into marvel bc this whole thing from me stems from my love for dc and how it like originally impacted my childhood and i never really liked marvel during that time bc to this day im not too interested in it. it’s good but my love for dc is older than like a lot of shit in my life and it’s honestly a really big thing for me as a weirdo ass teen girl
i wanna start by saying i have always loved DC since i was 6. i am literally almost 18 now and my love for it only grows but DC comic writers are doing irreversible damage to the women roles by the way they write them. and the sad part is it isn’t only affecting the female characters bc it’s leaking into the male roles as well.
it’s actually disgusting seeing how badly they’ve fucked characters like wonder woman. in 1941 when she was originally created and released she was made to be a symbol of female empowerment equality and justice showing that women can be powerful and compassionate at the same fucking time. she was being released during WW2 when that view was very important bc of how america was during the war. now if you look at her character she is not the same. yes she has the same values sort of bc storylines like Injustice and a lot of others have fucked up her character so horribly. it’s made a lot of dc fans dislike her rightfully so. because personally for me i feel to hate her bc of the injustice story (i was like 7-10 when i first played the game) that was my first real introduction to her character which was horrible bc it made me dislike her but i started watching the wonder woman with lynda carter and it was a completely different person. 2 games alone fucked up everything she stood for. wonder woman was always supposed to be strong and independent and injustice aswell as new comic writers have fucked that up and have done so much damage to her character.
another character is Barbra Gordon as Batgirl and Oracle. she was and still is my favorite character. i love the bat family more than anything but i genuinely fucking hate the writers that they have. in a lot of issues of comic they follow a weird storyline like Batman The Killing Joke where batgirl is shown to have a sexual relationship with her mentor Bruce Wayne which 1 is weird bc bruce has always been a middle aged man by the time he meets the younger but more older more known bats (dick, jason and barbra). her have any form of sexual anything is fucking disgusting and harms her character right there alone. but obviously that alone isn’t the only fucking issue.
this is sm of a weird trope and i only say this bc not only does she have a relationship with Bruce Wayne no these writers made her have a relationship with characters that are supposed to be seen as siblings. bc as we know everyone that works under batman grows and has a familial relationship with him and those with him. and unfortunately Babs doesn’t only have a weird sexual relationship with bruce no she has one with the majority of the batboys. she has a weird relationship which mostly always turn sexual with Dick Grayson (Nightwing), Jason Todd (Red Hood), Tim Drake (Red Robin), and Luke Fox (Batwing). considering the first 2 are canonically adopted in every issue by bruce 1 that’s weird as fuck it is. but 2 all four of those boys have an important and close relationship with eachother yes they aren’t related but the relationship they have makes them more like brothers than just coworkers. Babs having a relationship with all of them is weird. babs and jason didn’t need a relationship that came from bonding over what the joker did to them. as much as i love the arkham trilogy (games) specifically arkham knight there were alot of unnecessary scenes between them. i do understand the game i’ve played it multiple times but it rubs me the wrong way seeing how other people think of babs and jason. bc in this storyline specifically she never had a relationship with dick but she does get married to tim after. it’s js a weird situation and it sucks bc a lot of other comics stay following the killing joke storyline or other comic storylines and it is doing so much damage to her character and what she stood for. i honestly find it fucking disgusting.
i understand writers wanting to depict certain things that happen in real life and not every comic in dc is one set universe or timeline but they also are doing so much to these characters and it really sucks that it isn’t only one or 2 characters bc it is so many female characters like harley too who originally did start out doing her things bc of a man but she was supposed to grow into her own character and now she’s literally falling back but she’s not falling back to where she started bc it’s only getting worse and it sucks. and another issue is the fact that its not only female characters it’s also the important male characters. the new redhood series. he doesn’t need a sexual relationship with helena. it’s literally weird af
long story short which it wasn’t and i’m sorry for it these fuck ass new writers need to stop basing female characters specifically around a man bc it’s doing worse for the character and ruining the image they were originally made to have and portray. and they need to stop basing every comic around a romantic or sexual relationship. because if you are being completely honest if the storyline alone isn’t good or interesting alone without something sexual or romantic happening between the 2 leads maybe just maybe it isn’t a good story or it isn’t a developed enough to be made into a comic. i’m not anywhere close to saying romance in comics are bad that’s NOT what i’m saying im saying is that if that’s all you think a story thats always been about justice, doing the right thing, empowerment or anything of what the original comics were made to be you SHOULD NOT be ruining characters by your fantasies.
