“ my name is atsushi nakajima ”

" He’s all … stitched up ? … "

note from mod exec ;;

anti paras tend to hold the beliefs of ‘anti para unless anti contact’ in a guilty until proven innocent sense, the conflation of paraphile with predator is so deeply ingrained from decades of social stigma that it provides people with a safety net to acceptably say that we should kill and harm paraphiles.

as someone who has personality disorders, these disorders sometimes compel me or make me desire to harm people. acting upon my desires to hurt people around me would be physically and emotionally traumatic for strangers and even people I care about. why can you rationalise empathy for people like me, when this pertains to BPD, NPD, ASPD, schizophrenia, etc? if someone was to say ‘anti NPD, except anti abuse ones’ why is that unacceptable, but ‘anti para, except anti contact ones’ is acceptable?

do you understand that sexual taboo is affecting the way you treat and think about human beings? do you understand that sex being integrated into the conversation is what’s affecting your mental shift from ‘person with a condition’ to ‘predator’ as soon as the conversation moves to paraphiles? ‘narc abuse’ is a condemned term in these communities for conflating a condition with abuser. but conflate ‘paraphile’ with ‘predator’ and you very wilfully submit to a decades long psyop that has also been historically used to hurt the gay and trans community.

it’s frustrating that I try and keep this blog mogai focussed, but more and more violence and bullying is being incited towards various groups that already suffer from social stigma. you aren’t interested in protecting children if you can’t get over your own internal biases— who is going to protect the children who are paraphiles? who is going to protect the victims who are paraphiles?

"I think I’m in love with you"

"No… i think you’re concussed…"

BEAST Shin soukoku

"You did good, tiger."

set in the BEAST universe - in which Atsushi sometimes has a hard time turning back when he's been fighting in tiger form for too long.

A boy runs up to the riverside...

“ ...i never thought id get out of that place. ”

You can now ask Sigma questions through the askbox.

( note : background was not drawn by mod exec , sigma was only drawn over ! )

INTRO POST♟️

checkmate au — a bungou stray dogs au in which atsushi and sigma swap places ! loosely inspired by the way swapping is done in beast this an au ran by two minors who are ... so fucking cooked with bsd hyperfixations at the moment ..

[ masterlist + tag meanings ]

MOD EXEC ♣️ it / hx / him . minor

Hello ^_^ ! ! ! On this blog you can call me exec or executive I am an osdd sys host , and I’m the one doing most of the art & assets for the blog . I mostly focus on the character designs & concepts for the au but I will also be answering asks & questions about the au, as well as generally helping tiger with ideas our main blog is @the-portmafia ! We post bsd art, albeit not much right now but we hope to definitely post more .

MOD TIGER ♦️ it / they / he . 16yo

helloo!! you can call me tiger on this blog! i myself will mostly work on the character analysis and how things change throughout the swap au , and will also likely be the one answering asks in-character! i may include some of my own art sometimes as well ! i also help exec out with design ideas! if absolutely wanted , you can find me at @weret1ger! but be aware im not very active-

Least to say. I am not doing the best! (Haha...)

BUT ANYWHO.

I'm itching to write more bsd headcanons. They're floating to my mind nonstop for the past weeks. And, because Atsushi's my blorbo. My son. My darling, my baby.....

May i request little!Atsushi headcannons?

[Bellow is my interpretation of how the situation could've started. I started writing and accidentally wrote a lot hehe]

I'm thinking about him in thw start of the series... just started working in the ADA, still didn't meet Kyoka and still sees his superiors (like Kunikida, Dazai and Fukuzawa) with a bit of fear in his eyes. Atsushi doesn't know yet what regression is– or, to be more clear, he still isn't aware of his own regression. (He maybe saw them as trantrums? Being dramatic? Wanting attention? Something along the lines of what unfurtunatelly was told to him while in the orphanage).

He accidentally regresses after (in his vision) falling a case. He let the burglar go! He should've been more careful... after seeing the "dissapointed" expression in Kunikida's face (wich, turns out, doesn't mean he's angry), something just... clicks. Atsushi feels so small, so helpless.

