Depressed and Alienated

i hate getting attached to someone i wanna grow on you like moss not wait for a fucking text back this sucks

i can’t even enjoy video games anymore i just sleep all day

I am not marketable, I am not consumable, I am just really fucking irritating

I want to be held but I'm afraid of being touched.

anyone know any actual build a headspace blogs??? we keep trying to look for some and then only find build a headmate blogs tagged wrong. like, yay, we like BAH packs, but... we're looking for headspace help...

i think i tend to forget how good boredom is for creativity because we're all so addicted to numbing ourselves with screens and stimulation. but standing in the shower or going for a walk with no music or just sitting in your bedroom without being allowed to touch any screens & all of a sudden i have multiple new projects to start, a solution to a months-long plot problem & 4 new original characters