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also fucked up how AA is like "if you ever drink again its all over for you! one beer and you're instantly an alchy again" its a great way to establish a self-fulfilling prophecy that sends people right back to the meetings and shit. one of my biggest milestones in recovery is the fact i can chill and have a couple beers or a glass of wine and not go out of control. obviously it looks different for everybody, which is exactly the problem with orgs like AA and NA that drill you with the idea you are powerless to your addiction and there's nothing you can ever do about it besides pray or call some guy and you need to feel bad and guilty for being an addict.

the funniest and most tragic moment in steven universe is the scene that implies that Pearl pulls bitches like a professional dog walker but doesn't know how phones work so her place on earth is being a life-changing futch fling for every dyke on the east coast there's probably a gay bar in maryland where they talk about the twiggy bird chick that eats milf pussy like it's the last edible thing on earth and they dont even know about the city full of thousand year old neon lesbian amazons who are pent up 24/7 from The War and leaving room for jesus cause they're always hanging out with their softboy nephew who might be the second coming of christ

i hope that in 2025 u get to take more walks, read more books, connect with more people whom u love and who love u, achieve ur goals (even if ur goals are having no goals and just living in the moment), exercise fun hobbies, move from a place of self-direction, and weave together a beguiling assortment of beautiful little moments. remember that no feeling lasts forever. love u

it’s not too late for us u guys

notice how it's "with mama" and not "with papa". even in a fake cutesy tumblr scenario, she took the fucking kids. <- what I imagine i'd be posting as a divorced dad on tumblr

the worst part about ocd and ocd-like tendencies is that you think hyper-analyzing your thoughts and constantly psychoanalyzing yourself will fix you but that's actually part of the disorder. it's the disorder. disordering.