He drags himself back to the agency, fully expecting to be scolded by his superiors. To be fair, Kunikida was considering having a talk with the kid and offer to teach him what to do in future cases, but he decides to postpone the talk after finding a definetly regressed Atsushi hiding in the cleaning cupboard, panicking and thinking he'll be punished again. How does the ADA handle the boy in such fragile state? Well, it may be up to your interpretation!

- @sierrathelilypad ( i missed writing to you so much (*´ﾉ∀`*) )

OMG HI YAY. The health stuff really sucks and I hope you’re feeling better :( BUT THE REST OF THIS IS GREAT????? This NEEDS to be a fanfic Ough I love this…

Little Atsushi + CG ADA

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Atsushi was so happy to be with the agency. So so happy! It was great. He had a purpose in life, people to support him, he shouldn’t complain right? But it was just so… Stressful. Sometimes. Just sometimes! He truly really mostly enjoyed it most of the time! Today… Not so much. He’d totally messed up on the mission. The target got away, now someone else would end up hurt because he’d messed up. And Kunikida looked so mad… He was pretty sure that Kunikida wouldn’t physically hurt him as a punishment. But something like extra paperwork didn’t feel sufficient. Because obviously he needed some kind of punishment… He’d messed up after all

Kunikida drove them back to the agency, he was muttering stuff about the case, trying to figure out how to fix Atsushi’s mistake. Atsushi just stayed silent, leaning against the window and trying not to cry. Everything felt so overwhelming. It was a familiar feeling. But he didn’t want to be a baby and throw a temper tantrum in front of Kunikida. Especially not right after he’d messed up so bad… So he just watched the clouds roll past. Looking out the window made him oblivious to the worried glances Kunikida kept giving him as well

The car ride felt like it lasted forever. But eventually they made it back to the agency! Atsushi was quick to scurry inside, muttering something about going to his desk. And he did! For… Like a second. It felt like everyone was glaring at him though. It made his skin crawl. And so… He went down a hallway. Just to get away. His heart was beating in his ears and his head hurt and he just wanted to cry. He couldn’t be seen like this… A closet. The cleaning closet. There was… Room in there. Right? He crawled inside and curled himself up. Safe. No one could see him in here… He had to shut the door, so it was dark, but he could see really well in the dark so it was ok…

He tried to just calm down. To get ready to go back out to his desk. To do his work. To face his punishment. But… Instead Atsushi just finds himself crying. He bites down on his hand, between his thumb and his wrist, to muffle his sobs, hugging his knees so tightly to his chest he almost couldn’t breathe. Why was he doing this? Why now? It was… Hard to keep track of time. But before too long the door opened and light flooded the room. His tears momentarily stopped as he processed his shock at the brightness. But when he looked up… Kunikida was standing there “Atsushi? Are you alright?”

Kunikida was there. Kunikida was right there. The tears started back up as Atsushi frantically wiped at his face. He was gonna get in trouble. And get hurt. And punished. And- A hand rested on his shoulder and he looked up to see that Kunikida was crouched down in front of him “Atsushi. You’ll be alright. You should calm down though. Tell me, can you tell me 5 things you can see?” This… Felt familiar. He knew what this was. Right? All that processed was that he was making Kunikida deal with this… And he felt bad… The least he could do was answer that question right?

Atsushi looked around the tiny closet skeptically, looking for things to say “You… Uh… Spray. A mop. There’s… There’s a bucke’ and… Uhm… The door?” As he listed each item he counted them off on his fingers, double, triple checking he had five before holding his hand up to show Kunikida. He did it! That was harder than he’d thought… There really wasn’t a whole lot in here… That was kinda the point though so it was alright

Kunikida smiled at him! But was it fake? Or forced… Both seemed likely. But it still felt nice when Kunikida said “Yes that’s five. You did a very good job” Kunikida continued to talk him through the rest of the exercise, counting them down through each sense, praising Atsushi each step of the way. By the time they finished the tears were gone, though Atsushi still seemed nervous and on edge, still curled up in his little ball

Kunikida gave a small squeeze to Atsushi’s shoulder where his hand was still resting “Are you feeling at all better now?” Atsushi slowly nodded, rolling his lip between his teeth. Kunikida nodded, letting them sit in silence for a moment, giving Atsushi room to breathe, before speaking up “Would you like to come back out to the office? It’s not very comfortable in here. I don’t think there’s any work that’s very pressing at the moment so you can just sit at your desk” Sit at his desk? But not work? That just made him look useless! Well… He looked pretty useless in here too didn’t he?

