i guess in some way i've always been the guest

you will love so many people in your life

love is in flux and it sticks to everything like sap and honey

tonight we are going to listen to sufjan stevens and get in our cars and think about crazy shit

People love me for my generally dour nature and my enthusiasm at the concept of everything ending eventually

Its just fun when things stop And I mean it only a little bit sexually

Just saw a petition in a group chat about "don't bring ICE to Europe!" and I felt insane for a minute. We already have militarised borders and concentration camps for migrants and we let people die in the sea and we banish people to unfamiliar countries and we brutalise them and we terrorise them and we detain and deport them!! The UK and the EU are not the liberal paradises we pretend they are!! Our borders kill people!! We don't need a petition to keep US violence away, we need to organise against the European violence we already have!!

The amount of pictures of people dying in boats trying to get to europe. and the amount of few survivors who then get denied put into prisons (remembering the harlem panopticon where we put immigrants for a while. and i do mean like an actual literal panopticon.) or camps and then send back. and why? because some europeans are so fucking racist and xenophobics theyd rather see their fellow men die than to have absolutely nothing change in their lifes to help these people survive. Words will never be enough to explain my rage for how EU has treated people like absolute fucking cattle. all my life the news here. the politicians. the US is a shithole. the EU is a shithole but tries a lot harder to hide it. theres so much blood on these hands. its sickening.

I hate how websites like letterboxd and stuff like spotify wrapped have encouraged people to view experiencing art as a competition. and the more you consume the more social status you’re said to have regardless of whether you really paid attention to the piece of art or thought deeply about it at all. performative and lame

Wolfgang Malamozart over here like damn