there is a reason fanfictions exist there is a reason head cannons exist there’s a reason for communities. bc personally i indulge in fanfics like i fucking love them but it’s only bc it 1 isn’t cannon and it can be made into whatever writers desire and want to see and 2 it’s isn’t canonically ruining characters that stood for sm more and ruining what they stood for.
also fuck you if you say anything abt my writing. 🙏please don’t say shit abt my writing i was pretty deep in emotion and i don’t gaf abt seeming proper on social platforms. i can 100% use proper punctuation and shit i chose not to bc it makes me lose my train of thought. i’m also dyslexic asf so my spelling is the least of my concerns bc i have the memory of a fucking goldfish and i would’ve lost my train of thought way too many times during this rant
seriously this is just my personal opinion i don’t wanna hear anything abt me being wrong for it. i have a very different life view compared to whoever is reading and also again it is just my personal opinion
anyways i honestly really find the nana fandom to be so fucking annoying. they actually piss me off so fucking much bc everyone automatically take the idea that “only yasu and shin are the only good males in the story” firstly it’s not true the only actual innocent character by any means is shin. he was a child with ABSOLUTELY ZERO amount of guidance by every person in his life.
nana is a reflection of the actual human society and experience. everyone in the world and in the manga/show is as problematic as the next. yes there is a sort of ‘lesser of two evils’ but that does not excuse any character or person from being horrible. being able to understand that a lot the characters actions specifically come from trauma responses or emotions and environmental factors. being a nana fan without having an open mind and understanding how and why the characters acts specifically a certain way 1 shows the type of person you are and 2 why the fuck would you actually get into something not being able to want or attempt to see each side. i swear you actually need to read the goddamn manga with an open view and understanding of society and how people are because it is literally just a fucking reflection of how people truly are EVERYONE EVERY SINGLE CHARACTER is problematic and has issues some are worse than others but that is not the point. they’re all problematic and picking and choosing who’s worse and who’s better is fucking insane
the only characters that seriously deserve any form of defenders are the children caught between the cross fire (shin ren jr and satsuki) other than them NO character NOT A SINGLE ONE including both nanas everyone in blast/trap nest and those they associate with is innocent they all have literal issues and don’t know how to properly handle their feelings/emotions and their issues. everyone in the series needs some form of help for what they went thru and put other people thru. but that’s just my take.
also relating to a character does not make you a bad person (unless youre relating to the actions like takumi/reira if ykwim) everyone has flaws im not judging anyone’s flaws
also trapnest is 1 canonically better in a lot of ways but like in my personal opinion they 100% have every reason to be as cocky as they are abt the band personally id actually really like in a serious manner would be a trapnest fan
description: modern au headcanons of levi as your next-door neighbor.
author’s note: HEY??? it’s been a long, long time. i’m not guaranteeing a comeback to this account, but i have missed posting on here. with the way my adult life has become, i don’t have the time to write like i used to, and i find myself caught up in other things now. i wrote these headcanons a long time ago, but with some changes. maybe someday i’ll write again! but for now, i hope you all enjoy, and i’ve missed you guys!!!!
— next-door neighbor levi who watched from his front porch with a cup of tea in hand as a handful of movers carried countless boxes into the house next door, the change all happening so fast after the old man who once inhabited it passed away.
— next-door neighbor levi who rolled his eyes upon realizing a young woman had taken over the property, anticipating nights where he struggled to fall asleep thanks to loud music blaring.
— next-door neighbor levi who wasn’t prepared for you to knock on his door, introducing yourself as his new neighbor and explaining that you had inherited your grandfather’s home after his death.
— next-door neighbor levi who felt bad for judging before ever meeting you, welcoming you to the neighborhood and keeping an eye on you from that moment forth, but not in a creepy way. it’s not like a soft spot for you had quickly developed. definitely not that.
— next-door neighbor levi who began to find himself saying good morning to you before you both left for work, you joking that the two of you “need to stop bumping into each other like this.” shockingly enough, levi laughed at such a joke, a rarity from him.
— next-door neighbor levi who noticed your lawn was an atrocious mess and feared you’d get a fine as a result, later knocking on your door and asking if you would like him to cut your lawn for you as he had a mower of his own. when you tried to offer him cash for doing such a thing, saying you had been trying to find someone to do it for ages, he refused, insisting it’s the neighborly thing to do.
— next-door neighbor levi who hated grass, but for some reason he didn’t mind getting a little messy if it was for your sake. it was all about keeping the neighborhood as clean as possible, right?
