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Simon "Ghost" Riley Johhny "Soap" Mactavish John Price Kyle "Gaz" Garrick Kƶnig Nikolai Rudy Nikto
moth!reader(Konig) selectively mute!reader(Simon/Reader/Soap) little mermaid au(SImon/Reader/Soap) camgirl!au(multi) weaknesses(multi) promethean(Simon/Reader/Soap) desperate times (multi) if devils were real(Price/Reader)
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thinking about a completely broken kidnapped reader. like they just genuinely gave up. at one point they had dreams and ambitions, but what's the point anymore? why bother? I wonder how tf141 would react when they (looking at u ghost) try to bait the reader, only to get pitiful tears instead. do they give up and get a new girl?
CW: dark themes, kidnapping, suicide, necro implication, overall dead dove
Well, Iām going to admit something to all of you: I belong at weenie hut generals. I am a super weenie. So most of my scenarios do not result in likeā¦. Lovelessness or abject cruelty. Due to my aforementioned weenie-ness. That said, based on how Iāve characterized them in my personal kidnapping AU, hereās what I think the response would be:
Nikolai, as per usual, infantilizes this mood. He treats it as a phaseā something that will pass. Youāre just a bit down right now, but he knows that with enough tender love and care, youāll recover. He doesnāt care how long it takes.
John wants to love you. He really does. Till death do you part, isnāt that right? But in his own way, he does have a sense of humanity. Such that if youāre really in such a deep, consuming despair that he isnāt able to pull you fromā¦. Your death will be gentle. It will be like putting down a sick animal to him. Just a quiet injection that makes you close your eyes. To him, itās peaceful. He will take a long time to move on, but he will eventually. A man needs a family, after all.
Gaz feels too responsible to discard you. As inā¦. Heās started this, and just disposing of you would be the cowards way out. So heās going to put in the hard work of building you back up. Giving you hope. Spoiling you. Whatever it takes.
Soap is the most outwardly delusional. He thinks that this really is love in its truest formāwhatās between you too. Even if itās hard for you to see right now, he knows he loves you, and that you could love him just as much. So he isnāt giving up. Doesnāt matter what state he needs to keep you in, be it padded room or countryside villa. Even if you happened to die, heād still hold onto you. Youāre his forever.
Ghost is, quite frankly, killing the both of you. Preferably at once, but if needed, heāll see to you first and then himself. Something painless for you, at the very least. Your role is to be an avatar of his remaining humanity. His remaining capacity for human connection resides in you. If you were to become a husk, something hopeless and unfeeling, it would be proof to him that the rot in his core cannot be cured or even slowed. It will continue to spread until it destroys everything. His existence is a festering wound that can only cause pain.
Rommy, I beg!! The boys!! What weird ways do they court their omega?? Mostly Ghost because I think heād be the most odd.
Ohhhh ghost courting his omega is....a danger to anyone involved.... <:0
Others give favourite snacks or drinks as courting gifts. Something small to show they can feed you and know you well enough to follow your preferences.
The first courting gift ghost gives you is multiple coolers full of deer meat. That he personally hunted and butchered, of course. The heart, you notice, already has a bite taken from it...
Others try to show-off to gain affection, usually in competition with others. Arm wrestling is popular, but on base sparring is a go-to. That, or drinking games.
Ghost....isn't allowed to do that after he "accidentally" put that one lieutenant trying to court you in the hospital. Now? You get USB drives full of his favourite bodycam clips from ops. Usually of his brutal hand-to-hand combat and guerilla warfare, but he once got you a 13 hour video of him sniping for you to "fall asleep to, lovie."
All that is to say, anytime you express dislike towards someone you need to quietly assure ghost you don't want them hurt in any way.
Going out drinking with friends to celebrate with all the other fans, and meeting Johnny at a crowded divebar. An import from Scotland, he jokes: an' a big football fan.
He lays it on thickā
accent. charm. crooked, boyish grin. sweet words murmured into your earāit's loud in the bar, crowded: he has to get close, doe, has to press against you, box you in against the back wall until you can't see anything else, anyone else, except him; the bracket of his arms, the solid press of his thigh; the rasp of his cheek, the scratch of stubble against your skin he leans down close to speak, lips peppering the shell of your ear. sweet things like you're so pretty, doe. prettiest thing in this whole town.
(he could just throw you over his shoulder, take you home to ma', and eat you up.)
āand despite yourself, it's working.
It's been a long time since you've felt this thrillāthis need. Let yourself get pulled away from your friends in a crowded bar, pressed against cheap vinyl in a secluded corner as a man you barely know grabs your hips to keep you still, keep you tucked against him. Sloppy kisses beneath a framed picture of Elvis. Smearing. Wet. The scratch of stubble. The nip of teeth. A sting soothed with the lash of a soft, fleshy tongue. Fingers diving beneath the hem of your pants because he can't get enough. He's solid against you, warmāburning like a furnace. A heat you can feel, pulsing, between your hips.
You feel the buzz of alcohol a lot more, too. A potent thing in your veinsāsyrupy and thick; your head feels full of it, heavy and liquid. Your whole body is just thatāliquid. A slow ooze. He's the only thing keeping you up, holding you steady. Without the press of his fingers, the nudging rolls of his hips, you'd melt into the sticky linoleum.
You thank him with a slurred murmur, a clumsy kiss, and he laughs it off. Tucks you tighter against him as he says to thank him later, when he brings you back to his hotelā
This isn't like you. You can't even remember his nameāa laugh, and he whispers it again with an edge of teeth that feel like a reprimand; so you won't forget it this timeāor how you got here, in this corner, with a man you vaguely remember offering to buy you a drink at the bar. His accent stood out, like it does now when he says come on, let's go, and just as suddenly as you ended up pressed against the wall, you're being pulled into his arms. Breathless and clumsy. Cute, he says, and it's a hazy, dimpled thing that tugs at the corner of his mouth.
You came here with friends. Know better than to leave without them, with a man you don't knowāa man they don't knowābut when you slur this into his chest, he peels away. Steps back. And that chasm makes you whine. Keening in the back of your throat because the space, the distance feels too big. Too wide. Your struck, suddenly, by thigmotaxis. A small, soft-bodied thing that's too vulnerable without the hard lines of his body propping you up. He fits like a corner for you to hide inside, and you miss that more than you should. Need it more than you can understand with your thoughts stuck in a gauzy web. In this state, the sheer size of him, the solid wall of skin-warmed muscle and meat, is anxiolytic.
He shushes youāmore dimples. The edge of teeth. Steps back into place, and let's you melt against him, a safe nook, but his words rake across that part of you that knows this isn't normal, that this isn't like you. You've only had four drinks. Three of which he bought.
But when he says c'mon, doe, let's get outta here, all of the things you should say are damped by that ooze. That slick, sticky thing in the back of your head, cradled between your thighs. You nod, a slow, dizzy thing, and watch the shape of his maw shift up into a wide, sharp toothed grin.
It staysāa permanent etch across his too-handsome face; lingers in the spill of daylight when you wake up to something heavy, tight on your ring finger. There, pressed into the corners, all teeth and deep dimples, when the slow, steady drip of the night before comes back to you and you realise that instead of leading you back to his hotel, he took you to a sleazy, twenty-four church. The license signedāyour messy, drunken scrawl on the paper confirming that you did, in fact, get married to a man you knew for less than an hour, with the bulk of that time being kissed senseless in a corner and told drink up, doe.
You slip out of the room when he's in the washroom, hurriedly running back to your apartment to scrub the night off in the showerāthe phantom touch, the ghost of his words (am catholic, he'd said in the cab after telling the driver to head to the nearest, sleaziest church. cannae fuck before the ring, doe, no't' a good Catholic boy like me)ātrying to find some fix for this mess you'd gotten yourself into. It can't be permanent. It can't be real.
The only place you feel safe is with your friends, family, but that charm he laid on so thick last night shows itself in a new light when you find him sitting at their table already. Oozing a sweetness that makes your teeth ache when you see the approval gleaming in their eyes as the story he tells is wrapped up in romance. In love at first sight. And the problem is that he's cunning. Too smart for his own good. He can see the vulnerability, the weakness in your familyāin their penultimate dream for you: happiness, a family, one of your ownāand he pounces. Convinces them that he's so good for you. That this spur of the moment decision wasn't as sudden as you keep telling them it wasāchalking it up to embarrassment, of all things; that you were too shy to admit to having an online relationship with a man you'd never met beforeāand despite everything, they believe him.
Maybe it's wilful ignorance. Maybe he's just such a catch, a good guy, that they want this work out for you more than they want to see the cracks in a good man's veneer. Whatever the reason, it culminates in them welcoming him into the fold as your unexpected husband. Inviting him places as mean to get to know himāan opportunity for him to ooze as much charm as he needs to in order to sway them to his side. Spreading like a spore amongst your core group with the intention of sticking. Even going so far as to have your friends talk you out of a divorce, siding with him on the (manufactured) reasons why you two should stay together. Orā
give him a chance.
But it won't last long. Soap knows this. Eventually, the cracks will appear. Someone will look beyond what they wish you really had to see how unnerved by the situation you areāsomething he won't be able to chalk up to shyness or embarrassment for much longer. Not when you're so against this "sham" marriage.
