im sorry but its clear you guys have related with louis to a point that yall developed his own self pity for claudia as well. it was all the writing on the wall even in s1-2 that claudia didnt like louis that much, while louis loved ''her'' -but more what she meant for her. i did to to a point, that whats made them tragic. she didnt know who he was, neither did he. it was an abrasive scene, but a necessary one. louis's romanticim although its warm to be in, its an escape. just like his obsession with remains of claudia. claudie didnt say she loved lestat, just that she liked him more. i wanted to believe claudia loved, or at least tried to love louis, for my own sake as well. maybe she did at some point, mayeb she didnt. the matter is thats not whats important for claudia. she wanted a life for herself, and tried her hardest. -im not saying all this withour understanding, i found loucladia'S journey very moving and related to louis's grief. i shed may tears over them, but we have to accept lou's selfishness in this regard. you dont know these characters better then thier writers. and this isnt that much of a suprise as you are trying to convince yourself. the racial element was abrasive, yes, but claudia always talked back like that when she wanted to. im afraid you got attached to idea of claudia in louis's head.again, thats not lying, its just his very clouded experience. and there is no satisfactory ending to grief and guilt. the fact that they just talked in a bench after is that point. after all that, if louis wept more would you feel satisfied? why would that be the goal. the writers wanted you to sit in claudia's rage and discomfort. not feel sad for louis further. its literally not about him. and claudia going off on lestat wouldnt make sense, she already discarded him while she was alive. it was louis that was obsessively holding onto her memory, and wallowing in self-pity. which wasnt doing him good either. and i get that, i felt so bad for him, but you have to admit the way he was holding onto it has become a fake portrait of claudia with time. its pathetic by design. louis does pathetic things, thats okay. we can feel for him, but the narrative doesnt need to cuddle him about this. its not rollin making fun of his pain or whatever, its an uncomfortable truth that you have to face. louis loved claudia to the point of completely losing her as an actual individual, -love in louis eyes can be somthing so beautiful and romantic, but actual love is often violent and ugly. all consuming etc. and cladia hates/hated him for it.
the entirety of s1-2 portrayed claudiaâs love for Louis and so did her diaries. I have no idea what I am expected to say to this. it is so utterly apparent in every interaction that they have together. if the writers expect me to believe she never loved him, they are asking me to believe that the emotions and portrayal that the actors embodied were delusions that louis invented. people who watch this show fundamentally fail at recognizing the emotions that jacob and Delainey portray. that isnât my problem.
no, she didnât hate the man she nursed back to health after Lestat brutalized him. she came back to bring him with her after she escaped. she giggled at him while he spoke about photography and pursued different interests. she defended him when the coven ridiculed him. she screamed and reached for him as he was dragged away. those were portrayed with honesty. the writers expect me to replace that honest portrayal of love with a remake in my own head where she was a cartoonish character rolling her eyes miserably as she bided her time for Louis to make her a fledgling? And even after she got Madeleine, she came back to see him and that was her doom. She loved him. and she hated him, always.
The backstage pass has delainey saying that she loved them both. the actors canât even reconcile this. If you take Delaineyâs words into account, what they want you to walk away with is that Lestat understood her in a way that Louis did not and also that you should hate Louis. really, you canât even totally understand how we are supposed to view their relationship now because this is about redeeming Lestat fundamentally. And I simply donât care. If the writers just want to retcon through lazy dialogue, I donât know why I should care.