Heartworm

how I wish it would help me to forget.

and feeling so utterly alone.

it is time to finally let you go.

that’ll stain my heart forever.

But I am over all the bullshit you put me through.

while I carry the scars of an unrequited love on my heart forever.

while I was just a convenience for you until I no longer was.

I hate you for making me believe that you did.

I lost myself too.

Because it knows that one embrace would be enough to comfort this aching that has found its home in my chest.

We just weren’t meant to last.

Not even at all.

Only to take you out of it when I had already fallen too deep.

how much you broke me?

Because you never leave mine.

Please, I beg you.

Because it would have spared me from the all the pain I feel right now.