Which is why he sneaks around to plan a "honeymoon" with your friends and family, getting them involved in a surprise trip back home with him.
Despite your misgivings about him, there is a brightside to thisāa vacation you don't have to pay for. And what is the worst that could happen in a small cabin nestled in the Highlands, really.
Maybe you'll be able to convince him that divorce is the best choice while you're there.
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the first time your daughter walks, the whole house goes stock-still.
you're at the sink, wrist-deep in warm water, washing dishes. john, sat at the breakfast nook with the paper and tea. you had set the baby down on her play mat to keep her busy, but she's apparently grown bored of her small world.
the moment john sees her, he abandons his reading and swings off the bench, opening his arms to her.
she puts one wobbling foot after another, babbling as she slowly crosses the floor. neither of you breathe. her tiny arms windmill as she closes the distance to her father, at last pitching forward into his waiting arms with a squeal. john laughs, delightedly hauling her up against his chest while she giggles and takes big handfuls of his beard. she swivels toward you with a big smile, and john catches your eye over the crown of her head.
here it is. the future john dreamed of and whispered to you night after night for years.
you both spend the day coaxing her to wander around the cabin. he takes her outside to walk the garden and along the fence at the property line.
later, after supper and a bath, you lay her down in her crib and soon enough, she's fast asleep. she sprawls, mouth stuck open, one tiny fist curled under her chin. you watch her for a long while, still in a daze of how your life has changed yet again in the span of a single day. tomorrow, john'll have to check every room with fresh eyes, reassessing all his baby-proofing so far. he'll think about what she can reach now, what she'll pull herself up on, and any escape route she might discover.
he's leaning in the door frame when you turn to leave, backlit with the hallway light. you go to his side and tuck into it like he likes, and together you stand in silence for a few minutes more. eventually, he presses a kiss to your head and takes you to bed.
it's better because he's happy. slower and gentler.
"remember when you used to cry an' cry about this? used to beg me to not come in you," he grunts as he bottoms out. "hard to believe, isn't it."
he slows to slip his hand beneath your chin, tilting your face up just enough for his thumb to rub along the collar locked around your neck. it's long since softened from years of wear, so soft that you often forget you're wearing it.
cock warming but they press a vibrator to your clit, making you cum over and over and over again until they end up cumming from the sensation of your muscles pulsing and spasming around them alone.
simon riley laying low in a small coastal town after an OP x naive tourist having a port day who doesnāt realize that the boat will absolutely leave without you if you spend all afternoon canoodling with the big, brusque behemoth who wonāt let you check the time on your phone when he has you spread out on his lap in some local tavern and grinding down on his thigh until the sweat on your upper lip drips down your neck and he licks it up. but heās more than happy to let you spend the night in his hotel room until youāre able to catch a flight to the shipās next destination
Keepsake
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Ghoap/female reader - omegaverse au
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āYe almost hit her.ā Johnny snaps, glowering at Kyle from across the counter.
āCāmon, it wasnāt even close. You,ā his gaze swings accusingly towards Simon, āwere letting her squirm around too much.ā Simon shakes his head.
āDidnāt want to break her.ā Youāre fragile. A little kitten in the jaws of wolves. Breakable like a pane of glass. Even more so now, since youāre sick. The bond corroding away inside your body hasnāt done you any favors.
The smallest amount of guilt pinches in his stomach. Theyāve made a mess of everything.
Only right they clean it up.
A small cough echoes from the bedroom, and Simon frowns. You should be asleep. There was enough sedative in that water to knock out a horse. He jerks his head towards the sound. āJohnny.ā His mate nods, and silence fills the kitchen as he disappears down the hall.
āSo whatās your plan here?ā
āGer her on the plane, get her home, go from there.ā Thereās more, a methodical step by step plan, but he doesnāt care to elaborate. Kyle can infer most of it already. Heās familiar.
A hand rests on Simonās shoulder, thumb working slow circles into the tense muscle. āSheās in the closet,ā Johnny murmurs, āpassed out. Mustāve been feelinā really anxious, poor thing.ā The sympathy is dripping with something darker, something sinister. Youāre anxious, youāre fearful, and though itās their fault, they donāt truly care, not in this moment. Once they get you home, get you settled, theyāll work on it, right the ship. But for now, itās fuel for a machine that has to keep churning, has to carry you across the finish line. Fear is a powerful motivator, they know. If you threaten someoneās life, scare them into thinking theyāre in real danger, theyāll do anything to protect themselves.
Anything.
āCloset again.ā Johnny shoots him a mischievous grin. Itās been hours since you retreated back to your room after dinner, tucking yourself away in your nest. āGonna be a tight squeeze.ā
āām not crawling into that closet unless itās to drag her out.ā He tells his mate with a flat look, trying to curb his frustration. He knows it wasnāt a conscious decision to build your nest in there, more so your biology urging you to find somewhere safe, your omega trying to retreat, protect herself, but bloody hell do you make everything so difficult. āDid you take her temp?ā Johnny hums.
āBorderline high. Think weāve got one more day before it hits, maybe two.ā His mate is almost giddy, the overwhelming happiness flowing down the bond like warmth, filling an empty space in Simonās chest.
And why shouldnāt he be? Theyāre getting everything they ever wanted, everything theyāve dreamed. All their planning, their strategizing, everything put into motion finally paying off. If theyāre lucky, theyāll get through this unscathed, theyāll bite you, bond you, keep you forever, and youāll never know the truth. He can taste it, taste you, on the back of his tongue, and itās more than just perfume, pheromones. Itās clean and buttery and sweetā¦
and made for his mouth.
Made for their mouths.
There isnāt a gift quite like having a mate. Someone predestined for you, a mate is the only thing in the world that belongs to you before you ever see them, lay a hand on them. There is no ownership greater than the bond, no claim stronger.
There is no choice.
Only fate.
āBleedinā christ.ā Johnny swears, laser focused on the rear view mirror. Heās rattling in the passenger seat, shaking from the amount of energy itās taking to restrain himself.
āStay calm.ā Simon grits from a clenched jaw. Heās clinging to shreds of control, his alpha instincts surging to the surface, trying to break free. Johnny sits frozen in the passenger seat, still locked onto the mirror watching you fade into the distance.
āGhost, Soap. Status?ā The earpiece chirps, Johnās voice echoing between them.
āClear. Lost the target, weāre returning to base. Thereās been⦠a complication.ā The line is quiet for a moment, no doubt their captain weighing their words, trying to discern their meaning. Eventually, he just acknowledges them, but it hardly registers.
āCopy.ā
āI cannae believe this.ā Johnny hisses, half mad. His scent has turned feral, rimmed in rage, in confusion, as Simonās teeters on a similar edge. Theyāre a powder keg right now. āOf all placesā¦ā Simon grimaces.
āNothinā we can do about it now.ā Itās rotten luck, at the end of the day. Finding their scent match, their omega, should have never happened while theyāre on a mission, in some unknown in a foreign country. Itās the perfect storm of wrong place, wrong time, and all he can do is hope that their little show was enough to convince whoever is tailing them youāre not of interest. āWeāll get clear of this, ask for leave, come back for āer.ā Johnnyās eyes are dark as they flick towards him.
āSheās noā gonna come willingly, not after that.ā
āNo.ā Simon agrees, his hand coming down to lay atop Johnnyās, their fingers intertwining. āShe wonāt.ā An unspoken certainty settles between them, a silent promise to do what it takes.
Whatever it takes.
Johnny is out for a run during breakfast.
Itās his normal, and theyāve tried to get back into their usual routines, their normal life, without exposing themselves as much as possible. Theyāve scrubbed the house clean, anything personal or meaningful loaded into storage crates, cardboard boxes and bags, all of their belongings that made this house their home hidden away. Everything from photos to tea towels, all of it crammed along the walls of their bedroom.
It makes Simonās skin itch.
The sooner they can move on from this, the better.
āJohnnyās gone on a run,ā he tells you, not surprised at the answering silence. YouĀ tryĀ not to speak to them, insisting on kicking and screaming, digging your heels in like a petulant toddler.
He wishes youād just give it up already, but he canāt deny he enjoys your stubbornness, your strong will.
It makes everything more interesting. More fun.
Youāre worse for the wear this morning, listless, slightly swaying in your seat, pushing food around your plate, scent tinged slightly sour at the edges. Just enough that his alpha bristles, an overwhelming need to fix it, fix you, rolling through his blood like a wave.
āFeelinā alright?ā You blink at him, brow furrowed for a moment before it smooths away and you shake your head.
āIām fine.ā You croak, reaching for the pill bottles. He feigns disinterest as you shake them into your palm, watching you from the corner of his eye. Youāre a dutiful patient, clinging to the hope that the medication will help you, ease your suffering, completely oblivious to the truth.
They tossed that poison weeks ago, and whatās left of it is currently burning through your system. The last line of defense disintegrating before his very eyes, castle walls collapsing into dust around you.
He smothers his smile.
Itās not that heās taking pleasure in your suffering, because heās not, but he canāt help but silently celebrate the inevitable. Every second, every hour brings you closer to the finish line, to the moment where youāll be so overtaken by your biology that you wonāt be able to fight it, or them. Your protests, your fear, your rational thought will fade away as your instincts take over and you beg them for bites, knots⦠bonds.
