Anonymously Freaky

also he totally has those scars you get when struck by lightening or tattoos of them right

OHH i agree with 5’11, tho i actually imagined him on the shorter side 😭😭 idk i think its cause I’ve met lot of short dudes who have the non humble type of confidence like Kashimo.

OH YEH HE DEFINITELY HAS LIGHTNING SCARS. Like where people put on body paint, that’s where the scars are, def. And yk..there too HAHAHAH

Omg guys I’m sorry I haven’t gotten to make that last request for Kashimo yet, but I will.. TRUST

Good boy - Choso

(warning; 18+, MDNI, NSFW)

The man was glued to your hip the moment you stepped into your apartment

He was practically sulking like a little puppy, tracing your steps like it was of his own nature

His hands hovered constantly over you, yet never went as far as to touch you. Making it seem not to disturb you further than you already were after a tough day at work

It was Valentine’s Day, yet you hadn’t made any plans for a date. All because just a few days ago Choso ruined one of your favorite sleep wear when y'all had gone a little wild for your birthday

You were petty, but it was fun to watch him pout constantly around you, eager to get your forgiveness

More than likely due to the fact that you included the refusal to sleep with him for the days after the incident occurred

The sight of him, all frustrated and bothered by the fact that he couldn’t be inside you, was enough for him to be your servant for days

You had forgiven him already, but you wanted this to last longer. The way his gaze was always on you. His presence always near you. It felt nice having his scent on you

He kept walking behind you, his head hanging lowly as his eyes stared into the back of your head

His body practically slammed into yours as you came to a halt. Falling forward, his arm slipped around your waist, holding you firmly in its grip

“Please”, he whispered in a begging tone, his breath on your neck. The feeling sending shivers down your spine

He pressed your back gently against his chest, letting you feel his heartbeat in sync with yours.

You closed your eyes, trying not to go too easy on him, before you turned around with your hands pressed against his chest

Your eyes interlocked with his sad puppy eyes, so you couldn’t help but smile softly at his adorable face

It’s not like you didn’t want him to fuck you right there and then, but you wanted him to plead and beg. That way, he’d really deserve a good, long fuck

Your hand found its way to his hair, gently raking through it as you let him lean into your touch. Clearly, dramatically trying to act touch-deprived

“Why?” You asked, his lips pouting as he knelt down on his knees in front of you. His hands were glued to your hips while you stood there with your arms crossed in front of your chest

Bingo.

His eyes looked up at yours, looking so full of sadness and pity, the sight leaving you weak in the knees. His arms gripped around your legs, his head pressed against your lower stomach

You could already feel the heat rise between your legs. If anyone else saw the scene in front of you, they'd deem him pathetic. But being pathetic made you hungry for him

“I’m sorry, baby, I shouldn’t have ruined your perfectly beautiful clothes”. He started blabbering, but every word that came out of his mouth only made it out the other side as you started fantasising about him eating you out. His messy face looked up at you through your legs

He snapped you back to reality as his hand gently held onto yours, bringing it to his face, kissing the tips of your fingers. His eyes already started tearing up, the frustration finally paying its toll, and then the cherry on top

“I need you,” he whimpered, “I’ll be a good boy.” The words came out like music to your ears, excitement fluttering through your stomach

Mission accomplished.

Your hand caressed his face, eyes switching from staring at his biting lip to his swollen eyes. Bending down close to him, you whispered pleasantly onto his lips

“My boy has been so good. For Valentine's, he deserves a good fuck”, your voice rang through his ear, his gaze turning sharp in just a few seconds

As soon as the confirmation was stated, he flew at your face, kissing you with hunger you hadn’t felt in forever

His hands hooked around your thighs as he stood up, pulling you up to wrap your thighs around his waist. His muscular arms held you close to his body as he pressed your back against the closest wall

You could feel how the last few days without being intimate was turning him into a starved man. His every touch so intense and intimate. your hands grazing his arms, running down the veins popping under his skin

one of his hand stayed supporting you up against the wall while the other moved to the side of your face, cupping you cheek, letting the kiss heat up. he leant his face at an angle, so the kiss wouldn't be interrupted by your faces mushing together

You hand tangled through his hair, mouth opened just a bit to let his tongue through. And just like that, you could feel a bulge build up in his pants. The feeling made your mouth tug into a smirk as he only focused on kissing you passionately

His touch was overwhelming; you could feel the warmth of his body melt onto yours when his hand went under your shirt, roaming up your back, and in one move unclipping your bra. pulling it off and throwing it onto the floor, his wholehearted focus never leaving you

His intense devotion to feel every inch of you made you let out a slow moan into his mouth, receiving a smug grin on his face as he pulled away quickly, bringing you to the bedroom

He held a hand on your back for support, lowering you gently onto the mattress as he began kissing down your jaw. Helping you button down your blouse before removing his own shirt in one swift movement

Your eyes traced down his bare chest and down his rock-hard abs, drooling at the fact that this gorgeous man was still pathetic for your touch. The sight made your mouth water

His hands followed yours up over your head, interlocking at the top before his mouth attacked your neck again. Kissing down your neck, collarbone, and finally getting to find that spot that sends vibrations down your body

He stayed there for some time, sucking and licking your skin eagerly, leaving hickeys for you to praise later. But more importantly, pleasuring you enough to suck the exhaustion out of you

You moaned at the feeling, your mouth agape with your eyes shut tight. You wanted to explore the feeling. You needed more. Your pussy was pulsating for him

He noticed your eagerness too, his eyes roaming down your body to your thighs pressed together. Your voice was lowly praising him like you did earlier. "I need you so bad, Choso"

His eyes almost bulged out of his eye socket as the words left your mouth, his hands gripping your waist rougher, earning a small groan from you. The excitement shot through him like lightning, struggling to keep his boner in his pants

His mouth went further down, letting his tongue slide right over your hardened nipples, his hands cupping your breast as he sucked one and twisted your nipple at the same time, changing the sides after a while. Your hands were still in his hair, tugging at him, when his mouth on your nipples made you overstimulated

He bit, sucked, twisted and licked, all for you. his eyes looking up at your flushed face, for approval every so often. One hand moved down beneath the band of your jeans and into your panties, sliding down your fold, feeling your wetness for him

when he pulled his hand out, he observed the stickiness before sucking off your juices right from his hand. his breath heavier, looking down at your vulnerable state.

“Already wet for me, aren’t you, baby?” The praise sends a rush of pleasure through your body. Your body ached for him between its legs, pounding you hard till you would become unconscious from the stimulation

Then to his favorite part

he hooked his fingers under the hem of your pants and panties and pulled them both down at the same time. Your body shivered as the cold air hit you exposed body

He leant down, his hands separating your thighs, holding them firmly apart so you wouldn’t squirm and interrupt his eating. He pulled you all the way to the edge of the bed, earning a yelp from you, but ultimately giving him more room to get comfortable while eating you out

His eyes darted up at you first as your gaze was burning a hole through his head. “So fucking perfect,” he said, his voice sending sound waves through your pussy

He pressed small kisses down your thighs, his eyes locked with yours, gaze so tense you felt you would melt right there in that moment. His face then found its place right in the middle of your legs

He took a quick long lick of your folds before attacking your clit, sucking and licking through your folds. Eating like he hadn’t eaten in days, like he was a starved man. And in a way he was. His hand gripped so tightly at your thighs, you were sure his fingerprints were transferred onto you

He inserted a finger, pumping into you. The pressure is making you arch your back. Your legs instinctively pressed together, but Choso only hummed into your pussy, pushing your legs apart again

You felt so good, a hand at the back of his head pushing him closer to you as you grinded against his face. Wanting more and wanting to stop at the same time. The feeling overtaking you

Your moans filled the room as he slipped in another finger and another, stretching out your aching pussy, while his mouth was eating you so good your legs were trembling

His unoccupied hand traveled up to caress your breast, when he could feel you close to your high. You grinded harder on his face, riding out to your high. His lips pursed around your clips, making you cum right onto his face, your juices filling his mouth

He ate right through your high, pulling out his fingers from your pussy before putting them straight into his mouth again

“You taste so good, baby”, he smiled warmly, licking his lips while looking up at your shaking state. Your head pressed hard against the mattress below you while your hand caressed the top of his head.

