Tʜɪs ɪs ᴛʜᴇ sᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴏғ SURVIVING !

hello and welcome to my roleplay blog ! call me BELLUM, she / her, 32 years old, a writer at heart and a softie who's also an expert at puppeteering heartstrings. (consider yourself warned ❤️)

this blog is PRIVATE and INDEPENDENT. private meaning I only roleplay with mutuals (people whom I follow who also follow me ; does not apply to sideblogs so long as I follow your main) and independent meaning I am unaffiliated with any roleplay groups. I am moderately selective and sporadic activity. (sometimes I take long breaks / hiatuses, but I usually come back stronger than ever !)

MULTIFANDOM and MULTIMUSE. a host of different fandoms including Steven Universe, Baldur's Gate 3 / Dungeons and Dragons, Disney, Undertale / Deltarune, Five Nights at Freddy's, and more ! I adore crossovers and will often craft verses for specific fandoms for my own muses who aren't in said fandom.

dark and triggering topics will be present with some muses, so while I do my best to tag triggers and dark things, tread with caution.

BELLUM. call her Sev and she's yours

might finish this reply, toss her in the queue, and call it a night

lowering the mass of a thing or person ? she can move it, meaning she can throw things or even teleport herself short distances

increasing the mass ? makes it immovable, like if she wants to keep someone in place or keep an object up as a shield

but because this setting is superhero and not sci-fi, she doesn't exactly know that's what she's doing as the particulars of her powers

she just describes it as telekinesis, and if pressed, "it feels like I'm making this thing ... less, so I can move it. or more, so it can't be moved."

wait till Ryland figures it out and explains to her what she's ACTUALLY doing and the potential for her to do so much more WITH IT

if she shifts the mass effect fields quickly, she could TEAR SOMEONE APART AT THE MOLECULAR LEVEL (or, to a lesser degree, rip their clothes / armor / weapons apart)

[TXT] : Thank you for contacting Shade Funerary Services' text communication line. You're currently speaking with Gijaral Goreshade, head of operations. I do my best to speak professionally, so I may come off a bit clinical, but be advised you are indeed conversing with a real person, not an artificial intelligence. I know this must be a difficult time for you, so be assured I'm here to handle any concerns you may have.

[TXT] : To better assist, may I please have your name, the name of the deceased, and your relation to the deceased ? And are there any particular questions or concerns you had at this time ?

[TXT] : ...

idk

weepy ?

my brain keeps telling me "shut up, stop rambling, stop shitposting, just write, nobody cares about your stupid rambling and bullshit"

I'm scared that everyone secretly doesn't like me and / or is just putting up with me

I'm scared that people are gonna forget about me because I haven't been writing and haven't been as present lately

and logically I know none of that is true and I've been trying so hard to just shut my brain up BECAUSE I know it's not true but for some reason the last couple of days it's just hard to make it all be quiet like I keep wanting to just cry and hide away and not do anything, which obviously doesn't help because then it feeds back into the "you're not doing anything" bullshit loop

I am GOING to write some stuff after I shove dessert in my face but it's not gonna be nearly as much as I wanted

and I just

I dunno

and she words it like this :

EMERGENCY!!!! i'm thinking about u and ur not here, guess i'll just touch myself about it BABE THIS IS IMPORTANT!! for my fantasy. are u a solid stockings or fishnets kind of girl OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD i just had the most intense fucking orgasm n it's all ur fault cuz i was thinking about u the whole time when are u getting off so i can get YOU off

this is. gonna take a minute