they/them; late 20s; Primarily for my whump writing (generally Mature/18+ content), so if you don't like, don't read/follow; Kofi: https://ko-fi.com/bilightningwriter
You can call me Kay or Prof. Thunder. This is my new main blog! Transferring over from @bilightningwhumper. Lots of reasons, mostly just want more whump in my life, lol.
*Old blog is being left alone to serve as an archive. Slowly editing, re-tagging, and re-posting my works here.*
People who use AI in their writing (generative specifically, but anything really) please DO NOT follow me or interact with my posts. I absolutely DO NOT consent to any of my writing or posts being used in AI. Seriously, don't. I don't care your reasoning. Theft is theft. End of story.
My blog is majority labeled as Mature or 18+. If you're a minor and interact anyway, on your own head be it.
Main writing whump tropes used in no particular order:
Fantasy/medieval+related whump
noncon/ nsfwhump
Female/lady whump, some male and enby whump
Captive whump
Creepy/intimate/manipulative whumpers
Torture whump
Conditioning whump
Nonhuman whump
Familial whump
Emotional+mental whump
What I don't write:
gore (specifically: stuff like guts, vivisection/dissection, taking out squishy bits, etc)
main character death (unless it's a whumper)
explicit underage (try not to, anyway; will have warnings if that occurs)
Consensual incest (tbh, this is a squick of mine, too, so I don't read it either)
I also write LGBT+ and/or neurodiverse characters. I enjoy happy endings, so hurt/comfort is big for me. Basically a lot of whump eventually followed with a lot of fluff.
Masterlist of My Stories+Taglists
Kay's Masterlist of Ask Games
Kay's Masterlist of Answered Asks
My Ao3 Psueds
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I love it when whumpee is in some kind of horrific distress, or mid-torture and whumper is hanging out doing something casual at the same time. Flipping through their dayplanner, playing office golf, fixing their makeup or their hair, taking a normal phone call...
~Disclaimer for all drabbles- none are considered 100% canon; the more recently made, the closer they are to canon, but these are mostly for fun for me to figure out the characters+plot!~
Author's note: put in the same time frame as I Own You- Lilith while Anna is Lilith's maid, though later in time than that one; also fluffier than that was, lol
Anna
"Why don’t you ever say my name?"
Anna glanced up at her from where she was scrubbing the floor. Was that a trick question?
There was no smirk on Lilith's face, though. Not even a sneer. If anything she seemed… curious? Her body was relaxed, leaning on the door-frame as she looked down at Anna.
"You only ever call me 'miss' or 'ma'am', but never my name. Why is that?"
Anna went back to scrubbing the floor. "You're my boss. I'm meant to regard you with respect, am I not?"
She heard a snort of laughter above her. "You're usually the first in line to be a pain in my ass." Lilith scoffed, though Anna felt a tingle of warmth at the fondness in her tone. "So, seriously, you don't need to be so formal. Or would it be better if I said you can't so you can be a little rebel about it?"
She just rolled her eyes and kept scrubbing. "Why does it matter?" she muttered. "You're my superior. It's just a name, anyway."
In truth, she'd already almost slipped up more than once. If Lilith hadn't noticed how much she had, especially recently, maybe that was why she was pestering her. But the idea of Deitra or him finding out… She'd rather not break that rule if she could help it.
At least Lilith didn't keep going. Anna listened to her shift away from the door-frame and into the bathroom. She kept out of the way. Then felt her face heat as the shower turned on. Did she really have no-
She yelped as she was tugged up off the floor.
"What are you- hey!"
Anna spluttered and struggled as Lilith pulled and pushed her into the shower, both of them still fully clothed. Once they were under the stream of water, Lilith pinned her against the wall.
"Say my name." Lilith said, her eyes intense on Anna's.
Her gaze dropped so she didn't have to look at Lilith while she continued to struggle. "What- no! This is so stupid, why- it doesn't even matter! You're my boss, why do you even care?" Anna felt her heart pounding. She shook as her clothing became soaked, despite the water being warm.
Lilith stepped closer to her, one hand tight on Anna's shirt, the other pushing her chin up. "Say it." she said, softer. "No one can hear you under the water."
Anna froze, her brows furrowed. Her hands stayed over Lilith's on her shirt as she'd been trying to get it off. She met her eyes, her breathing shaky.
She'd never really noticed that Lilith's eyes weren't actually black. Just a very dark brown. And she’d never seen them so soft before. So… vulnerable.