He grabbed your hand in his as he crawled on top of you, spreading your legs even wider. He pressed a kiss in the palm of your hand as he leaned down to kiss you, letting you taste yourself on his tongue

Choso brought out the freakiest part of you. Knowing your weaknesses, including the constant eye contact, makes you more horny. But that only made you crazier over him

He grabbed at your waist, pulling you further up the mattress to make you more comfortable. Then he pulled down his pants, eyes never leaving yours. Pumped his dick a few times, that was already leaking pre-cum, before wetting it through your folds and sliding it slowly into you

You back arched at your pussy, stretching for his dick. A groan left his mouth as he waited to let you adjust to his big size. Once he saw that your body had adjusted, he wasted no time thrusting into you

You, being the pillow princess you are, grabbed onto his back. Digging your fingers into his back as he pounded into you. The friction of your bodies moving on the bed making you both sweat

The bed moved to the sound of skin slapping. Your eyes moved to the back of your head as your tits bounced hard. The sweat was dripping down his face, falling onto you

He leant down, sucking at your boobs as his pace grew faster. Every thrust shaking the bed harder. Your pussy only clenched tighter around him, making him adjust your position, first putting your leg over his shoulder, letting him pound into you from an angle

He groaned, closing his eyes, letting your pussy feel the veins on his dick as it throbbed in you. Every adjustment makes his dick move closer to your G-spot

He opened his eyes and watched as you bounced, placing a hand on your lower stomach and feeling himself push into you underneath. The sight made his dick harder, watching you in pleasure while he pounded faster and rougher

Both of you were a moaning mess. You moaned, groaned, grunted, and whimpered. Your favorite scene, watching him whimper as your body clenched around him again and again. His thighs trembled from the feeling, making his head fall back in pleasure

When he pounded harder, he still wasn't satisfied with only barely touching your g-spot, so he decided to bend you over further, placing your other leg over his shoulder. he pushed forward, bending your legs backward and letting him open you open further to pound deeper and more specifically brutally annihilate your g-spot

The sudden adjustment sent euphoria through you. Moaning so loudly, you had to cover your mouth with the back of your hand. He looked at your pleasurable face, every inch of it showing how his acts were successful

He watched intensely as you struggled to stop your moans from waking the neighbors. That only made him prouder as it meant you were getting flattered by his act. He leaned more forward, feeling himself inch deeper and deeper into you

He tried to engrave the feeling of your pussy around him, the way your body squirmed over his touch. The way you both begged for more, to get deeper into you. The way your tits are bouncing is making him harder. Every noise coming out of you is making you more horny. The hunger he felt was finally coming undone

Your nails pierced through his skin, moving to his arms as he held them steady by your head. His hands were grabbing hard at the sheets, holding him up from collapsing on you

"I'm close", you managed to yelp out between the moans and groans filling the room. He licked his lips, nodding with his eyes closed. his rythm never slowing down, instead his hips grinding into yours as he pounded faster

"Me too", he stuttered out, falling down on his forearms, moving deeper and slower as his high was coming at a rapid speed. Your hand tangled in his hair as you moaned out

"Good boy", you whimpered. Hearing the words made him lose all control. He came into your pussy, groaning so hard as your pussy clenched around when you came at the same time, your moans vibrating his eardrum

His rhythm didn't stop but rather slowed down, letting you both ride out your highs. Your breaths syncing as you tried to calm down. Both chest rising and falling heavily

You licked your lips before reaching up to his head, caressing his face. A smile tugged on your lips as his eyes fluttered open. Seeing your happy reaction made him smile and chuckle as he let your legs down gently

His energetic facade faded away as his head fell back, shaking away the sweat drops on his head. When the sound of your chuckle came through, he smiled, collapsing down on top of your chest

You chuckled as you let him lie there, his dick still in you. His face was pressed onto his side, breathing onto your chest. You played with his hair, suddenly gaining the energy you had missed the last few days

"how about another round?" you whispered mischievously, raking your fingers through his hair. His eyes flew open, a smirk tugging on his lips

A/n: A bit late, but Happy Valentine's day. Hope this oneshot was good enough for yall ! Maybe i'll do more polls to decide what i should write, based on ya'lls preference.

omd i love Choso so bad, especially pathetic Choso

OH FOR SURE, but I’m gonna have to post it tomorrow at least since I’m first gonna post the valentines special.

Oh I never usually plan what I write cuz I get inspired for scenarios by the music I listen to, but i will definitely write for requests. I love to write for requests.

So I might write about him again, but probably more frequently when it’s requested through a comment or like this.

I haven’t gotten to see the episode where he appears yet so i don’t know very much about him, but he’s a very interesting character and I do like him from what I’ve seen so far.

Yall can request on any post of mine. And if you want something specific for that character like smut/fluff or angst just mention that too :)

I’ll try to make a post for every request ;)

THANK U CUTIES I LOVE EVERY ONE OF YALL

Blindfolds - Fushiguro Toji

Warning : NSFW, 18+ only, MDNI

Toji was rough in his every behaviour

He was definitely not gentle in any way

Not in voice, temper and ...definitely not in bed

It took you long to get used to how rough he was

You ended up with bruises in places you never knew could be bruised

But in between the pain and pleasure, you somehow got addicted to the feeling

The high was higher that you had ever felt in your entire adult life

So to say, the sex was definietly not vanilla

In some way he was so into pleasuring you, that you wanted to give back to him

So you planned something special for him

You were leaning against the doorframe, watching as his car pulled up to the curb

The night could not even distract him from your silhouette, dressed in a black silk robe hugging your every curve, and what he would later discover as nothing under

A smirk was already plastered on his face as he got out of the car, his eyes never leaving you as he locked the car behind

As he walked up to you, the streetlights were highlighting his muscles through the tightfitting shirt he was wearing

You were close to drooling at the sight, already feeling heat rise between your legs

His arm snaked around your waist, pulling you into his chest

"You look so beautiful baby", he whispered, alcohol on his breath

The scent mixing with his cologne was intoxicating, turning you on even further

He grabbed the back of your neck, pulling you closer before kissing you roughly

As the kiss intensified he slowly led you backwards into the house, pushing the door close behind him

His hands and gaze never left you

You could feel his hunger through his hardened pants

"I wanna do something", you managed to say he moved from your mouth to your neck and down

He only hummed onto your skin, sending vibrations through your body

"I'm not wearing anything under", you whispered seductively in his ear before getting out of his grip and walking toward the bedroom

As he walked in behind you, his eyes set upon you kneeling on the bed

In your hands were a pair of blindfold, while the bedframe was equipped with some sort of restrains

His face turned into one of hesitation, his eyebrows furrowing as he tried to understand the situation in front of him

Being the dominant one was his strong suit, so he wasn't exactly thrilled at the thought of being restrained

You got off the bed, walking towards him biting your lip excitedly

"It'll be fun", you giggled convincingly as your hands slipped under the hem of his shirt, tugging it upwards

