(technically already did one but I'm making this one to pin on my blog)
Hi! I'm Howl. I'm in my late 20s living in the hellscape that is the USofA. I tend to bury my own stuff in reblogs because everyone has such good posts, but I've got a tag to keep track of it.
Quick note: I do reblog a lot of content involving non-con. Often, these are quick-reblogged on mobile, so they don't end up tagged often. I do try to take a minute if it's especially explicit, but I also rely on a post's title or provided CWs in the body text. Enter at your own risk.
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#howl hurts someone (whumpy prompts, additions, and ideas)
#brambles from howl (casual chatter; not always whump related)
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List of âI thought I was over it, but I guess I was wrong about thatâ prompts
1 â
Feeling that dip in your stomach when the personâs name is mentioned again. Even worse, itâs been years since youâve heard that name yet it still causes an almost visceral reaction within you, your eyes dilating and your breath catching in your throat, your world spinning around you a little.
You were so sure you were over themâover whatever theyâve done to youâthat you didnât expect to react so strongly even after so many years.
2 â
There were many points youâve rehearsed, in your head, the way youâd act, the way youâd speak, the way youâd hold yourself if you ever saw them again. You anticipated many reactions, but you didnât anticipate falling apart the instant you accidentally cross paths with them again.
3 â
âI thought you forgave them?â
âI thought I did, too.â
4 â
âFuck, I havenât moved on at all.â
5 â
âI didnât think it would bother me that much to see them again.â
6 â
When you get random flashbacks of past situations or people and you can feel yourself gripped with frustration at the mere thought of them. And itâs over things you thought you were over already.
7 â
âWell, you know what they say? Healing isnât linear and sleeping with other people does the opposite of getting over someone. I got smacked in the face with a pillow the other day because I said [insert Character Aâs name] instead of theirs while we were having sex.â
ââŚYeah, I think thatâs your fault.â     Â
8 â
âJust when I thought my life couldnât become more of a shit show, I think Iâm starting to realise how much I miss them.â
9 â
ââŚItâs been months of no contact. I thought I was doing well. And then they message me out of nowhere, saying how much they regret what they did and wishing me the best, and it all falls the fuck apart.â
10 â
âHey, so that was insane.â
âYeah, not as insane as them showing up at my door and assuming I donât hold any resentment for what theyâve done to me and how much theyâve fried my nervous system. They deserved that slap.â
âYou said you were over what theyâve done to you.â
âWell, I guess Iâve learned one trait from them: lying.â Â
â End
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One of the biggest âwhump awakeningsâ I guess you could call it came from a book I read as a kid where the main character was accused of a crime and declared a âwolfâs headâ which was described to mean he was no longer considered human, he could be killed or harmed or anything by anyone and they would face no consequences. So in a lot of things I write, thatâs a concept I think about a lot. Itâs not that a character is being actively hunted, itâs that thereâs nothing protecting them. The only thing keeping them safe is someone elseâs decision to do so.
Imagine, a normally stoic, serious character A. Theyâre nonhuman, or human, whatever fits your story! Theyâre going about their lifeâUntil they meet their soulmate.
And oh my god, Character B is the most gorgeous, sweet thing character A has laid their eyes on!! they fall in love at first sight, and character A is left with the most dopey grin, all their friends are so confused.
(Character B is initially started by Character Aâs appearance before going âoh my god theyâre so prettyâ out loud)
A collection of potentially angsty phrases to be used as icebreakers, first meeting prompts, or even sentence starters! Feel free to change wording or pronouns as necessary to fit the narrative.
"Don't you dare speak to me that way."
"Whine a little more, why don't you?"
"You have no idea what you've done."
"If that's what you think."
"Whatever you say."
"Don't start."
"Do exactly as I say, or else."
"You wouldn't know the right thing from a door if it hit you in the face."
"I never want to see you again."
"You did this to me. To us. It was all you."
"You made me this way."
"It's all your fault."
"Go ahead. Blame me."
"You couldn't handle the truth."
"I will never be what you envisioned."
"I am just a weapon. Nothing more, nothing less."
"We are not friends."
"Leave. Leave like everyone else does."
"I don't ever want to see your rotten face again."
I want more rescues where whumpee is transported in a cage. Maybe it's because they're not human and need to be restrained for everyone's safety or maybe it's because they can't be coaxed out or maybe the team doesn't have the time/tools to open the cage or maybe whumpee can't walk and there aren't enough hands to carry them or or or...
An exhausted character is stopping to rest (returning after a battle, pausing on a long and difficult journey, etc.) after they were hurt. They arrive at [home, an inn, etc.] filthy and bone-tired.
Someone hurries to draw them a warm bath, then leaves them to their privacy. They undress, stiff with exhaustion and wincing as the dried-blood-soaked clothing pulls at their skin.
But it's worth it when they're able to sink into the tub. The warm water immediately helps with their aching muscles. It's been so long since they've felt this warm, this comfortable.
At some point they notice that the water, already a disgusting red-brown from the blood and dirt caked on them, is turning a bit more red. They realize that as they undressed they ended up removing their very makeshift bandages, which caused their wounds to start bleeding again. And the warm water made their blood vessels expand and made them bleed more.
