Peter Mishler,Ā The Doubling of Self: An Interview with Richard Siken
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH
art blog(derogatory)
d e v o n
Aqua Utopiaļ½ęµ·ć®åŗć§čØę¶ćē“”ć
I'd rather be in outer space šø

oozey mess
hello vonnie

styofa doing anything
Misplaced Lens Cap

⣠Chile in a Photography ā£
TVSTRANGERTHINGS
NASA
Cosimo Galluzzi
noise dept.

if i look back, i am lost
Game of Thrones Daily
seen from United States

seen from Hungary

seen from Brazil

seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from United States

seen from United Kingdom

seen from Malaysia
seen from United Kingdom

seen from Türkiye

seen from United States

seen from Mexico

seen from Netherlands
seen from India

seen from Argentina

seen from Indonesia

seen from Malaysia
seen from United States
seen from United States
@unlistenableunreadable
Peter Mishler,Ā The Doubling of Self: An Interview with Richard Siken

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch ⢠No registration required ⢠HD streaming
āCatherynne M. Valente, The Bread We Eat in Dreams;Ā āThe Red Girlā
āRichard Siken, Crush;Ā āA Primer for the Small Weird Lovesā
every time someone mentions the little prince I almost forget itās a childrenās book because I literally cannot get through the part about being tamed without crying
āTo me, you are still nothing more than a little boy who is just like a hundred thousand other little boys. And I have no need of you. And you, on your part, have no need of me. To you, I am nothing more than a fox like a hundred thousand other foxes. But if you tame me, then we shall need each other. To me, you will be unique in all the world. To you, I shall be unique in all the worldā¦ā But if you tame me, it will be as if the sun came to shine on my life . I shall know the sound of a step that will be different from all the others. Other steps send me hurrying back underneath the ground. Yours will call me, like music, out of my burrow. And then look: you see the grain-fields down yonder? I do not eat bread. Wheat is of no use to me. The wheat fields have nothing to say to me. And that is sad. But you have hair that is the colour of gold. Think how wonderful that will be when you have tamed me! The grain, which is also golden, will bring me back the thought of you. And I shall love to listen to the wind in the wheatā¦ā The fox gazed at the little prince, for a long time. āPlease, tame me!ā he said.ā Yeahā¦ā¦ā¦..
oh my god
"I don't want to read leftist theory it's all written by old white men" FANON IS RIGHT THERE
I understand not wanting to read theory because it's exclusive, elitist, or just plain hard to understand, but I'm begging you to please give Fanon's work a read if you can. Especially if your argument for not reading theory is the quote above.
Honestly there is so much theory that is not written by old white men.
I'd also recommend Davis for leftists theory written in an accessible way by a woman of colour.
Additional theorists:
CLR James
JosƩ Carlos MariƔtegui
George Padmore
Huey Newton
Che Guevara
Angela Davis
Ho Chi Minh
Alexandra Kollontai
Rosa Luxemburg
Mao Tse-tung
Walter Rodney
Just some of the ones accessible on marxists.org for free. This small list doesn't even include momentous figures like Castro, Lumumba, and Sankara or other writers like Federici, Shakur, Butler, or Lorde.
Amilcar Cabral
Julius Nyerere
Safiya Bukhari
Bell Hooks
AbdulRahman Mohammed Babu
Sanyika Shakur
Dhoruba Bin Wahad
Mumia Abu Jamal
Paulo Friere
AmiƩ CƩsaire
Robin D.G. Kelley
I will add more to the list and links later.

