I haven’t quite figured out how to use tumblr yet (which I understand is totally backwards) but hi, i’m taq and i write. currently a ton of caitlyn from arcane because somehow in a fandom of 17k fics i still find the need to share my thoughts.
Find me mostly spouting nonsense/RTing art on twt: @/undetaqted
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fics live here: https://ao3.org/users/taq
my current profile pic is drawn by the amazing @khannoli
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The fastest way to accomplish The Project is to cease being afraid of The Project. The Project cannot maim you. The Project cannot kill you. The Project is more afraid of you than you are of it. It is okay if The Project turns out differently from how it was in your head, and it is okay if it has flaws. You are capable of engaging with The Project.
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Possibly my spiciest take is that it's actually good to have people you respect and like that have some dogshit takes.
I think part of what is making young people lonelier, in discussing why they're increasingly isolated, is that they're so afraid of meeting someone who doesn't hold their same beliefs, and instead of being just core beliefs it is kinda ancillary shit.
It's actually okay to disagree even on social topics! Even on some political ones! But I mean, online you can start with "i love this mutual but they have a really bad/uninformed opinion about x media"
I know this is IMMEDIATELY going to be taken in bad faith, and yes babygirl, you are so right, I DO want you to go make best friends with both the KKK grand wizard AND your nearest nazi leader.
But seriously, as someone who has spent two decades doing community organization: finding ways to connect with different people is so so so important. There are people i follow here who ate 80% smart and their brain falls out of their head 20% of the time and that is GOOD FOR MY MENTAL ECOSYSTEM AND GOOD FOR LEARNING HOW TO BE A PERSON
The midjourney stuff just reminds of when we were trying to find a new platform to host the ao3 donation form, and companies kept trying to tell me about all their "ai" features that would track donor engagement, and figure out the optimal pattern to email individual donors asking for follow up donations, and all the ways they suggest we manipulate people into staying on our websites. It was a great way to filter out who either wasn't listening to us when we described our ethics and donor base, or just didn't believe us.
Now granted ao3 is a unique case based on a) the amount of page views we get in any given time period and b) the fact that most donors absolutely do Not want to be identified as such anywhere, (the default "list of recent donors" module got nuked Immediately) but it surprised me some that the concept of "donors who value their privacy and would be furious at even the whiff of AI" is unique. Some of us really are just existing in different worlds.
#I just started dropping '2.5 Billion page views a month'#into conversations as early as possible bc they would Not believe me otherwise#it was right up there with having to say 'csam attacks' to get them to take my compartmentalization of information concerns seriously#turns out those are the magic words#otw#op
The last part was kind of insane, honestly. When we started changing platforms for the donor database, I kept telling them that yes I was aware we already had an account for the volunteer database, and no that could not be connected to the donor database. And they said yes fine sure and then connected them anyway. And I called them back and said, excuse me, I'm confused, I can see both databases. And they said, well, yeah, but it's only you, someone has to be able to see both databases to give other users access. The other users can't see both. And I said, no, we have been asking for a completely separate database. I should not be able to see both. And they said, you are one organization, one organization can't have two databases. And I said, last year someone used our volunteer email list to commit approximately one thousand felonies. Please feel free to imagine how much worse it could have been had they had a way to use volunteers' email addresses to get their legal names. We do not want this to be something anyone can do no matter how much we trust them. Let me describe those felonies to you in more detail. And they emailed me two hours later and said, you can have two separate databases.
The irony of this new breed of self-righteous AI hunters on AO3 is that they're all just copy and pasting peoples fics into AI detectors, which are all operated by AI and therefore THEY are feeding people's work into the algorithm without their consent and in some cases no doubt circumventing the locks people put on to avoid getting scraped...
Don't copy and paste anyone's AO3 work into third party websites, you're not the good guys in this situation?
man sometimes friendship really is just "I saw this and knew it would give you psychic damage. please respond with agony" and then they do. and it's great
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hi! I read your past couple of asks on the importance of an id list/sexy turtle enclosure and could I trouble you to speak more on that? how do you figure out what goes in your sexy turtle enclosure, and how does that translate into writing smut?
if that's too much work, could you point towards the sierra simone/nikki sloane resource where they talk about it?
Sadly this was an in-person workshop during Romancing The Craft about three years back! There’s no video or blog
I did save the pamphlet though, and here’s the sexy turtle enclosure part
I’ll transcribe these pages and discuss my thoughts on them once i’m home from my walkies~
This is about identifying what you love to write, and what specifically makes your books your books. This is very closely related to brand, but while branding is a front-of-the-house conception, this is purely back-of-the-house. You will definitely use what you come up with here for branding purposes later, but for now don't worry about making anything sound pithy or catchy.
