This is just one of the escapes I've been using to avoid the real problems in my life, like how I have only 3 more credits to fulfill a physics/math degree (which could be accomplished by testing out of a Spanish class, which I have been battling the energy for since 2019), and the perpetual doomscrolling through notes that I don't even want to read. It's time to grow up and finish off.

To everyone who has either DM'd me or tagged me in posts, attempting to establish some sort of connection or friendship, I sincerely apologize. I still don't know how the hell to connect to people, even through the anonymity of this website. I can mask enough to ring up a customer and interact with coworkers, but I balk at answering an ask or replying to a message. If there's any takeaway to be gained from this: I wanted to, and I meant to. But I didn't know how.