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch ⢠No registration required ⢠HD streaming
Anne Boyer
[to the cameras]
[made rebloggable by request]
Because the prophet, the revolutionary, the messiah, the human embodiment of a cause is ⦠godtouched; he or she sees and feels and moves through the world with divinity of some kind or another running through his veins. It doesnāt have to be literally divine - though it usually is in some way - but it is something that lifts them beyond, that makes them holy to other humans, and when that happens, when disciples gather, they love him or her for it, they become utterly devoted.
And even if the prophet loves back, even with all the love in the world; his highest realm of love is reserved for something mere mortals cannot touch; his eyes lift over and beyond the horizon of reality, they look towards something greater. for the disciple, the love is the greatest and smallest part of that glory they can ever hope to hold.
itās hard enough if you just love the prophet wholly, for who they are, for the ideal they embody, for their divinity
but to be loved back, to have that, but to know that no matter what that their love for you can never measure up to the engulfing love you feel for them, because so much of the prophet is sacred space, reserved, devoted to something beyond human, to the transcendence, the divinity, the cause - not even consciously, itās just their nature -
that. that is cruel.
i canāt say it well, just readĀ this poem, andĀ this one
and look through my tags;Ā they blink and reality shivers,Ā nothing crueller than loving and being loved by a prophet, andĀ disciples who love their messiah too much, (bonus for subversive judas iscariot feelings)Ā they are all essentially the same concept. i have three fucking tags for this concept. i cannot be held accountable for my actions.
I often think this is my favorite poem.Ā
i donāt know how to be loved properly.
j'ai tué ma mère/ the last days of judas iscariot/ wishbone/ corpus christi/ the last temptation of christ.

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch ⢠No registration required ⢠HD streaming
on growing pains & the wounded inner child
Laura Mathis, No Mist (2017) / Liana Finck / Donāt You Wonder Sometimes, Tracy K. Smith / if wishes were fishes. or retroactive protection. whichever. @incendavery / This World Without Miracles, Jane Shore
THE HORRIFIC INTIMACY OF SURGERY AND DISSECTION.
Wishbone - Richard Siken // Surgery to remove the breast and dress the wound, c.1841, wellcome library // Jan Josef Horemans, Interior with a surgeon and his apprentice attending to a patient, c.1722 // Wishbone // Ā John Bell, IV Book II, Engravings of the Bones, Muscles, and Joints Illustrating the First Volume of the Anatomy of the Human Body, c.1794 // Andreas Vesalius, man presenting his flayed abdomen, de humani corporis fabrica, c.1543 // Jenny Holzer // Rembrandt, the anatomy lesson of Dr. Deijman,c.1656 // found in: Richard Barnett - Crucial Interventions.
on hysteria by sam sax
on falling for the one person you shouldn't
sue zhao // gentle.earth // "liv & ingmar" (2012) // amal el-mohtar, max gladstone, "this is how you lose the time war" // lincoln, "how i survived bobby mackey's personal hell" // neck deep // @ijaazat // the young veins, "lie to the truth" // jane seville, "zero at the bone" // chen chen, "when i grow up i want to be a list of further possibilities" // bonnie raitt, "i can't make you love me" // unknown // e-m. s., "odium" // pvris, "loveless" // rainbow rowell, "carry on"
i canāt remember the name of my favorite poem but it has this quote in it thatās like āif you pretend to love enough people you will never go hungryā and its about where this person was when Elliott smith died and at the end of it he opens up a fortune cookie and it says something bad and he doesnāt tell anyone about it for a whole year
āOde to Elliot Smith, Ending in the First Snow Snowfall of 2003ā The Crown Aināt Worth Much by Hanif Willis-Abdurraqib
what I really like about all these vintage coupleās portraits is that there is a very certain romatic decorum kept up ā certain themes and poses ā which, while of course being the mainstream preferred view of couples repeated throughout many studios, are just⦠so nice to look at.Ā
this staged affection, a mix of theatricality and intimacy, the couple holding still for a couple of moments and now immortalised in a very set sequence of embraces and kisses. there is a charm to it even when I canāt tell whether this was a genuine couple portait or just actors hired by the photographer.
the kiss on the bare shoulder (eyes perfectly averted), the cheek caress, the piano and the violin, the interrupted embrace, the woman tilted back as in a half-stopped danceā¦
I simply must torment you a bit with these, let us see some of my personal favourites! (part one due to the image limit)
let us start with the kiss on the cheek (eyes averted! oh the pose! these were taken between 1910-1940)
or the nearly opposite energy (how daring!) of the kiss or caress with direct eye contact (1910-1930)
and then the innocent ā yet so flirty ā classic of the park encounter! (1890-1920)
and then the famed kiss on the bare shoulder ā what an idea, what a vibe, such intimacy! (1910-1930)
and oh, I am not done, look at this ā the adoration of the woman! look at this expression, this pose, this decorum! (1910-1940)
and then some of my favourites from the more playful or direct category, enjoy (1910-1930):
and, at last (thank you for still being here and witnessing my recent fascination with vintage polish photography) my three absolute favourites outside of any particular categories (1910-1930)
just look at her. just look.