Youāll become theirs, and they can leave this entire mess in the past where it belongs.
āShe has it..ā Johnny scrubs a hand over her face. āSheās sick, Si.ā
They watch from the SUV as you come out of the clinic, zipping your jacket up to your chin. Your eyes are dull, lifeless, and a chill runs up Simonās spine.
Bond corrosion. Theyāve felt the effects too, the rot festering under their ribs, their biology slowly turning on them, punishing them. Theyāre just too strong to succumb.
Johnny taps away at the keyboard of the laptop balanced on his knees, your medical records spread across the screen in a dozen different windows. āBeen gettinā treatment for it for months. Suppressants, blockers, painkillers. The whole lot.ā Simon grits his teeth. āSays here she hadā¦ā He trails off, focuses through the windshield to where youāre standing on the sidewalk.
āHad what?ā
āA heat. After we left.ā Regret tinges Johnnyās scent, and it pinches his heart. It shouldnāt surprise him, considering they went through a rut around the same time, but at least they had each other. They always had each other. You had no one.
You look over your shoulder for a second, eyes sweeping across the street. Simon freezes.
āCan sheā¦ā Johnny whispers, Simon shakes his head.
āNo. She might feel us, maybe. But if sheās this sick, I doubt her instincts are reliable.ā The moment passes. You turn away, flipping your hood up over your head, walking in the opposite direction, walking away from them.
āWe need to move in. No more waiting.ā Johnny pulls his phone from his pocketing, opening their text thread to Keller. A hot flare of jealously rises in his stomach. His alpha is possessive. Alex has no right to see you, smell you. Youāre theirs.
āHe doesnāt touch her,ā Simon warns. āWe only want him to spook her. Make sure he understands.ā
āTonight?ā Thereās hope in Johnnyās eyes, excitement. A little bit of worry too, for you, but overall, this is a good thing. An expedited timeline just means theyāre one step closer to bringing you home. Sick, but theyāll fix it. Theyāll take care of you. Simon nods his affirmative.
āTonight.ā
āDove?ā A small crease forms between your brows, as Johnny gently shakes your shoulder. āDove, ye alright?ā
āMmm?ā You shake him off, pressing deeper into the cushions of the couch. Simonās fingers find your cheek, backs of his knuckles brushing upward, over your temple, across your forehead.Ā Hot. Your skin is hot, nearly burning, damp with sweat. Dark satisfaction burns through his veins. How long will it be before youāre begging for them? Crying for them? How long will it be before you forget how theyāve hurt you, all the suffering youāve endured because of them, and crawl towards them on your hands and knees?
Your scent blooms, flowers into something sweeter as you lean into his touch, lashes fluttering as your eyes open.
āWhat is it?ā You mumble, pushing yourself up on an elbow, shaking your head like youāre trying to shed the clutch of sleep. Itās no use. Itās not sleep that has its hooks in you butĀ heat, biology building to a crescendo, an overwhelming symphony drowning out your rational mind, your logical thoughts.
āYouāre sick, sweetheart. Think youāve got a fever.ā He lies easily, and you try to push him off, but thereās no strength in you, your effort feeble.
āNo, ām fine.ā
āYeāre not.ā Johnny argues, propping you up with arm around your shoulder. āDid ye take yer meds?ā Simon swallows his snicker.
āY-yeah, I donāt know why theyāre not working.ā You moan, attempting to pull away. All it does is give Johnny an opening to hold you closer, and his mouth brushes across the top of your head when you instinctively turn your face into his neck, seeking his scent. āItās so hot.ā You complain, and Johnny smiles, unabashed since you canāt see his face.
āAye. Want to get in the shower, try to cool off?ā You nod miserably, and Simon urges you up, supporting your weight as you struggle to your feet.
āTake it slow,ā Simon murmurs as you tackle the stairs, one painstakingly drawn out step at a time. Johnnyās behind you, fingertips at your waist, as Simon shoulders your lack of balance from the side.
Your scent is overwhelming. Burnt sugar turning to caramel, it mixes with Johnnyās excitement, his joy, tangling together in a perfect, heady combination that nearly has Simonās mouth watering. He canātĀ waitĀ to taste you, canāt wait to spread your legs and bury his face in your pussy, taste your slick.
The bathroom in their room is large, more than enough room for them to maneuver around you as Simon holds you upright where youāre sitting on the closed toilet lid and Johnny tests the temperature of the water.
āLetās get you out of these clothes.ā You shake your head, try to pull away as they curl under the hem of your t-shirt.
āItās alright dove,ā Johnny reassures you, now kneeling at your feet. āWeāre jusā gonna get ye cooled down.ā They synchronize their movements, Simon lifting you slightly so Johnny can hook his fingers in the waistband of your shorts and pull, Johnny holding you at the waist so Simon can get your bra off. Youāre left only in your underwear, listing weakly to the side into Simon. āSuch a good girl,ā he croons, rubbing your thighs, āsuch a good omega.ā You mumble something into Simonās stomach, an objection maybe. A last line in the sand. āUp ye get.ā Johnny pats your waist, and they herd you into the shower, supporting your weight, carefully holding you under the spray.
āDonātā¦ā You protest, but itās fruitless. Your body is bared to them, naked while they're clothed, and Johnny grins with a full mouth of teeth, the widening maw of a predator. He drinks his fill, sweeping over you from head to toe, his fingers lightly brushing your nipples as he soaps your skin. When you shudder, Simon can't help himself, can't stop from splaying a hand across your belly, feeling your softness, the goosebumps rising beneath his touch.Ā
āYouāll feel better after this,ā He promises, moving you deeper into the shower, rubbing your back as water cascades over your shoulders. This wonāt do much to keep you cool, not for long. Itās a temporary balm, but until youāre panting and presenting, they need to stay the course. Try to keep you cool, keep you comfortable, until youāre overwhelmed by your heat and unable to fight it.
āCold,ā you whimper under the lukewarm water, instinctively pressing yourself into Simon. You fit there so perfectly, and Johnny smiles, sweet and sharp, the loofa in his hand sliding down your spine, soap working into a lather.
āI know dove, I know.ā Johnny keeps his voice even toned, pillow soft. āJusā a minute more.ā You shake your head against Simonās chest, your nose turning inward, dragging across his wet shirt like youāre searching for him, seeking his scent. You sniffle, fists clenching and then relaxing, a battle unfolding inside your head, your body, a whine growing in your throat as the shift you further under the water to rinse off.
Johnny starts to hum. Itās a gentle, slow rumble building from his chest, and Simon presses a thumb into your nape, careful and firm. Youāre powerless against his touch, Johnnyās subharmonics, your muscles immediately softening, turning more pliant by the second. Johnny kills the water and you sag between them, boneless and shivering. āPoor thing,ā You shake your head.
āNo.ā Itās a whisper on deaf ears. Simon reaches for the clean towel they hung on the rack, wraps it around your shoulders. āNo.ā You say again.
āAye, we heard ye.ā Johnny rubs your shoulders, your arms dry, and you try to take a shaky step away, a small, half attempt that ends with your knees buckling. Months of sickness, meds, futile efforts, has wrecked you, left you defenseless, and he considers it a small stroke of luck. Itās easier, like this.
Simon leads you out of the bathroom, an arm wrapped around your waist, as Johnny moves ahead, pulling back the covers of the bed.
Their bed.
Not yours.
Not guest bed, not the little nest youāve built in the closet, but their bed. The one thatās saturated with their scent, their warmth, the one that will become yours.
āNo,ā you rasp, pushing against Simonās chest as he lowers you to the sheets, ānot in here. I want m-my room. My...ā The rest goes unsaid.Ā Your nest.Ā Your omega is seeking her safe space, you donāt realize yet thatĀ thisĀ is where youāre truly safest. With them.
āI know,ā Johnny soothes, cupping your cheek. āBut we need to keep an eye on ye.ā Simon tugs at the towel, your grip falling away, anger igniting behind your eyes for a brief moment before itās snuffed out again, and you hang your head.
You donāt fight as Simon pulls the sheets and blankets up to your chin, you donāt push Johnny away as he fluffs the pillows behind your head. The heat roiling under your skin has drained your energy, and once theyāre done tucking you in you roll onto your side, turning your back, shutting them out.
Heāll allow it, for now.
Johnny is already climbing into bed, over eager, eyes shining, murmuring into the crown of your head sweetly. Lies, probably. False promises meant to relax you, and Simon watches as your shoulders hitch once Johnnyās arm folds over your waist.
You do not have the strength to push him away.
Simon takes the other side. Your eyes crack open, fever heavy and suspicious.
āClose your eyes dove. Sleep.ā Your mouth opens, closes, and he waits for your temper, your questions, but your lower lip trembles instead, and you bury your face in the pillow, hiding from him. From them. From everything.
He squeezes your hip, relaxes his palm next to Johnnyās, their thumbs folding over one another atop your body.
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⤷ During a feast, boredom emboldens you to tease your husband, Maekar, because he's not paying attention to you; you escalate things by smiling at another lord and Maekar has no other choice but to put you in your place.
⤷ explicit sexual content, minors do not engage with this, rough sex, breeding kink, smut, porn with plot.