He looked down at you sighing heavily

You could see he was trying not to regret his decision, though his dick was telling you something else

He pulled his shirt off in one movement, letting your admire his well built and buff body

Your hands were all over his chest before he could even slip out of his pants

Once he was undressed till his boxers you pushed him back onto the bed, crawling on top of him like a hungry animal

He was eating you out with his eyes as you wrapped the restraints around his hands

Before you tied the blindfolds around his eyes you leaned in, giving him a sloppy kiss he was reaching for after you pulled away

His licked his lips, licking away the spit you left after the kiss

You leaned back onto the bed, admiring this once-in-a-lifetime view

Slipping out of the robe, you crawled over and sat on his lap, grinding on his already hard dick through his boxers

He groaned lowly, sending butterflies down your stomach

Your hands were placed on his chest as your lips settled on his jaw at first

You kissed down his collarbone, leaving a few love bites

As you went downwards his chest, you let your tounge slide over his stone hard abs

You could feel him tense up under you, his dick already leaking through his boxers

His breath was heavy, his voice trembling as he grunted your name under his breath

The sight left you wet

Your hands wandered even lower, his voice hitched as you reached his boxers

You started palming him through the fabric, teasing him at first

He squirmed at your touch

"Stop.", he said firmly, you could see how difficult it was for him not in control, but that only made it more fun for you

As you were growing hornier, your straddled his lap closer, grinding into him

The restraints were shaking as he was trying to reach you

"Patience", you whispered in almost a whimper as your wetness was soaking through his boxers

He tried grinding his hips into you from below, which you refused before getting off him

"Not so easy", you chuckled, your voice full of desire

"Baby girl", he moaned lowly as you pulled his dick out of his boxers

It was your time to show your appreciation

You began stroking it, only licking the head of his dick

You wanted to tease him so bad he could fuck the attitude out of you later

He grunted, cursing under his breath

You put your mouth around it, pulling it as far as you could into your mouth

He was huge, which made it harder, but that didnt stop you

You stroked and sucked him so bad, he was trembling under your touch

Sweat was running down his chest

When you went faster and sloppier, you could almost hear a whimper leave his lips

He tried pushing up his hips up, letting his dick go further into your mouth, making you hold him down by his thighs

He groaned and grunted as he was reaching his high

His voice was like heaven to your ears

"Fucckk", he groaned as his head fell backwards onto the baseboard

Once he was close you suddenly stopped, getting off of him

He bit his lip hard, you knew this would throw him off edge

"Wha-", he got cut off as you positioned yourself on top of him, sliding his dick into your pussy

His mouth came agape as his legs trembled

You leaned forwards meeting his lips as you began riding him, moaning into his mouth

The restraints were close from ripping out the wood of the headboard as you were quickening your pace

Your hands went behind his head, taking off his blindfolds

As his eyes finally opened to see you riding him, you could feel his dick hardening more in your pussy

His eyes were full of lust and desire

"Off, now", he demanded, referring to the restraints

His voice made your legs weak

"Yes sir", you whispered seductively as you slowly took off the restraints

As fast as the restrains were off his hands clung to your hips, pushing you down on his dick

You moaned loudly at the impact, your pussy throbbing around his dick

His arms wrapped around you, holding you tight as he pushed his hips up fast, drilling into your pussy

Your eyes rolled back into your head, mouth opened wide as your tongue hung out

You were both reaching your highs as the room was filled with moans and groans

Your pussy clenched around his dick, making him cum right into you, filling you up

Before you could catch a breath he suddenly flipped you over, putting you on all four

He gave your ass a few smacks, leaving red hand prints on your skin

That only drove your hips backwards into him, wanting more

His face found its was between your folds, taking a long lick of your pussy

You moaned at the sensation, grinding back onto his face

He pulled away, sending another slap on your ass

You only smiled at the impact, eager for his touch

He took a grip of his dick, sliding it between your folds before pushing it hard into you

His hips pushed hard into you as he thrusted faster and rougher

Your eyes teared up by the feeling, not by pain but pleasure

He pushed you down, pressing your back into an arch as he moved faster

He moaned loudly as the impact pushed your head further into the sheets

Body moving down, pressing his chest against your back

His hand moved between your legs, rubbing your clit in circles

He knew exactly how to pleasure you

"Right there yeah?", he grunted in your ear as he slowed down, hitting rougher into you

You would think he was bruising your cervix, yet it was euphoric for you

He grabbed your throat, pulling you up to press against his chest

His thrusts making your ass bounced on him

He cursed at the sights, his hips riding into you in a constant rythm

You moaned even loader, your hair sticking to your skin

His hand moved from your throat to grabbing a handful of your hair, pulling you back into him while making your arch to his thrusts

As you moaned his name, his thrusts were getting sloppier hinting to him getting to his high

You were so into the pleasure you guessed you'd already came once before this high

As both your highs were getting close, he flipped you onto you back

His hands held your legs together up in front of you as he moved his last thrusts into you before you both finally came

He pulled out and collapsed right beside you, closing his eyes shut

His hair was sticking to his forehead as he moved closer to you

You tried to get your breath back, feeling his cum run down your folds

His hand moved to your face, moving your hair away from your face before pressing a kiss on your forehead

You smiled up at him as he pulled you closer into his embrace

He covered you both with the blanket before nuzzling his face into the crook of your neck and falling asleep

A/n: holy fuck guys, my first 18+ oneshot. be honest...was it bad? should i make more mature oneshots or stick to fluff and angst?

i keep scaring myself when i write smut

(might just post that one kuroo 18+ oneshot in my drafts)

I do love you.. - Fushiguro Megumi

The breeze of the ocean swayed around you

For a moment everything felt peaceful

His head laid calmly in your lap

Your hands in his hair, twirling a few strands at a time

Only the synchronized sounds of your breaths harmonizing with the sound of waves could mask the sadness behind this last moment

Megumi was leaving...for good

He couldn't bring you with him

He was leaving for Tokyo

So there you both were, sitting at the cliff over the beach

Trying to enjoy these last moments together

Yet no words were spoken between the two of you

You couldn't speak, for if you did the only thing that would come out would be a raspy sob

Eyes red with black rings around it, yet you didn't try to hide it

You couldn't hide your pain from the one person you loved

The same way you could see Megumi's sunken face, from his inability to sleep the last few days

His head was turned away from you, his hands laying still on his stomach

His chest rose slowly and heavily

He looked so peaceful

You bit your lip, closing your eyes

You didn't wanna make it harder for him by crying

Yet the feeling in your chest only hurt more

It hurt like the time you broke your leg, except there was no physical explaination for it this time

It felt like your heart was bleeding

"I'll miss you", he whispered, still facing away from you

He began picking at the skin around his nails

You bit your lip harder, almost drawing blood by doing so

He finally turned his head to you, looking up at your messy state

His hand found yours, gently caressing it

Megumi always had a hard time showing affection with people, but with you it was different

You were the half of his soul, the person who really knew him

This was as much a heartbreak for you as it was for him

Yet none of you could change anything about it

Tears started forming in your eyes, turning your sight all blurry

You looked down, trying to hide your face behind your hair

Megumi tensed up at the sight

You heard him sigh heavily

His hand rose up to your face, moving the hair strands behind your ear

The endearing act making the tears start pouring down your face

Your lip quivered for a bit before you began sobbing quietly

His hand cupped your face, wiping tears away from your cheek

"please don't cry", his voice cracking as he spoke

"why?..", you sobbed out, "Why do you have to leave me?"

