Everything is getting so bad again. My cat became inexplicably ill on Monday and we still don't know why or if she's going to get better. We're completely broke after the vets bill and we might still need to take her back. I don't know how we'll afford it. I woke up and something had tripped the power and I've managed to get all the appliances back on but for some reason our lights aren't working now? And we haven't had proper running water in months. All we have is a drip from the kitchen tap because for some reason we can't even turn the water off properly. Like it was turned off properly at first but then just wasn't any more? It was like it broke on such a way that we could still get a bit of water. We haven't had heating for years. There's a hole in the kitchen ceiling. And every day I have my fucking neighbour harassing me about our overgrown trees that we can't afford to do anything about. I'm in debt to the DWP. I'm hungry all the time. I applied for a job in May, signed my contract in June and I still don't have a start date. I've applied for so many jobs since and haven't heard anything back. I was going to start commissions but my iPad fucking broke and I can't afford to get it fixed. I don't know how to carry on. I'm so deep in this fucking hole with no way out.