I think it would be good for me to do the 30 days of DID thing, even though I'm so very late to the party.
I say as I donβt do the 30 days of DID thing
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I think it would be good for me to do the 30 days of DID thing, even though I'm so very late to the party.
I say as I donβt do the 30 days of DID thing

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I notice some people have kinda started to wonder if I'm actually pro-recovery or not... and I get wary of saying yes because I'm also technically anti-psych and pro autonomy. If someone doesn't want to get better and wants to get worse, I don't think anyone should incarcerate or institutionalize them for that. Especially if it causes no harm and creates no danger for others, or otherwise infringes on other's autonomy. Does that make me anti-recovery? I don't think so. Because I also support people wanting to get better and tap into available resources.
Overall I think I just value autonomy over forcing people into being or doing something they don't want to do or engage in "for their own good." It's icky. But maybe I feel that way because I personally experience psychotic-like symptoms, and I don't really wish to stop or get rid of those symptoms because they are mostly non-distressing anyway and add color and meaning into my life. But I do want to learn how to better manage my trauma and my dissociative symptoms because those do *not* add meaning or color into my life, and are actively distressing.
But it also gets confusing because people have different opinions about what is and isn't anti-recovery. I've met people who considered me anti-recovery because I believed that final fusion wasn't required and that functional multiplicity is a perfectly normal and acceptable path towards healing.
This is why I hate labels.
i will say the idea that endos are 'stealing professional resources' is never something i could get behind on because 'professional resources' for CDD are almost never actually focused on systemhood. professional resources for CDDs includes trauma and dissociation treatment. if someone who says theyre endogenic is seeking out those resources and getting referred to them they obviously need them. what even is this argument.
"the only valid form of pluralphobia is towards pwCDDs" that isn't how bigotry works. Whether or not I have a CDD if I tell someone that I share a body with a bunch of other people they're not going to stop to ask my diagnosis status before they call me a freak or crazy.
The ableism existed before the diagnosis did, gang. Ableism isn't strictly confined to the DSM, it's based on what society sees as 'crazy', which often has nothing to do with actual mental illness.
Everyone get more intersectional NOW
Does my name sound like anything I should be concerned about? Tussai almost sounds like pussy to me but idc about that bc pussies are powerful and I wanna feel powerful.