But she couldn't do it. She couldn't even speak, let alone get the word to form out of her mouth.
They stood there for some time. Both were fully soaked. Lilith's hair and make-up were beyond ruined. No doubt her own shirt had become see-through. She couldn't stop shaking, but still couldn’t tell if it was from the water or not.
After a while, disappointment flooded into Lilith's expression. Her eyes darkened, like a door beginning to shut behind them. She sighed, letting go of Anna's shirt and chin, her arms falling to her sides.
She looked so… defeated.
Just as she turned away, Anna found her voice.
"Lilith."
It was just a croak. Just a weak breath out. But she’d said it.
The woman before her froze. Then turned, her eyes still dark, but intent. "Again." she said, her gaze fixed on Anna's face.
"Lilith." It came out a bit easier now, though she couldn't stop shaking.
Her heart nearly beat its way out of her chest when Lilith smiled. Not a smirk, not a sneer, just her genuine and contented smile. And with her ruined make-up, her hair a drenched rat's nest, her sopping clothes hanging heavy on her body… she'd never looked more beautiful.
"See? Wasn't so hard, now was it?"
Then she left.
Anna felt her legs go weak and she slid down onto the shower floor, dimly aware she should probably turn off the water, but currently lacking the strength to do it.
What just happened?!
Owning Her Future taglist:
@galactic-worm, @koleopteros
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I love it when Whumpee is leaning on things. They're dizzy, nauseous, in too much pain to stand, or just plain tired, and they can't get by without some kind of support.
Leaning on cabinets and against walls in people's houses. Propping their head up with their hands at the dining table. Steadying themself against a banister on the stairs. Holding on to the post of the traffic light for dear life while they wait to cross the road because if they stand still unsupported they will fall to the ground.
It's such a small display of I am not feeling good, but once another character notices it becomes so obvious. This person is weak and vulnerable. Either I can help them, or I can hurt them further. It's not like they're in any position to stop me.
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~Disclaimer for all drabbles- none are considered 100% canon; the more recently made, the closer they are to canon, but these are mostly for fun for me to figure out the characters+plot!~
TW/CW for some dehumanization and partial sexual nudity, as well as dancing the line between intimate whump and not
Author's note: this bit is what inspired the whole story, inspired by this specific post; jumping back in the story compared to the last bit I wrote, so this is early in Anna being Lilith's maid
Lilith
She leaned back against her desk, looking the other woman over. "Come here." she ordered with a curl of her fingers.
It was delightful to watch how Anna's expression flickered with all sorts of juicy emotions. Annoyance, apprehension, concern, fear... But she loved most how all of them hid themselves behind a blank mask as Anna came to stand before her.
Lilith took Anna's chin in her hand, tilting it up so she could see the pulse in her neck quicken and how it quivered when she gasped softly. She could look into those lovely defiant brown eyes for hours and never get bored...
"I think you forget, kitty, but I own you." she purred, trailing a finger down the center of Anna's throat with her other hand. She felt Anna hold back a sound as she played with the neckline of her shirt. "So if I want you to look like a walking sex doll, then you will. Understand?"
She felt Anna's trembling and quick intake of breath as Lilith kept tracing over her collarbone. To watch the defiance raise up in her eyes made her heart skip a beat.
"We don't always get what we want." Anna said through grit teeth.
Oh, she was so much fun to play with. Lilith had longed to have someone defy her for years now. And to actually have that...
Her lips pulled up into a smirk. "I do."
She gripped Anna's blouse in one hand. With the other, she took up her knife off the desk. "Stay still." she ordered sharply as Anna gasped and began to pull away.
To her credit, Anna didn't struggle as Lilith flicked the blade under each button from her neckline down to her abdomen. When she was done, there were a few buttons left and it was still tucked in, but now the lacy black lingerie bra Lilith had picked out for her was visible. Tastefully visible. Deliciously visible.
Lilith gently brushed the blade over Anna's skin. Not deep enough to cut and she was very careful not to accidentally do so with how much the other woman quivered under her touch.
When she looked back at those brown eyes, she was smugly pleased to see how they'd dilated and fallen half shut. How Anna's mouth had fallen slightly open, small little whimpers coming from between her lips. If she wanted to check, Lilith was sure she'd feel some dampness on the matching set of panties that went along with the bra.
She pulled Anna forward by her chin, brushing her lips against the other woman's ear. "This is how I want you from now on," she murmured, barely resisting the urge to do more when she felt Anna shudder against her. "Understood?"
