they/them; late 20s; Primarily for my whump writing (generally Mature/18+ content), so if you don't like, don't read/follow; Kofi: https://ko-fi.com/bilightningwriter
You can call me Kay or Prof. Thunder. This is my new main blog! Transferring over from @bilightningwhumper. Lots of reasons, mostly just want more whump in my life, lol.
*Old blog is being left alone to serve as an archive. Slowly editing, re-tagging, and re-posting my works here.*
People who use AI in their writing (generative specifically, but anything really) please DO NOT follow me or interact with my posts. I absolutely DO NOT consent to any of my writing or posts being used in AI. Seriously, don't. I don't care your reasoning. Theft is theft. End of story.
My blog is majority labeled as Mature or 18+. If you're a minor and interact anyway, on your own head be it.
Main writing whump tropes used in no particular order:
Fantasy/medieval+related whump
noncon/ nsfwhump
Female/lady whump, some male and enby whump
Captive whump
Creepy/intimate/manipulative whumpers
Torture whump
Conditioning whump
Nonhuman whump
Familial whump
Emotional+mental whump
What I don't write:
gore (specifically: stuff like guts, vivisection/dissection, taking out squishy bits, etc)
main character death (unless it's a whumper)
explicit underage (try not to, anyway; will have warnings if that occurs)
Consensual incest (tbh, this is a squick of mine, too, so I don't read it either)
I also write LGBT+ and/or neurodiverse characters. I enjoy happy endings, so hurt/comfort is big for me. Basically a lot of whump eventually followed with a lot of fluff.
Masterlist of My Stories+Taglists
Kay's Masterlist of Ask Games
Kay's Masterlist of Answered Asks
My Ao3 Psueds
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Ways to support me/see updates other than here on Tumblr:
Ko-fi: [linked here] (whump writing, some book content)
Patreon: [linked here] (content for future books I want to publish)
Bluesky: [linked here] (in case my tumblr gets nuked)
Twitch: [linked here] (want to do writing streams, timing not great)
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A fever that just doesn't want to go away... a few days of literal hell with whumpee being SO uncomfortable, maybe a bit delirious and clingy, while the caretaker tries their best to bring them closer to a feeling of comfort. Domestic fluff... mmmm
i love this SO much. fever rising and falling, caretaker thinking it's getting better and leaving whumpee alone so they can get some stuff done only to come back and find them in worse shape than before!!!
They've been through this before, it's not an unusual occurrence. Whumpee and Caretaker have been sitting on the bathroom floor for the past hour, with Whumpee curled in Caretaker's arms. Caretaker is rubbing their back with a soft motion, praying that they won't go through another round of vomiting/pain/panic attack/whatever.
Suddenly they feel Whumpee's breath hitch and their shoulders shake. They frantically move Whumpee's face from their chest, searching for any sign of suffering, and they're met with red-rimmed, wet eyes.
"Hey, hey... What's wrong? Talk to me, come on... Do you feel worse?"
Whumpee can barely get air into their lungs as they let their tears fall freely. They shake their head, squeeze their eyes shut and bury themself back under Caretaker's chin.
They're exhausted, in pain, cold and so damn useless.
Whumpee is given a word. A single word that dictates when they've got permission to speak. It's been weeks since they last heard it. Caretaker keeps asking them to say something. Practically begging them, but they won't say the word.
Of course they won't. They have no way of knowing what it is, but Whumpee can't find their voice without it. It's so deeply engrained in them that not even Whumper's death can fix it.
Whumpee has Whumper blocked on everything but Whumper makes a new account to get around it, sending Whumpee a degrading message that ends with them telling Whumpee to hit them up if they ever "need a good fuck again." Whumpee shows the message to Caretaker and Caretaker says, "God, what a fucking loser." It's not much but that comment does get a little chuckle out of Whumpee.
the laugh surprises whumpee. they can feel how weak it is as it rattles in their chest, but it's real. it's unexpected, and it's such a relief to realize that it's happened that whumpee can't help it - they tip sideways, their head knocking into caretaker's shoulder.
somehow, it feels okay. they feel okay. they got that horrible message, and their instinct had them turning to show caretaker before it could hardly process. they'd felt that awful pit open up in their belly, ready to swallow everything inside them, but caretaker had stopped all of that in its tracks. it was like they had made whumpee see just how pathetic whumper really was - still trying to control them like this. like whumpee's life was theirs to ruin.
"yeah," whumpee hums against their friend's shoulder. caretaker's arm curls around their back, easy and gentle and warm. "yeah, what a loser." they look down at their phone, sitting propped on their thigh (the thigh pressed against caretaker's), and they delete the message. they feel wobbly and bruised inside but steady. safe. "fuck them."
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whumper assaulting whumpee in whumpee's own bed and now they can't sleep there any more
whumpee has been coming over to caretaker's place night after night, lately. most every night, in fact, for the last couple of weeks. they don't mind at all. this is typical for them - it's why they have each other's keys in the first place. some nights whumpee sleeps curled up on their couch, some nights they sleep beside caretaker in their bed. this is something that they've done before too, frequently, but not like this. not every night, and not with the other strange things that come along with it.
nightmares. shaking. flinching. the way they never seem to turn the lights on in the bathroom. the way they're never going home at night.
one night, whumpee had started out on the couch, woken up in a panic, and come in to lay down with caretaker in their bedroom. caretaker is looking at them through the dark, rubbing their thumb gently back and forth on whumpee's blanket-covered shoulder. worry sits, thick and heavy, in their throat.
