''Nobody''

shoutout depersonalization. where would i be without depersonalization. where am i. what is "i"

I hate myself so much it’s not bearable anymore

It's uncomfortable to be human.

everybody liked me better when i was pretending to be fine

maturing is realising that no one gives two shits about you and you either gonna make it on your own or off yourself

Why am I so tired? I've been sleeping nonstop. The days go by but they never change. I want this to end.

i wish it was as simple as saying, im sick, i need help please, and then someone gives you a straightforward regimen that will get you feeling better and helps make sure you're following through on it, but it will never be that easy. it's complicated and i will be told contradictory things and be blamed for not getting better

I would give anything to go to sleep and never wake up again.

sometimes i look in the mirror and don’t even recognize myself. like i’m trapped inside a stranger who just happens to have my face.

I'm just an inconvenience to everyone, I'd be better off dead

Like why am I still here

I know there’s something fundamentally wrong with me, I just make everything I touch worse

knowing one day i’ll finally kill myself is the only comfort i have anymore

i really don't remember what it's like to not feel this way, im afraid i'll try everything i can that's supposed to help and never feel any different