So Atsushi decided to nod, moving to stand up. His legs felt kinda wobbly… And standing up was a little dizzying? It was strange. He was used to nausea from hunger, but this wasn’t like that. It just felt… Wrong. He was viewing everything from to high up. He just needed to move faster to go sit down… So he kept his head down as him and Kunikida moved to his desk. Leaving him unaware of Kunikida waving Ranpo over to them, he was just so relieved to be able to sit down. Walking felt really hard

When he finally looked up Ranpo was standing next to Kunikida, lollipop in his mouth and head cocked to the side. When did he get there..? “How are you feeling kid?” The correct answer to that was… Bad. Right? He’d just been crying and stuff… But he didn’t feel so bad now. Ranpo calling him kid was echoing through his head. It was nice. It felt fuzzy and warm, clogged his throat right up. He nodded in response. Nodding meant yes… And yes was a positive answer… And positive meant good… Obviously. Right? Luckily Ranpo seemed to understand, though his smile indicated he found something about it amusing

Ranpo reached out and ruffled his hair “To tiny to talk huh? That’s alright. You’re safe here. Don’t worry about stuff” Atsushi was… Confused. What did Ranpo mean too tiny to talk..? He just felt fuzzy… He liked the idea of being safe. Even if he didn’t totally feel safe. Ranpo turned his attention to Kunikida “Mentally he’s like 4 right now. And likeeee not a real mature four year old. Seems worried you’re mad too so. Y’know. Talk that out” Ranpo gave Kunikida his own headpats, winking at the pair before backing away to his desk. Kunikida seemed mildly frustrated, but more so focused on his notebook, which he was already writing stuff in

After a few seconds Kunikida closed his notebook and set it on Atsushi’s desk, slowly crouching down to be at eye level with Atsushi “I want you to know that I’m not mad at you. You didn’t do anything wrong. There were outside factors making that mission frustrating. Not you I promise” Atsushi sucked in a breath, biting his bottom lip as his eyes filled with tears. Why… Was Kunikida being so nice to him? He’d messed up… Hesitantly. Ever so hesitantly. He held up a shaky hand with the pinky extended. Kunikida smiled and extended his own pinky, interlocking them and shaking them slightly “I promise” He repeated the sentiment again

For a moment Kunikida just stayed there, smiling at the boy. But Atsushi didn’t drop his hand, if anything he was clinging even tighter. Kunikida’s fingers twitched towards his notebook, wanting to write a note about Atsushi being touch starved. He settled for a mental note instead though, slowly pulling his hand free to hold both arms out to the boy “Would you like to be carried?” Atsushi instantly turned bright red, shrinking in on himself and Kunikida felt the need to reassure him “I’m offering because I don’t mind. If I didn’t want to I wouldn’t have offered” That seemed to be enough to reassure Atsushi and he hesitantly nodded

Kunikida carefully reached out to grab under Atsushi’s arms and lift him up. He got Atsushi in the air easily, so easily in fact they he got distracted. Wanting to make notes to get Atsushi more food since he was clearly underweight. But he couldn’t. He needed to make meal plans… Clearly someone needed to. He settled for another mental note as Atsushi started squirming, the boy pulling his legs up to his chest midair, like a baby trying to avoid being set in grass. Kunikida brought Atsushi closer to his chest and he seemed to settle down though, more comfortable

Kunikida awkwardly stood for a few moments, cradling Atsushi to his chest unsure of what else to do. He hesitantly sat in Atsushi’s chair, this was easier on his legs. After a few more awkward minutes he decided to test his mobility. Obviously one arm was stabilizing Atsushi at all times. But his other was primarily free to move, he couldn’t reach to far, but it was enough. He opened up to a new page of his notebook and started taking notes. Starting a chart to track Atsushi’s mental age, making note of what kinds of protein Atsushi should get to help him grow to a healthy weight, then cross noting which forms of that protein could appear childish, which days would be most convenient for Atsushi to regress like this, how to divide work to put less pressure on the boy…

He wrote for well over an hour, filling up three whole pages, and his handwriting was small, not to mention he hasn’t even had time to research yet… But writing things out gave him a guide. Something to stabilize his knowledge. Glancing down at Atsushi he found the boy fast asleep and smiled, he looked calm now. He turned back to the desk to survey the mess of paperwork, most of it appeared to be Dazai’s… He aimed a glare at his bandaged partner only to find Dazai snickering and taking pictures of them. Kunikida only sighed and started on the papers, starting to settle into a new normal. One that would help Atsushi

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This fic is also on ao3!