"i can't talk about it," whumpee whispers, finally. they're trembling faintly, laying close enough that caretaker can feel it. "i just- i can't. i'm sorry. i-"
"you don't have to," caretaker tells them, keeping their voice quiet and gentle. whumpee leans closer, their forehead pressing into caretaker's chest. they exhale in a slow, shaky breath, so relieved that caretaker can feel their body lose its rigid tension. "i don't- i'm worried. i'm really worried, i won't lie and say i'm not, i know something's going on. but you don't have to say anything. not until you're ready."
two post-whump whumpees who both went through noncon at the hands of their own whumpers but had different experiences trying to have lighthearted, platonic sex together in a way that doesnt trigger either of them. like, if whumpee A who was chained up/pinned down constantly, needing to touch/hold whumpee B a lot, and whumpee B telling whumpee A the spots they don't want to be grabbed at cause it reminds them too much of their whumper.
both of them being frustrated with themselves when they can't do certain things. being afraid whumper ruined it for them. taking it slow and needing to have so much patience for themselves and eachother. its not perfect, its messy and awkward and clunky, but its theirs.
Newly disabled Whumpee applying for benefits after the whump. Having to fill in questionnaires about everything Whumper took from them: their mobility, their independence, their safety. It's all in black and white in so much detail, and now someone in an office is going to read through it and decide if they've lost enough to be worthy of any help.
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Okay, so going through prompts for August because I really like a lot of stuff going on there (not just my own mini prompt event, lol) and "August of Whump" has a lot of good prompts I'm planning on making some drabbles for Owning Her Future.
That being said, I have made a big change of the story: it will now be switched from rated as Mature to Explicit due to several factors, most of which have to do with the two MCs' interactions with each other. I still have to add it in the list, but pet whump is now one of the whumps in this story. However because of the nature of their relationship, it's kinda dancing a fine line between pet whump and pet play bdsm stuff? I'm still sorting out details, but *just in case*, I'm labeling the story as Explicit going forward.
Adding the taglist so yall are aware. If you want to be removed, no hard feelings. I know pet whump is an ick for some:
Whumper backhanding Whumpee every time they speak, so Whumpee has to stay completely silent.
Whumpee A knows some sensitive, confidential information and Whumpee B is A's [insert relationship type here], so Whumper kidnaps both and tortures B to get A to talk.
Whumpee is on the floor, lying on their side. Whumper walks up to them and kicks them HARD. Whumpee wraps their arms around their middle, curling up protectively.
Whumpee being presented to Whumper by henchmen. Whumpee is standing in front of Whumper with their hands tied behind their back. Henchman aims a kick at the back of Whumpee's knees, causing them to fall to their knees painfully. Henchman puts a strong hand on Whumpee's shoulder, preventing them from getting back up.
Whumpee sharing the whump with Caretaker. Whumpee, still very traumatised, struggles to get it out. Caretaker patiently waits and gently reminds Whumpee that they don't have to talk about it if they're not ready.
Whumpee A is an older sibling, and Whumpee B is a younger one. They are both locked in a cell. Whenever Whumper or a henchman comes in, A pulls B behind them, hiding their younger sibling protectively
Whumper is constantly touching Whumpee - pulling their hair, grabbing their chin, resting their hands on their waist, squeezing their thighs.
Whumpee has magic and is kept in a cell where the bars are made of a thing that weakens them (gives them headaches, makes their body weak, chronic pain etc). They can't touch the bars because it burns them. Whenever they get taken out, they are tortured, humiliated, hurt in some way. When they get put back in their cell, they get hit with more pain. They get no relief.
possessed whumper. maybe whumpee's a friend who knows but doesn't want to tell anyone what's happening bc it'd just ruin whumper's life. maybe whumpee's a stranger who somehow figured out what the thing inside whumpe is - who could feel it and the fear was almost enough. maybe the thing inside whumper lets them take over to care for the wounds their body caused. maybe whumper's enjoying the excuse being possessed gives.
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One squirming uncomfortably, face averted, wishing to be anywhere else but not daring to draw too much attention to themselves.
One straining to break free, eyes narrowed, maybe even teeth bared and ready to snap at whoever comes close.
One thrashing desperately, caught in mindless panic.
One limp with exhaustion, held upright only by the restraints but nonetheless glaring when their head is lifted.
One stiff and still, anxiousness still in the process of being carefully concealed.
One trying for relaxed, dismissive, complaining of discomfort with forced lightness.
One actually relaxed, waiting patiently for nothing in particular, knowing only that everything is out of their hands and thus no longer their concern.
One who seems barely present at all, unfocused gaze somewhere on the ground, body limp as their mind seeks sanctuary far away.
One defeated, tired in a way that strikes others as profoundly sad, wishing, like the first, to be elsewhere, but with no illusion of hope.
if you are a parent, or may become one, or you are otherwise likely to arrive in the situation of caring for a child while they eat, promise me this: if a child doesn't like a certain food or food group, you will ask them WHY. and specifically, you will pay attention to either confirming or ruling out "it makes my mouth itch" or "it makes my stomach hurt," both of which are medically important info that children may not provide unprompted. which i know because this PSA has been brought to you by "i spent my entire childhood and much of my early teens eating peas and lentils while wondering why everyone else liked the Violently Itchy Mouth Sensation so much, like were they a bunch of legume masochists or something, before i finally realized that Violently Itchy Mouth Sensation was in fact a sinister demon appearing only to me, and her true demonic name was: Legume Allergy"
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