i feel so left out. like everyone around me knows how to be a human and i don’t.

well i think i either gotta get better or die chat

the problem with getting better is you have to want it bad enough. i simply don't want this life that fucking bad.

i bet feeling loved is soooooo nice lmao.

i feel like i'm running out of time. out of time. out of time.

i'm always waiting for something horrible to happen.

i don't know who i am anymore. i don't think i was ever anyone anyway.

will i preform even in death?

been laying on the floor a lot again

really starting to feel like 27 will be my cap.

there's this rage that lives in my blood. i have no where to put it.

sorry i can't go out right now im experiencing the full range of human emotions and contemplating death

did i fail because i was constantly pushed to be something greater or did i fail because i wasn't born as special as they thought.