how can anyone be an x-man an’ not be a romantic?

my gut biome is in shambles right now

I think actually now, when I have a parasite in my gut, the streets are filled with wildfire smoke, my basement is filled with flood water, is the perfect time to go to the clown bar

Laid up in bed with horrible stomach cramps and joint pains and nausea trying to convince myself that I can and will go work my manual labor job

sorry was definitely going to respond to everyone last night but watched tvl and then convinced myself I had acute lead toxicity

do you all mind if I take you through some nonsensical thoughts I’ve been having. So the situation is: I am going from a double bed to a queen bed at my house which is very exciting. No more toes hanging off the bed. Love that. however now I am for the first time faced with the liquidity and means to buy whatever bedding I want. Which is actually extremely intimidating considering that for my entire adult life I’ve been sleeping on sheets left by previous roommates and my one big splurge was a $60 basket weave blanket five years ago that had me awake and sweating at night thinking about the sheer indulgence of the purchase. There are definitely some things that I look at and think wow that is such a beautiful bedding set perhaps one of the most beautiful bedding sets I have ever seen and I COULD purchase it however, am I nice bedding person? Am I- with my walmart sheets and overstock cotton blanket capable of being a person that has a beautiful bed? perhaps what will happen is I will get the beautiful linens and I will be wracked with shame over their cost and additionally gutted by their inability to transform me into the type of person who has a nice bed. It seems that being a purely utilitarian bed person is incompatible with being a luxury bed person and the mere idea that buying the nice linens will make that change happen is actually just me falling prey to the consumerist mentality. but despite being crushingly aware that the beautiful bed will not provide any meaningful long term happiness I do so very much want the beautiful bed. then additionally: do I want the beautiful bed because it is beautiful to ME? or has it been marketed to me in such a way that it convinced me of its beauty outside of any taste preferences I might have. and is my reluctance to find cheaper alternatives a sign that the bed truly beautiful beyond compare or is it a sign that the marketing has convinced me that their regular bed is wholly unique. such are my every waking thoughts for the past several weeks.

you guys I have no idea what mogging is

they are inventing bedding colors in the most horrifically ugly chalky pale hues imaginable.