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carmy berzatto
shameless (us)
lip gallagher
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frank castle (mcu)
dinah madani (mcu)
luke alvez (cm)
emily prentiss (cm)
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âș summary: in an effort to get over the end of a long term relationship, you go home with a handsome stranger from the club. unbeknownst to you, he also happens to be your new coworker.
summary: When Superman came to your rescue a few weeks ago, you thought that would be the only time you'd ever see him up close. That is until he crash lands on your balcony battered and bruised (aka this is my take on hooking up with Superman before ever knowing Clark Kent) word count: 8.5k content: superman x reader, wound tending, pwp, power dynamic???, fingering, p in v w/ no physical protection (bc mentioned), superman has soft dom vibes, he talks you through it, size kink, multiple orgasms, aftercare, this is quite filthy if I'm honest, im posting this at 4:42 am after staying up all night so this is not proofread
A loud boom rings outside your window, thunderous enough to make you jump. When you stand up from the couch to investigate the noise, the last thing you expect to see is Superman lying on your balcony floor. Youâve only seen him up this close once before, nearly two weeks ago.
That morning on your way to work, you unfortunately found yourself in the middle of a massive attack in town. A monster the size of a two-story house, appeared out of nowhere on your commute. Out of fight, flight, or freeze, you froze when the monster ran towards you. Completely froze. The gigantic creatureâs claws swooped right at you, but your feet might as well have been made of lead. Closing your eyes, you braced for impact, and tensed every muscle in your body.Â
The impact never came. Instead, you opened up your eyes to the city street far below you. Superman made it just in time, wrapping you in his arms and flying you away from the scene at lightning speed. As quickly as he picked you up, he placed you back down on a rooftop nearby. âT-thank you,â you stuttered between panicked breaths.Â
His voice was deep and calm as he spoke. âSit down, and take some deep breaths. Youâre safe, now.â Superman flashed his signature grin before he flew back down to finish off the creature. That smile has stuck with you ever since; the pictures of him donât do it justice.
You snap out of your thoughts and run over to open the balcony door. The balcony isnât in total ruin. He narrowly missed the glass pane table during his crash landing. Two of your flower pots, however, were not so lucky. Dirt and shards of pottery cover the floor. Not to mention the concrete beneath him is cracked.Â
This is not the Superman you typically see close up on TV, or the one that saved you two weeks ago. Right now, his suit is covered in dust, dirt, and who knows what else. Cuts of various depths and sizes cover the skin of his face. Instead of that bright smile, he grimaces with a busted bottom lip as he clutches at his side.
âSuperman? Are youâare you okay?â Itâs a stupid question. You realize that the moment it slips out of your mouth, but what else are you supposed to say?
He coughs to clear his throat. âPeachy,â he rasps. You walk closer to him, avoiding the pottery pieces to kneel at his side. Pain paints over his face as he moves his head to look at you. âSorry about the pots. Iâll, uh, get you some new ones.â
âDonât worry about thatâwhat on earth happened?â For Superman to be this banged up, it must have been a major incident.
âMetahumanâa very strong one. Packed one heck of a punch,â he winces as he shifts to sit up. âI got some good blows before it launched me. The justice gangâs got it from here.â
âHere, let me help you inside.â You offer him your hand, and try to lift the very tall hero to his feet. Once heâs up, you throw his arm over your shoulder and direct him inside. âYou know, itâs kinda funny. This is like a total role reversal,â you ramble as you both step over the threshold into your living room.Â
âWhat do you mean?â he asks, stumbling onto the couch as soon as he reaches it.Â
âOh! You rescued me two weeks agoâfrom that giant monster thing in midtown. I thought I was going to get shredded by its claws, but you saved me just in time.â Heat grows in your cheeks as you retell the story.Â
âGosh, yeah. I remember youâSorry I never caught your name. I was kinda in a rush,â he smiles. Although his bottom lip is completely busted, he still has that same smile, dimples prominent as ever. You try not to dwell on the fact he remembers you, but a small grin slips past your lips at his words.Â
Thereâs a small lull before you speak again. âCan I do anything to help you? At least clean you up a bit until you feel strong enough to leave?â
âI donât want to intrudeââ He moves to sit up straighter on the couch, ignoring the pain in his side. âIâll get out of your hair in just a couple of minutesââÂ
âI really insist,â you interrupt. âItâs the least I can do. You quite literally saved my life.â He lets out a deep exhale, before nodding in agreement. âDo you need me to help you up again?â A chuckle leaves his lips. Itâs quick. Easy to miss.
âI think I can manage,â he replies. In the next moment, heâs up. âWhere do you want me?â
âMy first aid kit is in the kitchen,â you say, motioning towards that direction.Â
âDonât people normally keep those in the bathroom?â
âMy horrible knife skills made me move it. Iâve cut my hand more times than I can count,â you explain. Superman follows you as you step into the kitchen. You grab one of your barstools and place it beside the kitchen sink, before opening a cabinet to grab the first aid kit. âOkay, you sit on the barstool, and Iâm going to get a washcloth really quick,â you direct before walking down the hallway to the bathroom.
He does as heâs told, sitting down on the stool. He takes in your apartment, looking at the pictures you have on the wall, and the way youâve decorated the place. Itâs only a few moments before you return with the wash cloth in hand.Â
You turn on the water faucet to wash your hands before you get started. âI know you have healing abilities or⊠whatever, but cleaning you up canât hurt right?â The interlude in conversation is killing you a little bit. âWell, it might sting a littleâ you trail off, lathering soap in your palms.Â
âI heal from the sun. Itâs why Iâm not healing right now. No sun, and the moon doesnât have enough sunlight to work,â he elaborates sheepishly. Heâs not used to this much conversation while being in the suit, let alone having a stranger help him instead of the other way around.
âSo youâll be completely better as soon as the sun comes up?â you ask as you reach for a paper towel to dry your hands.
âPretty much, especially since this isnât that bad.âÂ
You finally turn towards him with a pensive look on your face. His height will make this a challenge to actually reach his face. Even while sitting down, heâs practically looming over you. âUmâcan you reach under and press the paddle thing? On the bottom of the stool?â
âOh, sure,â he responds. He reaches for the wrong side at first before he finds the lever. When he presses it, the stool lowers quickly, catching him off guard.Â
âThere. Thatâs much better.â Youâre at eye-level with him, now. The brighter lights in the kitchen illuminate the damage on his face. A bruise begins to bloom on his left cheek, and the gashes look much worse than you originally thought. âManâif youâre this rough I canât imagine the other guy,â you marvel.
Superman laughs again, but this time itâs louder than before; a deep belly laugh, which is followed by a wince as he grabs his side. He knows his ribs are bruised. The pain isnât sharp enough for them to be broken. He recovers the conversation quickly. âTrust me, heâs much worse. This is nothing,â he insists.Â
A comfortable silence develops between the two of you. Turning back to the side, you wet the rag under the warm water and squeeze out the excess to start on him. The dirt is what you tackle first. Careful of the gashes, you wipe away the dirt covering his skin, rinsing out the rag between every few passes. His eyebrows are caked with dirt and blood, taking multiple passes to get clean.
You reach up to hold his head gently, directing him to lean his head back so you can get the grime off of his neck, too. Supermanâs glad you canât hear his heart pounding inside of his chest. Butterflies form in his stomach at your touch on his skin. Your hands are so careful with him, like you could hurt him more somehow.
âSo what do you normally do when you get beat up like this? Iâm assuming crashing into apartments isnât a regular thing for you,â you ask, breaking the silence.Â
âIâm not beat up. The other guy is beat up,â he counters.
âSorryâsorry. What do you do when you get⊠slightly wounded like this?â
His throat bobs before he responds. âUhâletâs just say I have a place to go to when it gets bad. like I said earlier I can get out of your hair if you need me toâI can probably fly now with no problem.â
Immediately, you hold the side of his face between both of your palms and tilt his head down to meet your eyes. âThis isnât a bother. I would tell you if it was.â He nods, gaze diverting to the ground. Your hands leave his face to rinse the rag again. âOkayâ Iâm going to start on the actual cuts now. This will probably sting.â
The gash on his forehead catches your eye first. It extends all the way from his temple to his hairline; The wound is deep, concerningly deep. With brows furrowing in concentration, you wipe along the wound, getting off the dirt and dried up blood. âSorry,â you whisper, seeing him grit his teeth together.Â
The longer this goes on, the harder Superman finds it to ignore how pretty you are. Your genuine care for him, and how your eyes search over his face is not something heâs ever experienced before. When heâs at the Daily Planet, he blends into the background, and when heâs Superman, heâs more focused on other people than caring for himself
If heâs honest, heâs thought about you quite a lot since that day. After disposing of the monster, he went back up to the rooftop to check on you, but you were already gone. He assumed within a couple more weeks he would forget about you. Fate had other plans. Ones that included crash landing at your apartment.
