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Welcome to this sideblog! This is an 18+ sideblog for my smutty fanfics and drabbles, for whatever fandom I happen to be in at any given moment. Tags for each fandom can be found at the bottom of this post.
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My main blog is @paperstarwriters where I post most of my fanfic content and reblog whatever I find interesting at any given moment. @psw-recs is where I reblog the smuttier fanfics on here that I read there are also a few more tame things in there but that's either because I was formerly too embarrassed about blatantly enjoying certain fandoms at the time, or I didn't want to pester my followers with something they may be incredibly uninterested in.
Feel free to continue to refer to me as Paper, but try not to ask me anything smutty on my main blog.
anyhow this blog should mostly really just be me posting thirst and smutty fanfics. Those may be rather few and far between just cause I sometimes struggle to write smut. It's a strangely difficult medium you know?
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I’ve seen several people try to do serious spec bio/society building based on Omegaverse, but what I want is someone to do that in a society that had ruffs or side-blotched lizard style polymorphic males
Paracerceis sculpta is a marine isopod with polymorphic male forms α, β, and γ.
The α-males are large and dominant, and maintain a harem of females to mate with inside the cavity of a sea sponge.
The β-males mimic the female form, tricking the α-males into letting them "join" their harem, sometimes to the point of allowing the α-male to mate with them. Then the β-male can mate with the females whenever they feel like while the α-male guards the entrance to the sea sponge.
And the γ-males are small, fast, and have relatively humongous testicles. While the α-male guarding the entrance to the sea sponge is distracted mating with a β-male, the γ-male dashes inside and ejaculates everywhere as fast as he can before he gets caught.
humping is so peak guys who agrees. humping against an older guys jeans while getting cooed at. you and another puppy frantically jumping against each other. humping a boot or a thigh or a pillow or or or kmmpghffn
everyone seems to enjoy the idea of a submissive knight, but I keep thinking that a dominant one is much more fun.
an inexperienced, shy princess who watched him protect her with such ferocity and devotion it took her breath away, who can't stop thinking about the way he looked at her after, and is too embarrassed to admit how she craves his presence and the thought of him makes her a little faint.
she knows a little of what happens on a marriage night, but not enough to know how to curb the ache between her legs when he trains, or escorts her closely, or guards outside her door. she knows enough to try with her fingers, knows enough that she thinks of him pulling been the gauzy curtains around her bed, but not enough to know how to ask.
she thinks he would, sometimes. if she asked. shkw her, help her, but she's like a baby deer, a nervous rabbit when he looks at her. she just hopes he knows why
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Welcome to court little dove. You read the room beautifully... but I have to smile at the irony of a shy little princess daydreaming about a man who has seen war. There is a delicious, dangerous contrast in what you crave isnt there? You look at a man who could easily break a person with his bare hands and your instinct isn't to run its to wonder how those same hands would feel if they were being impossibly, painstakingly gentle with your soft skin.
You describe yourself like a baby deer, a nervous rabbit trembling under my gaze. It is a striking image, and it calls to something very primal in me.
As a knight my nature is to control, to command, and to conquer. My quarters hold all manner of implements both naughty and nice and my hands are well versed in the weight of rope, knowing exactly how to bind a captive securely or hold a fragile royal perfectly still. But dominance isn't just about force.
I see two beautiful paths for a princess like you.
Sometimes, a delicate royal needs a safe sanctuary where she can be the one to hold the reins for a little while, exploring her own hidden depths at her own pace while her knight serves as her unshakeable, protective anchor. But other times... other times she just needs to be mastered. She needs that rough knight to step past those curtains, part the veils, and strip away all her embarrassment without her ever having to find the words to ask.
So tremble all you want when I look at you, little dove. I know exactly why your breath catches when I escort you through the corridors. Just know that when the time comes to cure that ache between your legs, these calloused hands will touch you with a *reverence* that will make you feel entirely safe right up until the moment I decide to show you exactly how helpless you really are in my grasp.
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I… may have an oral fixation lmao. (This may be obvious if you’ve seen some of my other writing) but godddd Muriel kissing you sloppy style during sex is just everything to me.
It’s his best means of communication. When words fail him when his brain is mush in his head and nothing but drool slicked moans are dripping from his lips Muriel kisses you to tell you how much he loves you.
As if the way his hips rut against yours isn’t loving enough, so carefully trained initially to prioritize your pleasure because he’d been so eager to please you, but now he’s just chasing his own high grinding himself against you riding you/fucking you with a sloppy uneven pace that betrays his earnesty, his desperation, his hunger—his love.