Eh, what can I say? I am a whore for this man.
The great hall of the Red Keep sweltered under the weight of autumn's last feast, the fire pit roaring at the center of the long room while torches guttered in iron sconces along the stone walls.
The air was thick with everything at onceāroasting mutton, dark ale, sweat from a hundred bodies packed onto rough-hewn benches, the smoke that curled lazy and grey toward the high rafters where banners hung in the dim.
You sat pressed against your husband's side, your amber silk gown warm against your thighs where it pooled across the bench, and you were not listening to Lord Harren Blackwood.
You had stopped listening approximately seven minutes ago, somewhere between "barley yield" and "and if you consider the oat rotation, my lord, the true cost isā" and you had not been missed.
Lord Blackwood's attention was fixed entirely on Maekar's face, his ruddy cheeks flushed from wine and earnest desperation, his hands gesturing with the ink-stained cuff of his wool tunic as he charted numbers in the air like a septon casting prayers.
He did not see you.
He did not see how your fingers had begun to trace slow circles on your own knee beneath the table, or how your gaze had drifted from his tedious mouth to your husband's jaw.
Maekar's jaw.
That hard line of it, the close-cropped beard that did nothing to soften the cut of his bone, the muscle that worked beneath his temple as Lord Blackwood droned on.
He was being patient.
You could feel it in the way his hand had gone still around his cup of wine, the way his shoulders had settled into a posture of strained courtesy. He was letting the man finish.
And you were very, very bored.
āMy lord, as I was saying,ā the elderly lord continued, oblivious, āthe western granaries produced nearly twenty percent less grain than expected.ā
Prince Maekar nodded once. āThen import from the Reach before winter drives the prices higher. Waiting will only worsen the matter.ā
You sat beside him, slowly dying of boredom.
Grain.
More grain.
An astonishing amount of grain.
āMy prince is wise,ā the lord agreed. āThough transportation costs remain a concernāā
You leaned toward your husband. You shifted closer to him, letting your shoulder press against his arm, the silk of your gown whispering softly against his sleeve. He did not reactānot visiblyābut you felt the slight hitch in his breathing, the way his chest paused for half a heartbeat before continuing its steady rise and fall.He knew you were there.
He always knew.
āMaekar.ā
His violet eyes flicked toward you briefly. āNot now.ā
Lord Blackwood continued. āIf we could negotiate lower tariffsāā
A rather pleasant thought crossed your mind at that moment, humming beneath your breath as you took a sip of your wine and then smiled sweetly.
āDid you know,ā you murmured into Maekar's ear, āthat I've spent the last ten minutes imagining how quickly you'd drag me out of this hall if I interrupted your very important discussion about wheat?ā
The moment the words slipped from your mouth, Maekar froze, a brief moment long enough for him to send you a scalding glare, āTariffs,ā he said evenly to the lord, staring straight ahead, ācan be renegotiated.ā
The lord nodded eagerly. āYes, exactly, Your Grace.ā
Your lips brushed the shell of your husband's ear, close enough that your breath was warm against his skin, and you let your voice drop to a low, honeyed purr that only he would hear.
āMy lord husband,ā you murmured, your tongue tracing the ridge of his ear just once, featherlight, āI have been sitting here for the better part of an hour, listening to a man describe the moisture content of barley, and I have come to a decision.ā
The muscle in his jaw jumped. His eyes did not leave Lord Blackwood's face, but you felt the shift in the air between themāthe way his attention, that vast and careful attention he was giving the grain lord, fractured.
āIs that so,ā he said, his voice flat, pitched for the conversation he was still technically having. Lord Blackwood, blessedly oblivious, continued talking about soil acidity.
āIt is,ā you breathed. You hand slid from your knee to his thigh beneath the table, palm flat, pressing through the wool of his breeches. āI've decided that you are paying too much attention to oats and not nearly enough to me.ā
The muscle beneath your hand tensed. Hard. His thigh was solid, all dense strength from years of riding and sword work, and you traced the edge of it with your fingertips, a slow exploration that stopped just short of where he would feel it most.
āAnd I've further decided,ā you continued, your lips still brushing his ear, āthat if you do not find a way to end this conversation in the next minute, I will slide my hand higher. And I will find out exactly how much of your attention I can claim while Lord Blackwood explains the difference between spring wheat and winter wheat.ā
Maekar's hand moved.
It dropped below the table and closed around your wristāfirm, his calloused fingers a band of heat around your delicate bones. He did not squeeze hard enough to hurt. Just hard enough to stop you.
āWife,ā he said, and his voice had dropped. Lower now. A growl that vibrated through his chest and into your shoulder where you leaned against him. āThat is not a game for this table.ā
āI'm not playing a game,ā you said, and you let your teeth graze his earlobe. Just once. Just enough to feel him shiver. āI'm making a point.ā
Lord Blackwood took a breath. āāso you see, my lord, the adjustment would only be a few silver stags per bushel, and I assure you the yield increase wouldāā
Maekar turned his head. Just slightly. Just enough that his mouth was against your temple, his breath hot against your skin, and his voice was a low, rough warning that only you could hear.
āIf you do not stop,ā he said, āI will throw you over my shoulder and carry you out of this hall like a sack of flour. In front of every lord here. In front of your Dornish friend, who has been watching you since you sat down.ā
Your heart stuttered.
A flash of heat, sharp and bright, that traveled from your chest straight down to your core.
You knew that tone.
You knew the weight in it, the promise that was not a threat but a statement of intent. He would do it. He absolutely would do it.
You drew back.
Just enough to meet his gaze, your eyes catching the firelight, and you let your mouth curve into a slow, deliberate smile.
āYou wouldn't,ā you said, and your voice was a challenge now, a dare wrapped in silk.
His violet eyes held yours.
āTry me.ā
You should have stopped there. You knew you should have stopped there. The line was drawn, the warning delivered, and any sensible woman would have pressed her knees together, taken a sip of wine, and waited for the conversation to end with her dignity intact.
But you had never been sensible. And you were not done.
You let your smile widenājust a fraction, just enough to show you knew exactly what you were doingāand then you turned your head.
Across the table, Lord Anders Dustin sat lounging in his seat with the easy grace of a man who had no particular business at this feast and no particular care for who knew it. His dark hair was pulled back from his face, the silver scar on his brow catching the torchlight, and his sharp brown eyes had been watching you for some time.
You had felt his gaze on your skin like a whisper, like a question. And now you answered it.
You smiled at him. Slow. Deliberate. The kind of smile that meant somethingāor at least, the kind of smile that could be mistaken for meaning something.
Anders's mouth curved in response, a lazy, knowing tilt that acknowledged the game you were playing. He raised his cup to you, just slightly, a salute that said I see you, and I see him, and I am very curious how this ends.
Lord Blackwood was still talking. He had moved on to drainage. Nonsense words, water and silt and percentages that you did not hear because you were still smiling at the Dornishman, and because Maekar's hand had tightened around your wrist.
āThat,ā Maekar said, his voice so low it was barely a vibration, āwas a mistake.ā
And then you squeezed his thigh, palmed the visible evidence of his straining cock and grinned.
Hard.
The lord blinked. āAre you unwell, Prince Maekar?ā
āNo.ā
You squeezed once more and feeling quite emboldened by the wine and the fact that your husband hadn't paid you much attention since the feast began, moved your hand higher and slipped beneath his legs, fluttering your eyelashes when your husband quietly groaned beneath his breath.
āYou appear tense.ā
āI am listening.ā
āYou do not seem to be listening.ā
āI assure you,ā Maekar replied through clenched teeth, āI hear every word.ā
You rested your chin on your hand. āHow impressive. A prince capable of discussing grain and tariffs while wondering whether his wife is about to behave herself.ā
Maekar inhaled, slowly, dangerously and you smirked behind your cup, taking another sip as you tried to appear as innocent without making it obvious that you were now rubbing the evidence of his hardening cock beneathāas you promptly deemed it at that momentātoo much clothing.
The lord frowned. āYour Grace?ā
āThe harvest,ā Maekar said, voice strained, āwas lower than expected.ā a hiss tore from his lips as he rolled his shoulders, your fingers squeezing once more over the fabric of his breeches, grinning innocently at him, though he paid you now attention.
āYes.ā
āAnd the grain must be moved before winter.ā
āYes.ā
āAnd if my wife says another word, I may personally carry her from this hall.ā
Lord Blackwood blinked.
You grinned. āCarry me?ā
Maekar finally looked at you. The stare promised consequences.
āBe quiet.ā
You rose an eyebrow in challenge. āMake me.ā The silence that followed was deafening. Across the table, one knight abruptly became fascinated by his wine. Another choked on his drink.
The lord looked between the two of you and wisely decided that perhaps grain could wait until tomorrow. āOn second thought,ā he said, standing quickly, āI believe we have discussed the matter sufficiently.ā
The moment he was gone, Maekar seized your wrist beneath the table.
āSeven hells,ā he muttered as his head tilted back, violet eyes darkening as you looked entirely too pleased with yourself.
āAt least you're paying attention to me now.ā
His jaw tightened.
