I’m very tired of having to beg everyone to stay

no i will not get over it. in fact, i am under it. i will still think about this months later and sob

holy fuck why does it always feel like i’m asking for too much, always asking too much.

i really wish i was easier to love

i want to be loved in the same amount that i love.

in the end no one actually cares until you’re dead

i wish people understood that fps in BPD are against our will

forever grieving the life i couldve had- the person i couldve been- had it all never happened to me

Ew oh my god I make myself so uncomfortable

there’s no one more sick of me than myself.

Wanna be high 24/7 and never come back down.

i fantasize about rejecting apologies i'll never receive

I feel so sad and empty, I wish I was normal and could love in a healthy way instead of always screwing up everything and hurting those I love.

I wish someone would comfort me