Oh but what if you don’t know that? What if you don’t realize that what you’re doing to him, what you’ve melted him into was a raw unfiltered expression of his love? What if you didn’t remember all the times he said I love you just minutes before? Did he say I love you over and over and over again or did he just say it in his mind? What if you’re just as fucked out as he is? Whining and keening and drooling so so so prettily, light catching on all the drool and slime like fallen stars scattered around your twined bodies….
Well he has to kiss you. To remind you through all the brain fog… to say I love you without words…
Of course, sometimes there’s the issue of a height difference. Whether it’s the position you’re in or an actual difference in size, sometimes Muriel had to pause, to untangle your bodies just a bit, just enough that he can meet your lips.
Of course in the state he’s in—in the state you’re in—he wouldn’t be so foolish as to deny you. Wouldn’t have the willpower to deny himself at that point tbh, so his solution? Use his skilled hands to help you while he ruts against your leg like a dog<3
He just wants to kiss you… let him kiss you please? Please?? Just wants to convey how much he loves you in a (body)language you speak both in and out if sex
You can get back to fucking after the kiss! Or maybe during the kiss if you aren’t too tangled… but he can treat you so so sooooo good with his hands… he’s had so much practice on you remember? He knows you inside and out so won’t you let him kiss you?
This skewed to a more submissive Muriel but I am a believer that this man’s got range so like also also also like…
Imagine he’s the more sane one. More put together cause he made you cum on his fingers & tongue like 5+ times already, all with a careful loving touch, hands sweeping appreciatively over the sensitive flesh of your thighs or over your tummy and hips or even your chest as he gives you a moment to breathe before he dives right back in, fully intending to try and make you go as insane as he feels whenever he just looks at you. It’s only fair after all, right?
But that doesn’t stop him from wanting to kiss you. Doesn’t stop him from leaning on the crutch of that all too familiar silent form of communication that so obviously means “I love you” maybe he worries that his words just aren’t getting through to you so he has to kiss you to make sure of it.
Ah but when I say he’s sane don’t think he’s somehow so completely unaffected by you whining and moaning and begging for him. He’s not-so-subtly grinding his cock against your leg while he kisses you, melts against you at the feel of you gasping for air at every little shift of your lips on his but leaning into the kiss almost as fervently as him. He’s doing his best to stay the “rational one” as you come apart at the seams but you’re just so enticing and amazing and sweet and he loves you he loves you he loves you he loves you.
Maybe he accidentally cums on your leg without getting to put it in you… maybe he manages to shove himself inside fucking you nice and hard just in time to fill you up…
Maybe he brings you to the brink of cumming before he takes you inside of him.
Whatever the case his mind would go absolutely blank, whining and keening at the sheer overwhelming amount of pleasure you gave him, the amount of pleasure he was able to give you…
And maybe he’s a little bit teary-eyed after all of it, coming down from that high, finally escaping that delirium….
And what else does does he do but nestle himself between your arms wrapping his own tight round you in turn, letting you feel the rapid beat of his heart in his chest pressed against your own, and kisses you, long and sweet and deep, still gasping in the kiss until his breath evens out enough to him at the way you suck on his tongue, the way your tongue feels when he wraps his around yours….
bumping into your really nice alpha neighbour in the hallway (who you’ve been on again off again flirting with for weeks now), but squeaking out a little “sorry!” while having to rudely push past him so that you can get into your apartment before your heat gets out of control
vs
him being unable to resist following after you the second you scurry upstairs, every step he takes now getting a little more urgent, his blood hotter, until he’s pacing in front of your door, back and forth, back and forth, back and forth; trying everything in his power to keep himself from knocking because the way he is moving now reminds him of a predator and he doesn’t like it - he’s nice, goddammit, he’s nice
I… may have an oral fixation lmao. (This may be obvious if you’ve seen some of my other writing) but godddd Muriel kissing you sloppy style during sex is just everything to me.
It’s his best means of communication. When words fail him when his brain is mush in his head and nothing but drool slicked moans are dripping from his lips Muriel kisses you to tell you how much he loves you.
As if the way his hips rut against yours isn’t loving enough, so carefully trained initially to prioritize your pleasure because he’d been so eager to please you, but now he’s just chasing his own high grinding himself against you riding you/fucking you with a sloppy uneven pace that betrays his earnesty, his desperation, his hunger—his love.