āKeep smiling.ā
āWhy?ā
āBecause in five minutes,ā Maekar said, rising from his seat, āyou are going to regret reminding me that I have been ignoring you all evening.ā
For the first time during the feast, you were no longer bored. āIs that a threat, Your Grace?ā
He leaned towards you, lips pulling back and then he did not unexpectedāyour husband's lips wrapped around your earlobe and then he nipped, āNo, sweet wife, it's a fucking promise. Now behave, or else I'll bend you over this fucking table and shove my cock so deep in your cunt that you'll be screaming my name,ā and then he leaned back, looking entirely too pleased with himself at the flustered look on your face, āand I am seconds away from doing so.ā
You cleared your throat, but his fingers wrapped around your wrist before you could pull your hand away, āI do not think I gave you permission to stop,ā and then your lips parted, his violet gaze clashing against your own and then he grunted, āfuck it, we're leaving.ā
You laughed.
It was a bright, ringing sound, the laugh you used when you knew you were being wicked and wanted everyone to know you knew it. It cut through Lord Blackwood's monologue like a blade, drawing his attention for the first time in minutes, drawing the eyes of the nearest tables, drawing Anders Dustin's amused gaze and the tilt of his scarred brow.
The lord, who knew better than most than to utter a word, glanced away and took careful interest in the plate of untouched food in front of him, āWe will continue this discussion on the morrow, I find that I must tend to far more important matters.ā
You did not see the hear the scrape of Maekar's chair. You only felt the air shift, the sudden absence of his warmth at your side, and then his hands were on youāone gripping your arm, the other sliding around your waist as he pulled you up from your seat with a strength that left no room for resistanceā
and then threw you over his shoulder, ignoring the several gasps that tumbled from the ladies huddled somewhere in the corner of the hall, gossiping most like, your husband paid them no mind and turned to face his brother, Prince Baelor Targaryen who looked far more amused at the lack of decorum than he had any right to be.
āMaekar,ā Baelor murmured beneath his breath, āthis is not a fitting image of a prince of the realm to act,ā Maekar grunted.
āFuck off, I've had enough of this fucking feast and talks of grain, now please excuse me, I have to teach my wife some manners,ā and then Maekar did indeed keep promise to his words when he carried you the hall.
The world swung upside down, stone and torchlight and gasping faces tumbling past your vision as Maekar's shoulder drove into your stomach hard enough to steal your breath.
His arm locked across the backs of your thighs like iron, your crimson gown pooling around your ears, the silk of your skirts sliding against your face as the hall spun to a stop.
āMaekar,ā you gasped, the word punched out of you by the impact, but your husband was already walking, boots striking the flagstones with the unhurried rhythm of a man who had nowhere else to be and no one to answer to.
Behind you, the hall erupted. A lady's shriek, cut short. The scrape of a chair pushed back too fast. And beneath it all, Baelor's laughterālow, silken, utterly delightedāfollowing you past the doors like a ribbon of sound.Your hands found Maekar's back, gripping the leather of his doublet as you tried to right yourself, but the angle was wrong, your weight balanced on his shoulder with nothing to brace against but the broad span of his spine.
Your hair swung forward, strands catching in your mouth, and you spat them out with an undignified huff.
āPut me down.ā His hand slid up the back of your calf, callused fingers pressing hard enough to leave marks.
āNo.ā
The corridor swallowed the torchlight. Damp granite chilled the bare skin of your arm where your sleeve had ridden up, and the echo of Maekar's boots flattened against the narrow walls, footsteps chasing each other into the dark ahead.
You heard the whisper of a servant pressing themselves against the wall to let the prince pass, heard the sharp intake of breath, heard the scurry of retreating feet.
āEveryone is staring,ā you said, your voice muffled by the angle, by the fabric of his doublet pressing against your cheek.
āLet them.ā His hand was still on your calf, thumb tracing the seam of your stocking, and the touch was deliberateānot absent, not accidental. He was touching you like he owned you, like the corridor was his chamber and your leg was his to map in the dark.
Your face burned. āYou made a scene.ā
His laugh was a grunt, barely a sound at all, but you felt it move through his shoulder, through the meat of his back where your hands still clung. āI haven't even started.ā
The corridor turned. The air changedācooler, damper, the smell of old stone and something earthier. The tower stairs. You heard them before you saw them, the hollow echo of a space that opened upward into darkness.
Maekar's hand left your calf. You felt the absence like a loss, the ghost of his fingers still warm on your skin. Then his palm landed flat on your arse, squeezing once, hard, and you yelped.
āThat's for smiling at the Dornish lord.ā
āI didn'tāā
āYou did.ā His voice was flat, matter-of-fact. āThree times. Once when he complimented the wine, once when he said your gown suited you, and once when he leaned close enough to touch your hand.ā
Your mouth opened. Closed. āHe was being polite.ā
āHe was being a cunt. You thought I didn't pay attention to you? You grabbed my cock, teased me and now you want to complain? Fuck that.ā
The stairs began. Each step jolted through you, his shoulder driving into your stomach with every downward strideāno, upward. He was carrying you up, not down. The tower. The royal apartments. Your chambers.
His thumb hooked the top of your stocking and pulled. The silk snapped against your skin, sharp and stinging, and you gasped.
āYou should have thought twice before wearing red,ā he said, his voice low, almost thoughtful. āMakes me want to tear it off you.ā
Your pulse hammered. āIt's the Targaryen color.ā
āIt's my color. On you. In this light.ā His hand slid higher, fingers brushing the bare skin of your inner thigh, and you felt the heat of his palm like a brand. āMakes me want to put my mouth on every inch you've covered.ā
You couldn't breathe. Couldn't think. The stairs kept turning, the walls close and dark, and his hand was still moving, fingers tracing the edge of your smallclothes through the silk of your stocking, and you were wetāyou could feel it, the slick heat gathering between your thighs, the shameful, aching want that bloomed every time he touched you.
āMaekar.ā His name came out wrong, too breathy, too desperate. āI was bored and you were talking about grain.ā
He stopped walking.
The sudden stillness was worse than the movement. You hung over his shoulder, your blood rushing in your ears, your cunt clenching around nothing, waiting.
His hand left your thigh. āAnd you thought smiling at another man, teasing me like you didn't expect this outcome? Oh, no, no. You'll fucking learn, sweet wife.ā
You heard the click of a latch. The groan of a door swinging open. Warmth washed over youācandlelight, the smell of beeswax and dried lavender, the familiar scent of your chambers.
He stepped inside. Kicked the door shut behind him. The sound of the lock turning was louder than you expected.
He crossed the room in three strides, and then you were falling, the world righting itself as he dumped you onto the bed, the mattress catching your weight with a creak of ropes and feathers. You bounced once, your gown tangling around your legs, your hair wild across your face, and before you could push yourself upright, he was thereāone knee on the bed, his hands gripping your ankles, pulling you flat.
āStay.ā
The word was a command, not a request, and your body obeyed before your mind caught up, your legs stilling, your hands falling to your sides.
He looked down at you. The candlelight caught the silver of his hair, turned his violet eyes to molten amethyst, and his jaw was set, his stubbled cheek shadowed, his chest rising and falling with the breath of a man who had carried his wife through the Red Keep and was not finished with her.
āYou're going to learn,ā he said, āwhat happens when you smile at other men.ā
So perhaps this wasn't because you had teased him, but rather assumed that he hadn't paid attention to you
Your throat tightened.
āIāā
āShut up.ā He said it without heat, the way he said everything, and then he leaned down, his hands finding the neckline of your gown, and he pulled.
The fabric tore.
Not the careful unlacing of a maid's hands, not the patient work of a husband undressing his wifeāa rip, a surrender, the sound of silk giving way to force. Cool air hit your chest, your stomach, the tops of your thighs as he rent the gown down the middle, baring you to the candlelight in your shift and stockings and nothing else.
You gasped. Your hands flew up to cover yourself, but he caught your wrists, pinned them to the mattress above your head, and held you there with one hand while the other traced the line of your collarbone, the swell of your breast through the thin linen of your shift.
āPretty,ā he said, and the word was rough, almost reverent. āSo fucking pretty like this. Spread out for me. Waiting.ā
Your breath came in short, sharp pulls. āMaekarāā
āI'm going to fuck you," he said, his voice dropping, his thumb finding your nipple through the linen and pressing, circling, watching your face as you bit your lip. āI'm going to fuck you until you forget every man in that hall exists. Until the only name you remember is mine.ā
He released your wrists. Stepped back. His hands went to his belt, working the buckle with the practiced ease of a man who undressed in the dark more often than the light, and you watched himāwatched the leather fall away, watched his fingers find the laces of his breeches, watched him free his cock.
It was thick.
Heavy.
The head flushed dark, already slick with something that caught the candlelight, and your mouth went dry.
āOn your knees.ā
You moved before the words finished leaving his mouth, rolling off the bed, your bare feet finding the cold stone floor, your knees pressing into the rug at his feet. The torn gown pooled around your hips, your shift rucked up to your waist, and you looked up at him from the floor, your heart hammering so hard you could feel it in your throat.
His hand found your hair.
Wrapped around the tumbling waves, twisted, pulled until your head tilted back, your throat bared, your lips parted.
