blog4wings

it’s called Wings

you make the aspartame taste like sugar

and watching myself shrink makes me feel fuller

one day i won’t leave a footprint, one day i’ll grow wings

you make the stevia taste like molasses

i’ll take these numbers and i’ll flip them on their asses

one day i won’t leave a footprint, one day i’ll grow wings

cock my head back and drink her from a bottle

worms and bugs and maggots eat away at what was me

start to see some progress push it further full throttle

watching numbers drop is like a high i’ll never leave

saying i’m not hungry is under exaggerating

i mean it when i say i hate the taste of weighing

let the fear consume me as i imagine my limbs thicken

every muscle in my body will atrophy this weekend

you make the aspartame all the sweeter

like swallowing my brain, replacing it with my space heater

one day i won’t leave a footprint, one day i’ll grow wings

you make the stevia taste like perfection

like making going to the beach easy to mention

one day i won’t leave a footprint, one day i’ll grow wings

time grows thick as my hair starts thinning

parasites and leeches fester underneath my skin

water seems sufficient if my body’s getting skinny

everything is worth it just as long as i listen

when they sang “brittle fingers and thin cigarettes,” i listened

i’m the forest fire, i’m the fire and the witness

every living thing will eat and will be eaten

low fat cottage cheese: 120

cucumber slices: 10

kind bar: 150

diet dr pepper: 0

total: 280

cw: 102.8lbs

gw: 95lbs

my plans for the next 10 days until school is out 🪽