Oh but what if you don’t know that? What if you don’t realize that what you’re doing to him, what you’ve melted him into was a raw unfiltered expression of his love? What if you didn’t remember all the times he said I love you just minutes before? Did he say I love you over and over and over again or did he just say it in his mind? What if you’re just as fucked out as he is? Whining and keening and drooling so so so prettily, light catching on all the drool and slime like fallen stars scattered around your twined bodies….
Well he has to kiss you. To remind you through all the brain fog… to say I love you without words…
Of course, sometimes there’s the issue of a height difference. Whether it’s the position you’re in or an actual difference in size, sometimes Muriel had to pause, to untangle your bodies just a bit, just enough that he can meet your lips.
Of course in the state he’s in—in the state you’re in—he wouldn’t be so foolish as to deny you. Wouldn’t have the willpower to deny himself at that point tbh, so his solution? Use his skilled hands to help you while he ruts against your leg like a dog<3
He just wants to kiss you… let him kiss you please? Please?? Just wants to convey how much he loves you in a (body)language you speak both in and out if sex
You can get back to fucking after the kiss! Or maybe during the kiss if you aren’t too tangled… but he can treat you so so sooooo good with his hands… he’s had so much practice on you remember? He knows you inside and out so won’t you let him kiss you?
This skewed to a more submissive Muriel but I am a believer that this man’s got range so like also also also like…
Imagine he’s the more sane one. More put together cause he made you cum on his fingers & tongue like 5+ times already, all with a careful loving touch, hands sweeping appreciatively over the sensitive flesh of your thighs or over your tummy and hips or even your chest as he gives you a moment to breathe before he dives right back in, fully intending to try and make you go as insane as he feels whenever he just looks at you. It’s only fair after all, right?
But that doesn’t stop him from wanting to kiss you. Doesn’t stop him from leaning on the crutch of that all too familiar silent form of communication that so obviously means “I love you” maybe he worries that his words just aren’t getting through to you so he has to kiss you to make sure of it.
Ah but when I say he’s sane don’t think he’s somehow so completely unaffected by you whining and moaning and begging for him. He’s not-so-subtly grinding his cock against your leg while he kisses you, melts against you at the feel of you gasping for air at every little shift of your lips on his but leaning into the kiss almost as fervently as him. He’s doing his best to stay the “rational one” as you come apart at the seams but you’re just so enticing and amazing and sweet and he loves you he loves you he loves you he loves you.
Maybe he accidentally cums on your leg without getting to put it in you… maybe he manages to shove himself inside fucking you nice and hard just in time to fill you up…
Maybe he brings you to the brink of cumming before he takes you inside of him.
Whatever the case his mind would go absolutely blank, whining and keening at the sheer overwhelming amount of pleasure you gave him, the amount of pleasure he was able to give you…
And maybe he’s a little bit teary-eyed after all of it, coming down from that high, finally escaping that delirium….
And what else does does he do but nestle himself between your arms wrapping his own tight round you in turn, letting you feel the rapid beat of his heart in his chest pressed against your own, and kisses you, long and sweet and deep, still gasping in the kiss until his breath evens out enough to him at the way you suck on his tongue, the way your tongue feels when he wraps his around yours….
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been turning the idea around in my head that there is something in fandom that equates being the sub/bottom with being taken care of and dom/top as the caretaking role and that informing how characters are assigned one or the other - so that the character a person wants cared for ends up the sub/bottom to the character who is supposed to do the caring. it's an emotional interpretation of a physical dynamic and I think it contributes some to the...mmm. moderate lack of interest in dom or top interiority that I've noticed is somewhat recurrent across fandoms.
it is a perception that dictates that sex is about not just the sub/bottom's physical needs (which I think is also somewhat true in fandom) but about the sub/bottom's emotional needs, and is at least less interested in the dom/top's physical or emotional needs. and this is not to say that the dom/top's physical/emotional needs do not align with the sub's - hopefully they do! - just that in general fanfiction as a category is not approaching those two halves with the same interest or emphasis.
this pops up also, I would say, in the way that most fic I read does not dig into the desires of doms in the same way it digs into the desires of subs, which I would argue is linked back to the reluctance to acknowledge the desire to dominate as legitimate in the same way as the desire to submit.
I'm not saying that it's wrong to write this way or to be invested in this construction of a dynamic in the particular but I do think it's a problem writ large with implications outside the narrow realm of fandom (under discussion here because that's where I've experienced this most).
anyway. taps the "doms have feelings too" sign again