wretched creature

Pretty enbies deserve really cool rocks and as many orgasms as the human body can safely sustain

i’d love the opportunity to fumble you catastrophically

look i WISH more horror movies were just the directors thinly disguised fetish. instead we got all these horror movies that are just undisguised reflections of culturally hegemonic values and anxieties. like if we got some weird fetishes up in here it would probably add some variety thats all im saying.

The fastest way to accomplish The Project is to cease being afraid of The Project. The Project cannot maim you. The Project cannot kill you. The Project is more afraid of you than you are of it. It is okay if The Project turns out differently from how it was in your head, and it is okay if it has flaws. You are capable of engaging with The Project.

Something really fun and normal is that being trans and nonbinary is socially alienating not only because you're not a cis person but because so much of people's social behavior is soooo. Segregated lol. Like it feels fucking weird that we lowkey have a Girls Table in the first place like men won't let them speak normally but furthermore kind of drifting into the women's friend subgroup as I'm not one of The Men and still clearly not really being one of them either and getting the "she- sorry, what are your pronouns?" makes me feel like a zoo animal

Observing the "cisgender men" and "everyone else" type Structure occurring in real time at the communist book club meetings and pretending not to see anything because if we start unpacking all of that I'm just going to scream and scream and scream

thinking bout 2019 and how i took her for granted

i have been noticing recently that people younger than me are too sensitive, while people older than me are not sensitive enough. which, if i'm correct, should be taken as a sign that the total reality penetration vortex is operating as intended -- within as few as five or six generations we may very well be producing babies who can directly perceive the wound at the heart of the world