I know that having the structure of being at work will fix me, but I still don’t want to go haha

Would be nice if I was functional a majority of the time

Sometimes I take pictures of myself and I really do look a certain kind of way

I hate these days when I barely feel human

I don’t know what’s wrong with me I was doing so well until we touched down in Chicago and now I am a shell of a person

Also it’s so fuckin fun going to weddings now that we’re talking engagement and all that. I’m sitting there like Hell Yeah. And then after we talk about what we liked, what worked.

I love that German feels like a semi-secret language for me and my partner to speak when we are in highly public places or while traveling