Now they've been sitting in the bath, bleeding, for who knows how long. They know they should get out, dry themselves off, and see to those wounds (surely someone will have some spare rags. They can handle the rest themselves.), but they're just so tired. And the water is so warm...
(Later, someone comes in to check on them, only to find them passed out from exhaustion in (quite literally) a bath of their own blood.)
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đź The thing about lying for long enough is you forget which parts are true. He's been this person for six years. He knows their sister's name and the way they look when they're almost asleep. He doesn't know, anymore, whether the man who loves them is real or just the most successful performance he's ever given.
đź "You know, don't you," she said. Not a question. He'd been wondering when she'd notice. "Yes," he said. She nodded slowly, like she was rearranging something inside. "How long?" "A while." "And you stayed." "And I stayed." She looked at him for a long time. "Why?" He thought about all the complicated true answers. "Because it didn't matter," he said. "It didn't matter compared to everything else."
đź She'd built this life brick by brick. New name, new city, new everything. Spent years learning to breathe without looking over her shoulder. And then he walked into the coffee shop and looked right at her and said her real name, the old one, the buried one, and every brick came loose at once.
đź He knows three things about himself that nobody in this room knows. He goes to parties. He shakes hands. He answers to a name. He is very good at this and it has never once stopped being exhausting.
đź "Tell me something true," she said. He looked at her across the table. He wanted to. He wanted to so badly he could feel it like pressure behind his sternum. He smiled instead. "I like this restaurant," he said. She looked at him like she knew. She looked at him like she'd always known. He thinks maybe she had.
đź She practices in mirrors. Has done for years. The name, the history, the easy way of saying it like it's always been hers. She's perfect at it. She's been perfect at it for so long that some mornings she looks at her own reflection and for a half second doesn't recognize the woman looking back. She's starting to think that's not the life she was supposed to be living. She doesn't know how to find the other one.
đź "You could've told me," he said. "I know," she said. "Why didn't you?" She thought about it. Really thought about it. "Because you looked at me like I was good," she said finally, "and I didn't want to be the one to change that."
"hey, are you alright? you look a little pale." caretaker puts a hand on whumpee's shoulder.
"i'm- i don't know." whumpee's words melt together as they lean heavily on caretaker. "i feel like i might need to sit-" they fall completely against caretaker and then quickly slide to the floor, "sit down."
PSA to fan creators who don't have a lot of regular contact with children: They are almost always bigger than you think. A 1-year-old baby may already be walking. A toddler is likely already hip-high. A 10-year-old may already be taller than at least one of their parents. A 14/15 year old may already have reached their adult height.
Like previous Whumpee LWC, suddenly put in charge of something, someone, much weaker and smaller than them, and at first it doesn't compute. How could anything be this weak, this fragile?
How could something this small rely on them?
But whether forced to or of their own volition, Caretaker knows this tiny, shaking thing, must live to see another day.
And overtime taking care of Whumpee has LWC healing stuff from their own past.
and if they're both in Whumper's clutches, they gain the strength to break out, and if not, if now safely with their team, they start to understand some of the looks the rest of the team gives them. The horrified looks, the looks of sympathy LWC doesn't get.
Whumpee trusting so heavily in LWC that they start questioning if all they're good for is combat.
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Caretaker finding out about Whumpeeâs illnesses when whumpee is sick.
They arrive at Whumpeeâs house after theyâd received a call asking for a little help, since they were sick. Caretaker did NOT expect this. Whumpee is laid flat on the couch, their legs raised up on the armrests. Theyâre asleep. Mustâve dozed off waiting for Caretaker to arrive. Their text had been vague, quite hard to decipher due to the⌠unconventional⌠spelling. They gently feel Whumpeeâs head. No fever, good. So it really is this⌠thing.. that Whumpee had mentionedâ canât remember the name of it, but theyâd told Caretaker the medication name. Good. With a sigh, Caretaker makes their way over to the kitchen, beginning to rummage around in each of the draws. Normal thingsâ pots, pans, dishwasherâ all the things one should usually have in their home. Then, a rounded cabinet in the corner catches their eye. Inside, is⌠well. A lot of medicine. Different bottles, brands, labels faded and scratched have been replaced by sticky notes. Caretakerâs brow furrows. Why hadnât Whumpee told them how much theyâd been struggling? How sick are they? Theyâve never heard of any of this. Theyâll talk to Whumpee. Grabbing the requested medication, a card packet, Caretaker leaves the copious medicine behind. âWhumpee,â They call, gently. âWhumpee, come on. Iâve got your meds.â
Whumpeeâs eyes flutter open, recognition dawning as they shuffle up a little, hands flattening out their hair. âHeya,â They rasp, voice a little rough. âThanks.â
Caretaker hands Whumpee the medicine with a cup of water. âYouâve got a lot of those⌠medications. Arenât that many bad for you?â
âEh, kinda. But itâs better than being like this, i guess.â
âMm. I suppose so. What is it you said was wrong with you again?â
Whumpee swallows the medicine expertly, their throat bobbing. âUuhhh⌠Just some thingy. Kinda a few thingys. Iâll tell you later.â
content: past trauma, burns, kidnapping, team whump, stoic caretaker, gruff caretaker, caretaker turned whumpee, whumpee turned caretaker
It hadn't been easy.