He bit his lip finally letting his tears pour

No response came from him

You knew the reason, but now it really hit

The fact that he was really leaving

The hurt was almost turning into resentment as you began hitting his chest

"Why?", you almost shouted at him in frustration

Your tears poured harder, like to waterfalls

He let you hit him as much as you needed, as understanding as he was

Then he placed a hand on the back of your head, pulling you down to his face

"I'm sorry", he whispered onto your lips before gently pressing his onto yours

Your tears fell onto his face, mixing with his as you tried to make this moment last for longer

When you pulled away he sat up in front of you

He grabbed your hands in his, intertwining you fingers

"I'll call you, i won't let you be a stranger", he started rambling trying to cheer you up

Yet your head hung lowly, eyes staring at your interlocked hands

You were gonna miss those hands

The warmth of his presence

"i do...love you", he said slowly, finally making you look up into his eyes

"please don't leave me", you cried out

His eyes saddened at the sight

He reached out to you, pulling you into his chest

You pressed your face against his chest, leaving tear stains on his shirt in the process

His hand caressed the back of head as he hummed to calm you down

He tried to keep his composure, watching you fall apart right in front of him

Yet after a while you could hear him sob as he put his chin on the top of yours

you latched onto him like a little kid as you slowly drifted off to sleep in exhaustion

You wished this wasn't the last day you guys would be together, but fate said otherwise

Yet this wasn't the most heartbreaking thing about his departure

He Tried to keep to his promise

But after a while, there was no more calls

no more desperation at keeping what you both had cherished for so long

And he turned into what he despised the most

At first you tried to deny it, 'he's busy', 'he probably forgot'

excuses on excuses to hide the scar of his broken promise

After a while you began to settle on the fact that this is how it was going to be

somewhere along the line between hurt and betrayal you could finally live with the hole of his absence

you stopped trying

somehow convincing yourself that you were the problem

So who would guess that all that would come shattering down when you were stood on the same train station you had to say your goodbyes on, years later

You had now grown into a young adult

But there he was, right in front of your two eyes

Megumi was standing on the platform on the opposite side of where u were standing

On his side were another girl and boy holding onto his arms

The sight made you freeze in your track

All the feelings of your abandonment came rushing back

"gumi?..", a whisper escaped your lips

You felt dizzy

The memories of you two flashing by right in front of you

Suddenly his eyes interlocked with yours

And for a moment time froze

The sight in front of you felt like a dream

without knowing, a tear ran down your face, yet you couldn't move

He looked so much more mature now

it felt like another stab into your already broken heart

His lips parted, his feet standing as frozen as yours

when his companions noticed his sudden stop, they looked towards your direction

the movement snapped you out of the trance

You quickly wiped the tear away with the back of your hand before turning on your heels, walking away from the platform

you held a tight grip on your bag, like it was an anchor to reality

Your head was spinning

you couldn't think clearly

you couldn't breathe

You pressed a hand onto your chest, trying to breathe in

Yet all that came out was a sob

He got himself other friends and forgot all about you

maybe you really were the pathetic one, thinking he truly loved you

Believing he longed for you as you did all these years

You smacked your head trying to get the voices out, your head turning redder after each hit

Stumbling over your own feet, you pressed a hand onto a nearby wall trying to see clearly

how could he do this to you?

Your sight was darkening with every breath when you suddenly fell backwards onto the ground, loosing control of your body

The only sound you could hear being your own heartbeat when your eyes rolled back into your head as you passed out

A/n: Did i cry writing this or not?, i guess we'll never know heheh...

Worthy - Kashimo Hajime

You were sitting on the mat in the boxing ring, with your feet stretched out beside you in a somewhat split

Your father had sent you to this “jujutsu sorcerer underground club” to be taught by their famous teacher, Kashimo Hajime

The rumors and his position were never conclusive with each other due to the man’s rumored personality

He was known as highly arrogant and ignorant

But he was powerful, and he knew it, so why bow down so low to be a teacher

However, your father was only focused on the amazing reputation he had heard of from the other sorcerer families

He spent so much of his money to send you here

“Don’t disappoint the family,” your mother continuously said, now those words were engraved into the membrane of your skull

Kashimo did not look like any of your earlier teachers, he was not old and sunken

He looked energetic and weirdly enthusiastic when he taught the other younger students

His hands hovered over a male student as he corrected the boy’s posture for hand to hand combat

Your eyes followed his hands quietly, trying to remember the words of wisdom

You knew you were a good jujutsu sorcerer, but it was highly embarrassing that your father sent you here knowing there were mostly younger and inexperienced sorcerers

You tried avoiding Kashimo the whole training session, standing in the back behind the other students

But now the session was over

Some students were getting advice from him, while others were packing their stuff up

Luckily, no one was focused on you

So you stretched your body on the mat, moving your legs into a forward split and bending forward to stretch your arms in front of you

You tried to focus on yourself, but your eyes wandered over to Kashimo every few seconds

The way he motivated the students

The way he was entirely focused on what he was doing

It was almost captivating

His hair fell over his face as he moved to show a student the correct posture

For a second, his eyes moved toward where you were sitting

You quickly looked away but could not hide the slight blush creeping up your face and ears

Shaking your head, you stood up and started to wrap your hands

As you finished, you took another peek at him

His muscles were barely visible through his loose white clothing, but you sensed he was quite fit

The room slowly became less crowded

You went over to the middle of the ring, beginning to work on your boxing stance

After a while, you could feel a gaze on you, not daring to look behind you, you ignored it

Suddenly, a hand snuck up your arm

You quickly turned around with your hands in fists in front of you

Standing in front of you was Kashimo, wearing a smirk

“(Name), your father has told me a lot about you” he started, smiling cockily

You rolled your eyes at his words, letting your hands fall to your sides

He chuckled at your reaction, pulling up his sleeves and revealing his muscular arms

Your eyes darted to his forearms before rising to his face again

His eyes looked you up and down, making your breath hitch

You instinctively took a step backward, creating space between the two of you

“What do you want?” you asked defensively as you picked up your water bottle

Kashimo licked his lips as his gaze followed your every move

“I want to see if what your father says is true” he said

You furrowed your brows at him before taking a sip of your water

A bit of water dripped down your chin and onto your chest, and before you could wipe it away, you noticed his eyes already staring at the droplets

You gulped before nodding at his request

“Whatever,” you said as you threw away the empty water bottle

You saw him quickly get into a stance you had rarely seen

You bit your lip while getting into your own position, your hands already in fists in front of you

He grinned widely

“First one to end up on the mat for ten seconds loses” he stated before tying his hair up

He started counting down, “Three, two, one, go”

He quickly moved toward you, throwing a punch that you quickly blocked

You continued, throwing punches of your own, a few of his hit you, but almost none of yours landed on him

The knot of his wrapped clothing loosened slightly, and for just a second, you lost focus when the bare skin of his chest was revealed

This loss of focus gave him the opening to land a hit to your chest, the impact sending you flying backward

You quickly stood up again, meeting his smirking face

“Come on” he shouted as he lunged forward at you

You quickly slapped yourself, trying to regain your focus

As you started defending yourself again, your hits finally came closer to landing

He laughed at your frequent attempts to knock him onto the mat

Finally, you saw an opening to send a punch straight to his face, and you sent it flying

But he had been calculating your attack, so before the hit could reach him, he ducked and swiped your feet out from under you

You fell backward onto your back, banging your head in the process

Usually, your timing was fast, but of course his was faster

Before you could get up, he quickly straddled you, holding your hands over your head

“Your father would be disappointed” he spat, harsher than before

You felt rage build up inside you, every thought your family burned into your head screaming at you

“Get the fuck off of me” you shouted as you quickly brought your knees to your chest before kicking him in the stomach

The impact pushed him away from you

He suddenly smirked, amused, making you clench your fists tighter

You gritted your teeth as you lunged at him

Before he could calculate your move, you quickly changed your stance

You spun and sent a high kick to the side of his head

He stumbled after flying to the side, smiling even wider now

You did not understand the stupid smile on his face, which only made you more furious

The fight became more mutual as several hits met his body

You already knew you would end up with more than a few bruises by the time it ended

Between a few hits, you said something that made him stop in his tracks

“You are holding back, aren’t you? I know how powerful you are. Why are you letting me off easy?”

