#heartburn

the original three siblings were born to different fathers but the same mother. Rachel Samstat(56)\Mark Forman(60), Noah Calhoun(46)/Allie Hamilton(48), Holland March(44)/Jackson Healy(47)

the eldest of the cousins is Courtland Gentry(34) and my possible ships for him is either Darkiplier or Damien...... Ryland Grace(32)/Simon(28), Colt Seavers(32)/Actor Mark(33)/Head Engineer Mark(29). when Rachel divorced Mark, she changed her last name back to her mother's last name. court, ryland and colt all changed their last names to their middle names to separate themselves from their father but also they didn't want the samstat name because their grandmother was the reason why their mother had them so young.

noah and allie had Gus(27)/Karin(27), Jacob Palmer(25), Lars(24)/Driver(24)

holland adopted sebastian wilder when sebastian was 6. then 2 years later he adopted ken when ken was 5. and then when sebastian was 15 and ken was 13, holland was in a relationship with a woman and got her pregnant, holland took full custody of holly. then when holly was 3, holland got with jackson.

Yes, yes, Anon, I would, though I have be honest with you guys, it's unlikely that it will come out anytime soon—I gotta pace myself with burnout because it happened to me twice already and it's usually related to a few things: me having a lot of life responsibilities or just dealing with something adult-level-difficult (like right now), me doing a big big big project (like right now), fandom dimming or going into hibernation mode between seasons (like right now).

And just to be very clear, I do not write to get notes/hits/kudos or whatever, I only do the ideas I want to (otherwise I'd be churning out requests like crazy, and no shade here—I've just done it in the past stoked by how much people interact when you fulfil their wishes, so it's just to say: I know myself), but! Engagement is very gratifying and motivating and writing goes different when you know there are for sure people on the other side to receive it.

The bandages I got my dad to put on me last night are already beginning to come off. Well, one of them is. Now that hands are beginning to feel clammy. My hands are sweaty, and my heartburn is still doing it's thing. Damn it!