untie yourself

I knew It was over for me once I realized I could escape situations by thinking of fictional gay sex

*looking at the OC I crafted with my own hands* what the actual hell is her problem

Tali’s story + the quarians’ story and world building are probably my favorite in mass effect so far. i would love a protagonist set in that type of world. being run out of your homeworld and being forced to experience everything through the filter of a suit, never experience the environment you were born to, constantly migrate and scrounge what you can from the rest of the galaxy’s leftovers… and of course one of the main political issues would be whether to find a new world, or fight a war to take back the old one that has a HIGH chance of finishing off your entire species. and technically most of the population has never even experienced their “home” in the first place, which must complicate things the further removed each generation becomes from the memories of the home planet. and facing the harrowing thought of colonizing a new world and fitting it to who your people are now (not who they were).. ugh it’s so good

I don't understand husbands who dgaf abt their wife's interests. you should be getting hard every time she nerds out, no exceptions

aftercare for posting on ao3

your fic was good you did grammar good you’re the kind of freak people like everything’s cool dude :^)

Man Im sorry for snapping at you , uts just that I only got 8 hours of sleep last night and I only had like, two pandcakes with strawberrys and whipped cream and like three premium sausags for breakfast

farcille isn't "toxic yuri." nothing remotely toxic about them, they both treat each other with a great deal of care and affection and respect. just because marcille is willing to do forbidden necromancy and arguably cannibalism for her wife doesn't make her toxic that's just what you do for a woman with broad shoulders

Honestly it boils down to reparenting yourself & rewiring your own neuronal pathways & telling yourself a firm “stop” when you notice your mind slipping down negative loopholes & being present in the moment & enjoying being mid task rather than waiting for it to end & not thinking of inertia as your baseline and natural way of living

So tempting to keep embarking on the same self destructive cycle over & over & over again . But at some point you have to put ur foot down w ur own behaviors & be the thing that truly saves u