Ashley Renay

Told you I'd survive, made it out alive, and you can't touch me now, and though my mind wont be the same I'm still around.

It's torture being in love. I love when you're around, But I fucking hate when you leave.

Maybe people can't see a broken heart, but it doesn't mean it isn't broken. Since you've been gone, I feel like every part of me is broken. You were part of my heart and my soul. I miss you

Dear Father

Don't let me go, hold me in your beating heart. I won't let go, forever is not enough. Let me lay my head down on the shadow by your side. Don't let me go, forever is not enough.

Where do I go when the shadows are calling, shadows are calling me.

I'm slipping into the deep end, I'm in over my head, I can't catch my breath. I'm slipping into the deep end, feel the current within, I can't help but give in.

“Are you happy?”

I'm surprised I've made it this far. I thought I would die at sixteen, and I feel it creeping on me. The unsuccessful attempts, the booze.

4AM knows all my secrets.