PUTTING THIS NOTE BACK AGAIN (after i had just taken down my last pinned freak-out sigh)
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There are currently SO MANY fandoms going on in this space:
OKAY definitely a BTS (as of like May 2023, so ... yeah) and kpop hyperfixation currently ongoing, not sure when normal service will resume
ALSO i have decided to just go ahead and let myself post about random new books that are hitting the shelves in US stores - not reviewing or recommending, just passing on a heads-up because ... idk. For me it's equivalent to: "oh look cool rock!" or "guess what happened on My Show!" but it's "here's what just showed up on the shelves! " *jazz hands*
ok the kpop Thing officially "Begin"s with OnlyOneOf (watch their mv and dance practices you will not regret it)
all things Kinnporsche and associated cast
Official Liu Chang Addicts Club Member (2020)
full on Liu Sang/DMBJ/Daomu Biji fandom freefall: holy heck are there some talented writers artists & creators in this fandom!!
an increased amount of CDrama, KDrama, BLDrama reblogs
the related asian actor fandoms and cultural interest
preferential reblogging of Lee Soo Hyuk, Woo Do Hwan, and Liu Yuning - uh, *all* DMBJ actors actually
The Untamed (MDZS, but mostly CQL)
Scum Villain's Self-Saving System (Moshang!) and TGCF reblogs
80s music nostalgia always happening
Black Sails (perpetual)
Murderbot
Star Wars, mostly Rogue One and Andor
Stargate and SGA (perpetual)
X-Men (mainly XMCU and cherik)
Killjoys (for as long as folks are making gifsets - †u guys)
Marvel and MCU (still very conflicted, it's a one step forward two steps back situation)
plus a bunch more i've been in that come back around
Anyways, this blog is a mishmash of those, current events posts, cat and landscape pics, tumblr standard posts, fic recs, and memes.
I subscribe to the "if you like it, reblog it" philosophy of sharing creators' posts, because they put the effort in and deserve some appreciation.
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I love helping everyone rediscover the fact that the opening passage of My Immortal is a parody of the opening passage of The Vampire Lestat and not just a generic exaggeration of the typical fanfic Mary Sue introduction. One of the many delightful goth kid Easter eggs the author planted for the audience.
When they're waiting to board the boat and the crowd is all listening in on Murderbot telling the humans its going back to help the militia hold off the corporates
The crowd all parting to let it through and Mb thinks it must be its angry face and not the fact that everyone just heard its going off to protect them
When passengers spot it in the water and work together to pull it aboard
Random humans recognizing its heroism and working to help it
They hear its kid? say "They will kill you" they hear its wife? ask if it's "going to do the thing." It has a past the kids don't know about. It's going to protect everyone or die trying. Its going to buy its family time to get away. You know every human on that boat was relieved when it made it back aboard.
#đđđđ #murderbot #god yeah they probably DO think that's its family!!!! #and it is. to be clear. farai is about to report back to tano like 'bad news :/ i'm on ayda's side about the secunit now.' #[communist bugs bunny meme] OUR secunit #but my point is that a bystander probably sees what they think is a heavily augmented human person #someone so augmented that it MUST have been some kind of lifesaving measure rather than a choice (per artificial condition) #who has their wife(?) and their mother(?) and their THREE children(?) with them #and THAT is the person who says with total authority that it's going to protect them or die trying #of course they step aside to let it through #that's some entertainment feed quality heroism right there! (via @words-writ-in-starlight)
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You'd think this would have a name, right? Â (For its historical use as an architectural / decor tile â although I've found out more about its use in games, that's not what I'm looking for.) Â Like the Penroses do (and no, it's not one of those). Â But I've had no luck finding it, or any other info. Â Any (human only, please) help?
Bevin family speaks out for the first time as their son alleges abandonment, while Matt Bevin faces jail time over a court dispute. Both sid
It just gets worse and worse!
BRUH.
"Agenda," oh please! He has every right to demand back child support--he was a KID they threw in the trash with no way to fend for himself! YES he demands money, wtf?!
And what's PEELING me is that the wife's got some nerve, when even she divorced that a-hole on abuse accusations!
đ± Why in the HELL did they send him to Jamaica anyway, when there's zillions of mental health centers right here in the States?! And then of course they pick literal Arkham's Asylum, where the kids get treated like LESS than animals, to the extent that the place had to get shut down by the state. That is abandonment, 1000%. If you don't want him anymore cuz he's schizophrenic and a possible danger to the other kids, then at least send him back HOME to his biological family in Africa. Don't just leave him to ROT in a foreign frikkin country as a MINOR, wtf?!
Oh yeah, keep this p.o.s. UNDER the jail!
No wonder America's so effed up, with governors like this.
Black newborn babies in the United States are more likely to survive childbirth if they are cared for by Black doctors, but three times more likely than White Babies to die when looked after by White doctors, a study has found.
The mortality rate of Black newborns in hospital shrunk by between 39% and 58% when Black physicians took charge of the birth, according to the research, which laid bare how shocking racial disparities in human health can affect even the first hours of a personâs life.
By contrast, the mortality rate for White babies was largely unaffected by the doctorâs race.
The findings support previous research, which has shown that, while infant mortality rates have fallen in recent decades, Black children remain significantly more likely to die early than their White counterparts.
US infant mortality rates decline, CDC study says, but Black infants still twice as likely to die
Researchers from George Mason University analyzed data capturing 1.8 million hospital births in Florida between 1992 and 2015 for the new study, which was published Monday in the journal Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences of the United States of America, also known as PNAS. Â @blacklandskonnectedÂ
Something that I really appreciate about The Clone Wars is that they make Anakin a likable, loving, genuinely good person while reaffirming and enhancing his more negative qualities. For example the show makes it clear that Anakin is a good person, but a selfish one.Â
In the arc where Ahsoka getâs kidnapped and hunted by lizard people we see this very subtle selfish quality of Anakinâs. When Ahsoka comes home from her traumatizing ordeal what is the very first thing that Anakin does? He makes things about himself. He makes things about his failure to protect her, his  concern, his worry, his fear for her, his own shortcomings. He is obviously coming from a place of genuine love and concern for Ahsoka, but itâs still about him. Thereâs nothing evil about that kind of selfishness, seeing a situation from your own point of view doesnât mean you donât care, anyone who says that they donât make things about themselves is almost definitely a liar but you canât deny it. In that moment Ahsoka had to comfort Anakin. That moment is beautiful and poignant regarding their bond and their friendship, but itâs also very telling if you look at it through a slightly more cynical lens.
It reminds me of in AOTC when Anakin kneeled at his motherâs grave and talked about himself and his feelings of inadequacy rather than his mother herself. Or in ROTS when Anakin was concerned for Padmeâs life and committed to saving it in a way he knew that she wouldnât approve of. When he pledges himself to Palpatine he doesnât say he wants to save her life because she deserves to love or anything that has to do with her. Itâs because he couldnât live without her, he needs her, he loves her, she canât leave him because he couldnât take that. Itâs about him.Â
Anakinâs feelings of selfishness donât mean that he doesnât actually love or care about these people, his possessive nature and selfishness actually come from his love for these people. He just canât separate the way he feels about these people from the individuals themselves. He always makes it about himself and his needs and desires, not theirs. Itâs possible that the first person that Anakin really loved in a nonselfish way was Luke by the end of ROTJ.
I donât know that Iâm making sense here but this topic fascinates me.
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