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Look at him. Look at that crest of feathers!! And that smile!! the freckles!!! And just asdfghjkl everything! I'm in loooovvveeeee~

Look at him. Look at that crest of feathers!! And that smile!! the freckles!!! And just asdfghjkl everything! I'm in loooovvveeeee~

"You were my brother! I loved you!"

Don't mind me, just making myself sad by thinking about Cal Kestis/Obi-Wan Kenobi parallels again and how things are gonna be real hard for Cal in Jedi 3 (:

In November of 2024 I started writing eye of the beholder, a fanfic based off the video game Jedi Survivor that picks up at the end of the game, where all the canon events still happen, but for one added detail, which of course, changes everything.

There's lightsaber combat, family dynamics, Force fuckery, tons of elemental Force metaphors, a smidgen of body horror, and smut. It requires you to have played the game to completion and to be open to a relationship between Cal Kestis and Bode Akuna. There's a fair bit of romance in it, if I do say so myself.

Spoiler for those of you who haven't played the game: But Jen, you say, isn't Bode dead at the end of the game? Why yes, that's true. That's part of the story. (I promise there are no zombies, though.)

I started posting this in April of 2025, so it's only taken a year to complete, lol. I made friends promise to nag me to work on it, which helped! It's officially the longest thing I've finished, and it has a happy ending, which is, to me, the best way to end things.

Here's hoping you like it too.

(art via the incredibly talented @snoozyfruit who has braved the trenches of the UUU camera mod for us.)

I listened to Andy Kim talking on the Senate floor, that 18 year old in Delaney hall is there alone, her mom comes to see her when she can, even though she's there alone she's translating for other detainees who don't speak English.

I have student in one of my classes, I have known him for 3 years and he's so smart and works so hard, he's 17 and his lawyer moved his asylum case up because they want to have it before he turns 18 and can be snatched off the street.

Guards at these detention centers have said, the cruelty is the point, I have to make your life miserable so you'll agree to leave the country. But even the ones who agree to leave are stuck waiting because we don't have deportation agreements with every country.

I'm glad Kilmar Abrego Garcia won his selective and vindictive prosecution case but ICE goons are threatening prisoners who try to organize for better conditions that they'll be deported to Uganda or the Congo, where there's an active Ebola outbreak.

Whatever you would have done during Nazi Germany, the concentration camps, is what you are doing right now. These atrocities are happening right in front of us. And for what? I watched a right wing video where the speaker said, we'll deport so many of them that we'll never have to press 1 for English again.

Doing a final project in my stats class, we have to pick a subject and collect data on it. We need at least 100 data points, and I figured this blog is big enough that a poll on here could get to that pretty easily!

Doing my project on if it’s more likely to be born in certain months :]

You are loved.