— next-door neighbor levi who was invited over for dinner after mowing your lawn. although hesitant, he accepted and later came over after washing the smell of grass off of himself.
— next-door neighbor levi who you noticed almost always wore a button up, even now as he entered your place with a bag of tea leaves, one you didn’t ask for him to bring. you were trying to do something nice for him in return for what he’s done for you, but he always seemed to keep on sharing the wealth.
— next-door neighbor levi who was amazed by your tea collection in the kitchen, you explaining how your grandparents loved to drink tea and that you probably got your love for it and also murder mysteries from them.
— next-door neighbor levi who found himself blushing around you that night, unable to pinpoint why he was feeling this way. he wanted to blame the burning sensation in his cheeks on the steaming ramen you cooked, which tasted absolutely delicious, by the way.
— next-door neighbor levi who stayed at your place past his typical bedtime, finding himself in the midst of a murder she wrote marathon with you close to midnight, only leaving because you realized how late the two of you had stayed up, knowing you both had to work the next day.
— next-door neighbor levi who knew after that night he had become smitten by you, but refused to do a thing about it. he didn’t want to end up ruining the friendship you were starting to build and turn into your creepy neighbor instead.
— next-door neighbor levi who tried his best to not overstep any boundaries, the only way he knew how being to keep his distance. he figured it was the safest way to go.
— next-door neighbor levi who hated moments not spent with you. as much as he didn’t want to admit it, he was completely head over feet.
— next-door neighbor levi who was surprised on a sunday morning when you confronted him and asked if you did something wrong. he hadn’t realized his avoidance was so cold and regretted it upon seeing the frown on your face.
— next-door neighbor levi who knew he couldn’t run from these feelings he was saddled with any longer. the least he had to do was try, and if you were to say no, then so be it.
— next-door neighbor levi who confessed his attraction towards you, although looking away in shame as his face became scalding hot.
— next-door neighbor levi who was taken aback when you cupped his face so he could look at you, his shock even more evident when you kissed him on the cheek and said you were glad he felt that way.
— next-door neighbor levi who later down the line became boyfriend levi, eventually selling his home in favor of sharing one with you, his future wife.
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description: super cute headcanons depicting reiner becoming a father for the first time.
author’s note: new theme!! slayyyy 🤭 i wrote these after i rewatched how i met your mother for the fifty billionth time and the scene where barney meets his child for the first time spawned these headcanons. y’all liked dad!jean, so here’s dad!reiner 🤪 it ain’t much, but it’s honest work. i’d love to write more dad content for the aot men in the future, but i hope you enjoy this!
— it was no question that reiner always felt like he didn’t deserve to live a happy life.
— but despite all of his sins and feeling like a monster, you were the one to see a loving man underneath, and loved him despite it all.
— once reiner settled into life after years of war and peace negotiations that followed, he was finally able to live the life he always craved, yet didn’t think he deserved.
— the two of you got a little house with hopes of starting a family one day. it was a bit of a fixer upper, but reiner became quite the handyman to create the perfect family home.
— reiner always feared starting a family would mean he’d accidentally create a child just as screwed up as him, but you always soothed those fears, insisting your future child will be brought up with nothing but love, what reiner always wanted in his own childhood.
— of course, there was still some worry, but that was normal for anyone becoming a parent for the first time. reiner just had to remind himself that there wouldn’t be any vicious cycles repeating.
— when you finally became pregnant after months of trying, reiner was ecstatic.
— he wanted to do everything he could to make sure you were both ready. he built the baby’s crib from scratch, using the chopped wood he brought home everyday to craft it himself.
— reiner even tended to your every need, although sometimes you tried to insist he didn’t, reiner didn’t want you have to lift a finger. you were creating new life, after all.
— once it came time for the birth, pre-parental kicked in terribly. every doubt came rushing back so quickly, but reiner had to keep it together for your sake. he couldn’t let you deal with a wreck like him while you were trying to push out a kid.
— but after hours and hours, a baby girl was finally born, and she was one of the greatest things to ever grace this earth.
— when reiner met his baby girl for the very first time, it was like he fell in love all over again. his love for you was always strong, but his love for your child carried just as much strength. every worry he had washed away the second he saw your precious child.
— he held the newborn in his arms, his first words to her; “you are the love of my life… everything i have and everything i am is yours… forever.”
— it was no contest that reiner would dedicate every damn day of his life to you, your child, and whatever future children you may have. there would never be a single doubt.