cleave 𓂃✃ ,

samira mohan who was bullied and torn down by her attending at every possible moment purely because he saw himself in her. samira mohan who never had a father figure and never got to see her mother in love who now has to watch her mom jet off with some guy she's never met and sell the only place samira has left of her dad. samira who watches every single one of her coworkers soul bond with another but none of them even know that about her, to the point where they don't even ask her medical history when she thinks she's developing the same thing that killed her father.

samira never wanted to do literally anything other than emergency medicine and anyone pretending like she did because she was floating the idea around out of insecurity did not watch the show properly. she wanted everyone she pitched the idea to leave to tell her no, this is where you belong. you are an emergency medicine doctor. don't move to psychiatry, you want to be here.

yes, India made legal gender change impossible but my friends have always gendered me correctly and stick to it even when it confuses other people and my friend's little sibling calls me older brother in Kannada yes, India made legal gender change impossible but my dog learned my new name quicker than the humans and she runs to give me a kiss when she's told to without being confused about who's being referred to

yes, India made legal gender change impossible but I can feel the Adam's apple growing in my throat and my muscles getting stronger, and my smile more real and I'm growing a beard, and I talk more freely