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch ⢠No registration required ⢠HD streaming
Just love without pretense. Love without calculation. Love without a winner, love without a martyr, love like - I know you were hungry, I saved you half of my sandwich. Like - I know you hate silence, give me a second to get the music on. Like - move over, let's be alone together. Love like taking off your makeup. Like fresh cleaned sheets. Like: I see you and you see me.
Rare Fall Out Boy Masterpost
My early Christmas gift to you:Ā every single RARE audio track I could find that features Fall Out Boy in some way. I specifically dug for stuff that isnāt on FallOutBoyVevo or that isnāt obvious when searchingĀ āfall out boyā on iTunes. I excluded almost all (but one, i think) of the various remixes that are all available for purchase in iTunes. Other than that, this is as exhaustive as possible, with the best quality I could find. If I missed something or miscredited anything, hmu.
These are all safe links to downloadable mp3 tracks via Dropbox. Enjoy!
Whole Albums
Evening Out With Your Girlfriend
Leaked in London EP
*** - Live in Phoenix
My Heart Will Always Be the B-Side to My Tongue
PAX AM Days
Welcome to the New Administration
Hidden Tracks / Unreleased Songs / Demos
Austin We Have a Problem
Bronxās Lullabye (feat. Brendon Urie)
Catch Me If You Can (feat. Travie McCoy)
Dance Dance Demo (slightly different from official song)
Guilty As Charged (Tell Hip-Hop Iām Literate)
Hand of God
Lake Effect Kid (feat. Travie McCoy)
Legendary (Blink and Youāll Miss It)
My Songs Know What You Did in the Dark Demo (UHH VERY DIFFERENT FROM OFFICIAL SONG)
Pavlove
Star 67
Covers (as exhaustive as possible, but also just my faves)
Beat It (feat. John Mayer)
Ellen and Patrick singing Womanizer in a bathtub (hereās the video too, Peteās dancing in the background and itās so dumb)
Ghostbusters Theme SongĀ (Iām Not Afraid) (feat. Missy Elliot)
I Wanna Be Like You (The Monkey Song)
Life on Mars
Love Lockdown
New Dreams (bonus track from pax am days)
Roxanne
Saturday Nightās Alright For Fighting
Save Your Generation
So Sick
Start Today
This Is How We Do It
Turnpike Gates
Uptown Funk
Whatās This?
Live Covers
Basket Case
Donāt Stop Believing
Fat Bottom Girls
I Wanna Be Like You (The Monkey Song)
Letās Get It On - Acoustic
Mr. Brightside
Superstar (feat. Lupe Fiasco) (VIDEO ONLY SORRY)
On iTunes, But Everyone Seems To Miss It (sometimes included with the deluxe versions of the albums)
Americaās Suitehearts (Remixed, Retouched, Rehabbed, and Retoxed)
Lullabye
Believers Never Die
Yule Shoot Your Eye Out
Alpha Dog
From Now On We Are Enemies
Growing Up
From Under the Cork Tree (limited āBlack Clouds and Underdogsā edition)
Snitches and Talkers Get Stitches and WalkersĀ
The Music or the Misery
My Heart Is the Worst Kind of Weapon
Dance Dance (Lindbergh Palace Remix)
Sugar Weāre Goin Down (Patrick Stump Remix)
Infinity On High
G.I.N.A.S.F.S.
Itās Hard to Say āI Doā, When I Donāt
Neon Future I
Back to Earth (collab with Steve Aoki)