Your voice interrupts his train of thought. âAre you sure you donât need stitches for something like this? Or at least steri-strips? Itâs a really deep cut, and itâs still oozing a little bit of blood.â You step back for a moment, reaching back to the med kit on the counter. âI think I have some in hereââ
Superman catches your wrist, halting your movements before you start digging through the supplies. The action is simple, gentle even, but you canât ignore the sheer strength of him. If you wanted to break free from his grasp, you wouldnât be able to. âI promise Iâll be fine. I donât want you to waste them on me,â he asserts, letting go of your wrist. You miss the feeling of his hands on you the moment itâs gone.Â
His eyes overwhelm you. Such a deep blue color that you could drown just by looking into them. It feels like he can see right through you. Sighing deeply, âIf you say so, Superman,â you quip, getting back to the task.Â
He has another cut along his cheek. This one is not as deep as the gash on his forehead, so it wonât take as long. You repeat the same motions, wetting the rag, squeezing it out, and cleaning off the dried blood and dirt from around the cut. As you work, his dark, long eyelashes flutter against his cheeks, making perfect contrast with his blue eyes. Â
âSo, how did you end up in the middle of that mess a couple weeks ago?â He asks. Itâs the first time heâs initiated conversation since getting here.Â
âWell, itâs a boring answer. I was heading to work. I picked up the shift from one of my coworkers so she could go to a doctorâs appointment. Just my luck.âÂ
âGetting to be saved by Superman is pretty good luck thoughânot everyone can brag about that,â he says through a smile.Â
âYou know what? Thatâs a good point. I was telling people about it all week long,â you confess. After a few more passes, you finish the cleaning cut on his cheek. All you have left is the area youâve been dreading the most, his busted bottom lip.
Superman has no idea where to look, especially not when your eyes focus so keenly on his lips. The rag brushing against his lip should hurt, but heâs too distracted to really feel the pain. He doesn't mean to listen in so closely, but he does. The sound of your heart pounding in your chest resounds in his ears, much faster than it was ten minutes ago.Â
Meanwhile, you're doing everything in your power to avoid eye contact, keeping your gaze focused on the task. Youâre close to him. Probably too close. Every breath he takes hits your skin. The dried blood on his lip is particularly stubborn. You turn the facet to be warmer, hoping the temperature change will help. Â
His leg bounces steadily while you press the near hot cloth against his lip. The nervous energy has to escape him somehow, especially since he canât mumble his way through conversation.Â
Finally, you pull the rag away, toss it in the sink, and turn off the water. You donât move other than that, standing between his parted legs. âThere. All finished,â you whisper. He stays leaned forward, eyes locked into yours. He doesnât dare move back. The tension is palpable, so thick you can barely breathe. Youâre not sure if youâre imagining the way his eyes flicker to your lips and back your eyes.Â
The magnetic pull towards him becomes unbearable, eating at you from the inside out. All the inhibition you have left is wearing thin. Screw it. You fall forward, pressing a soft, chaste kiss to his mouth. The pressure against his lips is light, not wanting to hurt him. You pull away from him quicker than you leaned in to kiss him.
Your eyes are wide, like youâre shocked at your own actions. âShitâI donât know why I did that. Iâm so sorry. That was so not cool of me to doââÂ
Superman doesnât let you finish your sentence. He replies by kissing you backâhard. The last thing on his mind is his busted lip. It might as well be healed with how heâs kissing you. Both of his hands wrap around your waist and tug you to him, moving you with hardly any effort. Within seconds, heâs on his feet, causing you to stumble backwards. The barstool falls to the floor and you gasp at the loud clatter. Taking the opportunity, he presses his tongue into your mouth to deepen the kiss.Â
With nowhere else to move, you walk backwards. Superman mirrors your every step until you run into the wall behind you. Leaning down, his hands slide to the back of your thighs, and he lifts you. His body is all encompassing, completely overwhelming you. The only thing that stops your head from hitting hard against the wall is his hand cupping it. Your hands travel to his hair, threading into his dark curls, while your legs wrap around his waist.
He kisses you in a way that tilts the world on its axis.The act is messy. His hands are all over you. Respectful, but still all over you. One of his hands grips your thigh tight. Tight enough to bruise. With his other hand, he holds your side, and inadvertently nudges up your shirt in the process. Rough and callused fingertips clutch your bare skin.
He licks into your mouth, tongue pressing against yours. The kiss is messy. His lips slotted between yours. You both alternate between who gets the bottom lip. If his busted lip was hurting, you wouldn't know from the pressure against your mouth. A faint taste of iron hits your tastebuds when his saliva mixes with yours.Â
Overwhelmed, you break away for a moment. You donât risk looking into his eyes, burying your face in his shoulder instead. Superman is sensitive. Thatâs clear to you the second your lips touch his neck. His hand tightens on your hip as his head falls back. The action exposes more skin for you to kiss. âJeez Louiseâ" he pants. He canât remember the last time heâs felt anything like this. Your lips are hot against his skin as you mouth all over him.Â
Youâre only stopped from going lower by the collar of his suit. When you suck at his pulse point, he groans. Loudly. The wanton noise should embarrass him, but heâs lost the ability to care. His heart hammers in his chest, pulse throbbing under your tongue. Your hands tug gently at his curls. The soft noises he lets out only encourage you to pull harder. You feel the vibrations in his throat from all the moans heâs holding back.
Thereâs a voice of reason in his head trying to convince him to stop, or at the very least slow down. He tangles a hand into your hair and pulls you back from his neck, while his other hand cups your face. Your pupils are huge, completely darkened in comparison to before. Looking at him with wide eyes, you pant through your parted mouth, desperately trying to catch your breath.Â
Without thinking, his thumb moves from where it rests on your cheek. The digit runs across your bottom lip that was now covered in his spit and swollen. Heâs on the verge of speaking before you move.
Itâs too close for you to resist. You open your mouth and wrap your lips around his thumb as you take it deeper. He's completely exasperated. âOh my goodness.â His pupils dilate as your tongue presses against the pad of his thumb. The moment doesnât last long. The way his eyes bore into you makes you lose nerve fast.Â
After you release his thumb from your mouth, you start examining his suit closely. Your hands slide down his frame, touching at his sides. You canât feel any of his skin, the tough fabric prevents that. The separation is driving you crazy. You want to touch him. You want to feel his skin. "How do youâhow do you get this suit off?â you ask hazily.Â
He pauses, dead in his tracks. The gravity of the situation is catching up to him all too quickly before he sets your back down. âI-I really donât think this is a good ideaâwe shouldnâtâI shouldnât.â He takes a small step back from you with his hands held up in surrender like he had done something wrong.Â
âWhy not?â You donât mean for your voice to sound so desperate, but heâs awoken something in you. His chest aches at the sound of your voice.Â
âB-because Iâm Superman. I rescued you like two weeks agoâŠâ he stammers. He takes a moment to rub his temples in an attempt to relieve the building stress. âThis has to be an inappropriate power dynamic,â he sighs. âIt just wouldnât be right.â
âIâm a fully grown adult if thatâs what youâre worried about,â you contend.
âThatâsââ he pauses and huffs, almost frustrated. âNo thatâs not the issue here.â
âSupermanâs not allowed to have some fun every once in a while?â You tread lightly, taking small strides to close the distance. This time, you corner him against the counter and tilt your head to meet his eyes. Your hand falls to his abdomen, wandering dangerously close to the part of him thatâs aching, thatâs been aching ever since your lips touched his.
âGoshâyouâre making this really hard,â he gulps, voice almost pained. It's taking all of the strength he has in him to resist. More strength than he used to fight the meta human earlier
âYeah, I can tell,â you taunt, glancing down to the fabric of his trunks.Â
âNot like that!â he protests, eyes going wide with bashfulness. His presses his eyes closed as he pinches the bridge of his noseÂ
âPlease? I donât kiss and tell if thatâs your concern. I wonât run off to the daily planet to tell everyone,â you continue.