The words came out more uneasy than you wanted as you tried to keep up with your confidence

You both stood still for a moment, listening to the silence of the room that was now emptied out for the night

He suddenly looked down and scoffed

“Pathetic” he muttered, though you processed what he said

“What is your problem?” you asked, shaking your head

Without answering, he suddenly tackled you to the ground again

This time, you gathered enough strength to hold him back by his shoulders, keeping him from pushing you further into the mat

“You are my damn problem” he spat, though there was a slight change in the way he looked at you

His grip was looser than before, his hands almost hovering over you

You struggled to push him off, every attempt ending in failure

A light bulb went off in your head

You looked down and stopped resisting

“Please,” you said in an almost begging voice

For a moment, you saw uncertainty in his eyes as he gulped

That brief hesitation gave you enough time to flip him onto his back, reversing your positions

You straddled his lap, both hands clutching his neck

Squeezing his neck did nothing, as he simply lay there without resisting

Another smirk appeared on his face, his hands settling on your hips

You groaned before letting go of him

“I give up,” you said as you tried to stand from his lap

He suddenly grabbed your hips and pulled you back down

You locked eyes with him, yours full of confusion while his were relaxed

“You are truly mesmerizing” he said

Your lips parted, but no words came out

He chuckled at your reaction, propping himself up on his elbows

“Your father was clearly wrong” he said, deepening your confusion

“What?” you blurted out

“You are a good fighter” he said, pushing his hair away from his face

Your eyes scanned his face, no sign of exhaustion visible

His hand rose to your face, cupping your cheek

You did not move or flinch

Instead, you held his hand, your eyes still locked with his

You watched his chest rise as he took a deep breath, staring at your lips

Suddenly, he shifted his hips, flipping you onto your back again

This time, he placed a hand behind your head, carefully lowering it onto the mat

His hands returned to your hips, his thumb tracing slow circles along your hipbone

You held your breath, trying to understand what was happening

He took your hand and brought it to his mouth, pressing a kiss to your wrist

Your eyes fluttered at the sensation

“Never believe you are unworthy” he whispered

Your gaze dropped to his lips, tracing the curve of his cupid’s bow

You bit your lip before looking back into his eyes

“Can I?” he asked softly, glancing at your mouth

A blush spread across your face

You nearly drooled at the question

Instead of answering, you leaned forward and pressed a kiss to his jaw

He closed his eyes at the sensation, tensing slightly

Shaking his head, he chuckled

Sensing his dissatisfaction, you leaned forward again and placed a kiss at the corner of his lips, smirking

He grimaced before grabbing your face and finally kissing you

You lost all feeling in your body as he melted into the kiss

Your hands slid over his shoulders, pulling him down toward you

His hands held your face firmly, trying to make the kiss last longer

Before you could deepen it, a loud knock echoed through the room

Both of you turned your heads toward the door

He looked back at you and whispered, “Maybe if we stay quiet, they will leave, and we can get back to what we were doing,” smirking playfully

You pushed him off playfully and sat up, acting innocent as you called out to whoever was outside

From the corner of your eye, you could see him smirking at you

....Maybe coming to this club was not as bad as you thought

A/n: i'll highkey rewrite this if ya'll think its shit. Made this for @officeh0urs...I HOPE I DIDNT RUIN IT

i'll try to post pt3 of the suna angst soon.. so yall plz motivate me

I'm feeling lucky tonight - Suguru Geto

The cold breeze swooshed through your hair, earning a shiver down your spine

You were slouched over, sitting on the edge of the sidewalk, stretching your legs in front of you

The smell of alcohol and sweat filled the air around you

The celebration dinner with Geto's team was a big success

A few hours of speaking bullshit to his co-workers was enough for the next months

At least that bonus he'd get would suffice for whatever you had to sacrifice today

Everyone had already left the restaurant you guys were at, you, Geto and his boss

You winced as you started removing your heels from your swollen feet

The cold was almost unbearable, but fortunately Geto had placed his blazer over your bare shoulders before you even took a step outside of the restaurant

The sliding doors of the restaurant finally opened with his boss stepping out, geto stepping out behind him

Letting out a soft smile, you faintly bowed to his boss before he walked off

As you watched his figure walk off out of view, your sight fell on Geto tall frame

His white shirt tailored perfectly to his body, showcasing his broad chest, your favourite part

Geto crouched down beside you, moving your hair away from your neck before placing a small kiss on your collarbone

"Tired?", he asked as he picked up your heels

You nodded before grabbing his hand, standing up with his help

His gaze fell on your bare feet on the pavement

His lips turned to a slight smirk as he chuckled at the sight

Without a word, he quickly swooped you up in his arms, carrying you with one arm and your heels in the other

you chuckled at the sudden position and kissed him softly

His eyes scanned down your body before meeting ur eyes again

"you looked especially beautiful today", he complimented, making you blush slightly

"i hope that bonus is worth that, your co-workers really speak their mind", you said as you wrapped your hands around his neck

he chuckled as he began walking to his car

"Thank you baby" he whispered.

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You guys arrived at his apartment building

the halls of the lobby was as quiet as the night outside, the time ticking closer to 1 am

he carried you into the elevator before finally letting you down after several requests from you to do so

After pressing the button to his floor his hands were all over you, caressing your sides and waist

"my girl", he continued saying as he looked you up and down

you smirked back at him before looking up at the camera in the corner of the elevator

you bit your lips frustratedly before sliding your hands over his chest and around his shoulders

"too bad", you mumbled, earing a sly chuckle from him.

he leant forward, inching closer to pouting mouth, before whispering onto your lips

"its broken", his eyes steadily interlocked with your eyes as your body tensed up at his words

his hand found its way to your chin, his thumb grazing over your bottom lip

your breath hitched as your lips parted, hungry for more

He moved closer to you, pushing you slightly into the wall of the elevator

his body met yours as you licked your lips

you felt every inch of his body through his suit

your hands slid down to his collarbone, loosening the tie around his neck

his eyes were full of hunger, making you squeeze your thighs together

once it was loosened enough not to choke him you grasped at it pulling his face down to yours, smashing your lips onto his

he quickly melted into the kiss, his hands around your face

the kiss quickly turned into a makeout session as the elevator skipped through several floors

his hands moved from you face to your breasts, squeezing them softly as you moaned softly

your lipstick had rubbed off onto his shirt and neck

your tounges were fighting a battle for thirst

he pulled you up with you legs wrapped around his hips

your dress was slowly sliding down your chest as his lips were all over your chest

his hands squeezed your thighs, making you moan slightly

you pulled your hips up softly as his hips dug pushed into you

the friction between you was undeniable

you let your head lean back onto the wall as you were much more heated than anticipated

he groaned at the sight, putting his head onto your chest

"fuck, you're turning me on" he said out of breath

your hands slid through his hair, pulling him slightly back to meet your lips again

you caressed his face as you kissed him passionately

when you both finally pulled away, you smiled softly at him

"i'm feeling extra lucky tonight" he blurted out as the elevator doors finally opened at his floor

The doors opened revealing a small old lady staring shockingly at you two's state

Geto carried you out, quickly bowing towards the lady with lipstick all over his mouth

he let you down on your feet softly a second before you quickly hid behind him, giggling into his back in embarrassment

As he looked back at you, chuckling with a smirk on his face he turned to walk towards his apartment

he wrapped his arm around your shoulders as you pulled your dress down trying to fix your messy state

"lets finish our business quickly now?" he said as he unlocked the apartment, pulling you in hurriedly.

