Ramblings

I'm a minor, also a part of the LGBTQIA+🏳️‍🌈 community.

I'm apart of the Bungo Stray dogs, Jujutsu Kaisen, pokèmon and Link click Fandom's. Among many other things as well, but I'm not going to sit here and list everything.

I love interacting with people of all ages and backgrounds. I love getting perspective on how people think.

1. The world is very cruel. It can and will take everything, but in the same breathe I can say you can also gain so much.

2. People lie a lot. People are also fake and I can't understand why you continue being around people if you don't like them.

3. You can't help everyone and that's okay. Some people just aren't meant for a happy ending and it sucks, it's also a conversation many aren't ready for, but I accept this wholeheartedly. You can't save everyone, not everyone can get help, not everyone wants it as well. (People need to respect whatever choice an individual makes too as long as you aren't harming others)

4. It's always worth doing and trying things and talking to people. It's good to take opportunities you regret more that you don't do than more that you do.

I need everyone to stop looking at kids and teenagers like they don't understand anything. Wisdom comes with experience, not age, yes age you tend to have more expression, but that isn't always the case. Many people look at kids as lesser than and I'd go as far as to say children are an oppressed class.

I have suspected Autism&Ahdh for 2–3 years by now, and when I have brought it up to my Mom she has told me she honestly has thought such herself when I was younger—why not get me assessed back then? I can't deny part of me has some form of resentment from that, but I digress.

I have had multiple of my friends who are diagnosed or others who are also heavily suspecting/have spoken with professionals who agree I most likely am, and it truly bothers me that I can't get assessed and I feel distressed that I can't claim that I 100% am because I feel like it's so obvious. Especially when I look back and realize how naive I was/am and how often I got/get used by people

Among Autism&Ahdh I could have ocd too; I know all of these disorders overlap, but I'm almost positive I have Autism&Ahdh, and then there's something that seems so distinct that is probably something else into the mix and would make sense if it's ocd—Intrusive thoughts, occasionally I feel gulity and get compulsions to confess everything wrong I've ever done.

I guess we'll never really know for sure.