unspeakable horror

I can’t stop blaming myself, I did something so horrible and I feel terrible and I should just let it go but I can’t

I’m the biggest piece of shit ever

I wanna dig a hole in my skin and take everything that is inside out

I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this

I hate being too sensitive, I’m so sorry

I wanna buy a drink so bad, but I’m sick and my parents will know I’m drinking

Kill me

I’m a failure

Everything is numb

I DID REALLY WELL ON A TEST I WAS SURE I WAS GOING TO FAIL, I’M ON CLOUD NINE

I feel empty

The urge is too strong