A/n: i lowkey think im ass at writing, and also idk why but i lowkey get scared of myself when i write 18+ oneshots...but should i post one?.. IDKK

IM SO SORRY IVE BEEN INACTIVE

I’ve literally been so busy and I’ve had literally no motivation to write anything + I’ve been editing too. But I’m trying to get back into it rn. Thinking of publishing a draft I’ve had for long now.

Does anyone have any requests for oneshots?

An afterthought - Rintarō Suna

(Pt2)

The next days were tougher than you had imagined.

To your surprise Suna actually called you ten times and texted you even more.

Now suddenly he wanted to talk about you.

you didn't know if it was rage or disappointment but there was no call - back

You didn't respond to any of his tries.

the phone buzzed after being on dnd, but you just stared at it, tears running down your face.

your absence away from him was hard for you too.

being away from your home for the past year, being away for him.

was it actually over?

the years of wholesome love and romance, the years of being together, it all felt like going to waste.

You still loved him, that was not going to change soon.

but that absence was getting more noticed by your friends, and his.

for he suddenly didn't go home anymore, or so you were told.

you did want to see him again.

so one day you just grabbed your things and headed to the gym where he practiced with his team.

Not to talk to him, but to watch.

To see if he was as affected of this as you were.

when your reached the building you took a huge breath trying to calm yourself down.

your heartbeat was rising, your skin felt drier and your hands were sweaty.

you were scared, thinking he forgot all about you.

scared asking yourself if all these years together meant anything to him.

But your feet wouldn't budge.

you stood there, hand tight on the door handle.

'breathe breathe', you continued whispering to yourself.

hanging your head low you didn't notice the mass towering behind you.

when you suddenly felt their breath on your neck you turned around, apologizing for standing in the way.

yet, the person didnt move but rather ruffled your head with their hand.

you looked up to see Shinsuke Kita, a mutual friend of you and Suna.

he looked concerned as he looked in your eyes, or rather through you.

feeling the familiar feeling of comfort made you break down in front of him.

without saying another word, he pulled you into a hug, pressing your head into his chest.

"you're okay, everything is going to be fine", he whispered as he caressed your hair.

You pressed your face into his shirt, leaving wet stains on the collar.

He gently pushed your face up by your chin, softly smiling at you as you finally stopped crying.

"you dont have to say anything, you can just see him" he said, patting your head.

"please dont tell him", you mumbled as you looked down.

"i won't, i promise", he said as he grabbed your hand, pulling you into the building.

he brought you all the way behind where the bleachers were , so you had a good view of the court, but still kept your presence at a minimal.

before walking away he gave you a water bottle and made you sit down.

"take care of yourself, im gonna come over to (friend)'s house in a few days, so we'll talk then okay?", you only nodded.

he gently smiled at you, though it didn't reach his eyes.

You watched as he walked down to the volleyball court and greeted the players.

When you scanned the court you couldn't see Suna anywhere, which at some point worried you a little bit.

but then you suddenly saw a dark figure walk into the court, head hanging lowly as they practically dragged their bad on the floor beside them.

to your surprise it was Suna, his whole entirety looking like a ghost.

Even more so than he usually was.

for your point of view you could that his eyebags were darker and bigger.

his posture was worse, bending down with no energy.

he always had that stoic personality, but this was different.

he actually looked awful.

it almost felt like your head was getting ripped apart watching the person you love being like this.

but you had to remind yourself that he neglected you just a couple moments ago, a few weeks ago this was the shape you were in, and still currently are.

you just sat there watching as they began practicing.

his usual speed was slower.

he missed a lot of spikes, his movements not syncing with the rest of the players, which was difficult to imagine.

Rintaro Suna was not playing good today.

he kept falling here and there, and sometimes you would even reach out your hand, almost to protect him, but you stopped yourself each time.

the other players were noticeably getting frustrated and worried about him, so were you.

the manager blew his whistle to take a break.

Thats when you saw kita walk up from the bench and to Suna who was kneeling down on the court.

for a few seconds you couldn't see what was happening as kita's figure was blocking your view.

But as he moved you finally saw Suna's face.

tears were running down his face, something you had rarely seen.

it felt like another hit to your heart.

you tried listening in on what they were talking about.

"i can't do this", you heard Suna say.

kita sat himself down beside him, holding out a waterbottle that Suna just slapped away.

"cmon Suna, whats wrong with you today?", kita asked, playing around with a volleyball.

"i miss her", Suna suddenly blurted out.

"a part of me is missing, dont you understand? i cant do this without her" he continued.

you listened closer, trying to hear everything.

"who are you even talking about?", kita asked again trying to get him to reveal who this person was.

"i saw her again yesterday", when he said that, all your hopes of being this girl came crashing down.

you felt tears start filling your eyes up again, blurring your view.

because you weren't out yesterday, you were at home the whole day, trying to give yourself the courage to come see him.

but now you see it was all for nothing.

you thought he might have been affected by you leaving, but no.

he was there, all exhausted and crying because of some other girl, someone that wasn't you.

'does that mean he was cheating on me all this time? were all those years together not real?' you thought to yourself.

your head was a mess, your vision was getting blurry turning everything around you to a mix of colors.

you wanted to leave.

you tried standing up but in the mess of it you stumbled, falling over and onto your knees.

the sound was loud enough for the whole court to hear, so all eyes turned to you.

You stood up again, propping yourself up onto the wall as you tried to look away from the staring eyes.

you wiped away your tears, trying to push away the other ones that were forming from the bruising on your knees.

"(your name)", kita suddenly yelled out as you tried walking away.

when you turned your head your blurry eyes met with Suna's confused ones.

not bearing to look at him anymore you ignored kita's yells and ran right out through the halls and out of the building,

you didnt stop there.

you ran as far as your legs had strength to do, your throat burned from the cold air that hit your lungs.

yet your tears wouldnt stop streaming down your face.

Every step felt heavy, like another tug at your heart

all your hopes of this just being a break and not a breakup were shattered.

and then you realized, you were the other girl.

A/n: i have finally finished part 2 of this fic. yes, i will make more parts....just need the motivation for it.

And again i wanna apologize for taking forever to make this.

Next up is pt2 of the tsukishima fic: https://www.tumblr.com/freakylina/797788848735305728/frenemies-kei-tsukishima-mdni-you-and?source=share

Rejection redemption - Miya Atsumu

You walked into the club for the so-called Halloween party that your friend had begged you to go to.

The music was so loud you couldn’t even hear what she was saying all the way from the entrance to the table where your group was sitting.

The smell of marijuana was stronger than the smell of liquor, which wasn’t surprising since the hosts were none other than the popular basketball team players, famous for doing all kinds of drugs, but also for throwing the best parties.

It wasn’t like you liked the basketball players, but you definitely preferred them over the volleyball players, at least for the last few weeks.

Because, due to your not-so-smart decision to confess to your friend of many years, Miya Atsumu, you were rejected and didn’t dare show your face to them anymore.

It wasn’t like you were ashamed, he was lucky to even be one of your options.

But you felt like crap after how it all happened.

“What?” he said as soon as your sentence left your mouth.