âI justâ I don't want to take advantageâŠâ he begins to argue, but youâre not having it. Your hand trails from his abdomen to palm him over the trunks, placing enough pressure to make him gasp.Â
âPlease? Iâll be good,â you beg. Supermanâs last bit of resolve disintegrates at those words.Â
âShoot. Gosh. O-okay. Thereâs uhâa zipper in the back.â
âI was expecting something more elaborate than that,â you giggle. You reach for his hand, interlacing his fingers with yours. Nerves pulsing in your skin, you guide him down the hallway to your bedroom. He looks at you longingly as you stand in front of the bed, which only makes your nerves worse. âYou wanna turn around?â you ask.Â
âOh! Yeah. Yes,â he stutters. Without a word, his hands reach up to detach the cape from his suit. When he turns around, you spot the zipper running down the middle of the suit. As you unzip it, the broad muscles of his back come into view. His creamy skin is covered with bruises from the fight. You allow your hands to explore the expanse of his back. The rigid muscle of his shoulder blades tense under your touch.Â
When you take your hands off of him, he instantly turns back around. He begins the task of getting the rest of the suit off. Heâs not off to a great start, nearly falling over while pulling his boots off. You help him with the rest of it, tugging the fabric down his body, and onto the floor.Â
Entranced by the newly exposed skin, your hands roam over his chest. The suit hides most of his muscle definition. Superman melts into your touch. He canât remember the last time anyone traced over his skin with such reverence. Your fingers are careful not to apply too much pressure over any of the bruises. You smile when you notice the goosebumps rising on his skin.Â
A particular bruise stands out to you, right below his pec over a rib. Itâs already a dark purple, despite the fight being less than an hour ago. Your head moves before you can think, pressing your lips gently over the bruise. Almost as if a kiss would make it better.Â
Supermanâs almost convinced it does make it better. His mind is racing. Heâs never done anything like this before, ribs aching in his chest, lip throbbing. He pushes the feeling down, much like he pushes your sweatpants down.Â
The adrenaline takes over for him. He steps towards you again and leans down to attach his lips to your neck. Heâs practically making out with your neck. Indulging in the taste of your skin as his tongue glides against your carotid artery. A whine leaves your lips.Â
You overwhelm his senses. He can feel your heart pump under his tongue. He can taste the salt on your skin. He can hear the blood traveling through your veins. All the while, heâs touching you like you might disappear. A hand in your hair. Around your waist. Cupping your cheek.
Itâs not long before his mouth trails up your neck, to your cheek, and lands back on your mouth. Superman kisses you like heâs starving. Like heâs been poisoned, and youâre the only antidote that can save him. Itâs so messyâspit threatening to drip off of your lips.Â
You exchange groans and moans between each other as he lays you down softly on the bed. When he breaks the kiss, the look of desire in his eyes almost melts you into a puddle. His gaze examines you, looking at the skin of your legs he couldnât see before.Â
Now that heâs out of the suit, youâre finally able to get a good look at him. Heâs in a pair of black boxer briefs. They hug his skin, showing off his strong thighs. His happy trail catches your eye. Dark black hair disappears underneath the band of his underwear. Heâs broad. The way heâs standing in front of you while youâre laid back on the bed should be daunting. His abdomen is taut, but heâs not obnoxiously ripped.
You're still in a shirt and underwear, laying back on the bed. âI- I don't think I can handle much more of the staring,â you mumble. Superman doesnât say anything, not at first. Instead, his hand skims the hem of your shirt, pushing it up to reveal the waistband of your underwear.
His eyes, while blown out and dark, are comforting. You feel safe under his gaze. âCan Iââ he pauses, fighting the voice on his shoulder telling him this is a bad idea. âCan I touch you?â Heâs trying to keep eye contact, but his eyes keep flickering back and forth from your eyes, to the damp spot on your underwear. His breathing picks up at the sight of it. Your legs spread wide for him, knowing exactly what heâs looking at.
You nod your head eagerly. âWant you to touch me.âÂ
He begins over your underwear, finger dipping just enough under the elastic waist to make it snap lightly against your skin. âThese are pretty,â he says, looking back up at you.The underwear is from a multipack you bought at Walmart, not exactly what one would typically describe as pretty.
You stifle a laugh, âFunny joke.â
âIâm being serious.â His eyes are locked on the space between your legs as he traces down your slit. You take in a sharp breath as he finds your clit through the fabric and presses gently. âThe pattern on them is prettyâI like them.â
His finger drifts lower. âYouâre so wet,â he mumbles as he reaches the damp spot. âYouâve soaked through these.â His voice is one of awe, like heâs surprised he warrants this much of a reaction. He presses a fingertip over your entrance through the fabric. The action grows the size of the darkened fabric. Supermanâs eyes flicker to yours for a brief moment, and the heat in your cheeks increases by tenfold.Â
âCan I take them off?â You answer the question for him, lifting your hips and pushing the fabric hastily down your legs. The urgency brings a smile to his face. âEager?â he asks.You nod, not trusting your voice to answer. He helps you pull them all the way down and off your ankles before discarding them to the side of the bed. âScoot back for me,â he mutters.
Clumsily, you move back on the mattress, leaning against the pillows on your headboard. You watch him through hooded eyes as he sinks to his knees on the bed, before resting on his chest between your legs. His body just barely fits on the mattress.Â
Both of his hands rest on one of your thighs, engulfing your skin in his grip. His calloused thumbs rub gentle circles into your thigh as he watches for any signs of discomfort. When he finds none, he guides your legs to spread open. The act is incredibly vulnerable, especially with the way his gaze dissects you.Â
Without thinking, your legs close, or at least try to close. âDonât need to be shy with me,â he whispers, voice thick with desire. Superman keeps your thighs spread open, letting him take in the sight of you in front of him. âPretty here too,â he mumbles. Itâs quiet enough that it probably isnât meant for you to hear, but you do. Loud and clear.Â
The comment makes your cheeks burn with embarrassment. Your hands reach up instinctively to cover your face, muffling your voice as you speak. âYou canât just say stuff like that.â His deep chuckle doesnât help calm the fire burning on your skin.Â
âMâjust telling the truth,â he remarks. âTake your hands off your face.â (You listen, stomach feeling warm at the command)
One of his hands slides up your inner thigh, making you shiver at the touch. In the next moment, he takes his thumb and spreads your folds, looking like he's about to devour you whole. If you didnât know any better, you would think heâs going to do just that. He breathes in sharply when he sees the wetness at your entrance, threatening to drip down onto the sheets.
He removes his thumb, only to let his pointer finger slide through your folds. The touch is featherlight, sending electricity through your veins when he nudges your clit before stilling at your entrance. His bright blue eyes dart back up to you. âNeed to stretch you out a little bit⊠is that okay?â he asks, voice gentle.
The words weigh on you for a moment. Stretch you out. Evidently you werenât hallucinating the massive bulge in his boxers. Still, you nod eagerly, âY-yeah. Mhm.â
He circles around your entrance first, collecting the wetness on his finger. He watches your face as he eases his middle finger into you slowly. Even just one finger causes all the muscles in your body to tense as you whimper. Meeting resistance, he eases back out before trying to sink deeper into you. âRelax for me.â His head rests against your thigh, curls splaying on your skin. The sight is enough to send another pulse through you. His gaze is caring, bordering on full adoration.Â
You relax enough for him to sink deeper into you. Heâs slow and careful, pressing in all the way until his knuckle. You pulse around him when he, just as slowly, pulls his finger back out to the tip. He watches your little gasps. The way that your hips grind ever so slightly with each thrust of his finger. Heâs not in a rush, letting the rhythm of the slow steady strokes continue for a couple of minutes. Itâs obvious the goal right now isnât to get you off. Heâs prepping you for him.Â
âCan I add another?â
âYou can do whatever you want,â you whine.
âCareful, sweetheart. You donât know what youâre getting yourself into,â he warns.Â
âYouâre SupermanâI trust you.â
His heart tightens in his chest. You trust him. The voice deep down screams at him to stop, that he shouldnât be doing something so depraved, but your voice is louder. His pointer finger easily joins his middle finger inside of you.Â
Itâs the rare time he takes his eyes off of your face. Heâs too entranced by the way your entrance accommodates the stretch. âWish you could see this. Taking it so well.â His face is concentrated, and the movement of his fingers is intentional. He doesnât rush for a single second, slowly working you to take both fingers as deep as he can press them inside of you.Â
When the tip of his ring finger slips into you, you feel the stretch. The movement is unhurried, letting you take him in at your own pace. Your head lulls back into the mattress. âOh, God,â you whimper as all three fingers fully sink into you.Â
His head still rests against your thigh as he watches your reaction. âThatâs it⊠there you goâŠâ he coddles before turning his head to press a sloppy kiss against your thigh. Now that heâs managed to fit three fingers inside of you, his goal shifts again. He needs to make you fall apart.Â
He sets a pace with his hand, not too fast, and not too slow. You whimper, the sound desperate. Rolling your hips against him, you reach down to hold his other arm. You need a touch to ground you. âI know, baby. I know,â he whispers. Thereâs not an ounce of condescension in his words.Â
You jolt when his fingers stroke against a specific spot. He grins wide. âThere it is,â he says under his breath. âThatâs the spot isnât it?â When you donât immediately reply, he continues. âTalk to me, baby. Is that where it feels good?â
He curls his fingers to nudge against the spot repeatedly, and your reaction is instantaneous. You buck against him, but his strong arms keep you from moving away from the stimulation. âCan feel you pulsing around me. Doing so good fâme.â Once his thumb drifts to circle over your clit, youâre done for.
Your orgasm hits you like a freight train as your head falls back against the pillows. Your hips spasm in his grip, muscles tensing with pleasure, Superman continues pistoning in and out of you throughout the waves. Youâre too distracted to notice his own hips grinding against the mattress.
He slows down the pace of his fingers as your orgasm fades. He lifts his head from your thigh to place a chaste kiss to your pulsing clit, before he finally removes his fingers from you. You whimper at the loss.Â
He stands again at the foot of the bed, looking down at his hand and spreading his fingers . Supermanâs fingers glisten in the dim light of your bedroom, strings of slick between them. He doesnât give it a second thought before he pushes his fingers into his mouth to clean them off. Heâs confident with it. The way he licks them clean like itâs no big deal almost makes you mad. Key word, almost.
