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sometimes my fatigue manifests in a sensation i can only describe as "invisible hooks pulling my face off by the nostrils" it doesn't hurt it just feels incredibly unpleasant and makes it impossible to focus on things and the only thing that helps is laying down and closing my eyes being fucking useless

i just have absolutely no motivation anymore. i dont want to do it

one of my favorite malaproprisms is "scrandled eggs" im always asking my wife if she wants her eggs scrandled. I like my eggs scrandled and my martini shaking!!!

its OKAY to be a woman in your 30s who wakes up at 1pm!!!! don't let any9ne tell you how to live your life. go out and be blinded by the sun and get yourself an iced coffee to reward yourself for going out to get an iced coffee ^_^ lift laughs love babey!!!

I do have "a lot" of followers so being as open as a i am about being a "loser" seems overly vulnerable and maybe embarrassing but my goal is to reach the other loser women out there just like me so they know theyre not alone and also im always here if they wanna maybe hang out sometime maybe we could see a movie or i could go to your house and we will get high and do nothing <3

been making a routine of showering before bed bc its so nice and relaxing and kinda helps me lock into bedtime mode a little easier. plus im showering more often now. so it also helps me not feel ashamed and disgusted with myself which further feeds my agoraphobic type tendencies. one of these days I will be a winner and not a loser ^_^

ohhh my god this city is so fucking stupid