āOpen.ā
You opened your mouth. He guided his cock to your lips, the head pressing against the soft heat of your tongue, and you tasted himāsalt and skin and the musk of his arousal, clean and sharp and wholly him. Your lips closed around him, and his hand tightened in your hair, and he pushed deeper.
Not rough.
Not gentle.
The weight of him filling your mouth, stretching your lips, sliding across your tongue until the head pressed against the back of your throat and you gagged, your hands flying up to grip his thighs.
āBreathe through your nose,ā he said, his voice steady, his hips rocking forward once, twice, seating himself deeper. āYou can take it.ā
You tried. Your nose burned, your eyes watered, and his cock was thick in your throat, pulsing against your tongue, and you wantedāgods, you wantedāto please him, to take all of him, to feel him lose control in your mouth.
Your hands found the backs of his thighs, nails digging into the leather of his boots, and you relaxed your throat the way you'd learned, the way you'd practiced in the dark when you were alone and thinking of him, and he slid deeper, his cock filling you completely, your nose pressed against the coarse hair at his base.
He groaned.
The sound was low, guttural, punched out of him, and his hand in your hair tightened, holding you there, holding you still while his cock twitched on your tongue.
āGood girl,ā he breathed. āFucking good girl.ā
He pulled back, slow, letting you breathe, letting you gasp against his skin before he pushed in again, setting a rhythmādeep and slow, each thrust pressing you open, each withdrawal leaving you empty and aching for more.
Your jaw ached.
Your throat burned.
Your cunt was dripping, slick and desperate, clenching around nothing as you knelt at his feet and let him fuck your mouth, let him use you the way he needed, the way you needed him to.
His breathing changed. Shortened. His hips stuttered, once, and he pulled out, his cock sliding across your lips, leaving a trail of spit and the taste of him on your tongue.
āMaekar...ā you whined in protest.
āOn the bed.ā His voice was rough, frayed at the edges. āFace down.ā
You scrambled up, your knees weak, your shift clinging to your sweat-slicked skin, and you threw yourself onto the bed, face-down, your cheek pressed to the furs, your arse in the air.
You heard him behind youāthe creak of the bed frame, the rustle of fabric, the low, rough sound of his breathing.His hands found your hips. Gripped. Pulled you back until you were on your knees, your face buried in the pillows, your cunt bare and wet and waiting.
āLook at you.ā His voice was almost wondering. āSoaking, just for me.ā
You couldn't answer. Couldn't form words. Your whole body was a prayer, a plea, a desperate, wordless begging for him to fill you, to take you, to claim you until you couldn't remember your own name.
He leaned over you, his chest pressing against your back, his breath hot against your ear. āYou want my cock?ā
āYes.ā The word was a sob.
āSay it.ā
āI want your cock.ā Your voice broke. āPlease, Maekar, pleaseāā
He pulled back. His hand left your hip. And then he was there, the head of his cock pressing against your entrance, slick and hot and thick, and he pushed.
The stretch was everything. The burn, the fullness, the way your body opened for him, swallowed him, gripped him like it had been waiting for this since the moment you met.
He seated himself to the hilt in one long, slow thrust, and you cried out, your fingers clawing at the furs, your back arching, your cunt clenching around him.
āFuck,ā he breathed. āFuck, you're tight.ā
He didn't move.
Just stayed there, buried inside you, his cock throbbing, his breath ragged, his hands gripping your hips hard enough to bruise.
āYou feel that?ā His voice was low, almost tender. āThat's me. Inside you. Where I belong.ā
You nodded, your face pressed to the pillows, tears leaking from the corners of your eyes.
āSay it.ā
āYou're inside me.ā Your voice was muffled, broken. āYou belong inside me.ā
He pulled out.
Slow.
Almost all the way, until only the head remained, stretching your entrance, and then he thrust back in, harder this time, the slap of his hips against your arse loud in the quiet room.
You moaned.
Lost.
Shameless.
He set a rhythm. āThis is what you wanted, isn't it? To fucking tease me, to test my fucking patience? Now fucking take the punishment.ā
Hard and fast, each thrust driving you forward into the mattress, your body rocking with the force of him, his balls slapping against your clit with every stroke.
The sound of itāwet and obscene and perfectāfilled the room, filled your ears, filled your head until there was nothing but him, his cock, his hands, his breath, his voice.
āWhose wife are you?ā
āYours.ā
āWhose cunt is this?ā
āYours.ā
āWho do you belong to?ā
You couldn't answer.
The pleasure was building too fast, coiling in your belly, spreading through your limbs like fire, and you were close, so close, your cunt clenching around him with every thrust, your body begging for the release it couldn't name.
His hand found your hair. Pulled. Forced your head back, your spine arching, your throat bared to the ceiling. āI asked you a question, woman.ā
āYou,ā you gasped. āI belong to you.ā
āGood girl.ā His hand released your hair, slid down your spine, gripped your hip. āNow come for me.ā
Your orgasm hit like a wave, like a fall, like the world ending and beginning in the same breath. Your cunt clenched around him, gripping him in waves, and you cried outāhis name, a sound, a sobāas the pleasure tore through you, leaving you shaking, gasping, boneless beneath him.
He didn't stop. Kept fucking you through it, his thrusts growing rougher, less controlled, his breath coming in harsh, ragged gasps.
And then he stilled, his cock buried to the hilt, his body shuddering, and you felt itāthe hot pulse of his release, filling you, marking you, claiming you from the inside.
He stayed there.
Breathing.
His forehead pressed to the back of your neck, his weight heavy and warm, his cock still twitching inside you.
Minutes passed.
Or hours.
You couldn't tell.
Finally, he pulled out. You felt the loss like a wound, the emptiness where he'd been, the trickle of his seed sliding down your thigh as you collapsed onto the mattress, your body spent, your mind blank.
The bed creaked. The candle flickered. And then his hand was on your hip, warm and heavy, and his voice was low in the dark. āNext time you smile at a Dornish lord, I'll make you suck my cock in front of him.ā
You laughed, a broken, breathless sound. āYou wouldn't.ā
His teeth found your shoulder, biting down just hard enough to sting. āTry me.ā
His teeth stayed sunk in your shoulder, the sting of his bite a living brand, and you felt the low rumble of his approval vibrate through his chest against your back. Then his hand movedāslid down your hip, across the curve of your belly, and slipped between your thighs from behind.
You gasped as his fingers found the wet heat of your cunt, slick with your combined release, his seed already cooling on your skin. He didn't pause. Two fingers pushed inside you, gathering the proof of what he'd done, and you felt the stretch, the intrusion, the obscene wet sound of his touch.
āStill dripping,ā he murmured against your shoulder, his lips brushing the mark his teeth had left. āStill hungry. I can feel it. The way you clench around my fingers like you're begging for more.ā
You couldn't deny it. Your body was already responding, your hips pressing back against his hand, seeking more friction, more depth, more of him. The aftershocks of your orgasm still trembled through your thighs, and yetāgodsāyou wanted him inside you again. Wanted to feel him stretch you, fill you, claim you all over again.
His fingers curled, finding that spot inside you that made your vision blur, and you moaned, your face pressed to the furs, your hands fisting the bedding.
āThat's it,ā he said, his voice rough, approving. āThat's my wife. Always ready for me. Always wanting.ā
He withdrew his fingers, and you felt the absence like a loss, felt the cool air against your wet skin. Then his hand landed flat on your arseāa sharp, stinging slap that echoed through the quiet room, and you cried out, more surprise than pain, your hips jerking forward.
āThat," he said, his hand rubbing the reddening skin, "is for teasing me at that feast. For making me watch you smile at that Dornish cunt while I sat there with my cock hard under the table, imagining bending you over the dais and fucking you in front of the whole hall.ā
Your breath caught. The image bloomed in your mindāthe cold stone of the throne room, the gasps of the court, Maekar's hands on your hips, taking you in front of everyoneāand your cunt clenched around nothing, desperate and aching.
āYou liked that.ā His voice was flat, knowing. āYou liked the thought of everyone watching while I took what's mine.ā
Another slap, harder this time, and you sobbedāa broken, shameless sound. His hand soothed the sting, his palm warm against your heated skin, fingers tracing the curve of your arse before dipping lower, finding the slick evidence of your arousal smeared across your thighs.
āLook at you,ā he breathed. āWetter now than when I had my cock inside you. You're a wanton thing, aren't you? My wanton little wife.ā
āYes,ā you whispered. āYours.ā
His hand left your skin. You heard the wet sound of him slicking his cock, and then the head was pressing against your entrance again, and you held your breath, waiting, aching.
He pushed in.
The stretch was sharper this timeāyour body still sensitive from the first fucking, still raw and open, and the sensation bordered on pain before it blurred into something deeper, something that made your toes curl and your back arch.
He seated himself slowly, deliberately, his cock filling you inch by inch until his hips pressed flush against your arse.
āFuck,ā he breathed, the word a prayer. āYou feel that? The way your cunt grips me? Like it knows where it belongs.ā
You couldn't answer. Couldn't think. His cock was throbbing inside you, and you felt stretched, full, claimed in a way that went beyond the body. He was inside you, and you wanted to stay like this foreverāhis, filled, possessed.
He pulled out.
Slammed back in.
The sound of skin meeting skin was obscene and perfect, and you moaned, your fingers clawing at the furs, your body rocking with the force of his thrusts.