Starting points for identifying voice:
• What makes your work, your work?
• What is your personal ethos, your mythos even?
• What is your voice?
What sets your voice apart?
What are the kinds of stories only you can tell?
Only you are this precise fusion of experience, hopes, dreams, turn-ons, random bits of knowledge and fascinations--what are the stories that come out of that precise fusion?
More starting points:
• when a reader picks up a book written by me, they can expect…. (Blank space here)
• I want to be known for writing books that… (blank space here)
• if I had to write the same kind of book for the next three years, what book would I want it to be?
The most important parts of this entire exercise are the why—why do you write— and the specifics.
Why: Why do you write? What drives you to the keyboard? What was the last story that you had to write, that energized the heck out of you to create? How can you turn that into a way forward creatively?
Get specific: Even a broad vision should have something specific to you and your work—if you're thinking your brand is something like small town romance, then you're in good company—with at least five hundred other authors. Start figuring out what is particular to your stories. Small town and they all have nerdy characters? Small town and featuring queer characters? Small town and all heroines in their thirties/forties? Get as granular as you can!
Drill down, and remember-this is for you, not for marketing (yet).
What you want to identify is what is uniquely you. Your patch of the forest.
You're creating a voice and a vision and a space for stories that readers will come to recognize as a destination.
Page two:
APPROACHES TO WRITING EROTIC
THE TORTOISE ENCLOSURE (OR THE SEXY HOLODECK):
How do I write sex knowing that my well-meaning aunt/sister/bestie/dog groomer will insist on reading it?
We hear a lot about silencing the inner editor when we write, and we definitely need to do that, but we also need to silence our inner pearl-clutcher. We have to ignore our generated projections of what we think the people around us will say.
A friend once sent me a speech by John Cleese about creativity, and he talks about this idea of a tortoise enclosure. He says that the creative brain is a deep and slow thinking brain, and it needs space away from the hustle and necessities of productivity in order to work properly.
I think we need a tortoise enclosure for erotic thinking as well. A mental maybe even physical space-that is entirely free of external voices and pressures.
Go wild.
Fantasize deeply.
You're in the sexy tortoise enclosure now and you're safe to be as dirty as you want.
Everything—plot, setting, details—comes through an erotic lens now:
Everything— not just sex—is now sexy.
Think of billionaire romances you've read-sleek cars, bespoke suits, floor to ceiling windows in giant offices. Think of Twilight. The book that launched thousands of fanfics even though there's no actual sex in it all. You can achieve an atmosphere of sensuality before you ever unzip a single zipper.
Food is sexy! Clothes are sexy! Architecture is sexy! Health insurance is sexy! Everything is sexy!
We're in our tortoise enclosure/sexy holodeck and everything is sexy here!
And remember, once you leave the sexy holodeck, if you aren't sure how your scene might go over, have no fear! If you are turned on by something, there are readers out there who will be turned on by it too.
That's the Sloane & Simone guarantee.
End transcript
So the “id list” (id as in ego, superego) was another thing they went over in person and wasn’t on the worksheet, but pretty much the gist of it was similar enough to the above two that I feel like I’m repeating myself when I say. Your id list is just a collection— written or not— of things, sensations, or concepts that always get your hindbrain going. Simone listed “broody men in greatcoats” as a big thing on her id list, for example. I’m pretty sure “big old libraries” was mentioned, too.
On my id list is, obviously, “tall women with black hair and top energy” and “stoic people losing composure”
You don’t need to know what’s on your list right away. This is the kind of thing that takes a few decades of writing to develop, I think.
But a good place to start is the next time you write something and think “i’m cooking with gas!” write down some of the things that are in that story on your tentative id list and see if they pop up again. Don’t consult your id list like a pokedex! Let it sit on its own corner and ferment a bit in darkness while you forget about it and indulge deeply in your next creative project.
A lot of the stuff in this workshop turned out to be stuff I was already doing, albeit subconsciously. When I allowed myself to dig deep and start doing them with intention, I noticed an improvement in my writing.
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In conversation with multiple posts going around discussing technical literacy and typing skills…
I HAD typing classes: my typing speed is less than 35 Words Per Minute
I did NOT have typing classes: my typing speed is less than 35 WPM
I HAD typing classes: my typing speed is 36-45 WPM
I did NOT have typing classes: my typing speed is 36-45 WPM
I HAD typing classes: my typing speed is 46-55 WPM
I did NOT have typing classes: my typing speed is 46-55 WPM
I HAD typing classes: my typing speed is 56-69 WPM
I did NOT have typing classes: my typing speed is 56-69 WPM
I HAD typing classes: my typing speed is faster than 70 WPM
I did NOT have typing classes: my typing speed is faster than 70 WPM
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