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“CG ADA” I woke up and just decided to lie didn’t I? Uhh. There’s CG Ranpo and CG Dazai. Like. If you squint. Y’know. Sorry guys I just love CG Kunikida (ᵕ—ᴗ—)

HI THIS IS AN ABSOLUTELY CORRECT OPINION AND I LOVE IT. I hope you don’t mind that I made it into a fanfic not headcanons (ᵕ—ᴗ—)

Caregiver Chuuya + Little Atsushi

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Everything was chaotic at the agency. They had gotten a new top priority mission and everything was loud and overwhelming and Atsushi wanted to cry. Actually… Yeah no he already was crying. He needed to be doing paperwork, making himself useful. He tried to focus, he really did, but the words on the page were all blurry… A tear fell and hit the paper, causing Atsushi to whimper and lean back wiping at his eyes. He couldn’t do this. He needed a safe place. He needed… Needed to get away. Atsushi crawled out of his seat and onto the floor, curling up under his desk. His desk muffled all the noise a little bit, plus when he was hidden from view it felt safer…

It wasn’t too long before Ranpo peaked his head under the desk, squatting down to look at Atsushi “Well there you are! Come here bud” Atsushi was quick to comply, barreling into the detective with such force that Ranpo let out a little grunt. Ranpo just chuckled though and wrapped his arms around the weretiger, rubbing his back to soothe him. After a few seconds Atsushi had calmed down to just sniffing and Ranpo pulled back “See? You’re alright. Here” Ranpo pulled out a lollipop and opened it, placing it right in Atsushi’s mouth for him before standing up and extending a hand “Come on, let’s find someone to watch you ok?”

Atsushi stood up and took Ranpo’s hand, following the detective quietly as Ranpo guided him to the first person he could find, Dazai. And Dazai was actually working… Things really were busy then huh? Ranpo addressed Dazai “Lookie who I found~ A little tiger cub who shouldn’t be on his own! Thoughts?” Dazai looked up from his work to study Atsushi, who was squirming uncomfortably at Dazai’s gaze. He was being an inconvenience wasn’t he? That’s not what he wanted… He could just take care of himself. He tried backing away but Ranpo kept a hold on him

Dazai smiled gently at him “Why hello there little Atsushi! Oh how I would adore to play with you at the moment… This big grown up stuff is awful” Dazai pouted as he reached a hand out towards Atsushi, giving the weretiger a moment to sniff him before patting the boy on the head lightly. As Atsushi started nuzzling into his hand Dazai shifted his attention to Ranpo “I can get someone! Let me go make a call then I’ll take the cub from you” Dazai stuck his tongue out to make a funny face before stepping into the hallway to make his call. After a few minutes Dazai came back in and took Atsushi’s hand, guiding the boy into a clumsy twirl to disconnect him from Ranpo

Dazai occupied Atsushi by hugging the boy and rubbing his back while he finished talking to Ranpo. Once Ranpo walked away though Dazai led Atsushi to the agencies small kitchen area “Work is so busy that they’re even making me and Ranpo work! That’s super mean isn’t it?” Atsushi nodded slightly, he’d finished his lollipop from Ranpo and was now just chewing on the stick. As Dazai talked he was moving around the kitchen, grabbing a sippy cup with kitty cats on it and filling it with some nice cold peach juice from the fridge. Dazai turned to Atsushi and glanced at the lollipop stick “Can you open your mouth?” Atsushi opened his mouth revealing the slightly chewed up stick which Dazai took and threw out before handing Atsushi the sippy cup

