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I finished watching Vampire Knight
Technically rewatching but I was really not paying attention the first time and it was years ago at this point. Did remember the incest correctly tho š Was sort of hoping I imagined it
If anyone is curious about my thoughts, there arenāt really many especially since right now Iām sleepy but overall I have one main issue which is all Iām gonna talk about since it has a lot of supporting materials apparently.
I find it interesting how the anime establishes a very clear cycle of abuse. Yukiās parents were siblings and since young she has been told to be the same way. In fact, the same thing was taught to Kaname since he brings this up with her. āWeāll be like mother and fatherā
Yet throughout the whole anime, Iām waiting for the other shoe to drop. Expecting a scene where Kanameās twisted view of himself and his peers and especially Yukiās clashing perspective get brought up and resolved.
But the shoe doesnāt drop. The shoe keeps making sin waves or maybe the graph has an asymptote at ground level. And so now Iām just left wondering: why was Yukiās first reaction to be grossed out and second reaction (Iirc when talking with Aido) to say that sheās lived for a long time as a human ā seemingly to conclude that the way vampire society ādoes thingsā doesnāt resonate with her ā if itās not going to go somewhere?
The author just canāt seem to make up her mind on whether incest is right or not, or at the very least knows itās not so has to try to reason it out and accidentally showing exactly why itās not.
Why do I say that both roads lead to the same conclusion? Outside of the aforementioned pattern of incest in the vampire families, thereās also the fact that Kaname (and really all the actual main characters) view vampirism as some sick act. Zero is the most prominent voice supporting that idea but Kanameās dialogue when clarifying Yukiās past is all sorts of revealing. āWhatās wrong with brother and sister lovers? Itās inhumane? We ARENT humane anyway. Weāre not even human. Weāre monsters!ā
From our perspective as the audience, we know full well that all the vampires have rich inner lives burdened with trauma and pressure. It is incorrect to say theyāre not human. So Kanameās words are a direct contradiction of the reality we see. This should prove that those words are incorrect in their entirety. And imo, it shows that those words come from a place of self hatred and loathing. Something that, I hope Iām not wrong or downplaying, can come as result of incest ā which yes the number one reason incest is bad is because of the psychological trauma. Make no mistake, there is nothing anyone can say to change my mind when I say Yuki and Kaname are victims.
It just sucks that the author/mangaka, from posts Iāve read this past hour talking about the ending, doesnāt seem to realize that.
Or maybe she does??? Because she very clearly has written the main character to have second doubts about the whole ordeal. Imo, only choosing to leave with Kaname because he is her family and he needs her. Zero and her dad can take care of themselves and of each other. On the other hand, Kaname truly has no one close enough because his closest friends cannot imagine being his friends .
So maybe Iām misinterpreting something, maybe itās wishful thinking so that the series complies with my world view, but under better circumstances and less weight placed on her shoulders, Yuki wouldāve chosen to stay at the academy and, frankly, Yuki wouldāve chosen Zero. Why else would her sentence/question be finished/answered for her when her uncle says āyell out the name of the person you loveā
All that said, I canāt help this nagging feeling that this wasnāt the intention at all. The author/mangaka set out to write a compelling story and just like any good teenage drama, the best way is indecision. I fear It wasnāt meant as a reprimand at all, instead a forbidden, āI want to but societyā (get it?? joker colors?? Like the meme??)
And just to throw this in there, itās weird how Yuki and Kanameās parallels, Zero and Ichiro, behave. Like those two were also too close and reliant on each other for me not to believe that the author just likes this stuff. Especially ending it with Zero drinking Ichiroās blood. This is gonna lead me down a whole rant about how it doesnāt even make sense with the plot so Iāll let it rest here.
It sucks too because Yukiās own mother wants to remove her from this cycle of abuse, wants to give her a normal life and one can only assume a normal life implies one without incest. One where it doesnāt matter who she marries.
And now you start to notice these situations reflecting real stories and you notice the role eugenics plays.
But you know thatās not the intention bc apparently the manga continues on and Kaname becomes a terrible person?? The two have sex?? Yuki becomes pregnant???
But I guess at least š she and Zero somewhere end up together and the story still concludes that Kaname needed to live as a human too. Itās like a full circle moment expect IT WOULD HAVE BEEN MORE IMPACTFUL had they come to the realization that they already are human and that to heal they need to establish who they are on their own. Same for the hunter twins.