Caretaker had had to fight with themself every single morning to get out of bed. They had had to talk themself out of wallowing every single day, they had had to get up and make breakfast and go to physical therapy. And slowly but surely, they got better. On their own. Alone. Isolated, apart from the doctors. There had been no one to help them on their journey, and they had had to learn how to fend for themself.
Then, they met their team. Leader, Medic, Whumpee. Their team had only ever seen their fixed self, the stoic one after Whumper had done all those things to them. And it was okay that way, Caretaker had told themself. They didn't need to see the version they had been before. The weak one. The sobbing one. The one screaming themself awake in the middle of the night.
And everything was going well⌠until Whumpee disappeared one day. Leader and the rest of the team were lost on where to look, but Caretaker noticed the telltale signs in Whumpee's bedroom, where they'd been snatched from. It all pointed to Whumper. So they threw themself into hunting for Whumper, a quest they didn't ask for and didn't want. All they wanted was to never see Whumper again, and yet⌠what were they supposed to do? They had Whumpee. There was no way they were going to let someone else go through the pain and humiliation they had gone through. Not again.
It took weeks for them to locate their past captor. By the time they got to the house, Whumper was long gone, and they only found a shivering, malnourished Whumpee in a cage in the basement. There were two empty dog bowls in there with them, and Caretaker assumed they once held food and water. No, not assumed. They knew.
"Caretaker?" Whumpee rasped. "Please⌠Please help⌠I'm so thirsty, please help meâŚ"
"You're safe now," Caretaker said, opening the cage and helping Whumpee crawl out. "I'll bring you back to base."
"Water, I need waterâ"
"There's water in the car. Come on. Stand, don't let yourself go. You're going to be okay."
Whumpee burst into tears, hugging Caretaker. "Thank you for saving me. Thank you. Thank you."
"We can't stay here," they said gruffly, the way they said everything anymore. We can't stay because if the memories come back, I'll be just as fucking useless as I was back then. "Come on. One foot in front of the other."
"It hurts. The soles of my feet, they've beenâ"
"Burned. With a fire poker."
Whumpee pulled back, looking into Caretaker's eyes. They couldn't stand that gaze. "YeahâŚ"
"I'll carry you," they decided, picking up Whumpee in a bridal carry and leaving the basement that way. Of course. They'd almost forgotten how Whumper liked their stupid fire poker.
Once they were in the car and Whumpee had downed an entire bottle of water, they turned their attention back to Caretaker. "How did you know about the fire poker?"
There it was. The dreaded question. They supposed there was no reason to lie at this point. "I was kept by Whumper a few years back. That's how I found you."
"You wereâ How did youâ"
"I escaped on my own."
"Oh."
The rest of the car ride went by silently. Whumpee kept crying on and off, and Caretaker didn't tell them to stop and man up. When they arrived back at base, Caretaker wordlessly accompanied their teammate to the medbay. They helped tell Medic what had happened, and Medic asked the same question Whumpee had: how did they know all that?
"Doesn't matter. Just treat them."
Whumpee gave them a look. They knew, of course. But they didn't tell Medic, and for that, Caretaker was grateful.
Over the coming days, Caretaker spent hours in the medbay, by Whumpee's side. They told them everything they knew, all the ways in which they could recover. Maybe their delivery wasn't the kindest, but the tips were effective, and Whumpee was starting to feel better within the next few weeks. Both physically and mentally.
Caretaker, on the other hand, was starting to succumb to the dark thoughts in their head. They didn't quite realise that opening themself up in that way, being vulnerable, tapping back into their mindset from right after the trauma would have this effect on them. They thought they were over this. But the nightmares came back. The nervous tics. They were snapping at any and everyone who tried to talk to them.
And eventually, they retreated. They wouldn't come out of their room, no matter who asked.
ExceptâŚ
"Caretaker?" came a soft voice from beyond the door.
"Go away, Whumpee," they barked.
"I'm not going away."
Caretaker opened the door, of course, to yell at Whumpee. Not at all because they hoped Whumpee would push past them into their mess of a dark room with the blinds closed. "I said go away!"
Whumpee did just that â they pushed past them into their lair. Caretaker followed after them. "You taught me not to leave others to struggle alone," they said fiercely.
"I'm not strugglingâ"
"You helped me get better after I thought my life had been ruined. I'm not going to leave."
Memories came flooding back. Memories of them, alone, having to climb out of a broken window and cutting themself in the process. Memories of them wrapping their shirt around their burnt feet and running through the woods to safety. Memories of months of struggle. Alone. Alone, alone, alone.
They weren't alone anymore. They had opened themself up, they showed their squishy insides, and Whumpee was staring at them and wasn't turning away. Something in Caretaker broke, and they burst into tears. Whumpee was by their side in an instant, bringing them into a hug and hushing them.
"I'm not leaving," they whispered. "You couldn't make me leave, no matter what. I'm here."
Oh I wouldnt hurt a fly.
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