Yamix´s World
After many years of searching my people finally found the promiss land. It was tremenduous. Trees were high, rivers flourished from mountain tops and grasslands were green as the eyes ok Kaia. Or goddess promissed it, and so we followed her signs, all of the great rules, for long centuries. Nowadays some insane people try to convince us now and then that the world was diffrent many ages ago. That we were just toys in the hand of Kaia.
But Kaia..
It was, ireedundant to say, the perfect god. She just was
And after many generations of struggle we finally found it. The holy land. Oh, my generous Kaia.
But time passed. Everyone else seemed to be okay. But I was starting to feel unconfortable. Something was not all right as they always said and one day he came to my house. Or maybe it was a she. I dont recall.. But the point is he told my parents I was okay. That they had nothing to worry.
The doctor couldnt sense what I was sensing inside me. It was a shock, I mean, everybody could perceive other people's senses. It as obvious. So why he said such things? Maybe he knew? Maybe he was even teeling the truth.. so what? I didnt knew what was happening to me..
Life before was perfect and happiness was the only sensation felt since we got here. But There was something missing. Something deep in my mind that I didnt realize until now. I was entirely diffrent. After all this years...
It surrounded me as when I had five. I could recall everything from the moment I was afraid in my earlie days. It was terrible, but also magical. What was it? I think I learned in school back then, something like emotional reflexes or maybe.
Maybe it was just a dream.. maybe.
But next thing I recall than?
Loneliness. I just knew it was it. Dont rememebr learning that word, but it just came to my mind as did fear.
I lived alone and decided to sleep in my basement. Dont know really, but it made me feel strange. Like the descriptions they showed us in junior high. Was it drugs? I dont remember either.
One day I woke up, and everybody was missing.
It took me some minutes to realise than that the other houses around me were destructed. That the city was erased. All my brothers whent without me. I was the only one left.
I decided so to come here to think. And as I finally arrived time whent by...
I think they just forgot me. But its ok, really.
I knew there was something wrong. Yet, I know it may be the right way now. Before life was perfect and happiness was the only sensation felt, but this doesn't seem right. There was something missing. Something deep in my mind that I didnt figured it out
I do miss my brothers naturally, but its not like I had ever experienced it surely. This time? I felt it right. I felt alive...
Beeing alone sometimes is fun. Well.. even if it is forever? That I dont know...
But I never worry anymore, I'm fine anyways. I'm starting to feel that long lost sensation. Is it you, Kaia? Why did all of this happened? Will I ever receive a sign again?
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Oh, forgot to introduce myself. I'm Yamix
Yesterday I found this thing. I think they called it diary in ancient days. I had one in my bedroom as personal relic. Me and my friends didnt understand why ancient people used to write theyr thoughts on this pages. It seemed just so pointless.
However, I´m starting to figure it out now
Thought that coming back to my first childhood house was a good idea. It really was. I feel better now, even though the feeling of something lost increses everyday.
What was it?
I dont even know how many days have passsed now,
But I start to think I know what was it.
It just feels, warm, you know?
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