Dazai led him back to the main office and lightly played with him for a bit, a few minutes later though yelling could be heard beyond the door and Dazai perked up. The door slammed open and in walked a short redhead wearing a hat. It was… Nakahara? Chuuya Nakahara. Right? Atsushi had never actually met him before… And he was loud “Why the hell did you call me here? Are you just wasting my damn time?” He looked angry… Atsushi tried shrinking in on himself, hiding behind Dazai. Chuuya glanced at him, seeming confused for a moment, then slightly calmer. His frustration was only targeted at Dazai but Atsushi was far to anxious to realize that

Dazai however seemed absolutely gleeful, yes he was keeping tabs on Atsushi, however annoying Chuuya was a pretty high priority “Why look it’s Chuuya! Still waiting on that growth spurt Slug? Here Atsushi… You can call this guy Chibi! Get it? Cause he’s so tiny?” Atsushi wasn’t having much reaction to Dazai’s icebreaker attempts. He was too scared and confused to joke around. He carefully reached out for a plushy to hug to his body, trying to keep himself calm. But calm felt pretty impossible…

Chuuya seemed beyond exasperated as he rubbed his temples, trying and failing to block out Dazai’s nonsense “Would you shut the hell up? God… Just go. I can figure it out” Dazai pouted and opened his mouth to surely spout more nonsense but Chuuya cut him off “I don’t need to be here. I can just leave” Dazai pouted and sighed in complaint, standing up and turning to face Atsushi. The poor boy was on the verge of tears, chewing on his teddy bears ear and shaking a bit. Dazai grabbed a teether to swap for the poor teddy bear

Dazai patted Atsushi on the head, ruffling the boys hair a little bit “Alright. Mr. Chibi here is gonna watch you ok? If you really need someone you can give us a call, but we’re gonna be pretty busy ok? So try to just do that for an emergency… It’s just like a playdate! It’ll be fun! Be a good boy now ok?” Atsushi whimpered softly but nodded, clinging to his teddy bear tight enough his knuckles went white. This was scary. And he didn’t want this. But… But Dazai left. And now he was just left along with Chuuya. The scary mafioso that he’d never talked to once

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Chuuya ran a hand down his face, annoyed and trying to process the situation. He’d had a day off for once. Dazai knew that and just had to ruin it. And now he was stuck taking care of this Atsushi kid, who his only knowledge about came from Akutagawa’s complaints. And the kid was also an age regressor. Which wasn’t really a problem but he hadn’t gotten time to discuss boundaries or anything like that. First up… He needed to make the kid comfortable, so stop yelling and swearing. A much easier task without the walking headache of a man in the room

Chuuya moved closer to Atsushi and held his hand out like you would to a stray animal, Atsushi started inspecting it so he started talking “You’re alright kid. I know. I’m not exactly the one who usually takes care of you. But that doesn’t mean it’s a bad thing eh? I’m not gonna hurt you. I just wanna help” Atsushi pulled himself backwards, trying to gauge Chuuya, it wasn’t easy… He didn’t know this guy at all! And Chuuya could see familiar faces in this kid. He would’ve fit in perfectly in The Sheep. Chuuya’s demeanor softened. Yeah he could watch the dumb kid for a bit…

Chuuya hummed softly as he studied the kid in front of him. Dazai briefly mentioned the kid had an age range of 3-6, but he didn’t seem to be talking much… He noticed that he was dealing with a biter too, an important thing to take note of. Probably best to let the kid come to him a bit. He moved the juice closer to Atsushi, but then backed away “Just stay calm. Deep breaths alright? Can you tell me what’s wrong?” Atsushi didn’t seem to be listening to him much, but that was alright. Chuuya stayed where he was, looking around the agency office. He didn’t want to stare at the kid, but he also needed to check in on him pretty constantly

After a few minutes of this silence Atsushi spoke up in a quiet voice “They… Lef’ me?” Atsushi’s voice wavered dangerously close to the edge of crying. And while yeah crying was an expected reaction to all this, Chuuya still wanted to avoid it. The kid didn’t deserve to cry. How was he supposed to explain this?

