cleave 𓂃✃ ,

if you're an indian queer adult it is so important for us to be loud & proud of ourselves & be passionate about our heritage & our people because there is so so much racism against us everywhere i don't want our little girls & boys to grow up that kind of representation. you are so loved & valid & everything beautiful i swear.

white people need to be banned from southeast asia unless a local can vouch that they're normal like im sick of the holistic wellness island retreat authenticity new age mystic third eye opening faux kundalini tantric interpretive dance island gentrification sex tourism self discovery shit they're always doing posting videos in elephant print sarongs writhing to shitty edm in the jungle somewhere in thailand ive had enough

i saw this somewhere else but reply / tag what you did today so everyone can see that we all did something different today

"that doesn't sound sincere- it sounds rehearsed" is one of the most devastating and fucked-up statements you can make to anyone in the neurodivergent/ADHD/Autistic/Schizophrenic/Disordered Personality sphere. yeah bitch it's rehearsed. because i wanted to get it right when i said it

I’ve recently discovered how much better life can be when we normalize this. My best friend and I have started saying “hang on, I’m scripting” when we need a minute to mentally rehearse during big conversations (and “bear with me, I’m doing improv” when we’ve reached the end of our script and start to struggle with words lol)

imagine your mom coming into your place of work and immediately accusing you without any evidence of making a mistake in front of like 7 of your coworkers and your boss. now imagine it's the ER, your patient is coding and you're fucking 20.

the thing they dont tell you about learning to "trust the process" is that you forget and relearn it every single time you make a new piece of art. unfortunately there is no cure either

the uncontrollable urge to know how people describe me to others