Juice!

Finally caught up to TMP

Truly to let someone– or something, care for you-

It’s fills me with parallel feelings

Feelings of fear, and also all I desire.

What am I but weak if I accept this?

But soft hands and kind words,

Help me remember where I am,

And who I am,

And how to achieve it.

I wake up, already surrounded

I shouldn’t be on alert, but I am.

You giggle in your sleep you know?

I want to care for you.

So why is it so hard to accept it back?

I love you–

It’s silly, since we are on the phone

So I was already thinking of you,

But I thought about walking into our room,

So I could see how peaceful you are sleeping;

You always look so lovely-

I haven’t done a self portrait in a year, so

7-2-26, 2 hours, NeoColorII on 2 sheets of dur-a-lar

Trying to teach myself how to do caricatures and wowza it’s tough!