âOh my God,â your jaw drops.
His eyebrows raise as he pops the fingers out of his mouth. âWhat is it?â he asks. If you didnât know better, you would think this was an act.Â
âYou justââ your eyes flicker to his hand thatâs now damp with saliva.
âOhâgolly. Mâsorry if that wasâweird.â Superman is shy in front of you. Actually shy. The blush scattered over his cheeks and nose grows more vivid by the second.
âDonât apologize. I think thatâs one of the hottest things Iâve ever seen,â you reassure him. Heâs within arms reach, so you grab his hand and pull his body closer to the bed. Looking up at him with wide eyes, you palm him through his boxers. His length is solid underneath your hand. He chokes back a groan at the pressure, head falling back.
When you take away your hand, his eyes are instantly back on you. You reach down to the hem of your shirt to tug it off of your skin. Your sports bra follows quickly afterwards. He gets starry eyed the second he sees the skin
He lets a gentle hand cup your breast, thumb tracing over your nipple. Slowly, he trails feather light finger from the base of your collarbone, all the way down to your nipple. Goosebumps rise in the wake of his finger. Itâs almost like heâs forgotten where he isâhow hard he is right now. Heâd be content enough to stand here and study you if youâd let him.Â
His lips follow the trail of goosebumps, leaving sloppy kisses over your skin. He takes your nipple into his mouth, letting his tongue swirl around it while his other hand grasps your other breast. Your hands tangle into his messy black hair as his mouth works on your chest. When you think heâs finished, he switches to your other breast instead.
You tug on his hair, trying to get him to stand back up. He takes the hint, giving your nipple a slight graze of his teeth before standing. Both of your hands press against his abs. âWanna see you, too,â you plea. Thereâs no care in the way he strips his underwear off of his body, leaving himself bare to you.Â
You canât hide the way your eyes widen in shock. âYouâre really bigâŠâ you mutter breathlessly without even thinking. The words tumble out of your mouth, and it;s much too late to take them back.Â
He turns red. Tomato red. Youâve seen him a million times on tv in the midst of battle, soaked with sweat and blood. Yet, youâve never seen him as flushed as he is in front of you. His hair, usually so put together and styled, sticks up in all directions from your hands running through it. His curls become more prominent from the sweat of his skin.Â
âIâm sorry. We donât have to do anythingâwe can stop.â
âNo, no! I didnât say that, I justânever taken anything like that before.â Heâs trying, really trying to not lose his mind at your words. You're not making it easy.Â
âIâll be gentleâsay the word and Iâll stop. The last thing I want to do is hurt you.â He doesnât move immediately, and you can basically see the gears turning in his head. âDo you have any condoms?â
âShit, uhâno.â âBut Iâm on birth control ifâif thatâs okay with you?â
He gulps, Adamâs apple bobbing. He knows what the answer should be. He should scramble to put back on his suit and fly back over to his apartment to grab the sealed box of condoms that have been collecting dust in his drawer. It would take less than five minutes to make it there and back.Â
Patience is not his strong suit. Especially when youâre laid out in front of him like this, with your thighs spread wide. He watches how you pulse around nothing. He can hear how your blood pulses, rushing down to your core. He tries to calm down, but the pure desire drips off of him as he speaks. âThatâs fine with me.â
He strokes himself a few times, precum leaking from his tip. He kneels on the bed between your legs. His free hand softly lands on your knee, thumbing your skin. Heâs staring at your entrance like heâs trying to figure out how heâs going to make this work. Your voice interrupts his thoughts.Â
âUm.â You push yourself up a little bit on your elbows. âIâm realizing I donât even know what to call you⊠I canât call you Superman while youâre inside me, thatâs just weird.â
The bluntness of your words makes him cough on the saliva collected in his mouth. âGoodness, uh,â he stutters, stopping the movement of his hand on his dick. Heâs breaking all kinds of rules right now, so why not another? Lexâs video already published it to the world.Â
âCall me Kal-El,â
âKal-El?â
âY-yeah.â He hasnât heard another person call him that before. It lights a fire in his stomach.
âOkay. Please, Kal-el. Want you.â
His eye contact is too much. Way too much. His gaze somehow makes you feel more naked. The feeling in your stomach from his beautiful eyes looking into yours grows to be too much. When he lines himself up, nudging at your entrance, you let your gaze fall to the ceiling. Without missing a beat, his hand grasps your jaw, capturing your chin between his thumb and fingers. His palm rests on the front of your neck. The grip is gentle. Heâs barely applying any pressure. He tilts your chin. âKeep looking at me.â
âO-Okay.â
Youâre glad he makes you look, because the sight of him sinking into you is heavenly. Heâs gorgeous. His eyelids flutter for half at second, and his mouth falls open. The groan that leaves his mouth is downright sinful, and causes you to pulse around him. You gasp at the intrusion.
He moves slowly, filling you up inch by inch. Kal-Elâs hips jolt, accidentally pushing in faster than he meant. You wince at the stretch, letting your nails dig into his back.Â
âSorry, sweetheart,â he mumbles. As if to prove his apology, he presses kisses all over your face, before moving to your hairline, and then your forehead. The action is so incredibly affectionate, making your heart tighten in your chest.Â
Itâs around the half way point when you really start to struggle with his size.Â
âShitâso much. Too muchââ
âShhâyou can take it. Itâll fit,â he coos. One of his hands comes up to stroke your side to soothe you. âBreathe, baby. Take a deep breath for me, yeah? Let me in.â He praises you the second you steady your breathing, taking one large breath to calm yourself down. âThatâs it. Can I keep going? I can stop if you need me to.â
The idea of stopping nearly sends you into panic mode. âNo, noâno. Please, donât stop. Want more.â Your hands grab at his back, trying to keep you as close as possible. He twitches inside of you at your words. Itâs clear that youâre struggling to take him, but you want more. You want to make him fit.Â
âO-Okay sweetheart. Calm down. Mânot going anywhere.â He kisses you to keep you distracted while he eases himself into you, urging you to open up for him. âBeing so good for me,â he mumbles in between kisses. His hand engulfs your neck, wrapping around it to hold your jaw and keep your lips on his.Â
Your nails claw into his back when he bottoms out inside of you, scratching down his skin. Itâs almost too much, like youâre nearly being split in half. âKal-Elâfuck. Oh, fuck. Youâre so deep. Oh my god.â
âI know babyââ His eyes are closed tight above you. Itâs clear heâs holding back, and itâs taking everything in him to do so. âGolly, you feel so good. So warm. Gosh, gosh, gosh,â he rambles.Â
When he finally opens his eyes and sees you underneath him, the expression on your face melts him on the spot. Your eyes water at the stretch. The sight shouldnât stroke the fire in his stomach, but it does. He did this to you. Taking your face in his hand, his thumb swipes away the tears that escaped your eyes. He leans down to press soft kisses to your lips, swallowing every sound you make.
âDid so good, baby. Iâll wait as long as you need me to wait,â he mutters against your mouth. His lips drop down to press at your neck. The kisses are sloppy, mostly his tongue licking at your skin, tasting the salt thatâs accumulated there. The care in his words makes you dizzy, and him sucking into your neck doesnât make you feel any less lightheaded.
He sticks to his word, not moving an inch inside of you. At least five minutes have passed before you speak up. âYou canâyou can move. Please move.â
The pace he sets is just as slow as he moved his fingers earlier. He doesnât want to do too much too quickly. The ache fades the more he grinds into you, pleasure replacing it. Kal-Elâs blue eyes remain on you, looking for any sign that he needs to stop.Â
Every stroke of his cock inside of you sends stars across your vision. âFeel youâfeel you in my stomachââ you whine. You look down through glassy eyes at the sight of your bodies connecting. Seeing just how thick he is between your legs makes you whimper. Your gaze is drawn elsewhere, though. Itâs slight, oh so slight, but you can see it. The subtle bulge right above your mound that moves with every thrust. âKal, lookââ you whimper.Â
He leans back onto his knees, no longer hovering over you like before. It makes the bulge even more visible this way, with your ankles wrapped around his back. âJeezâgoodness sakeââ Heâs completely speechless, watching the way it becomes more prominent the deeper he thrusts.Â
Your hand moves, slipping between your bodies before resting over the bulge. When you press down, you feel him moving from the outside. Fireworks explode across your vision. Heat bubbles in your veins. You can barely breathe.Â
âS-See?â
âYeahââ he swallows. âI see it, baby.â
You want him to feel it, not just see it. Grabbing his hand from where it holds onto your thigh, you move it to rest over the spot. He groans deeply. Desperately. He presses down, hard, grinding his hips to thrust against the top of your walls. âFeel so fullâsâfull,â you gasp, barely able to get the words out.â
âShhâI know. Taking it like youâre made for it.â You nod your head at that. Like you want that. Like you want to be made for him.