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30 Days of DID, non parts-focused
It's been eleven years (wow) since the original 30 Days of DID ask meme was created, and there Still isn't one that is not largely parts-focused. So I made my own.
Some questions still pertain to parts but they are much more few and far between than the original ask meme. Answer what you want to, skip over what you don't like. This is all in the name of getting to know yourself better and sharing only what you feel comfortable sharing.
To be clear because unfortunately I have to be, this ask meme is for those with a complex dissociative disorder (so not just DID!) whose experiences with parts are inherently disordered.
I think it would be good for me to do the 30 days of DID thing, even though I'm so very late to the party.
In general, people in the syscourse tags dgaf about DNIs, and you are better off not using any syscourse adjacent tag if you are very regularly struggling with unwanted interactions.
I get so very annoyed every time I warn someone about the syscourse tag, it's met with some variation of "well people shouldn't be crossing DNIs anyway" and atp I think you are purposely just being a pain in the ass.
Tagging and DNIs will only get you so far. You will have to block people and not take it so personally when someone misses or ignores your DNI. But avoiding certain tags and places does certainly help with the amount of unwanted interactions.
I personally don't care who interacts with me, so I use whatever tags I feel like are appropriate while trying to respect the spaces my posts will end up in.
"What exactly is your stance on origin syscourse?"
I would prefer you judge my personhood based on my actual opinions and understanding of things. Ask me what I actually believe in instead of asking for labels. anti/pro/neu on their own communicate nothing beyond signaling what snap judgements to make about someone's character.
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OSDD is not a "less complex" form of DID. Stop saying that. It does not have less complex dissociation or less complex presentation. It's a *different* presentation, but it is not "DID lite." Stop saying people with OSDD or "lesser forms of DID" cannot experience certain dissociative symptoms because they are "not as complex" or "not as traumatized enough" to experience them. And cite your sources when you make a claim while "educating" someone. Can't find a source to back your claim? It probably means it's not true or backed by actual research and theory.
"OSDD can't be polyfragmented because they can't reach the same level of complex dissociation as DID" source? I see this argument all the fucking time, and it pisses me off because I have a source that I could use to argue the opposite in pretty plain language.
I feel like some people take structural dissociation way too literally and assume it's a hierarchy of "not so bad -> kinda bad -> really bad." It's not.
Actually, let me talk about it a little bit, using everyone's favorite thing to throw at people to justify misinformation or gatekeep community-based terms, The Haunted Self.
The TOSD describes patterns of organization, not a strict severity ladder where everything "below" DID is just "DID lite." The authors of The Haunted Self explicitly say the levels are "merely prototypes of dissociative organizations" and that "there can be infinite individual variations."
The book literally says the more complex dissociation gets, the more people deviate from the prototypes.
There is also this interesting tidbit I feel like people miss:
Interesting. They explicitly acknowledge severe secondary dissociation. If the model itself acknowledges severe secondary dissociation, elaborated parts outside the neatest prototype, and infinite variation, then using it to make rigid claims about what OSDD presentations can or cannot look like seems like a stretch... Maybe OSDD can present with more complexity than you assume... Maybe OSDD isn't some "lesser" version of DID... Maybe don't hinge your arguments against polyfragmented OSDD on that concept...
Polyfragmented isn't even a formal DSM diagnosis or standardized diagnostic category with one agreed definition. It's mostly a community term at this point, and the definition changes constantly depending on who you ask. First it means high headcount, then lots of fragments, then low split tolerance, then complex subsystems/layers, then all of the above, then only some of the above, it just goes on and on. If the term itself is that inconsistent, using it like some rigid exclusionary category to invalidate others makes zero sense.
Normal people when stressed and sleep deprived: "oh man I am so stressed and sleepy."
Me when I am stressed and sleep deprived: "buildings talk to me and infrastructure bends to my will."
The FBI cut the phone lines during the 1977 disability rights sit-in. Then they turned off the hot water.
They locked the doors from the outside. One hundred and fifty people were trapped on the fourth floor. Half of them used wheelchairs. The government assumed they would leave.
Kitty Cone was thirty-three. She had muscular dystrophy. Her muscles were failing, but her logistics were flawless. She knew how to organize people.
The federal government had promised to sign regulations protecting disabled Americans from discrimination. The policy was known as Section 504. They printed the promise on paper. Then they stalled. Without a signature, it was just typography.
The protesters entered the regional Health, Education, and Welfare building in San Francisco on a Tuesday morning. They took the elevators to the director's office. They brought sleeping bags and catheters. They informed the staff they were not leaving until the law was signed.
By sunset, the police surrounded the exits. Kitty sat near the windows. She organized the floor plan. She assigned committees for security and sanitation. She kept her medication in a small cooler.
According to federal memorandums released decades later, the strategy to end the occupation relied on medical attrition. The building was not equipped for long-term habitation. The FBI calculated that a population requiring ventilators, specialized diets, and daily medical aides would voluntarily evacuate if the environment became sufficiently hostile. They instituted a blockade.
The blockade went into effect immediately. No food deliveries allowed. No medical supplies permitted through the lobby. Guards stood at the main doors checking identification.
Kitty's muscles deteriorated faster under the physical strain. She couldn't walk. When the phone lines went dead, the fourth floor lost contact with the press. The government waited for the quiet.
Kitty dropped to the floor. She realized the barricades were designed for standing adults. The police had blocked the hallways at waist height. They hadn't blocked the linoleum.
The floors were covered in cigarette ash and spilled coffee. She dragged her body through it. She crawled under the barricades to reach the restricted elevator shafts and unguarded offices.
She carried notes in her pockets. She found a single working payphone the FBI missed. She called the local news desks. She called the mayor's office.
She crawled back. When her arms failed, someone pulled her by her ankles. The Black Panthers heard the news reports. They crossed the police lines with hot meals. The FBI could not stop them without a riot.
They shut off the elevators, so she crawled.
The occupation lasted twenty-five days. It remains the longest non-violent occupation of a federal building in American history. On April 28, the Secretary of HEW signed the regulations without a single alteration.
The protesters left the building the next morning. They went back to their apartments. The Rehabilitation Act regulations laid the groundwork for every accessibility law that followed. The HEW building still stands on United Nations Plaza. The elevators run on a schedule. The doors are heavy glass.
Kitty Cone: the woman who crawled under the barricades.
Source: Kitty Cone's oral history, Bancroft Library.
Verified via: National Museum of American History.
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You are not very great at being a sysmed when the "source" (wikipedia) you use regularly cites the FMF/GF to discredit Ross, who basically argue that DID is not trauma based in favor of the sociocognitive model.
Fucking yikes.
Here are the sources that tie back to Grey Faction in some way.
Both of these have been debunked and broken down already. I could do it again myself... but I am admittedly lazy and prefer to shed light on other's work if they do a good job already.
Edit: I sounded slightly like an asshole with the sysmed comment. I made that comment because in the tags of the post I am vaguing, they used "proud sysmed." I am not insulting them by calling them a sysmed. I am insulting them by saying they are bad at being a sysmed.
Can we stop pushing Grey Faction/False Memory Syndrome Foundation propaganda against Colin Ross please? Like this argument has long since happened over and over again.
The FMSF(a group of abusers who accused doctors of implanting false memories into their victims when their victims were diagnosed with DID and started remembering their trauma) accused many people including Ross of implanting false memories in court cases that were... thrown out due to lack of evidence. And many times the accusations against Ross... were accusations against other doctors who happened to be using Rosses ideas. The FMSF tried to use the idea of false memories to demedicaize DID and prove the fantasy model. The Grey Faction just stole their talking points and didn't let them die with the FMSF.
The beams out of his eyes? He actually collected data on the bodies electromagnatism for that, used the scientific method to make hypotheses and explore it through a scientific lense. And his main noted use of it was in a science fair where he tried to use the bodies natural electromagnatism to channel it through the eyes so that those with mobility issues could turn appliances on and off by looking at them, in a paranormal challenge. This was of course twisted into oh my goodness he thinks you can shoot beams out of his eyes by the FMSF/GF.
Unfortunately the majority of what you will find on him, including the basic Wikipedia page, has been completely been taken over by FMSF/GF lies about him. You need to dig further to get to the root of what happened than what you see on the surface. And if your source links back to the Grey Faction in any way know that it is anti-CDD.
Ross was attacked by the FMSF/GF for believing and supporting that CDDs are traumagenic disorders. He's definitely a weird quirky dude but that doesn't mean his support of the trauma basis of CDDs and methods he helped develop for identifying and treating the disorder as one based in trauma must be some sort of insignificant crazy talk like the FMSF/GF like to paint it.

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at some point in your life you are going to do or say something racist, sexist, or otherwise bigoted. Your goal is not perfection, your goal is to be the kind of person that the people you've hurt feel safe being honest with when that happens.
I think the harm of denying people the right to control their own bodies is so, so much worse than the risk of people regretting the decisions they make. Regretting something you decided to do is a much healthier pain than the pain of regretting that you didn't get to have a choice.