āYou want to know what happens when you tease me?ā His voice was low, dangerous, each word punctuated by a thrust. āI fuck you. I fill you. I put my seed so deep inside you that it takes root.ā
Your heart stuttered.
āI want to see you swell with it.ā
His hand found your belly, pressed flat against the soft curve of your stomach, and you felt his cock moving inside you through the pressure of his palm. āI want to watch your body change. Watch your tits grow heavy. Watch you round with my child.ā
A sound escaped youāsomething between a sob and a moan, your throat tight, your eyes burning. The thought of it, of his child growing inside you, of being so completely his that you carried his legacy in your bodyāit undid something in you, loosened a knot you didn't know you'd been holding, because gods you understand now why the man had six children.
āYou'd like that, wouldn't you?ā His thrusts slowed, deepened, each one pressing against your cervix, pushing deeper than before. āBeing filled with my seed. Carrying my children. Walking through the Keep with my child in your belly, and everyone knowing exactly who put it there.ā
āYes,ā you gasped. āYes, Maekar, pleaseāā
āPlease what?ā
āPlease fill me. Please put your child in me.ā
The words tumbled out, broken and desperate, and you meant them, meant every syllable, meant the want that burned through your veins like wildfire. āI want to carry your children. I want everyone to see. I want to be yours in every way.ā
Gods, had you imagined this would happen because you had teased him, well, you knew for certainty that you would have done so sooner.
He groanedāa guttural, animal sound that vibrated through his chest and into your backāand his hand left your belly, found your hip, gripped hard enough to leave bruises as he fucked you harder, faster, each thrust driving you deeper into the mattress.
āI'm going to fill you,ā he said, his voice ragged, frayed. āI'm going to fuck you until my seed takes, until you're so full of me you can't walk straight. And then I'm going to fuck you again and again,ā his teeth sunk into your shoulder once more, every word muttered answered with a harsh, brutal thrust, āevery night until you are pregnant.ā
Your orgasm was building again, coiling low and tight in your belly, your cunt clenching around him with every thrust. The sensation was overwhelmingāthe fullness, the rhythm, the sting of his hand still warm on your reddened skin, the weight of his words sinking into your bones.
āYou're close,ā he said, āI can feel it. The way you grip me. The way your breath catches.ā
His hand slid between your thighs, found your clit, pressed and circled in time with his thrusts, and the pleasure spiked, sharp and blinding, tearing a scream from your throat.
āThat's it,ā he said, his voice a growl. āCome for me. Come on my cock. Let me feel you fall apart around me.ā
You shattered. Your orgasm crashed through you like a wave breaking against stone, your body arching, your cunt clenching in violent pulses around his cock, and you cried outāhis name, a prayer, a surrenderāas the pleasure tore through every nerve, left you trembling and gasping and utterly his.
He didn't stop.
Maekar fucked you through it, his thrusts growing rougher, less controlled, his breath coming in harsh, ragged gasps. And then he stilled, buried to the hilt, and you felt itāthe first hot pulse of his release, flooding you, filling you, spilling into the deepest part of you.
He kept coming, his hips pressing against you, his cock twitching as he emptied himself inside you, and you felt the warmth spread, felt the excess leak around his shaft and run down your thighs.
He stayed there, buried, refusing to let a drop escape, his hand pressing against your belly as if he could hold it in by will alone.
āBreathe, sweet wife. I am not done. Do not move, no drop is to be wasted. You wanted this, you knew exactly what you were doing.ā
some people will be like āI wonder why fanfic writers donāt share their works anymorešā and then this is them when a writer is kind enough to share something they write ā as a hobby, for their own enjoyment ā with them for free.
some people really donāt realize how privileged they are that they get fanfics for free. imagine having access to something for free because someone is kind enough to share it with you⦠and then being rude, entitled and an ungrateful pos to that person who was kind enough to share their creation with you for free
āalmost 1 year is a lil too much for meā fuck off. fanfic writers donāt owe you anything. one of my favorite fics was updated after 13 years, and what I did is that I thanked the author for choosing to continue the work, I didnāt act like a spoiled toddler by asking why they didnāt update sooner. and even if a writer chooses to abandon their fic permanently with no explanation, that is their choice, their hobby, their decision. they donāt owe your entitled ass anything.
you people let tiktok rot your brains to the point you see everything as content farm and engagement. not a piece of art created by the artistās love and passion. itās dystopian.
may i ask if there's any reason in particular why you think he would prefer his girl covered? is it sun protection? is it your personal comfort? im not mad or trying to start anything just curious
I think thereās a couple reasons!
1) heās used to colder weather, so his instinct is to bundle
2) more outfit surface area= more room for cute things, like ruffles
3) sun protection! (He is one of those terrible hypocrites who will absolutely slather you in sunscreen but when itās his turn heāll be like āIām fine, I donāt burnā. Likeā¦. Bestieā¦. The cancerā¦.)
4) I personally have a fetish for full body coverings and think the one piece swimsuit has gone unrecognized as cute for too long!!!
recently read your nikolai summer outfit fic and i propose nikolaiās worthy match: a fashion girly who thinks wearing a Bfyne bikini is definitely worth losing a finger over
Gonna be real I looked up this brand andā¦.. aside from their kente pieces, I think this swimwear is 1)kinda ugly (just a personal opinion) and B) too reliant on waxed vagina!! On a good chunk of the designs, anyways. Againā the kente stuff is BEAUTIFUL. But their solid colored swimwearā¦.
For swimwear, I think Nikolai favors a one piece. Maybe a tankini or bikini if it has ruffles. But what really matters is the cover-up!!! Something loose and flowing, preferably with a hood, and a bit oversized. Or the classic: one of his button ups.
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pls iām begging PLEASSSEEEEEE more butcher simon x mother reader
Continuation to this little thing with Butcher!Simon and Single mom!Reader
Thinking about Butcher Simon slowly encroaching in your life, chipping away at the wall piece by piece, till he can fit his big hat through the whole and take a good look around.
Simon likes how careful you are, how you don't let go of your boy no matter what, how even around someone as, now, familiar as Simon you are mindful to keep an eye on your lad. Can't be too careful in a big city when you've got no one to look out for you, no one to soften the blow if it comes to knock the wind out of you.
You mention in passing that the father is not in the picture, only he gets a feeling that the dad was left in the other frame that you squeezed yourself out of the first chance you got, running. Took your boy with you, took his things and his stuffed toy and his favourite book.
Took only a backpack of your own things. Simon saw them, when he got into your apartment while you two were out. A couple sweaters, jeans, one good pair of boots and a coat.
He toys with the idea of rummaging through your underwear drawer, but it wouldn't be fair. You don't have much right now, you are in no position to splurge for more than necessary for your kid. Not even for yourself.
You are a good mom, he thinks, stomach tightening hot and slow, when he lies on your bed for a couple minutes, nose in your pillow. Swallowing your scent, sleep-soft and a little salty with the hint of your sweat.
You must taste delicious, Simon noses at your pillow, hand snaking down to unbuckle his belt. He's been popping up here and there all over the narrow road of your life to offer some extra meat, a helping hand or a kind word. He knows the importance of making himself a safe unchanging fixture in your life.
You don't need no surprises, you need someone dependable. Someone you can rely on and someone who's not going to strain you any further.
Someone you can trust, Simon thinks, scarred palm wrapping around his cock when he presses his face into your pillow. It's hard to breath like that, air hot and cotton stuffing his mouth when he pants into it, stroking himself, calloused finger rubbing the underside of his head, till his hips twitch.
Till he's even hungrier, rocking his hips in the hand, cool air of your bedroom nipping at the hot sensitive skin of his. Your pillow smells like you and Ghost burrows his face in it, so he doesn't breath much, so his head goes light and empty - your careful glances up at his face imprinted on the inside of his eyelids.
You are so good, he murmurs, slurred and wet, drool filling his mouth, gums itching for him to sink his teeth in. Such a good mum, gonna be good to him too, yeah? Gonna let him take care of you in turn, won't you?
Orgasm shudders through him, spills into the tight fist of his hand so it doesn't marr your duvet covers. He didn't bring you anything proper this time, can't go getting too greedy now.
Simon heaves into your pillow, wet spot of his drool forming and fucking hell, he'll need to do something about it before leaving.
You don't have to know that he was there, not yet. Not until he got an actual invitation in your home, marking another goalpost reached.
He tilts his head at you next time you walk into his shop, bundled up in your coat, eyes shiny with glee at the first snow and something in his chest warms up, like a faulty heater that finally got a proper kick to start working.
Maybe it was worth getting sent to early retirement and work right back where he started 15 years ago.
You smile at Simon for the first time since he met you, shoulders no longer as tight and the corners of his lips twitch. Pretty.
Wonder if you are gonna smile at him too when he's got his mouth on your-
"What can I get you today, luv?" He cuts his train of thought before it can reach the station, because the counter is high enough but there is no need to pop a boner out in the open. Can't afford to spook you before the teeth of the steel trap called 'Ghost' close above your head.
"The usual, please." You respond, no longer that scared exhausted thing from the first day in his shop, nowadays you have more and more smalltalk with your favourite butcher. "The weather's chilly today, but God, the snow's absolutely lovely."