“I just had to say something. It felt like absolute horror keeping that to myself,” you blurted out.

“But why?” he asked, his eyebrows furrowing as he scratched the back of his neck, looking down at you.

You shrugged, only to be met with an almost conflicted chuckle.

“What else do you want me to say? I like you, that’s it,” you continued, crossing your arms over your chest.

“But you like like me,” he said, except now it sounded more hurtful—the way he said it, with no concern for you.

“Is it so damn hard to see me as a person of interest? Am I that bad of a person for you not to even think of me romantically?” you asked, your voice turning desperate.

His face turned shocked as he watched your eyes fill with tears.

“You don’t have to say anything. Nothing has to change.” You hung your head low.

“You just don’t have to be a dick about it,” you finally said before turning around.

“I’m sorry,” he finally spoke.

You felt a mix of relief and hurt in a way you couldn’t explain.

You finally told him, but he didn’t reciprocate those feelings—the feelings that made your head hurt when you heard his laughter, when you watched him play volleyball, when he helped you when you got hurt, when you went to prom together after your date didn’t show.

You understood that this might happen, but you had hoped he felt at least a little of what you felt for him.

“I’ll see you later,” you ended the rejection quickly before running away to your next class before he could finish his sentence.

And that was how you ended up not showing up to any of the school’s volleyball matches for the last few weeks.

You didn’t even stay long after classes, scared that he’d try to talk to you.

Because in truth, you were scared—scared of ruining your friendship or hopeful relationship.

But you were also scared of being humiliated again.

So today you finally had the guts to leave the house to do something your friend convinced you would be fun.

You decided to dress up as a vampire, a not-so-difficult outfit.

When you finally got to your group, they greeted you excitedly, happy that you finally joined a hangout after all the ones you canceled over the last few weeks.

To get your mind off things, your friend dragged you onto the dance floor.

You almost stumbled into every drunk person on your way while your eyes wandered everywhere but in front of you.

Your head suddenly crashed into something tall and firm.

Looking up, you saw Atsumu’s twin, Osamu, playfully glaring down at you.

You looked for your friend, who had suddenly disappeared from your sight.

“What do we have here?” he said, raising your chin with his thumb.

He scanned your face before ruffling your hair.

“Vampire, huh?” he chuckled, earning a small smile from you.

“What about you?” you asked, looking him up and down, which was hard as the lights flickered green.

“Batman, to match with my brother.”

Your eyes widened at his response.

You quickly looked around as you realized Atsumu was somewhere in the club.

Osamu shook his head at your reaction.

“Still haven’t made up?” he teased, pinching your cheek.

Slapping his hand away, you quickly turned around to walk back to your friend.

“I’ll see you later, Osu,” you yelled as you walked away from his smirking expression.

When you finally found your friend, you saw her dancing closely with some stranger, half-drunk and half-sober.

On the way over, she had talked about you both needing to loosen up around other guys, so you guessed she was doing that on your behalf.

You sighed as you looked at her being all busy without you.

When you turned to walk over to the bar, your eyes landed on another pair you found painfully familiar.

The same brown eyes you used to stare at across the classroom.

There he was, dressed as the Joker, leaning against the wall with a blunt between his fingers. Atsumu.

His eyes locked with yours in a haze.

You quickly looked away as your heartbeat quickened and heat rose to your face.

You gathered yourself and tried to walk away just as you saw him start walking toward you, when you bumped into another person.

This one smelled so strongly of alcohol that you felt dizzy.

You didn’t even look up before his hands were all over you, snaking around your waist.

You tried to get out of the man’s grip, your eyes still searching for Atsumu.

When a hand neared your chest, you quickly yelled louder.

“Don’t touch me!” your voice drowned in the loud music.

Not even a second later, a punch landed across the man’s face, sending him flying to the floor.

Your eyes widened as you looked up to see Atsumu with rage in his eyes.

He practically jumped on top of the man, throwing a few more punches before his friends pulled him away.

When they finally calmed him down, his entire focus turned to you.

He quickly walked over, his bloody knuckles cupping your face.

“Are you hurt?” he asked urgently.

Your eyes widened again as your hands met his.

When he finally realized what he was doing, he quickly pulled away.

Seeing his reaction felt like a knife to your already aching heart.

You turned on your heel and walked away, disappearing into the crowd.

You walked into the bathroom, stopping in front of the mirror.

You looked at your face, tear-stained and your makeup ruined.

You shook your head before wiping away some of the smudged makeup.

You felt even worse than before you came to the club.

You had done your makeup in case he was there, you always did.

Now everything felt like a waste after how he reacted when he touched you.

You tried to wipe away more makeup as tears kept streaming down your cheeks.

When you finally calmed down, you walked out, not bothering to look up as you headed for the exit.

You quickly texted your friend that you were leaving before stepping out into the freezing cold of late October.

To your side, you saw Atsumu sitting in a squat.

His Joker makeup was messy, his tie loosened, and many of his shirt buttons undone, his chest bare to the freezing air as he stared into nothing.

You finally built up the courage to walk up to him.

He didn’t look up until your shadow fell over him.

His lips were pressed into a straight line, his eyes tired.

“What happened to you?” you asked quietly, looking down at him.

“You,” he said, suddenly grabbing your hand, pulling you down, and pressing his lips to yours.

Your head spun as you let him kiss you without pulling away.

Was he drunk or something?

It wasn’t like you didn’t enjoy it or kiss back, but you had your doubts.

When you finally pulled away, you saw tears in his eyes.

“I’m sorry,” he began. “I can’t hide it anymore. I love you. I’ve been trying to see you, to talk to you these past weeks.”

“I was a fool for not taking your confession the right way. I was a jerk, I am a jerk. But please don’t stay away from me. I can’t live without you. I can’t breathe without you.”

With every word, your eyes teared up more.

“Every match, every class, every second without you was torture. I miss you—your laugh, the stupid noises you make, how you snore when you fall asleep in class. I miss everything about you,” he blurted out.

He stood up, pulling you into his chest while stroking your hair.

“I love you, not just like you. I’m sorry for being a stupid idiot and not telling you sooner. Please forgive me,” he sobbed into your neck.

The smell of smoke hit your nose as you gently pushed him back to give yourself space.

“I hope you’re serious,” you chuckled through your tears.

He nodded through his own tears before leaning in to give you another passionate kiss.

A/n: ive been really busy with work and stuff so imma try to post those that i have a lot of sudden motivation to make. (suna fic coming soon)

Also..its my Birthday yay #19

Surprise, fiance - Kotaro Bokuto

You walk into your shared apartment, slipping off your shoes and bag before heading to the living room to look for your boyfriend.

Instead, you find an empty room, with rose petals scattered all over the floor leading up to your shared bedroom.

You glance over, listening to the slight sound of music playing from the room.

With gentle steps, you walk towards the room, peeking through the slightly open door to see a lit-up red room.

You chuckle to yourself as you open the door slightly.

Your eyes settle on Bokuto laying across the bed in a pair of loose grey sweatpants and a skin-tight black T-shirt clutching around his muscular arms — your favorite set on him.

His face is full of desire as he is propped up on his elbow, with a single rose in between his teeth.

Although that sight was already pleasing for your ovulating mind, you were so overtired that you just start bursting out laughing.

His look turns from desire to confusion in just a second when you drag your hand down your face as you almost start hyperventilating from laughing too much.

His eyebrows furrow at your initial reaction.

He sits upright, tossing the rose away before pouting as he waits for you to stop laughing.

“What’s so funny, babe?” he crosses his arms and huffs in a cute manner.

After trying to speak through your laughter, you finally calm down.