âD-do you like that? Like the idea of that?â
âPleaseâplease, please, please,â you beg. Youâre not sure what for, but Kal-El moves like he knows.Â
âIâll give you what you need, baby.â He unwraps a leg from around his waist and throws it over his shoulder. You gasp at the change in angle, and your hands grab at his skin. His thrusts become slow and calculated, like heâs teasing you. In actuality? Heâs trying to hold himself together, because he knows the sooner he cums, the sooner this whole thing ends. The last thing he wants is for this moment with you to end because he canât control himself.Â
Kal-El watches as you fight the pleasure growing in your belly. He counters this by finding your clit with his thumb. While his thrusts are gentle, his thumb circles your bud at a pace so fast your head spins. âLet go, baby. Let go for me,â he encourages. The heat bubbles in your stomach, releasing through your veins as your orgasm hits you. Your body shudders with each wave of pleasure. You murmur his name over and over again like itâs the only work you know.
He stops circling your clit, but he doesnât stop the pace of his hips. Your leg falls from his shoulder as he presses his forehead against you. He cages you in with his body, forearms at the side of your head holding him up. Your legs wrap tightly around his waist, trying to get him as close as possible.Â
âSo pretty. So gosh dang pretty,â he moans. Your eyes are weepy and red. Your swollen lips are covered in spit. Sweat collects on your forehead... But gosh, youâve never looked more pretty to him. Completely coming undone for him. Being so vulnerable with him.Â
People aren't vulnerable with him, especially not as Superman. Though, you have no problem showing him your weaknesses, showing him the spots that make your eyes roll into the back of your head. You're more than happy to show him your achilles heel if it means you get to stay in this haze for a little while longer.Â
Heâs getting close, dangerously close. His thrusts grow erratic and powerful. The force behind them jolts you in the bed. Youâve reached the point of pure overstimulation. Broken whimpers and moans leave your lips. He wants to keep you grounded, to keep you focused on him. He grabs your hand, and pins it beside your head, fingers interlacing with yours.Â
âWant you to cum again for me. You can do it, sweetheart. Know you can.â Heâs moved on from thrusts to deep grinds. His pelvis nudges against your clit. You shake your head at his request.
âC-canât. Itâs too m-much,â you whine. He doesnât let up on the pace, snapping his hips roughly against you.Â
âWanna see you cum for me one last time. So beautiful when you do. Please? Be good for me.â You sink into pleasure as your third orgasm overtakes you. Your cunt pulses around him, squeezing tight. You shake in his grasp, muscles completely out of your control
âOh gosh, gonnaâwhere can IââÂ
âInsideâp-please,â you say in the most hazy, fucked out voice heâs ever heard. With a few more calculated thrusts, he spills inside of you. You whimper with every pulse of his cock inside of you. You cling onto him like a lifeline.
He falls against you, pressing every inch of his skin to yours. Youâre almost asleep when speaks. âGotta get you cleaned up. Câmon, sweetheart.â Heâs lifting up off you, urging you to sit up.Â
âSleepyâDonât wanna move,â you mutter, trying to hold onto his arm. You hear a faint chuckle above you. Kal-El takes matters into his own hands. He finds your bathroom, and brings a warm, wet rag to wipe between your legs and your thighs. You barely acknowledge the touch, drifting into a deep sleep. The last thing you recall is the feeling of a shirt slipped over your head.Â
The first time you wake up, itâs when the sun is just about to rise over the horizon. Your curtains are open. The light just starts to hit your face as your eyes flutter open. Around your waist, you feel the weight of his arm holding you close to his chest. He has you tightly against him, legs entangling with yours. Youâre practically engulfed by his warmth. You let sleep take you once again, content to stay as long as possible in his arms.Â
The next time you wake up, the curtain across from your bed is closed, and the space next to you has gone cold. Itâs silly to feel disappointed, but you canât help the frown on your face as you sit up in bed, trying to rub the tiredness out of your eyes.Â
Out of the corner of your eye, you spot a neon sticky note pad on your nightstand. The writing on it is slightly messy, like he left in a rush.Â
Unfortunately, Superman has a secret 9-5 job. I couldnât bring myself to wake you up before I left⊠you looked too peaceful. Thank you for fixing me up the best you could. The sun finished the job this morning. See you around.Â
-S
As usual, Clark finds himself very late to work four weeks later. Extremely late. He canât even blame it on Superman. He just forgot to set his alarm. He decides to go to a bakery that opened up a couple months ago near the Daily Planet. If heâs going to be this late, he might as well bring donuts.Â
Heâs not paying much attention, reading the paper in his hands as he stands in line. He glances up when itâs finally his turn, and instantly becomes a deer in headlights when he sees you. It takes him way too long to remember the glassesâyou have no idea who he is right now.
Despite his very awkward pause, you donât lose the smile on your face. âCan I get you something?â
âOh uhâhi yes. Can I get umâa dozen assorted donuts andâŠâ Clark barely manages to pull himself together as he blabs out his, Jimmy, and Loisâs order from muscle memory.
thinking david corenswet is hot is the most embarrassing reputation ruining annoying thing I could have done tbh like ohhh my god really? tall big muscles dark hair and blue eyes kind man is hot? god fucking really. are you fucking stupid I hate myself. oh you think superman is hot? fucking superman? groundbreaking type shit going on here oh my god heâs tall should we tell everyone heâs tall and his jaw is nice wow she thinks the attractive man is attractive. you and everyone else. is pizza your favorite food too. fuck you. everyone look at her she thinks SUPERMAN is hot boundaries are really being pushed over here should we get her a medal because she thinks Mr Smile is easy on the eyes. âhear me outâ and itâs a fucking marching band. should we call people magazine. vanilla. I DISGUST myself. summer blockbuster. I should be killed
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Summary: Carmy canât wait until he gets home to have you
Warnings: general filth. Semi public sex? piv with no protection
Word count: 1.6k
A/N this is all inspired by this lovely ask that Iâll link here. Not proof read at all if youâre reading this the day of posting đ
Carmy is the definition of a pent up ball of frustration as he scrubs the floor of the kitchen.
It's practically spotless in the first place, but he's determined to wipe down every square inch of the room. He's already taken off his chef whites, wearing his white shirt underneath. The one that hugs his muscles with his every moment.
Service was an absolute mess, and his tedious cleaning of the kitchen is evidence of it. He always stays late after a shift like that, needing some way to release all of his energy so he stands a chance sleeping when finally gets home.
You're leaning on the counter watching Carmy clean. You've already cleaned the stoves twice, and checked all the dates on the food in the walk-inâtwice. Carmy finally rises to his feet, but not to leave.
It seems he somehow spots something worthy of wiping down the countertops yet again. That's your last straw.
"Carmyâlook at the clock,â you say, pointing to the digital clock on the wall. âIt's already midnight. Everything in this kitchen has been cleaned a dozen times. Can we go home, now?"
His arms flex as he takes a rag and begins to wipe the surface. " itâs not good enough," he mumbles, not taking the time to look up at you.
You resort to the only thing you can do that'll distract him immediately. Your hand reaches to squeeze his arm, making him face you. His eyebrows are already scrunched up in a frown like he was about to protest. Your other hand goes up to his cheek as you lean in to kiss him, and every ounce of protest he has in him melts away. He drops the rag on the counter and grabs your waist. You deepen the kissâor at least try to before Carmy pulls away.
Heâs beginning to walk towards the back door before you can even react. âCâmon,â
He says quickly, nodding his head towards the door. âNot going to make out with you hereâjust cleaned the whole place.â Carmyâs already pulled his keys out of his pocket, ready to lock up as soon as youâre out the door.
You think heâs about to start the car and drive you both home, so you head towards the passenger side door while Carmy locks up. âNo. Backseat.â He mumbles, walking up behind you and opening the door for you to get in first. He follows, hopping in and closing the door.
Heâs the one to act first this time. His hand grabs you by the jaw and pulls you to his lips. You moan into the kiss, grabbing onto his arms for support. His muscles flex underneath your palms, a subtle reminder of just how strong he is compared to you.
The way Carmy kisses you is intoxicating, licking into your mouth like heâs trying to devour you.
His free hand tugs at your waist, urging you to get on top of him.
You straddle his hips as you fall deeper into the kiss. Your hands touch him everywhere. You squeeze at the muscles of his arms, thread your fingers through his hair, and push down against the tense muscles of his stomach.
You cradle his face in your hands and pull back for a moment. His pupils are blown wide, and his mouth is shiny with a mix of your saliva and his. Your eyes trail down to his lips, focusing on them. Theyâre flushed and swollen from the kisses.
Your thumb reaches out to trace his bottom lip, pressing lightly on the skin. âYouâre so pretty, Carm,â you whisper gaze transfixed on his mouth. He groans the second the words leave your lips.
âFuckinâ hellâyou know you canât just say things like that, baby.
âBut itâs true, and I donât say it enough.â You finally remove your hand from his face, moving it to his arm instead. Your finger traces the lines of his tattoos. âEvery part of you is pretty.â
His hands trace up your spine at that, pushing your shirt up. His fingers are gentle against your skin, but push the fabric up hastily.