Chuuya shook his head “Not for good no. You kidding? Those guys love you! Sometimes stuff gets super busy and a little guy like you deserves someone’s full attention. None of them can give you their full attention right now so they called me in! Y’know I bet all your friends are thinking right now how much they want to come back here to you” Atsushi looked up from his plushy seeming hopeful and Chuuya grinned at him “Yup! As soon as they’re back they’ll be real happy to take care of you themselves. I’m not here for good alright? Just for now”

Atsushi took a moment to process the words, running his fingers over his plushies fur to help himself think. Chuuya patiently waited, giving the kid space and time. Eventually Atsushi let himself relax, uncurling from his weretiger ball and letting his feet dangle over the edge of the desk he was sat on. Chuuya grinned “There we go, see? I’m not that scary. Do you have toys you wanna play with or anything like that?” Atsushi nodded with a tiny hum, moving to stand up, he was a bit wobbly though and Chuuya quickly reached out to stabilize him “Careful kid…”

Atsushi made his way over to Kyouka’s desk and opened a drawer to pull out a coloring book and some crayons. He liked coloring with Kyouka the best, so that’s where he kept the stuff. He went over to Chuuya to show him and Chuuya lightly ruffled his hair “Good job, how about you show me where your desk is? If you open your computer for me I can put on some cartoons for you” Atsushi did seem to perk up a bit at this idea and started making his way to his desk. Chuuya grabbed the sippy cup, checking to make sure it still had enough juice in it. It was fine for now at least

Atsushi, with a lot of trial and error, managed to type in his password on his computer which he then turned towards Chuuya. Atsushi seemed to like animals, so Chuuya just looked for some cartoon with animals on YouTube, he found videos that had already been watched which gave him a good starting point. Chuuya then felt a tug on his sleeve and he looked over to see Atsushi who was showing him to coloring book “Wanna color wi’ me? You c’n pick one” Atsushi started flipping through the pages showing various animals

Chuuya chuckled and pointed to a picture of a cat which Atsushi happily ripped out to give to him, then he handed over some crayons. They were able to sit in a comfortable silence as Chuuya colored in a calico kitten and Atsushi colored his picture of a puppy to be brown. Atsushi kept getting distracted by the cartoon though so it took longer than it normally would’ve. Chuuya didn’t mind of course. After awhile he noticed that the kids sippy cup was just about empty though so he waited for the episode to end then paused it before the next one could start “You finished all your juice, good job squirt. Wanna come with me for a refill or do you wanna stay here and keep watching?”

Atsushi seemed to very briefly consider this before reaching out and making grabby hands towards Chuuya. Chuuya chuckled and picked the kid up, activating his ability to save himself the effort and walking into the kitchen area. He found peach juice in the fridge so he refilled the sippy cup with that. After some more snooping he managed to find some cheese and crackers so he made a small plate of that too. While he was figuring out the best way to carry everything back he heard Atsushi quietly mutter “You’re s’rong…” Chuuya glanced over at him and laughed slightly, setting the snacks on the counter

Once Chuuya was only holding Atsushi he grinned and addressed the boy “I’m not just strong. It’s magic. Wanna see?” Atsushi seemed to perk up as he nodded eagerly. Chuuya chuckled and then pushed Atsushi upwards! And let go of him! Atsushi gasped in surprise but… He wasn’t falling? He was hovering in midair. He could even touch the ceiling like this! So cool… After a bit Chuuya reached up to pull him down and hold him again, he tapped their snacks to float alongside them as he walked back out to Atsushi’s desk, setting things down carefully

Atsushi seemed happier now, which made him more at ease. He was rocking from side to side a little bit as he looked up at Chuuya “I gots magic too! Look!” Atsushi stuck his tongue out and squinted in concentration, then two ears popped up on top of his head. Chuuya chuckled softly as Atsushi pointed to them in excitement “See? Tiger ears!” Chuuya reached up to ruffle the boys hair a bit, making sure to gently scratch behind the fluffy ears as well. Which Atsushi seemed to enjoy if his gentle purring was anything to go off of

Chuuya chuckled quietly again to himself “Good job kiddo! That’s so cool!” Chuuya grabbed the teddy bear from earlier and made it float with his ability “What’s this little guys name?” Atsushi proudly informed him that the bear was named “Stuffy” and Chuuya studied it “Well… You seemed to enjoy flying earlier, what if you got to fly with Stuffy here?” Atsushi gasped in excitement and nodded enthusiastically. Chuuya tapped him on the head with a chuckle, sending Atsushi upwards along with Stuffy

