The tumblr page, the only active normal social media left for the channel, has had to shutter any posting or activity beyond posting new videos.
I just received harassment on this Tumblr page, the only social media with the channel name still on it, since it normally was safe and the bad people don't usually go there like this. It was a gay man reposting one of my best and most loved videos, saying that this “lady” (I’m also a gay man) is so annoying 'even though he’s a gay man himself,' and no wonder “her” (I’m a man) comments are off. Mind you, my comments are off because I was told for months, every few seconds of every day, to kill myself and that I’m a bad person for not hating a cartoon enough, and had videos made defaming me as such, until it was no longer viable to keep them on. He then reblogged the post to tag me so that he could ensure that I would see it and try to hurt me. I have had to choose to shut down regular activity on Tumblr for safety again, making sure nobody can tag the blog, outside people can’t reply to anything on the blog, etc, and deleted any update type posts that aren’t just posting the videos. I’ve already been going through a severe emotional crisis for two months now, barely staying alive as it is every day, I cannot handle people deciding one day that they hate me enough to make posts about it on the only safe platform left and go out of their way to make sure I see it. I don't know why we feel the need to bully and attack the disabled autistic person who just wants to talk about the cartoon he likes, and tell him he's awful or to die every couple of months, and make me a perpetual victim, but somehow that is indeed the reality we now permanently navigate. Maybe next week, maybe the week after that we can all hate on me, but not right now at this moment while I am going through something. Thank you.