âWant this offâwanna see you.â You giggle at Carmyâs eagerness, but nod quickly at his statement. You help him take your shirt off, trying not to hit your head on the roof of the car in the process.
His bright blue eyes take in the newly exposed skin. Itâs nothing he hasnât seen before, but he always traces his eyes over your body like heâs seeing it for the first time.
Naturally, your hands reach back to unclasp your bra, but Carmy stops you before you can undo the clasp. âNo, noâkeep it on. I love this one on you,â he mutters. The bra you have on is his favorite; he picked it out himself a few months ago.
Carmy leans in to start pressing kisses onto your neck. His hands multitask while he sucks at your pulse, first getting your pants button undone before tackling his belt. You already know at this point that youâll have quite a few marks above your shirt collar to conceal in the morning.
You crawl off of him to pull down your pants and underwear, discarding them on the car floor before he tugs you by the arm to straddle him again.
Carmy canât help his wandering hands. The second your back on top of him, his hand travels up your thigh to your center. He lets out a rough groan at the feeling of your wetness on his fingertips.
âHoly shit youâre wetâthinking about me all service?â Yeah? That why you were so eager to leave the kitchen?âWhen you donât reply immediately, two of his fingers press against your clit, making you gasp.
He lifts up his hips to push his jeans and underwear down far enough to free his cock. He doesnât care enough to remove anymore clothing.
Carmy holds his length, and traces the head through your folds, thoroughly slicking up his dick. You whine at the sensation of him at your entrance, so close to where you need him.
âPlease. Donât wanna be teasedâneed you Carm,â you beg.
âGo ahead then, baby. Sit on my cock.â
Wasting no time, you sink down onto his length slowly, burying your face into his shoulder as you whimper at the stretch. He grabs your hips more firmly than before, not letting you take too much at once.
âShhâI know, baby. Feels really deep like this, yeah?â
âMmââ
âDoing so good. Just keep taking it nice and easyâalmost there.â He gives your hips a squeeze of assurance as he guides you to sink down further onto him.
You both moan loudly when you finally bottom out on his cock. Your hips are completely flush with his as you take a moment to catch your breath. Carmy removes one of his hands from your waist to tug your head out of the crook of his neck.
âThere, now I can see my pretty girl,â he whispers.
You move your hips in slow deep grinds first, stimulating your clit at the same time. Carmyâs looking up at you like youâre an angel in his presence. His mouth is dropped open trying to take a breath while he watches you ride him. Carmy letâs you go at your own pace for awhile, but he grows restless.
His hands grasp onto your hips and push them down on him, nudging his cock even deeper inside of you. His moves a hand to the small of your back and urges you to rock against him. âThatâs itâJâst like thatâgood girl.â
âCarmyâCarmy, Carmy, Carmy,â you whimper, voice full of need. âPlease, I canâtââ
âNeed me to help?â
Your legs have grown tired, the leather of the seat digging into your knees. âMhm, please.â
In the next moment, heâs wrapping both of his arms tightly around your body. With his strong arms, he lifts you up and starts slamming his hips into yours.
You hide your face in his neck again, clinging to his body as he thrusts into you at a rapid pace. The angle makes his cock hit right up against that spongy spot deep inside you.
You canât hold back the whines youâre releasing; Carmy knows every spot to hit to bring you to orgasm.
âFuckââ he groans. âLook, look at the windows,â he says. His voice is rough, like heâs barely holding on from falling over the edge. You lift your head to listen to him. The windows are covered in a dense layer of fog from all the heavy breathing.
âSee that? Look at what we didâjust couldnât wait to have me could you?â Heâs not expecting an answer. He knows youâre too close to form a coherent sentence, so he keeps up the pace of his hips.
He continues to hold you up with his right arm, but lets his left hand slide between your bodies so he can circle your clit with this thumb. Thatâs all it takes for your peak to wash over you as your legs shake from the high.
The pulsing of your cunt around his dick brings Carmy quickly to orgasm, spilling deep inside of you.
You rest in Carmyâs arms, trying to finally catch your breath. His head leans back against the headrest as he groans. âFuckânow I really donât feel like driving home.â
âWell maybe next time we can try to leave the restaurant at a normal time and this wouldnât happen.â
You donât miss the look in Carmyâs eye before he speaks. âWhat if I want it to happen again,â he says with a boyish grin.
content warnings; MINORS DNI, 18+ ONLY (pls), angst turned to smut, afab!reader, oral (r!receiving), fingering, unprotected sex, light dom/sub dynamics
summary; you and carmy had ended things a month ago but you just couldn't keep away from each other.
this has been sat in my drafts for far too long, like last month i was obsessed with 'your apartment' by wallows (i saw them on tour, hearing the song live was insane), and this was born, it's probably one of the more horny things i've released so please enjoy <3 my little end of the year treat for you all <3
also i have a whole ass playlist for this dynamic with carmy and it's eating my brain up when if i think too hard
You and Carmy had been dancing around each other for months. Your situationship - that neither of you had ever been brave enough to call a relationship - had ended messily but mutually. It hurt you both but as you both did, you bottled it up and pretended like nothing had happened.
You were amicable with him inn person but when you got home, you cried on the phone to your best friend about how much you missed him. And then you went back around, doing it all over again the next day.Â
Your best friend had tried to get you to move on, think about someone else but it never happened. Nothing seemed to distract you from him.
Carmy had similarly been struggling. Even the stress of opening The Bear hadnât distracted him from you. Even Syd and her refusal to sign the partner contract hadnât distracted him. Seeing you every day made him crazy and seeing you laugh and smile and seem so care-free drove him even crazier.
He didnât understand how you werenât falling apart at the seams. He was. Even if he hid it, he was falling apart without you. And he would lie awake at night thinking about how you were moving on and imagining all the ways you had moved on. It was his own unique form of self-harm. Or thatâs what he thought because he didnât know that you were also falling into that same pattern.
You knew that Carmy didnât sleep around but he had gotten closer to Claire recently. He had been friends with her for as long as you had known him - so your entire lives - and that made it even worse.
Was he sleeping with her? Did she hold him like you had? Was he moving on?Â
It drove you crazy.
And service at the Bear was driving you crazy. It was stressful, the new menus every day basically made it impossible to be efficient. Everything was difficult and the company was drowning and Carmy was drowning. He was stressed and you could see it but you couldnât do anything because you were drowning too; drowning in your own feelings and your own self-inflicted mental wounds.
Service was the most stressful youâd had since Carmy had joined months ago and the intensity in the kitchen seemed to increase with every passing second.
Every second counts.
That was becoming increasingly true as you rushed your way through dinner service. When the last order went out and everyone cooled off and Carmy had stopped asking for food to be re-fired over and over and over and everyone began to clean up, you felt like your head had finally come up from under the water.
The tides were calming but then you made eye contact with Carmy and it was like you were drowning again. He was anxiously chewing on nicotine gum as he quickly averted his gaze from you. You looked away and ran your hands across your face.
âFuck,â You mumbled to yourself before you turned away and went straight to the back door. You couldnât exist in that kitchen, you felt like you were drowning. The night air was soothing as you dropped onto the bench next to the back door. Your hands rested in your lap as your whole body slumped back into the brick wall.
You couldnât get the thoughts out of your head. Carmy with Claire, Carmy fucking Claire, Carmy touching Claire. It was driving you fucking insane. You let out a rough breath.
âFuck,â You muttered again. You leant forward, elbows on your knee as you rested your head in your hands, âFuck!â You shouted before you let out another rough breath, kicking your heel into the bench.Â
It felt impossible to think. Nobody could distract you enough to keep him off your mind. Sydney, Marcus, Tina, even Ebra had tried to help but nothing. He was stuck in your head, invading every bit of free space, sinking his claws in.
The memory of him was branded into the deepest part of you. The genuine look of relaxation when he was asleep beside you was seared into your mind, his smile when you said something funny, his laugh that you rarely ever heard, the way he became pliable and obedient after a stressful service and his face when you kissed and praised him was burnt into the very deepest parts of you. The reminder of how good he felt between your legs and how easy he slipped inside you and fucked you until you couldnât think persisted in every corner of your mind.
It was like every part of you was clawing, desperate to get back to him.
But you couldnât talk to him, you couldnât speak, any time you went to text him, you couldnât do it and the words clawed at your throat, desperate to spill out but they never did. Instead, your throat was left sore.
âYo, Chef, gonna finish cleaning your station?â Carmy asked as he appeared outside the door. His voice was a little awkward, trying to be casual but both of you could sense the tension that needed desperately to be broken.
âYeah, uhm, give me a sec,â You said as you lifted your head out of your hands. You cleared your throat and wiped your hands down your apron - force of habit. You glanced at him, giving him a small smile. That was a mistake. He was looking at you so softly. It made your head spin and you had to look away, âIâll be there,â You added, hoping he would take the hint and walk away.
