I Have Thoughts

Nonfiction

The Price of The Ticket (borrow from IA)

The Fire Next Time (pdf download)

Notes of A Native Son (pdf download)

Nothing Personal (read on IA - not great quality sorry)

The Last Interview (pdf download) (only 10 pages!)

Fiction

Giovanni's Room (pdf download)

If Beale Street Could Talk (pdf download)

BONUS

Little Man Little Man (read or pdf download on scribd) (Baldwin's only children's book)

Go Tell It On The Mountain (pdf download)

Another Country (pdf and epub download)

Sonny's Blues (pdf download)

I had to turn this off, but it's something that allows Windows and anyone using your device to generate text/images.

she overshares with samira about not having an intimate partner in who knows how long. she asks that patient out on a date as opposed to just sitting around in her empty apartment by herself. she confides in langdon that she can’t remember the last time she cried, and that she doesn’t feel like she even can anymore (spoken in a sort of absentminded tone that conveys to the audience that she either hasn’t processed this, or has sat with it long enough that she’s out of the energy to care).

all of this adds up to conclude: cassie is severely lacking in connection. she’s not in a relationship, she doesn’t seem to have many (if any) friends outside of workplace dynamics, she spends her child-free nights alone. her life is consumed by her work but she’s detached herself from it. she’s stuck in emotional drought. nothing feels personal anymore. she doesn’t have any form of release and no clear way to seek it out. of course she’s looking to get laid. it’s the easiest thing she can think of that might allow her to feel like a person again.

1. perlah and princess: they both ran facebook ‘gossip girl’ pages for their schools, and even joke about making one for the pitt. they’re mostly aware of filipino trends and on the rare occasion princess posts, she actually garners quite a lot of likes (not only is she iconic, no one knows how to work the algorithm like her)

2. trinity: she is so unapologeticly cringe and corny, all thanks to her +12h screentime that know one even knows how she reaches between everything she has to do. and you best believe that girl knows how to take a good instagram picture that gets more than one woman in the pitt drooling. briefly considered making a ‘gossip girl’ twitter pages for the pitt bc she knew people would blame princess and perlah

3. victoria: not that big of a screentime, but somehow knows every new memes the minute their out. she knows older generations tend to think young people talking in memes and references are stupid, and she fully uses that to her advantage to insult them to their face without them knowing. she had robby thinking ‘unc’ was a cool nickname for ages. she also helps boost views for go-fund-mes (which she donates to when she can), and spreads word about multiple conflicts around the world and how to help

4. mel: she is soooo online, you’d just never know it because she’s in the nichest communities known to mankind. don’t ask her about 67 jokes, but she knows all the drama in the crochet/knitting side of tiktok. she’s read all papers concerning the academic beef between the cotton bros and the einstein bros regarding the theory on gravity, and she witnessed in real time the run for the world record of bird sighting between peter kaesner and jason mann (she believes jason is lying btw)

5. emma: she is pretty much the same concerning victoria, just with a lesser screentime. she loves glow up trends and fanarts of her favourite characters, she often saves hairstyles tutorials and meal preps recipes she never ends up doing

6. samira: she’s aware of memes mostly because she gets sent so much tiktoks by victoria. other than that she actually manages to scroll for reasonable amounts of time

7. cassie: she’s one of those kinda older folks who are effortlessly caught up with the trends and slang of the youth, without doing too much or trying to appear younger than she is. she’s just chill like that

8. jack: he’s the exact opposite of cassie. he tries so hard, for such a badass man he is sooo uncool. he brags to robby about it too, acting like robby is so much older than him. no one in the pitt (except for robby) tries to disabuse him of that notion bc it’s actually the funniest thing ever

9. dennis: the boy is from buttfuck nowhere nebraska. the only things he knows are because of trinity. he’s slowly but surely moving up the ladder of chronic onliness, trin is getting closer and closer to getting him to download tiktok, she swears she is. she already managed to convince him to jump on the trend of calling robby unc

10. dana: emma only sends her posts she knows dana’ll like, other than that, the only time dana uses social medias is for facebook marketplace. she bargains like no one, she literally got her hands on the full lennox spice village for less than $50

11. baran: she follows a lot of charities, new outlets she trusts, her favourite celebrities, and haircare routines for her curls that she follows religiously. you will never catch her on a bad hair day. she doesn’t really understand any memes but nods and smiles all the same when trinity or another pittling brings it up

12. yolanda: she tried to get into it to get closer to trinity but found it so stupid she has to physically stop herself from belittling trinity when she brings up a new meme. she just kinda stares until trin feels obligated to explain what the joke is, and on the rare occasion she finds it funny, yolanda still doesn’t crack a smile but trinity can tell anyway

13. literally everyone else

If it’s Xena, South Of Nowhere, Wynonna Earp or She-Ra I have you covered. She-Ra isn’t my upload though.

I will be uploading Buffy and Charmed too eventually once I bump my Google Drive storage space up to 5TB but those two can usually be found everywhere so it’s not that much of an issue that they’re not uploaded yet.

If it’s female or WLW representation, I care about it. However, it’s usually just action/adventure, fantasy and supernatural I watch for myself. South Of Nowhere is an outlier just because it’s so god damn well written/acted and the WLW ship/couple in it are the lead characters.

meds cost around ₱7,500 ($122) per month and my doctor said i need to be medicated for at least 6 months. i just paid some bills and i'm so broke right now. i'm not asking for a full 6 months worth of meds but even a month or two would be a huge help to me since i need it for my health to improve and not miss work.

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