⚧Glad to be here⚧

Yesterday i had to do something immoral and it sucked. Basically i work for the post office and i had to send information to the police about one package. I don't think the information i provided is at all useful, but i still dislike having had to help the pigs. And it's not like i can just refuse to do my job without straight up saying "i'm an anarchist" so.

It's extremely rare that they ask us for something like this and even rarer that i am the one assigned to do it, but it is a possibility. So i was like "i like working for the post office because i just worry about silly little packages and i am contributing to a public service" and now they make me do this :((

I did get told (insinuated) yesterday that in January i'll get a raise, but we'll see if that actually happens and how much it is

So because yesterday i was so stressed and overwhelmed i listened to a message my friend left me saying they don't plan on moving right now, more like in 2-4 months, but they did meet a person who, like me, is desperate to leave her house, so we could all share. The problem would be when we move in. And because i was so overwhelmed i told them that my dad and his siblings are trying to rent my granddad's apartment. I just felt like i had to say it, it has three bedrooms, and it would save my granddad some money that they would otherwise pay to an agent. But also like. I don't know the other person. I trust my friend a lot and i know if i told them they need to get out of the apartment they would. But I can't trust a person i haven't even met, and my friend is not ready to move yet, so i can't tell my dad "hey can you rent the apartment to me and a complete stranger? Another friend will join us in a few months"

And i was speedrunning building a little wooden box so i could gift it to her for her birthday but then i realised that i had already bought her an agenda.

So i am thinking, i have the choices of 1) giving her the box anyway because i made it thinking of her, 2) giving the box as a christmas present to one of my parents or perhaps a cousin, or 3) keeping it to myself, even though i have enough boxes as is