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๐| It is a permanent-identity that holds the meaning of someone wanting to Permanently be messaged by someone / everyone! Whatever it means to said user of [ Perma-messaged]
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No one understands how suffocating it feels to have ASPD & feel so isolated no matter where you are or what youโre doing.
Theres a disconnect thats involuntarily, at times I wish I were able to deeply connect & be closer to people but I canโt. I canโt help but feel nothing but a suffocating boredom that consumes me whole, seeing people connect and have fun with one another will always be such a heavy isolating feeling that I donโt think anyone will ever understand.
i don't think people without ASPD understand how hard masking is for us.
let me try to explain it.
imagine you are in a sensory deprivation chamber all of the time and you are desperate for a way out. someone opens the door a crack. of course you're going to claw at that crack until you feel a bit of sunlight on your face - it's more than you've had in forever.
now, that, but emotionally. i feel bored or dissatisfied to an excruciating extent and when i find a 'crack' (such as a reason to argue with someone, breaking rules, theft, lying, etc), i will claw at it until i get an adrenaline rush - also known as thrill-seeking.
but imagine you're also NOT allowed to do that and are expected to sit and be pretty for the world because they don't like when you do that. it's hurtful. i understand that, and i don't want to necessarily hurt other people, but if it happens i am not torn up over it because i got that bit of sunlight on my face.
masking is very vigorous and tiring. the 'basic expectation' can wipe me out completely for days. even people who i'm supposed to be able to trust and unmask around, i still have to mask a little bit at least. it makes me seem irrational and completely immature when i explode off of little things like being disagreed with, but what people don't understand is that everything i do is masking and it all adds up to the bomb going off.
everything - smiling, laughing at jokes, small talk, following directions, listening to others, comforting someone, apologizing for mistakes - all of it is masking. that bare minimum that's no effort for other people? that's all draining. and the worst part is that you only ever can be yourself, by yourself. and you know that nobody in your life will ever understand how to be 'normal', you have to try 10x harder than everyone else, and you have to live with knowing that nobody would do that for you. so it is VERY tempting to throw that away sometimes, especially with the impulsivity that comes with it.
Hai!! Can you please make a TransRainbowGamma flag? Thanks a bunch :}
โน เฃช ห TransXGamma
A term for one who feels their gamma is or should be of a [X] color (gamma is something like aura, what color someone associate themselves with or feel but everyone can has their own feeling and description of gamma)
A general term for those who believe in or adhere to a religion/philosophy founded/etc where they themselves are a divine or other important figure or following in such
Classic and adherents, believers or practitioners/their presence options
You're a godkin/*kin from an existing religion or something similar/-god/have a god complex and anything else that is associated with the feeling of yourself as a god/deity or other important figure
You live according to your own clear system of values, worldviews and behavior and want to consider/identify this as a religion/philosophy founded/etc where u creator of laws
You adherents, believers or practitioners of such a god/important figure (use only the second flag for yourself)
You just want to identify yourself with this term for any other reason
Autoism itself does not carry any ideas or beliefs; they are created only by the creators of more sophisticated/incoming directions!
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โน เฃช ห Everyone, u have no idea HOW MUCH I hate "the term" narcissist trauma
narcissistic trauma is when someone have npd/npd symptoms/narcissistic traits because someone (usually a parent/guardian) with npd has traumatized them
Idk how common (if it even exists here) this is in eng psychological community but in ru speaking it's incredibly strong
Even classified psychologists use it plz stop this shit and get fuck off away from us
And yeah, this is one of the MANY reasons why I hate psychiatry/psychology in postsoviet countries who does not work according to EU standards (me this god, many psychiatrists in my country still work according to ICD 9)
I just want to remind that abuse will always be abuse, it should not have categories based on the personal traits or characteristics of the one who commits it, k?
Please be a good one and don't use ableist terms โก
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Hanahakiqueer is a blankqueer stance rooted in the concept of unrequited love and personal autonomy. This stance is:
Pro:
All system origins
All ships + ship and let ship
ALL transIDs
ALL kinks
Letting people live how they want
Curating your own experiences
Calling out nonconsensual harm, predatory behavior, and toxicity
Blocking anyone for any reason
Anti:
Nonconsensual harm
Predatory behavior
Harassment
Already coined? Consider this an alt! Please feel free to archive and post on TransID.org if you want, just make sure you credit @thedizzysys on tumblr!
