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literally ALWAYS ready to talk about him. i feel like the longer the summer break goes the more i think about azune it’s a daily situation. thank you for this opportunity

Be The Wheel - Theo Katzman. Don’t be the second coming / Just be that holy one thing.

This song is about breaking yourself down to a very base level and focusing on your productivity; it’s a very optimistic look at the process, but I think Azune does this. I think when he’s patrolling around and noticing too much and remembering too much he tries to become Useful more than anything else. It’s like that one post that says Azune is good at Survive.

The Little Mess You Made - The Favors. You can have your cake, (who gets all the blame?) / You can have mine too, (I guess it's up to you) 

The thing about Thjazi and Azune is. It’s so profoundly complicated and painful and too sharp to touch. I think about Thjazi saying “Not you, anybody but you” when he saw Azune was the one who would take the fall for his escape from execution constantly. Part of me really believes Thjazi did the best he could for Azune, but the best he could helped produce a man so willing to sacrifice himself that it’s not even really a second thought. Azune & Thjazi is like ‘let’s ruin our lives with Papa Thjazi.’

Kill of the Night - Gin Wigmore. The danger is I’m dangerous / And I might just tear you apart. 

“I’m vindictive :)” lives were changed forever. the world has never been the same. Campaign 4 Episode 23 “Buried Truths” 3:40:50 ‘does he have any mention of getting paid in his report’ -> ‘By the end of that day, you see that Il-Kafsareh's desk is empty.’ LIVES WERE CHANGEDDDDD 

THINGS BEHIND THINGS BEHIND THINGS - Bon Iver. I get caught looking in the mirror on the regular / What I see there resembles some competitor. 

It’s loss of identity, it’s did you ever have an identity, it’s how can you be useful to the people you care about without the connection going back to you, it’s ‘there is something rotten beneath everything and that’s real so what can you do about it,’ it’s what does the future even look like. And it’s Azune breaking down knowing Murray is there to force him across the finish line that is always two more steps down the road. 

Black Pear Tree - The Mountain Goats and Kaki King. Somebody’s gonna get hurt, somebody’s gonna get hurt / I hope it’s not me / But I suspect it’s going to have to be.