In conclusion, Iām choosing to headcanon this shit. Yuki is Kaienās daughter and tho heās not perfect either, heās trying his best.
Their faces were kinda similar with the tilt of their heads and it made me laugh a little...die both of u
Wait they're already dead

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kaname stans are the MOST insufferable bitches ever. just cuz youāre okay with incest doesnāt mean everyone else is. thereās no argument against that, you cannot win as a kaname stan BECAUSE thatās the whole story. āoh well zero isnāt betterā zero doesnāt manipulate yuki to get what he wants. āyeah well he pushes her away and duh duh duhā zero was traumatized at the age of 12 seeing his parents die infront of him and seeing his brother chose the person that killed his parents. for 5 years heās under the impression that his brother is dead because they havenāt seen eachother since the kiryu family massacre. THEN heās taken in by kaien cross BECAUSE he knows full well everything bound to happen with zero. heās well informed of the life zero is going to live as a vampire AND as a vampire hunter. kaien wants to be a father towards yuki and zero. yuki barely accepts it because sheās lost trying to figure herself out for YEARS. zero does NOT accept it because he had a family he wasnāt young enough to move on and forget his family. he knew no one was going to take the place of his parents. no one did and the closest thing zero had to a father was yagari. yk the guy that was around since the twins were born. the guy that helped them train to be vampire hunters, the guy that lost an eye protecting zero. kaien cared for zero and yuki physically but he was also in charge of a school the whole time. they were left alone more often than not. they were together and protected eachother but zero was ALWAYS extremely distant. yukis first complaint is how distant zero is. he never lets her close enough for them to feel like anything other than a friend. zero is still trying to go through the trauma of losing the most important people in his life when vampiresāthe things that took his family away and almost killed him MULTIPLE timesā are on school grounds. they start as students at the academy when zero is like 15-16 before he starts falling to a level-e. zero NEVER ever gets a chance to be around yuki and act like adopted siblings because of everything. after the vampires are on campus zero slowly starts his fall to a level-e putting him in excruciating pain. heās turned into the one thing he was BORN to kill. considering the hunters mostly take out level-e vampires zero is next. at his young age he quickly becomes protective over yuki BECAUSE sheās often around vampires. zero knows the painful traumatizing experiences that come with vampires and as a way to protect her he tries to keep her away from them. so everything on top of everything that he goes thru in his early years, he starts to hate himself when the transition begins. from someone that was already closed off and distant that distance only grows between him and yuki. even with that distance he attempts to help her as best as he can. dude does NOT want to get close to anyone now because he knows the violent nature of former human vampires. he knows whatās to come and what he is capable of. zero has feelings for yuki very very early in their relationship because she takes care of him but that doesnāt stop him from putting up that wall and pushing her away when she gets too close. heās well aware of her feelings for kaname aswell. the older they get the more they try to reject and ignore how they feel about eachother because by the time yuki is 15-16 she loves both zero and kaname. zero does everything in his power to protect and care for yuki while not letting his feelings get in the way. it works for a long time heās able to make yuki believe he only drank her blood because it helped him. sheās unaware for a while of what his feelings are. literally up until sheās regained her memories from her childhood she just thinks that zeros never gonna change and that it was always how he made it out to be. it takes her vampire awakening to make her understand it was ALWAYS more than just protecting her.