“Not good enough for you?” he starts sulking right there in front of you — another sweet spot for your ovulating mind.

“No, no, it’s beautiful. Thank you, baby,” you smile as you walk up to him and get up onto the bed.

You sit down on his lap, knees on either side of his thighs.

He leans back, propping himself up with his arms behind him.

“Then what’s with the laughing?” he continues sulking, his eyes wandering away from your staring ones.

Your hands wander across his chest and onto his shoulder, feeling into the muscles under the fabric.

As you lean in to give him a kiss on the cheek, he quickly turns his head back and kisses you on the mouth.

“Hey,” you chuckle as a smirk appears on his face, his arms wrapping around you.

“I know what you want, and I want it too…” you start.

His face lights up like a puppy as a glimmer of hope appears in his eyes.

“But…” and as you say that, he begins pouting, sliding his hands under your shirt and around your waist.

“I’m so exhausted from work that I need to relax a bit before doing anything.” He nods understandingly as he kisses your neck.

You lean in, lips close to his ear.

“But we can take a bath together,” you whisper seductively before pulling back to look at his reddened face.

“Really?” he questions eagerly as you get off of his lap, walking away nodding.

You turn away from him as you begin taking off your clothes right in front of his eyes, walking into the bathroom.

He almost slips as he quickly follows, pulling off his joggers and shirt in a quick movement.

“No funny business, though,” you say over your shoulder, half teasingly and half serious, as you get into the bathtub filled all the way up with bath foam.

“I don’t care, as long as you’re with me,” he says, melting your heart just a tad more than usual.

His eyes fill more with love and passion than lust as he slides into the bathtub, sitting down right behind you.

He uses his arm, wrapping it around your shoulders, to pull you back onto his warm chest.

You both lay there for a while, no words spoken, as you seek comfort in each other’s presence — his arms wrapped around your chest, not in a lustful but protective manner.

“You know how I’ve been busy with practice and you with work,” he starts speaking, his voice sending vibrations down his chest and onto your back.

You hum back, your eyes closed, as you lean your head back onto his chest.

“So this was my attempt at doing something for us,” he continues, his hyper demeanor now turned into a softer and more serious manner.

As the words leave his mouth, you feel a sense of worry, so you turn your head to face him.

“I love this. I need nothing more than you to fill every need I have. And I really appreciate that you even thought about this,” you say, cupping his face in your hand.

“I really missed you,” he says, using his finger to move your wet hair away from where it’s sticking to your face.

You bite your lip, looking at his loving face.

“I missed you too, so much,” you say as he leans down and kisses you, more passionately this time.

“You know, babe…” he continues.

“I really love you, and I know that ever since the day I met you and you stole my heart, I had already chosen that I wanted you to be with me for the rest of our lives.” You nod as you admire his face and every little scar or bump on it.

“So I wanted to make it official,” he says, suddenly getting a small dark blue box from under the clothes lying on the bath side.

Your eyes widen as you realize what is happening.

Even before he speaks again, your eyes tear up, hands covering your mouth.

He opens it up in front of you to reveal a beautiful diamond ring.

“So will you make me the happiest and luckiest man in the world… and marry me?” he says, tears rolling down his face.

You smile, nodding profusely as you whisper, “Yes.”

He places the ring on your finger before smashing his lips on yours.

His arms tighten around you as you both let your tears fall down into the bathtub.

You pull away before wrapping your arms around him once more.

“I love you, baby,” you whisper softly as you look at the ring on your finger, smiling brightly.

For even though it wasn’t a big fancy proposal, it was all you had ever wanted in a proposal.

It was a small, personal, and romantic proposal with him — with the love of your life.

And you felt like the luckiest woman on earth to be able to call yourself Bokuto’s fiancé, and soon… Wife.

A/n: yes i finally posted again, and yes im sorry, but.. i did love making this as bokuto is literally my spirit animal

and also, i would love to say that im hopeful that ill be ready to post my suna fic tmrw (day after tmrw*), and the tsukishima fic in a few days.

Do request any other characters from the haikyu universe aswell as f.ex. jjk, mha etc.

And also comment if you want to be on any of my taglists.

love yall, take care <3

I WILL, I SWEAR 😭 I’ve just been really busy and im working on a few other oneshots aswell. So ill try to post it in a few days. SORRY 🥲

An afterthought - Rintarō Suna

(Pt 1)

Any relationship needs mutual understanding and mutual work to function

When one side fights hard while the other doesn’t, the relationship is already doomed to failure

You tried hard to keep you and Sunas relationship alive but throughout the last months with him spending more and more time at practices than in your presense, your relationship was hanging on by a thread.

And thar threat was getting thinner when Suna would come home late, not even acknowledge you and go straight to bed.

It went from cuddles and dinners together, to straight to bed and straight out in the morning.

you spent more time crying to yourself at night than talking to him

You knew it was time to get out but you couldn’t accept it, you wouldn't accept this.

because for some time it was perfect.

At the start there were a few hangouts and dates ever now and then, and as youre relationship devoloped he asked you to move in, because he wanted to use less time to get from and to you.

you both graduated, got on with your lives being adults.

you knew that life would be stressful and busy, but after a while you didn't feel like his partner but rather an afterthought.

A reminder of a past comfort that lingered around him.

you tried to talk to him, but he would either change the topic or downright turn you down.

the slight ache in your heart was getting bigger and tougher to ignore.

he walked into the apartment, not even turning on the lights before heading to the kitchen.

it was 2 am at night, but there you stood infront of the now cold dinner you made for him.

he sighed deeply before taking his bag off of his shoulder, placing it on the floor beside you

glancing at the food, he turned to face you.

"you didn't need to make this, you know how busy i get" he said, a slight annoyance in his voice.

your head hung lowly as tears welled up in your eyes.

"its our anniversary" you said quietly as you felt a clump in your throat.

he sighed again, putting a hand on your shoulder.

"im sorry, i'll make it up to you" he said as he began walking towards your bedroom.

"how?" you spoke up, letting a tear fall down your cheek.

he froze in his tracks, still not facing you.

"you're never home, you rarely speak to me anymore" you say, biting your lip to stop you from sobbing.

he didn't respond so you continued.

"i have tried so hard to keep us from falling apart but im tired of feeling like an afterthought", you clenched your hands as you let them hand by your sides.

"what do you want me to say?", he finally responded.

his shoulder tense as he finally looked at you.

"Anything", you practically choked out as tears stream down your face.

"im tired Suna, i can't do this any-"

"i don't wanna talk about this right now, im tired", he interrupts you as he looks away.

you tried to grab his arm but before you could, he walked away into your bedroom, closing the door behind him.

you slid down onto your knees with your face in your hands, sobbing.

after a while of crying to yourself, you decided that this was it.

you were done.

throughout the night you used the time to pack your things into a few suitcases, instead of convincing yourself that he was just tired.

as the clock ticked closer to dawn, you sent a message to a friend to come pick you up after suna would leave the house, before placing your suitcases into the storage room.

you sighed to yourself as you finally laid down on the couch to sleep.

you didnt even wake up when he left the house, as he did it so quietly.

when your friend finally showed up, you cried again, this time in her arms.

it was hard leaving this apartment, as a lot of happy memories were made here.

but you couldn't leave out the bad memories that still haunted you every night staying here, all the memories of him straying away from you.

you took a last glance at your apartment, leaving a small letter on the kitchen counter for him, before leaving at last.

sitting in the car as you drove away, you couldn't help but ask yourself if you were giving up too quickly or if you made the right decision.

A/n: first angst oneshot, and i still dont know if i want to make it a sad or happy ending ¯\_(ツ)_/¯