âYeah, take your time,â He responded. You nodded and when you didnât hear him move, your body felt like it was burning up. This was so much. There were words on the tip of your tongue, desperate to get out but finding no way, âEverything good?â You didnât even know how to respond to that as you stared blankly at the night sky.
âAre you fucking Claire?â The words fell from your lips before you even knew what the fuck you were saying. But they were out there. It wasnât what you wanted to say but you needed to say it, to do something about this because fuck, you were losing it. With or without him you were losing it.
Carmy was baffled by your question, pausing and not entirely sure what you wanted to hear. He cleared his throat and glanced at the kitchen before he stepped down out of the restaurant into the back alley.
âNo,â He retorted. You nodded and rested back against the wall, âAre you?â He asked. Your eyebrows furrowed.
âWhat? Fucking Claire?â You asked, unable to help the way you teased him as an amused smile spread over your lips.
âNo, fuckinâ hell, no. I meant, fucking anyone,â He quickly corrected, stumbling over his words.
âNo.â You didnât feel the need to elaborate. Both of you knew why. It was fucking obvious to everyone.
You both fell silent and a soft breath escaped your lips, somewhere between relief and annoyance. You felt like you were being tortured by this, by him. It wasnât exactly all his fault but you fucking needed him. You wanted him so badly and you had no idea how to tell him, how to do it.
âWant me to help with your station?â He asked after a beat. You nodded and he nodded back in response. You then got up from the bench and the two of you headed into the kitchen. The silence that lingered between the two of you was somehow comfortable as you cleaned. You worked in tandem, together, perfect and in rhythm. It was easy.Â
The two of you had always been easy, well, until it wasnât but it had been mistake to quit just because it wasnât fucking easy anymore. You felt so stupid.
Once you were done with your station, you took the trash out together. You were both deep in thought, not needing to speak to understand what was going on here. Carmy held the bin open as you chucked the black bags inside.Â
Your mind was running around in circles. You felt like you were going crazy and every time you looked at him, you wanted to scream and cry and kiss him all in the same instant. It was mind-numbing and dizzying and you didnât know what to think. And his hand was on your back when you stood on your tiptoes, supporting you as you threw the bags into the trash.Â
His hand was on you, his eyes never left you. It was making your head spin and he wasnât saying anything.Â
Granted, neither were you, but he wasnât saying anything. You didnât know what to do. You wanted to kiss him and when you made eye contact, you caught the way his eyes briefly glanced to your lips.Â
You were halfway picking up a trash bag when you let out a ragged sigh.
âFuck this,â You stated. Carmyâs eyebrows furrowed and you dropped the bag. You were done, done with this fucking back and forth bullshit. You turned to him and kissed him.. He let out a sigh of relief into your mouth as he kissed you back. His hand kept the bin lid up, frozen and yet relieved all in the same instant. After a moment, you pulled back, âMy apartment or yours?â You asked bluntly.
âMine.â
You threw the last few bags out, washed your hands, grabbed your shit from the locker and got into Carmyâs car - heading straight to his apartment.
The tension was only growing and neither of you really speaking as he drove.
âYou really havenât been fucking Claire?â You asked as you stared out the window.
âNo, not fucking Claire,â He retorted. You nodded and let out a breath of relief.
âSo I was the last one to touch you?â You questioned as you turned to look at him. He nodded, glancing at you from the driverâs seat. You nodded, letting your hand slip over the console to rest over his thigh. His head snapped to you again, taking in your face.
Your mind was screaming good, good, Iâm the only one who should touch you but you kept those thoughts to yourself as he continued to drive.
The second Carmy had the apartment door closed, your hands were on his face, pulling him in. You were kissing him, arms wrapped around his neck as you tugged at the curls at the nape of his neck. He gasped and you used it as an excuse to lick into his mouth, pulling him towards the couch. You didnât care about getting to the bedroom, you just needed him, right fucking now.
You pushed him until he was sitting on the sofa and he groaned into your mouth as his hands roamed up your sides. His hands slipped under your t-shirt, his cold fingers slipped over your warm skin. It made you shiver as you whined softly into his mouth. He smirked against your lips and tugged you down so you could feel how hard he was.
You whined just a little louder, grinding down against him but his hands snapped to your hips, keeping you still.
âNo,â He panted against your mouth as he gently began to kiss across your cheek and jaw. His nose nudged your jaw up as he sucked and nipped and kissed at the skin of your neck. His arms wrapped around you, keeping you pressed against him as you let out breathy whines, âGood girl,â He praised softly when you threw your head back so he had better access to your neck.
You were needy and compliant in his arms as he flipped you both over so you were lying across the couch beneath him. He used his knees to nudge your thighs open. His hands slipped over your crotch and he could feel the heat, glancing up at you. A shit-eating grin was spreading across his face.
âReally fucking needed this, huh?â He asked. You whined, using your heels to wrap around him and tug him closer. He quickly grabbed your calves, holding you back as he looked at you, âWords, baby,â He reminded.
âTake them off, please,â You begged as you wiggled in his lap, desperately trying to get something from him. You needed him. It had been too long.
He needed it too which is why he was quick to strip your jeans off.
âFuck,â You said softly as he threw your pants to one side. He moved so fluidly and the look in his eyes, the desperation was making your head spin.Â
His thumbs then hooked under your panties and he glanced at you, seeking permission again. You nodded your head, âYes, please,â You reaffirmed, desperate and needy. He pulled them off and threw them in the direction of your pants before his head was between your thighs. His tongue was licking up across your inner thighs, kissing and biting and nipping at the skin as you whined and squirmed under his ministrations. Your fingers were quick to bury into his hair, gently tugging them closer to where you desperately needed him as you squirmed.
âPlease,â You begged softly. Carmy hummed, smirking against your thigh as he pressed kisses along the skin. Whenever a little whine escaped you, he took his time to bite and nip at the spot.
âCarmy,â You were fucking breathless and needy, unable to think straight and he had given you nothing. âStop- stop teasing,â You whined, just as he pulled your thighs a little wider. His hands moved to your pussy, using his thumbs to gently push your folds open. He leant forward and used the flat of his tongue to lick from your opening all the way up to your clit. The feeling made you grip his hair even tighter, a needy whine escaping your lips. Tears formed in your eyes, desperate and so beyond needy.
âForgot how good you tasted,â He murmured against your pussy before he began to lap at your opening like a man starved. The mix of his saliva and your wetness coated his face as he reacquainted his tongue with every part of you. His tongue then moved to your clit. He gently sucked it into his mouth and your back arched off the couch.
All that fell from your lips were whines of his name as he sucked and lapped at your clit. He used his hands to pin your hips down to the couch, not giving you even a moment of reprieve. You couldnât decide whether to watch him or stare at the ceiling or close your eyes. The pleasure was so overwhelming; you didnât know how to think. One hand gripped his hair, nails digging into his scalp while the other gripped the couch cushions for dear life.
He gave a particularly harsh suck to your clit before he began to lap across your cunt again. His tongue licked across your entrance before he traced it all the way up again. His fingers replaced his tongue at your entrance, one finger gently nudging past your walls. It took him with ease, greedily sucking him in. You whined softly.
âOh, Carm,â You let out as your head fell to the side. The feeling of having someone else inside of you - even just his fingers - was a new kind of euphoria. You let out a soft whimper when he began to curl his finger, pulling in and out.
âSuch a pretty pussy,â He murmured as he pulled away to watch his finger sink in and out of you. Once he was sure you were ready, he added a second one and glanced up to see the way your face contorted. You were squirming, desperately shoving yourself further into his fingers, âSo fucking desperate.â You looked down at him, using your hand to tug him towards your mouth.
He swallowed your moans as he kissed you, his fingers starting their brutal pace inside you. Every time he thrusted them in and out, he crooked them at just the right angle to make you see stars. You could barely think straight, let alone kiss him. Carmy swallowed every moan as he licked into your mouth. Your eyes closed, head thrown back as he pulled you closer and closer to orgasm, just from his fingers.
âBaby,â He whispered against your skin as he trailed his kisses across your face and towards your ear, âFeel good?â He whispered directly against your ear. Your loud moan as he crooked his finger at just the right angle was the only way you could respond as your thighs began to shake.Â
âPlease, please, please,â You begged as you gripped his hair, pulling him into your neck as your back arched. You could feel the coil tightening and then you were hit with a blinding orgasm. You were panting and whining and moaning as you released around him, walls throbbing around his fingers. He gently coaxed you through before pulling his fingers out. Your grip on his hair had loosened almost completely as he sat up, taking his fingers into his mouth.
You watched with wide eyes as he slowly licked up your wetness from his fingers. You had forgotten how dirty Carmy could be and watching him had your head spinning.
âYou look so pretty, baby,â He praised as he trailed his saliva-slick fingers across your thighs. Your cunt was throbbing and he watched with a smirk on his face, admiring how wet you were. It was all just for him.