Chuuya messed around with Atsushi and gravity for a bit, aiming to keep the kid active so he’d tire himself out. Then he brought Atsushi down for snacks and more cartoons. After a few episodes Atsushi fell asleep, curled up on himself, and he managed to stay sound asleep until the rest of the Agency members were able to come back. At the first sight of anyone being back Chuuya stood up to head out, not wanting an irritating encounter with Dazai. The yelling could wake up the kid. Though on his way out he did momentarily stop Kunikida “Kids asleep. If you need someone to watch him again I’m here”

Chuuya adjusted his hat as he walked out, flipping off Dazai as they passed each other but not bothering to engage a dialogue. As he walked out the doors he heard Kunikida saying “Why was there a mafia executive in our office. I want an explanation now” Did they not communicate at all? What a dysfunctional association… It seemed nice though. Chuuya grinned to himself as he returned back to his own life

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This fic is also on ao3!

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I. Don’t really love this? I started writing headcanons but they read more like a story so I was like. Yeah ok I’ll just write a fanfic then- But idk? I’d love to hear people’s thoughts. Something I want to say that I forgot to mention so far. I don’t want requests for fanfictions, that feels overwhelming to me and it’ll lead me to just shut down, if you have any idea you think would be good as a fanfic, send it to me not wording it like a request! Worst case scenario I’ll answer with simple thoughts and we can chat, best case scenario, if I don’t answer it within a few days it’s likely being made into something :3 And I just randomly decide to turn some requests into fanfictions if I feel it’ll read better that way idk

Also! I got my spending plan back on track for PJSK! Challenge shows are my savior I swear I made like 3k today

@daily-atsushi-hcs (I had to take some nights to develop the situation I was thinking about. I'm not even kidding. That and a few ADHD meds to be able to focused enough to write... -w- )

This one can be about Atsushi's first time fully regressing around his coworkers, and it is set before the Headmaster's death, but also after the events that lead Kyouka joining the ADA.

Atsushi has C-PTSD, and I don't think it's a far stretch to say he does hallucinate ocasionally, and it almost aways happen when he's already stressed or tired. I tend to imagine that most of them are auditive hallucinations and they tend to be more annoying than trauma-related. Like the whisteling of wind, inconclusive and barely audible whispers or noises that seem really far away... Atsushi has grown accostumed to them and most of the time puts the blame on Byakko's sharp hearing.

But of course, sometimes they can be scary. Atsushi's focused on something and suddenly there's a bang of an object falling to the ground. He's a bit stardled but looks around the floor to find said object, only to be met with nothing. (And, of course, after Ranpo whitnessed some of Atsushi's reactions during worktime, he already has a hunch of what could be happening. But so far, the kid seems to be handling them well enough for Ranpo to see needed any type of intervention. Oh well, everyone's a bit fucked up in the head in this agency!)

Kunikida and Dazai had been given a case and, seeing that Atsushi is Dazai's subordinate, he was asked to also participate in it. It was nothing too wild, it really wasn’t. A rogue ability user who liked to leak government information to anyone who could pay enough. Although no one had been and probably won't be in immediate danger, the detectives needed to deal with the case as quickly as possible by Goverment orders. What came out of that? Three days of constant work, barely any sleep, four days of confusing bureacracy and a shit ton of written paperwork.

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On the first night after the criminal's capture, Atsushi couldn't wait to lay in bed as early as possible and finally sleep properly after having to use up all of his energy for 3 days in a row. Alas, life didn't want to be easy it seems, because he barely fell asleep during those noctornal hours. His brain played on repeat random statements and information about the case, making it impossible for him to fully relax and enter a deep slumber.

Nonetheless in the morning there Atsushi was, starting his work hours at the agency just a bit earlier than normal, tired, stressed, yet forcing himself to act like the complete opposite. He gave Kunikida a cheery good morning when his mentor's partner handed him the final bits of paperwork assigned to his name. He sat on his desk and opened his laptop. He tried his best to put his mind to work and forget all those nagging feelings creeping up his spine and knotting around his brain.

Here’s a little Atsushi/sigma swap au I came up with on a whim, and have been working on with my friend @tommy-x3