this blog is to externally express an internal experience. though i have tried, i have no logic or language for my experience

angelene • schizophrenic • lesbian new account 12.31.25 (gougeddoll terminated)

puppet → strings → external force → obedience → dependence → visible hierarchy -> domination → submission

automaton → mechanism → internalized force → repetition → habit → discipline → self-regulation → apparent autonomy

woman → socialization → identification → subjectification -> desire → self-surveillance → self-correction → “choice” → consent → agency?

In the dollification of the living reproduced by the aforementioned textual products, it is, as I argued, Patricia Esteban Erlés who shakes the traditional representation of the diabolic doll motif with the greatest virulence and who most comfortably embodies the “feminist fantastic” tag in doing so. First, because she strips the girl of her traditional candid and innocent attributes, making her the monstrous protagonist of her fantastic stories. And second, because by giving a woman the role of the “evil one in the fairy tale,” “far from perpetuating the image of donna diavola, she is contributing to taking her out of her orbital roles, thus ending her silencing.”

The singularities of [this] work could lead us to extrapolate the idea that there is a certain feminine fantastic, in which female writers consciously make their gender visible by making women the agentive protagonists of their stories, giving them fictional space and, above all, a voice.”