untie yourself

every couple of years i feel like I have to shed my skin like a snake and deglove myself from expectations i let other people project onto me, expectations that I take on willingly for love or acceptance or whatever, and refind who i am, consistently. a byproduct of the mental illness im sure, but it’s been easier now. I feel really whole and full. life is busy, my hobbies give me joy again. It’s easier this time. Idk. I have zero expectations for life anymore and it feels great tbh. I can just breathe. Also the zoloft

We’re watching taskmaster Australia and it’s hard to start with the best bc I keep comparing it to New Zealand 😭 I miss paul, toms great but Paul… Paul has me heart