He's got to be your favourite, Simon thinks, weighing the meat and like always throws in a little something in addition, no way you are going to any shop other than his. Not like any other dimwit can feed you as good as he does.
"That it is." He just hums in response and glances at your son staring him up. "You take care of yer mum, lad?" Simon asks, eyes flickering to the way your smile widen's when your 3-year old nods immediately.
"He does." You respond instead of your son and the affection in your voice is so thick that Ghost in him tugs the air in, aching to stretch out in your direction and curl around like a big beast that he was. "Don't know what I'd do without him."
Your boy always sticks close to you, watching strangers with curious eyes, his hair disheveled when in the warmth of the shop you take his knitted hat off, tucking it under your arm so he doesn't sweat too much while you two wait.
"Think the feeling's mutual." Simon says, without planning too, but you giggle, short happy sound and something in his brain sparks to life. So that's how you sound when you laugh.
"I sure hope so." You grin at him, eyes crinkling and Simon doesn't know what to do with the traitorous heat in his face when he passes you the meat, grazing your fingers as you take the bag.
How stupid is that?
Simon would like to hear you laugh at things he says for the rest of his empty life.
He watches you leave, eyes following you and your boy walking down the street - his hand in yours as he starts chatting your ear off about something immediately. A chatterbox when he's around his mum, huh?
You are warm in the best way possible, when you look at him and hold the elevator when you spot him in the entrance to your apartment building, eyes crinkling again. Like he's a friend.
Ghost in him itches to crack your locks and sink into the space behind your bedroom door so he can watch you sleep, so he can stay there in close proximity to the light that you emanate, to the family that you have with that little boy, to the prospect of belonging someplace warm and soft.
Could maybe give you another baby, he thinks idly in the evenings, staring at the orange light of his oven. There is beef inside, slowly baking until he knows its gonna be soft and tender enough for you to swallow without chewing. Something else to sustain you, to fill out the hollowed out edges and bring some shine to your eyes.
Being mum is hard, Simon reasons, palms clasped together in his lap. His kitchen is small and dark, only light of his oven softening the shadows around him. And you ain't taking any of his money, even if he offered, he knows that you won't. But you'll take food.
Can't say no to a good bite and if there's something that Simon knows it's meat.
He didn't cook much since he joined military, but nowadays he's got a lot more free time and space in his head that needs to get stuffed with something other than an occasional urge to sharped the knives again and get out in the dark to split someone's skin under his knuckles.
More of a habit, really, his bones aren't used to not getting strained and cracked every once in a while. It's been a minute since he's got an adrenaline crash and he'd like to say that he hates it.
He did.
And then you walked in, nervous and tired, your boy on your hip - head tucked against your shoulder.
Being retired wasn't that bad after it, eh, mate? Ghost hums in the still quiet of his flat, deft fingers wrapping the cooked meal in tinfoil and packing it up for tomorrow.
Maybe he could talk you into eating with him if you go all shy on him all of a sudden, his mind continues the chain of thought, weaving a picture for him to press his face into. The almost of it stratching over his skin like saran wrap, tight around the misaligned bridge of his nose, pressing insistently over his cheekbones.
You probably ain't letting him handfeed you, but a bloke can dream, right?
For now he could settle for just watching you eat something he made. Cutting into bite-sized pieces for your boy if he'll be with you tomorrow.
Good thing Simon so used to being painfully patient, swallowing down every urge and every want, choking down the impulse to rush in and make a mess of a perfectly good timeline of this relationship.
Hell, was he even ten years younger, he would have probably already squeezed himself in your doors, inviting himself over to your dinner.
Would have taken all of the space and then some, would have molded his whole body against every corner of your life, smothering even the flicker of resistance.
Ghost would have moved in with you while you were sleeping, knowing that you aren't going to outright tell him to leave.
Ghost would have bitten off the entire hand if you gave him a single finger and then he would go for the throat, sinking his teeth in to rip at the carotid.
But Simon isn't Ghost anymore.
And Simon doesn't want to smother your flame. He'd like to warm himself up on it and for that you need to let him closer. For that, he'd need to be patient for you.
He sucks his teeth, inspecting the packed dish. Makes sure nothing's going to leak.
Gotta make a good first impression with this small offering, right? So when he comes back with more you wouldn't have the itch to pretend you've got to run.
He sighs heavily, eyeing the clock the next day, restless urge within him growing when you don't come at your usual 4 o'clock. Should've been here by now, he knows how long it takes you to get from your job to daycare to him and then home.
Simon walked the route a couple times, following you and your son, just to time it for himself. A little self assurance, can't be too prepared in matters of war and love.
When the bell above his entrance door sways, alerting him, Ghost in him is scratching slow and annoyed to go see what's wrong and what caused the deviation in usual routine when usually there isn't any.
"The usual, luv?" He calls out, walking out of the backroom, wipes his hands off on the towel before he turns to you (knows better than to come in with his hands bloody and shoulders tense). "You'r a bit later today." Simon points out, glancing at the spot you usually occupy by his cash register.
You aren't smiling at him, is the first thing that pops into his head before he assesses the situation and wordlessly opens the latch to herd you behind the counter.
Sits you down on a stool, murmuring 'come on, luv' so you'd let him help you out of the coat. Maybe the roast will come in handy after all.
Just not the way he hoped for.
You are quiet and glassy-eyed, your eyelids swollen and hands trembling when you let Simon tuck you behind the counter and silently accept the fork that he passes you.
"This is delicious, Simon." You say after another few minutes of chewing, fat tears welling in your eyes when you look at him and it's not his roast, Ghost thinks. He ain't that good at cooking to make you actually shed a tear because of it.
"Somethin' happened?" He just asks, looking you in the eyes and you look back down at the plastic tupperware he brought out for you. The meat is in fact good.
Really really good.
Your first meal of the day, you remember distantly and sniffle, taking another bite.
It isn't right to burden Simon with your problems, not when he has already been good to you since you walked into his shop. But you just...you just want to tell someone before you might have to run again.
You don't look at him when you do, words spilling about the man you have left behind, about the way money was never enough, about the yelling and the smashed dishes.
About him throwing the dish at you.
You've dodged it, you joke, fingers tight around the fork and Simon sits there, quiet, his eyes a physical weight on your nose.
But your boy was crying and then you noticed that he's got glass in his hair, you share after a moment, throat tight. You had to spend an evening just picking out all the shards to make sure he's not going to cut himself on it.
"Had to go after that." You murmur, swallowing another wave of tear and Simon nods. "We left before he came back and I just...small country, I suppose. He wants to meet up and says that its his son too, that I can't keep him from his child and-" You suck the breath in, lightheaded and ice cold with terror, voice cracking in half.
Simon makes a quiet affirming sound, his wide palm landing on your back and you blink through the tears, trying not to sob again when he slowly pulls you a little closer, giving you a hug.
It will be embarassing later how you just sob into his sweater, chest gurgling with tears and panic, arms wrapped around the big butcher who has been so nice to you and it's not fair, it's so unfair that you have to leave everything again.
"D'you want to see the bloke again?" Simon asks, tone calm as he hunches his shoulders to let you cry into him as much as you need to. "And do you want your boy to see 'im again, luv?" He adds, palm stroking your shivering back.
When you shake your head, hiccuping, Ghost nods and presses a small kiss to your hair, not tightening his hold on you because this is not what you need right now.
What you need is for the problem to go away.
"Where'd you leave the lad, luv?" Ghost murmurs, voice coarse and low when you finally look up at him and explain that you left your son with a friend from work because she lives nearby. That you didn't want to take any chances if you run into your ex outside.
If he maybe waits for you back at your flat.
"I feel so fuckin' daft." You mumble, suddenly angry at yourself and Ghost huffs out air, kisses your cheek then, eyes calm and dark.
"You'r not daft, luv. Go to your friend, okay? I finish in 'bout an hour. I'll walk you two home. Check for any...surprises." He doesn't offer, but state, wrapping up the rest of the roast for you.
Ghost kisses your other cheek as goodbye, knowing that you are too out of it to process everything right now. And that's okay.
You've got Simon, don't you?
And Simon's got a couple mates that still go all dark behind the eyes at the offer of doing some work in their spare time. Something a bit off the books for their lieutenant.
The phone gets picked up on the second ring, cheery voice on the other end familiar like his own right hand.
"Didn't pack yer bags yet, did you, Johnny?" Ghost in him humms, phone pressed between the shoulder and his ear. "Got a bit of a rush job for you 'nd Garrick."
Soap on the other end laughs like the mean bastard he is, promising to wake up Kyle and be there in ten, all too happy that their trip to Manchester isn't going to be boring after all.
"We goin' for a ride, l.t.?" Johnny asks like he knows the answer and Simon thinks for a moment.
"No rides." Ghost says, dragging his apron off. "Got an hour to get it done. I've got dinner plans."
Simon doesn't know much about how good families work, doesn't always know what's the right thing to say, but Ghost in knows what to do when there is someone breathing his sweetheart's air and dimming her shine.
"Tell Garrick he's on clean up tonight." He says and sergeant grumbles in the back of the phone call, audibly sleepy.
After all, Kyle did tell him a couple years back that he always wanted to see if anyone other than Ghost could get out after getting buried alive.
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