the relationship between yuki and zero is extremely delicate and complicated but to sit there and say āwell theyāre adopted so itās basically as bad as yuki and kanameā is just a blatant misunderstanding of everything. you can live in close proximity to anyone and never see them as family. it becomes difficult to see someone as family when they act the way zero does. when it comes to legality, yuki and zero are NOT siblings. kaien is legally yukis father while legally being zeroās guardian. guardian and parent is NOT the same thing. itās a similar role yes and there isnāt a lot distinguishing them but the acceptance of that guardian as a parent. because zero never accepted kaiens parental role, zero and yuki donāt have a pseudo-incest relationship. due to zeroās traumatic ass childhood he NEVER EVER seen yuki as a sister. she was always a friend in his head it was a friendship-lover relationship. they literally spend at the max 3-4 years together before she runs off with kaname. it was NEVER a sibling love EVER. theyāre drawn looking younger but zero is 13 when his family is killed. story starts when heās 16-17. if you yourself can consider someone a sibling that early if they act like zero thatās a you thing. ON THE OTHER HAND you get kaname. heās 10,000 years old and when heās found. heās a literal ancestor of yuki and her parents. he is one of the very FIRST pure blood vampires ever. heās one of the first and founders of the kuran bloodline. he goes into a very long sleep (10,000 years) and is awoken by his descendants juri and haruka yk yukis parents. the kuran family is the most incest filled families of the 7 pure blood families. rido is probably the first of the kurans to actually develop a relationship with another pure blood family. this is AFTER his obsession with his sister juri is forced to āendā because she mates with her other brother haruka. rido chooses shizuka but never marries her. he has a kid with an aristocrat vampire and yeah that happens. i aināt explaining. anyways juri and haruka have a son that they name after their ancestor kaname, after they get married. when rido finds out he takes that baby and uses his blood to resurrect a young looking 10,000 year old ancestor the original kaname kuran. with everything kanames body isnāt complete so to keep her son alive basically, the body is kind of reset into a baby. she takes care of kaname as if he were her son. again he is NOT the son of juri and haruka their son is dead. but she does the same thing she did with yuki, and seals away kanames memories of the last 10,000 years. unlike yukis memory seal or wtv, kanames is much much weaker. by the time yuki is born heās starting to gain back his memories. and because rido is a fucking freak, juri tries to protect yuki by making her existence unknown to everyone. and the story goes from there if rido finding out and trying to take yuki and yeah. thatās that. so obviously by the time of the first episode kaname is almost completely aware of his relationship to yuki. he knows heās one of the first of the kuran bloodline, he knows what juri and haruka did and that he was there just so they can feel like their son didnāt die. and he knows yuki was never aware of his actual relationship to her. he leaves her to kaien because he was friends with kaien when he was still a hunter. he knows what kaien is capable of doing as well as his wants. and for the years following kaname proceeds to in a way groom yuki back into her vampire self for years. because heās insane. this comes with a lot of manipulation and āshieldingā when he was only meant to protect her from ridos weird ass.
the main issue i have with kanames story is that he knows everything like he knows everything about yuki and keeps it from her. yuki and zero grow together. their manipulation is very very different. one uses his manipulation to get what he wants from yuki while the other manipulates himself and her into pushing them away from eachother. zero really does protect yuki. okay yeah yuki shouldāve had that choice but her story literally would not make sense or allow that to happen. yeah itās wrong yes i hate it but iād truly rather be with someone that doesnāt manipulate me with an ulterior motive. which was exactly what kaname did. he did it for his own benefit. zero wanted to fucking die for years and did manipulate yuki so that when he did die she would be able to move on with her life. at the end of the story thatās exactly what the fuck happens. zero dies for her and she lives 1000 years before resurrecting kaname and dying for him. zero worries about her fully her well being her future like everything and kaname is selfish. itās for his personal gain and he disguises it as āfor yukiā when itās not for her. could the story have been done without incest yes obviously but it came out in 2008. i donāt know if you know anything about vampires in 08 but the story wouldāve seemed like a copy of twilight. i mean you read/watch twilight and it is almost exactly alike minus the incest. vampire knight is almost exactly like twilight but has more reason backing why one of the love interest makes sense and is better than the other. so when it comes down to it.
zero kiryu/jacob black>>> kaname kuran/edward cullen.
i can make a lot of excuses abt why theyāre the better option for yuki and bella but it mostly comes down to what drives them to do the shit they do. and for the 2 it is almost always a selfish reason and idk bro that doesnāt sit right with me. shit goes hand in hand honestly and if you chose kaname or edward. youāre wrong š
honest to god this is what i mean by i can write anything as long as im passionate about it
edit- proper grammar and paragraphs were messed up during my time writing i donāt know why i would hope my writing is decent enough to read though. most of my rants make me seem illiterate but im not. some of it is intentional but again a lot of my writing was messed up midway through donāt know why but tumblr seems to hate me. anyways this wasnāt meant to pick at anyone its just me calling out how dumb the argument of which is better for her when thereās obvious a reason for them both being interests
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