Acoustic (not exhaustive, just my faves)
Americaās Suitehearts
I Donāt Care
My Songs Know What You Did in the Dark
Saturday
Thnks Fr Th Mmrs
Uma Thurman
What A Catch, Donnie
Young Volcanoes
Best Live Stuff (i tried to go digging for songs they donāt normally play live)
Chicago Is So Two Years Ago (this is acoustic too and just my absolute fave thing ever!!!)
Disloyal Order of Water Buffaloes at Grand Theater at Foxwoods
INCREDIBLE FALL OUT BOY MEDLEY AT THEIR FIRST SHOW AFTER HIATUS (at The Studio NY i believe)
this slick transition from Alone Together to Light Em Up
Just One Yesterday at MTV World Stage Monterrey
AT&T Block Party (SO SO GOOD)
Fourth of July
Jet Pack Blues
Novocaine
The Kids Arenāt Alright
Gorgeous Instrumental CoversĀ (no vocals)
Centuries - cello/piano
Centuries - strings
Alone Together - piano
The Phoenix - strings
Remixes/Mashups (i have a TON of mashups saved but i only included a few; if this post does well iāll make a masterpost of mashups)Ā
I Donāt Care + Womanizer (i think pete posted this to a secret blog of his a long time ago⦠itās only an excerpt but it gives me chills)
Miss Missing You + Coffeeās For Closers
Sugar Weāre Goin Down + Thnks Fr Th Mmrs
Tiffany Blews (Fall Out Toy Works Remix)
Miscellaneous
THIS ALTERNATE VERSION OF GRAND THEFT AUTUMN??? literally the only difference is the first 10 seconds but itās still. something.
AOL Sessions
Fall Out Gloria (i think this is another secret pete post)
I Got You Babe (feat. Charlyne Yi) (tbh i have no idea where this is from, i just really like it)
Lullabye With Rain (because why tf not)
this incredible transition/mashup from Novocaine to The Phoenix
this nifty audio with Oh Nostalgia on the left and New Regrets on the right
The Ballad of Star Butterfly from Star VS. the Forces of Evil TV show
Young Volcanoes - Round
Feat. Patrick Stump
Billionaire - Gym Class Heroes - Live
Clothes Off!! Ā - Gym Class Heroes (Album: As Cruel As School Children)
Cupidās Chokehold - Gym Class Heroes (Album: The Papercut Chronicles)
One of THOSE Nights (feat. Brendon Urie too) - The Cab
Stereo Hearts - Gym Class Heroes - Live
Patrick Being Patrick
hidden track of Patrick Stump being an idiot
Patrick recording Spotlight all by himself (VIDEO ONLY SORRY)
vocals-only audio of The Take Over which iām including only because he can hold notes for an incredible amount of time
Patrickās Slightly Drunk A Capella Grammy Medley (aka my fave thing ever) (audio) (video)
Patrickās A Capella Michael Jackson Medley (audio) (video)
Patrickās A Capella Kanye West Medley (audio) (video)
THIS AUDIO OF PATRICK DOING SCREAMO FOR SOME BAND IDK WHO BUT IT MAKES ME LAUGH EVERY TIME
Patrick challenging Joe to a riff-off and itās funny
Soul Punk / Truant WaveĀ (all acoustic)
Allie
Everybody Wants Somebody
Explode
Love Selfish Love
Run Dry (X Fingers X Heart)
Spotlight (Oh Nostalgia)Ā
This CityĀ (he also does some talking in this one i think)
2018 addition
Llamania
Wrong Side Of Paradise
Past Life
Footprints In The SnowĀ
MANIA demos
Church