âCarmy,â You let out, whimpering as you gently reached out for his arm. He looked up at you and you gently pressed a kiss to his fingertips, kissing up to his tattooed knuckles. The action made his heart melt and then you placed his hand on the hem of your shirt, silently begging him to strip it off. He did, without hesitation. He was quick to trail kisses along your stomach, taking in every inch of the exposed skin. He breathed heavily, transfixed by the taste and smell of having you this close. His tongue slowly licked up and across the skin of your stomach before he nuzzled his face back into your cunt. His nose pressed up against your clit which made your hips instinctively hump against it. The feeling made you breathlessly and Carmy chuckle against you.
âNeedy,â He said as he pressed a kiss against you before licking his tongue all the way up to your clit.
âYouâre the one who told me to leave, havenât been able to fuck anyone else,â You murmured back. The smirk that spread across his face was dangerous and you felt the way his licks and kisses became more confident. His fingers held your thighs apart as he began to eat you out like a man starved.
âFuck, Carmy,â You moaned out, not expecting the sudden stimulation. Your back arched as he sucked on your clit, his tongue flicking back and forth across the sensitive bud. Your eyes rolling back at the stimulation before his mouth moved down. His tongue nudged past your entrance, licking into you while his nose continued to press against your clit. The double stimulation was driving you wild, desperation clinging onto every whine and praise that fell from your lips;
âSo good, Carmy, make me feel so good.â
âTongue feels so good, keep doing that, please, please,â
âNo-one else can fuck me like this, no-one makes me feel this goodâ
âDonât want anyone but you.â
You felt like you were losing your mind as Carmy used his tongue and nose to slowly break you apart. You didnât expect the orgasm until it was cresting over you. Your back was arched, pushing your cunt into his face, your hands gripping his hair, thighs wrapped around his head as you moaned out his name like a prayer.
Your thighs loosened around his head as he licked up the slick and cum that leaked out, cleaning you up before he sat up. He looked pleasure-drunk as he used the back of his hand to wipe the slick from his chin. You were staring, watching the way his mouth turned to a smirk. His hands slipped over your thighs, tugging you towards him.
âYou okay, baby?â He asked softly. You nodded, following his lead. You dropped into his lap without a second thought and wasted no time, grabbing his face and kissing him. Carmy was a little breathless still but would never deny the kisses as he wrapped his arms around your waist. You kissed him over and over again before he tilted his head to the side, deepening the kiss.
You groaned out in satisfaction as you wrapped your arms around his neck, lifting yourself up to get a better angle on the kiss. You gently licked across his bottom lip, begging for permission. He opened his mouth, letting you lick your tongue into his mouth. It was hot and heavy and you felt dizzy from kissing him but this was all you had wanted.
For weeks, this is what you had craved. Your hands slipped down to the hem of his white t-shirt and you slowly began to tug it up, desperate to get it off him. Your hands clawing for any touch of skin. You broke the kiss, only for a moment, before your hands were wrapped around him again. The shirt was discarded somewhere with the rest of your clothes and your hands roamed his chest.
The strong muscles made you feel somehow even wetter and all you wanted to do was kiss and lick your way down his chest. But another part of you desperately needed him to fill you up, you needed him to fuck you like he always did.
You broke the kiss, whimpering his name. Carmy opened his eyes, pressing kisses here and there as he asked what was wrong.
âNeed your dick,â You admitted shamelessly. Carmy let out a soft âmhmâ, his hands moved down to your waist.
âYeah?â He asked as he pressed kisses over your face. You whined, wiggling in his lap and pressing your still wet cunt against the fabric of his jeans. The grunt he let out was music to your ears.
âLet me take them off, please,â You begged softly as your hands trailed down to the waistband of his jeans.
âOkay, baby,â He responded. You smiled happily, dumb on pleasure and desperate for his cock. You unbuttoned the jeans and tugged them down, standing up off the couch to finish pulling them off his legs. Once they were gone, you could see just how hard he was.
The tent in his boxers was hard to miss and it made you smirk.
âDid I make you this hard, Bear?â You cooed, teasing him. Carmy looked up at you and he tugged you back into his lap.
âDonât be rude or you wonât get this cock at all,â He snapped back, his voice right in your ear. The dominant way he spoke quickly put you right and you nodded, swallowing thickly. He cupped your face with his hand and gently but slowly kissed your lips. It was the kind of kiss that made your head spin which is why you didnât notice Carmy nudge his boxers down or flick the tip over your cunt until he was pulling your hips down to sink into him.Â
You let out a stuttering whine as you sank down onto him. You werenât used to taking him so Carmy took to slowly pushing in but it wasnât long before he had bottomed out. You felt so full, your forehead pressed against his as you panted, breathless. You felt so fucking full.
âCarmy,â You whined his name, high-pitched and needy as you buried your face into his neck. It felt so good.
âGood girl,â He praised, his fingers running through your hair. You whimpered at his words, slowly lifting off him. You followed his movements, letting him guide you up and down. You slowly got used to the movements, eyes rolling back, mind going blank as you felt him fill you over and over again.
âYou take me so well.â
âIâm so proud of you, baby, look at you.â
He let out soft words of encouragement as he guided you. It was soft and slow, every thrust hit the spot that made you see stars. Your fingers dug into his hair and when the pace became too soft, you slowly began to speed up. Carmy smirked against your hair, your head still buried in his neck.
But your thighs were exhausted and he could tell from the needy whines you were letting out that you wouldnât be able to keep this pace up for much longer.Â
So, Carmy grabbed your hips and pulled you all the way down onto his cock before flipping you both so you were lying on the couch again. His arms caged you in as he began to fuck you. Every movement of his hip was quick and sharp as you threw your head back. His cock made you see stars as you grappled for anything to hold onto. His thrusts were speeding up, taking you quicker as he felt your walls throb around him. Part of him was chasing his own orgasm, desperate to cum in you.
âThat feel good?â He asked as he pressed kisses along your chest and shoulders and neck, his teeth nipping at the skin as he fucked into you. Your eyes were squeezed shut as you gripped his shoulders, legs wrapped around him as you moaned and whimpered his name like a prayer.
You nodded, unable to let out anything coherent especially when he added a finger to your clit. The quick circles he ran over the sensitive bud made your walls throb around him. You were both desperately chasing your orgasm as you moaned his name and begged for him to take you, to cum inside you. You needed it.
And then you both fell apart.
Your legs were shaking, head thrown back, chest pushed up as you let out a loud moan of his name, devolving into heavy panting as Carmy filled you up. He worked himself through the orgasm, painting your walls white with his cum before he pulled out completely. A soft whimper fell from his lips and your eyes opened to take him in. He was panting as he watched a mixture of yours and his cum leak out of you.
Some carnal part of him wanted to scoop it up and push it back in but he held himself back. He watched it slowly leak out over your couch cushions as he panted, desperate to get his breath back.
âCarmy,â You said softly, grappling for his attention. His head snapped up as you looked at him, âCome âere, please,â You begged softly. He followed your hand and then you tugged him down onto your chest, allowing you to move him however you wanted. Once you had settled him, you buried your face in his hair, âMissed you,â You muttered softly. Carmy nodded his head, pressing a soft kiss to your skin.
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You can feel tears slipping down your cheeks as you look up at Mandy through your lashes. She's a vision above you, blood smudged around her mouth and chest heaving. When she caught your eye, Mandy gives a particularly deep thrust into your throat, scoffing when you squeal and squeeze your thighs together.
"Fuckin' soaking the sheets," Mandy rolls her eyes, looking back at how you try and find some sort of friction. You let out a choked whine at her words, lifting your hips up with your thighs squeezed tightly together.
Mandy sighs from on top of you before she leans back, slipping the silicone cock from your mouth. Your breathing is heavy as she shuffles down your body, planting herself just above your hips.
Mandy's body is heavy on top of you, hips being pushed roughly into the mattress with hers. The weight of the silicone dildo is also heavy on your stomach, your saliva smearing against your skin from your teasing.
Now her strap lays heavy between you as she keeps your arms pinned above your head. Her slow grinding is driving you insane, rutting your hips up trying to seek some friction.
She's grumbling as she leans down to kiss you, some distant complaint about you being so needy. The kiss is tangy with blood and the beer she'd been sipping on before you came home.
Mandy easily slips her legs from over your waist to press flush against your thighs before she wiggles back. The feeling of the silicone strap against your entrance makes you whine. Mandy nips softly at your lower lip before she starts pressing her hips forward.
The stretch makes your jaw drop, eyes fluttering shut. Mandy holds your jaw loosely as she turns your head and starts placing gentle, gnawing kisses to your cheek and jaw. The gentle tug of teeth makes you sigh, rolling your hips into her.
She had spent enough time between your legs that there was little resistance as she buried herself to the hilt.
Mandy times the first roll of her hips with a sharp nip at your throat, dragging her tug where blood starts to bead. The dual sensation makes you whine, bucking your hips up into her movements. She soothes her tongue over the bite as she pulls out to the tip before snapping her hips back into you.
"Never fuckin' satiated are ya?" She sneers. Mandy press her nose against your skin as she gnaws softly at your jaw.