Once Anna nodded, Lilith pushed her back again, making her stand in front of her for a moment, leisurely taking in the sight of her disheveled appearance.
"Well, get to it." she smirked, waving her hand in dismissal. "My room won't clean itself."
It took a moment, a small intake of breath and hard swallow in Anna's exposed throat. But the moment passed, defiance back on her face with a healthy amount of confusion as well. Then she was back to pointedly ignoring Lilith as she went about her duties.
Lilith found herself watching Anna quite a bit throughout the day, her thoughts wandering to how she could disarm her next.
She really was so much fun to play with.
Author's note: Lilith is so interesting to write because I know she's doing this not to be a whumper, but because she's not fully figured out consent lines yet. Like, once she realizes how this comes across, she stops, but like... she unintentionally dances the line of whumper so much because of what she's grown up with and learned from the people around her. It's just... idk. I'm having fun figuring her out, anyway
Owning Her Future taglist:
@galactic-worm, @koleopteros
Also, if possible, if anyone could support me on ko-fi, that'd be much appreciated! Only within one's means, don't go broke to help me out.
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I see so many good whump posts but god. Whump is such an unsexy word to me. So when they say whumpee I just can’t. I can’t do it. Please. Please. Just say “victim” in the sexy ones. For me. You can keep saying whumpee in the boring ones it adds flavor. But the sexy ones. Pleag
In modern linguistics, "descriptivism" is describing the way that a person or group of people uses language. It's considered the "correct way" to talk about culture and language in general because it simply describes how language *is*, while making specific effort to not pass judgement on it. We do this in order to keep open minds about cultures that are different from our own-- especially ones that we wouldn't even consider cultures-- so we don't accidentally close off our minds to the thought that anything except our own experience is wrong.
Ex: "These people use the word 'whumpee' in place of the word 'victim.'"
"The southern american dialect generally uses the word "y'all" as a second person plural pronoun."
"There's a person over there who has a pen, you can ask him for one if you need it."
Prescriptivism is the opposite. Prescriptivism is using specific language to pass judgement, or literally "prescribe" how those people should talk. This can be very bad, as it is often based on your own direct and biased personal experience. No one is exempt from this bias, no matter how hard they try. That's why we go for descriptivism instead.
Ex: "Can y'all stop using the word whumpee, it sounds so weird, just use the word I'm more used to, "victim," instead"
"Y'all is the best second-person plural pronoun."
"That guy over there always has so many pens, I bet he wouldn't care if you asked him for one."
Prescriptivism can be bad because it sets up an expectation or opinion in the recipient of the information, instead of letting them form an opinion on their own based on information that they see in front of them. I'm sure you can figure out at this point why that is bad, but basically it means that you're forming opinions on something based on someone else's emotions on the matter instead of actually exploring your own feelings on it.
Which straight up means you're more susceptible to propaganda. No, really. Propaganda is quite literally, at its core, a specific use of prescriptivism that the recipient is supposed to mistake as descriptive fact.
If you think this is stupid and pedantic, then you're the exact type of person that this is aimed at, because this sort of shit literally targets people who scoff at it. People should always be aware of their own biases when talking about things that they don't understand and think should change, especially when it's about languages and cultures that are not your own and ESPECIALLY when you think it's small stupid shit like this. Because you're showing that you have:
1) no respect for the Whump community
2) probably no knowledge that it IS its own community
3) the ins and outs of why we use that word (partially to distance ourselves from kink, as they CAN be the same but they can also be completely different)
4) made some weird sort of assumption that we're making our posts only for kink,
5) or for you who does NOT respect our community,
6) or that it's somehow our goal to get our whump posts outside the community and you're somehow helping us by telling us how to do it better???
7) that our "boring ones" are lesser than just because you don't personally like them, and by proxy that we are lesser than for enjoying them (Literally imagine saying that about ANYTHING in any real life culture).
There's even more but just. Yeesh.
Basically what I'm saying is either suck it up or get the hell out of my house and stop insulting me as an academic as well as my community. Posts like these are the exact reason why people think that kink is abuse, that having a southern accent means you're stupid while a british accent is smart and distinguished, that there's only one "correct" way to write a novel, that animation is "only for kids," etc etc etc.
Yes, this EXACT "ugh its just so unsexy" mindset.
(some sources for further research and checking below)
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Here's a written college lecture crash course that goes into much more detail on the "why" and with some wonderful sources to back up:
