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You heard your door push open and your head snapped up to see Damon walking in, two glasses and a bottle in his hand with an unamused expression, “if you don’t knock it off I’m going to have to replace the floor,” he said, setting everything on the dresser before pouring two generous cups of bourbon. 

“Not now, Damon,” you sighed, ignoring him entirely as your feet remained on course.

“Wanna talk about it?” he asked and you shook your head.

“Not really,” you said as he shoved a glass in your hand, his eyes telling you to drink which you did… all in one gulp and he was a little surprised as he took it to refill. 

“Well, something’s gotta give,” he replied as you finished the second as quickly as the first. “At this rate the bottle will be gone in a minute and I’m not replacing original flooring.” He gripped your shoulders, halting your movements and you huffed, looking up at him.

“I’m hungry, Damon,” you said, as if it pained you to do so and he furrowed his brow.

“The freezer is full- oh,” he cut himself off, realizing that’s not what you meant as a smirk spread across his features. “You want your blood at 98.6,” he said and you rolled your eyes, pushing him off you.

“Will you cut it out?” You poured another glass, hoping at some point the alcohol would subdue your cravings but you knew that was about as likely as him leaving you alone, so you tried another angle. “I can’t… Damon, the blood bags aren’t doing it for me, I can’t think, I can’t sleep… will you please take me out?” For a moment you thought he’d say yes, revel in the opportunity to feed with abandon with someone else, but it wasn’t that easy.

“No can do, sweetheart,” he replied and your brows pinched. “I’ve got enough on my plate without you losing control and giving me more bodies to deal with.” He was right, there was too much going on and you spinning out wasn’t an option, but that didn’t make it any easier of an answer to tolerate. He gave you a once over, it wasn’t as if he didn’t want to take you out… he would have loved to, but you were new and he knew you could eventually get to where he was, one day you’d be able to feed and leave them alive with no memory of what had happened, but that day wasn’t today, you had a long way to go and he couldn’t afford to have you slip up.

But… he couldn’t afford to have you slip up. One look told him you were wound tight, the diet Stefan had you on was restrictive, never enough to fully satisfy, and the less you drank the tighter you spun, threatening a catastrophic snap he could only assume was looming on the horizon with how frustrated you looked right now. He ran through his options, knowing letting you sit in this hunger any longer would result in a much bigger problem, but the only thing he could think of posed another set of issues and would lead to him teetering on the edge instead of you.

He let out a sigh, closing the distance between you and plucking the glass from your hands to discard on the dresser and you looked up at him questioningly, the invasion of space catching you by surprise. His normally bright eyes were dark and swimming with something you couldn’t understand, deep blue pools you found yourself getting lost in as you waited for him to say something. “You need to feed,” he said and your eyes fluttered shut just at the thought.

“I need to feed,” you whispered and he nodded, catching your chin between his fingers and forcing your head back up when you tried to look down and the action had your breath catching somewhere in your throat. 

“You still haven’t felt it, have you?” he asked, voice low and you shuddered. “What it’s like to sink your teeth into something…” you shook your head, Stefan hadn’t allowed you to drink anything that didn’t come from a cup. “Poor thing,” he chuckled, he could feel the tension radiating off you in waves, you were practically shaking beneath him as you fought to retain your grip on your sanity, on your control.

“Damon,” you sighed, eyes pleading and he just smiled as he gripped your hand and brought it up to his neck, the pulse beneath your fingers driving you wild. 

“When you feed you have to be careful… if you bite just along here,” he said, dragging your fingers along the vein, “you can control the flow. It doesn’t have to be messy,” he explained and you couldn’t tear your eyes away from the subtle way his skin moved with each beat of his heart, the sight bringing the veins beneath your eyes to the surface, your fangs descending.

“Don’t fight it,” he said, noticing you trying to rein it in, and you were having a hard time focusing on anything with the way his hands were trailing up your arms, pulling you closer. “Go on,” he tilted his head just slightly, “give it a try.” he encouraged and this pulled your focus, eyes snapping to his as you tried to ascertain if he was being serious. You had a lot left to learn, but blood sharing was personal, and you knew that… but all you saw in those dark blue eyes was a fire simmering beneath the surface you were sure was a mirror image of your own.

You slowly reached onto your tiptoes, as if he were a deer in the woods threatening to startle and bolt, but the closer you got the harder it was to resist, anticipation burning through your veins at the prospect of giving in. Your fangs were tentative as they broke the skin just where he’d indicated, but the first drop of blood immediately made you feel dizzy and intoxicated… It wasn't enough. You quickly grew feverish, your hand wrapping around his throat as you surged forward, crashing into the wall behind you and he let out a grunt as his back collided with the hard surface, pinned in place as you fed.

“There you go… that’s it,” he said, leaning back as he relaxed and let you take what you needed. His arm snaked around your waist while a hand brushed the hair from your face, cradling the back of your head as warm blood radiated through your body. A soft groan fell from his lips as you drank from him, and the sound elicited an unexpected reaction from you, your hand tightening around his throat and your body pushing flush against his and despite everything in you telling you to continue, you forced yourself back knowing if you didn’t stop you’d bleed him dry. 

Your eyes were wild and satisfied as they met his, and he dragged his thumb across your bottom lip, collecting the remnants and you were almost surprised when your lips wrapped around him, ensuring you didn’t waste a single drop. His smirk returned when he felt your tongue slide across his skin, “better?” he asked and you nodded, keeping him in your mouth for maybe a second longer than you needed to. The air was charged between you, you’d just crossed a line in the sand and you wanted to push a little further, go a little farther… 

Part of him knew he should put an end to this… stop before it went any further. He knew it before he’d even offered up a vein for you, he knew as soon as he did he’d be teetering on this ledge and he didn’t have that much self control when it came to you. Perhaps, if he really analyzed the situation, he knew somewhere in the back of his mind why you’d been so worked up, he knew what you needed and instead of letting you wreak havoc on the blood cooler he let you push him against a wall and take what you wanted, he let you feed from him in the most intimate way he could think of. 

And when you were looking up at him like that, eyes mischievous and holding an unspoken challenge with his blood still on your plump lips, who was he to resist? Your chest was heaving with anticipation as you waited for him to do something, anything, and the movement was so fast you almost didn’t register his hand curling around your throat, flipping you around and slamming you against the wall with such force you were sure you’d be dead if you were human. Your gasp of surprise was swallowed by his mouth on yours, searing and frenzied as he connected your lips and kissed you with a hunger that rivaled your own only moments ago. 

You both fought for dominance, neither one of you willing to submit just yet but you were outmatched… he grabbed your wandering hands and pinned them above your head, grip so tight you whined as he kissed down your neck, biting into you the same way you’d done with him and you couldn’t help the moan that fell from your lips as he did. Your hips rolled forward and feeling his hardening length against you gave you the surge of confidence you needed to break your hands free, sliding down his chest to pull his shirt apart, buttons flying and clattering against the floor as you pushed the fabric over his shoulders. 

His lips were greedy across the expanse of your chest as he nipped and sucked the soft skin, tearing your shirt to shreds as he pulled it from you, a mess of fabric in your wake as you surged forward and pushed him into the wall opposite you, regaining your upper hand. Glass shattered on the floor around you as the force rattled the dresser but you couldn’t find it in you to care what had broken as your hands pulled his belt free, fingers quickly undoing the button as you sank to the floor and pulled his jeans with you.

His length stood erect in front of you and you were quick to take him in your mouth, focusing your tongue on his swollen tip as your hand worked what didn’t fit, and you couldn’t help but moan around him at the groan that fell from his lips, “such a good girl,” he cooed, his sweet words undercut by the harsh hand in your hair gripping and pulling you closer, forcing you to gag around him and the sensation had his head falling back against the wall. Tears sprung to your eyes at the sharp pain in your scalp and the way he was hitting the back of your throat, but all you could focus on was the throbbing between your thighs and he didn’t miss the way you clenched them together, desperate for friction. 

You were quickly on your back, too caught up in the moment to bother moving to the bed and you pushed glass aside as he settled between your legs, tearing your underwear off and diving in like a man starved and you could feel his smirk against you at your surprised moan, head hitting the floor as your back arched in pleasure. He switched between your clit and your entrance, not giving either attention long enough to give you what you really needed, and you whined as your fingers threaded through his hair, tugging harshly.

“Damon, please,” you sighed, hips bucking against his face and he focused his attention on your sensitive bundle of nerves, tongue expertly working you up as you shamelessly moaned his name. Somewhere in the back of your mind you knew with the way you kept slamming each other against walls and the floor, the breaking glass, and the sounds falling from both your lips someone might come to make sure you were alright, but you couldn’t find it in you to care… not when he felt as good as he did between your legs. 

Your moan changed in pitch when he slid two fingers into your entrance and it went straight to his cock, his head swimming as he watched you come close to falling apart above him. When he crooked his fingers just so your grip in his hair tightened, pulling him closer as you started to grind against him, “fuck, just like-” you were cut off by your own moan when he started massaging that spot inside you, legs trembling as you careened off the ledge. His touches remained merciless as pure euphoria surged through your veins, your head cloudy as your body trembled. 

“So fucking beautiful,” he muttered against you, kissing his way up your body and you tugged him closer to reconnect your lips, tongues swirling against each other as you tasted yourself on him. His hands felt greedy and possessive as they roamed over you, gripping tight enough to leave bruises that would heal before they even had a chance to form, and it was as if neither of you could get enough. You pushed forward, tugging him up with you and all but throwing him onto the bed and his smirk was devilish as he watched you crawl on top of him.

He looked like he was about to say something but you didn’t give him the opportunity as you kissed him, rough and demanding as your hips settled above his, hand reaching between you to line him up at your entrance and you both let out groans as you took him inch by inch. The stretch was sweet, filling you almost to your breaking point as you settled fully and started to roll your hips against him, shuddering at the feeling.

“Fuck,” he moaned as you started to bounce up and down, setting an unforgiving pace and you felt like you could feel him everywhere, every nerve ending radiating with fire. He sat up to wrap his arms around you, hips bucking to meet yours in a way that had your head rolling back and he took the opportunity to sink his teeth into your neck and you had never felt pleasure like this before. His hand was firm around your throat as your body shook with each thrust and soon you were boneless in his lap, only able to hold yourself upright as he drank you in. 

When he pulled back you licked along his lips, face changing at the taste of blood and he swore he’d never seen anything sexier. Neither of you was going to last much longer, not like this, and he delivered a rough smack to your ass that had you whining and rolling against him. “Oh my god,” you breathed out, letting your forehead fall against his and he smacked again, gripping the tender skin, “Damon-” you tried, but nothing would come out.

“What’s that, sweetheart?” he teased, gripping your hair and pulling you back to look at him, “oh, look at you… all cock drunk and fucked out,” he teased and you had nothing to say as a firm thrust had you seeing stars. You buried your face in his neck, fangs sinking into his skin as you felt your release barreling towards you, the mixture of blood and his steady thrusts too much to bear and a streak of red trailed down your body as you came, only able to shout his name as you cried out.

Your grip on him was maddening, pulling him right over the edge with you as you milked him for everything he had, and when you both slowed to a stop you were having a hard time catching your breath, your mind floating somewhere above you as you tried to return to your body. You felt his tongue along your chest, cleaning up your mess as you leaned back and he tried to commit the sight to memory… your hair wild, cheeks flushed, and skin dewy as blood lingered along your skin. 

You still weren’t fully with him, stuck in a haze as you felt him whisk you into his bedroom, and into the bathroom and it wasn’t until you were under the stream of water with him that you hummed contently against his lips as he kissed you softly, “there she is,” he chuckled.

His hands were delicate as they roamed you, and yours slid down the front of his chest as you looked up at him, doe eyed and happy. “That was…” you trailed off, unsure of what word to use to fully sum it up and he placed another soft kiss on your lips.

“Everything you ever dreamed of?” he provided and you laughed as you swatted his chest. 

“Hush,” you replied, feigning annoyance but you didn’t have it in you to feel anything other than bliss. The rest of your shower was spent with wandering hands and sweet kisses, a stark contrast to how rough and domineering you’d been with each other and when he pulled you into bed and wrapped himself around you, you looked up at him as your fingers trailed along his chest absentmindedly.

“What are you thinking about?” he asked, and you flushed slightly under his gaze.

“It was more than I dreamed of,” you answered, and he raised a brow in question. “I haven’t… I hadn’t done that since turning, I didn’t know it could be like that,” you explained and realization passed over his features.

“My god,” he chuckled, “no wonder you were wound so tight.” His hand on your back was comfortable, holding you tight against him as he rubbed soothingly, “we’ll go on a little trip this weekend,” he said as you rested your head on his chest.

“A trip?” 

You felt him nod, “away from all the chaos here… we’ll find you some warm bodies and I’ll teach you how to do it the right way, you don’t have to live a life of blood bags forever.” 

“I don’t know, you seemed to do the trick,” you teased and he laughed.

“Sweetheart, you have no idea what you’re missing.” 

His eyes—black with desire, with the last traces of bloodlust—locked onto yours, and in the next breath, his arms were around you. One beneath your knees, the other at your back, and you were lifted effortlessly off the forest floor.

Your breath caught, but you didn’t protest. You only clung to his neck as he moved fast—faster than human eyes could track—through the trees, deeper into the woods. The world blurred around you, shadows and leaves streaking past like smoke.

And then, the cottage appeared.

Secluded. Hidden beneath a canopy of moss-draped branches, its stone walls aged and strong, windows flickering with faint candlelight like the place itself was holding its breath. You didn’t have time to admire it—not when Damon kicked the door open with his boot and stepped inside like a man possessed.

He didn’t stop to light anything.

Didn’t speak.

He pinned you against the nearest wall with a force that made you gasp, your back hitting the cool stone, his mouth crashing into yours in a kiss that stole what little breath you had left.

It was savage—hot, frantic, soaked in the taste of shared blood and repressed need.

You groaned, fingers tangling in his hair as your lips opened wider for him, welcoming the desperate slide of his tongue. He tasted like fire and iron, and something only Damon could taste like—ancient, reckless, intoxicating.

Your hips arched into him, shameless, and he growled into your mouth, his hands sliding down your sides with purpose. When he gripped your ass, hard, you whimpered, biting at his bottom lip.

“Damon—” you whispered, already breathless, already gone.

He pulled back just enough to look at you, chest heaving, his hands still gripping you tight.

“You don’t know what you do to me,” he rasped. “One look, and I forget everything else.”

“You built this place,” you murmured, trailing your fingertips down his chest. “For us.”

His jaw clenched, and something flickered in his eyes—something deeper than lust.

“You needed somewhere no one could find you. Somewhere I could have you without pretending we’re anything but what we are.”

You cupped his face with blood-warm hands, brushing your thumbs over his cheekbones, your gaze softening for a heartbeat.

“And what are we, Damon?”

He leaned in again, but this time, the kiss was slower—just as hungry, just as deep, but full of something aching. He kissed you like the world had ended and you were the only thing left.

“Danger,” he said against your lips.

You didn’t answer with words. You answered with your body, pulling him closer, grinding your hips against him, making him hiss and slam his palm against the wall beside your head. Your lips moved along his jaw, down his neck, tasting the blood still on his skin.

“I want to ruin you,” you breathed. “The way you ruin me.”

His hand tangled in your hair, tugging just enough to make your lips part with a moan.

“You already do.”

And then he lifted you again, carrying you across the room, your legs wrapping around his waist. He kicked open the door to the bedroom—a space lit only by candlelight, shadows dancing across the walls.

The bed was low, wide, sheets dark and soft. When he laid you down, it wasn’t gentle. It was reverent. Urgent.

He hovered above you, his fingers trailing up your thigh, your side, your ribs.

“You looked like a goddess out there,” he whispered. “Blood on your lips. Fire in your eyes. Mine.”

“Yours,” you echoed, fingers tugging at his shirt, baring his chest to your eyes and mouth. “And you’re mine.”

He leaned down, brushing his lips to your stomach, your ribs, the underside of your breast with aching care—contrasting the wildness of his hunger with the slow, worshipful way he touched you now.

“I’ll take my time,” he said, voice dark silk. “I want to feel you come apart. Slowly. Over and over.”

And under the flickering candlelight, surrounded by silence, stone, and shadow, Damon made good on that promise.

The fire crackled somewhere in the background, but your world narrowed to the feel of Damon’s hands on your body—hot, demanding, possessive.

He pulled you into his lap without effort, like your body belonged there, like the weight of you grounding him was something he needed as much as he needed blood. Your legs straddled his thighs, your dress hitched up around your hips, and his eyes were so dark now they looked black—endless and ravenous.

He didn’t speak. He just looked at you for a long breathless second, as if memorizing the way you flushed, the way your lips trembled with anticipation.

Then he struck.

His fangs sank into your neck with a sharp, possessive bite—deep enough to make your back arch and a gasp rip from your throat. The pain was electric, but it melted into pleasure too fast, too overwhelming, and the moan that escaped your lips was pure surrender.

Your fingers clawed into his shoulders before tangling in his hair, tugging hard enough to make him growl against your skin. He sucked harder, his hands moving to your ass, gripping it roughly as he ground you down against him—forcing you to feel the hard, unrelenting evidence of how badly he wanted you.

You whimpered, the friction burning through your core, making your body jerk and tremble in his grasp.

“Damon,” you gasped, your voice shaking. “You’re—”

“Say it,” he growled into your throat, blood trickling down your skin. “Say what I’m doing to you.”

“You’re driving me insane,” you moaned, rocking your hips against him, desperate to keep up with the rhythm he set with his hands. “You know exactly what you’re doing.”

Damon finally pulled back, his fangs retracting as he licked the blood from your neck, slow and deliberate. When he looked at you again, your blood was on his lips, his mouth red and glistening.

“You taste like sin,” he said, voice low and thick with heat. “Like something made to ruin me.”

He kissed you again—and you could taste yourself on him, metallic and warm, mixing with his own flavor. The kiss was deeper now, rougher, his tongue claiming yours like he couldn’t bear any space between you.

Your fingers fisted tighter in his hair, pulling again—making him groan into your mouth, his hips bucking up against you in raw, aching need. You could feel how hard he was beneath you, and he wanted you to feel it. He made sure of it with every roll of his hips, every commanding squeeze of your body against his.

“Look at me,” he murmured, pulling back just enough to stare into your eyes. “I want you to remember who owns you when you can’t think straight.”

Your breath hitched.

The way he looked at you—like you were something sacred and wicked all at once—made heat bloom low in your belly. There was no room for fear. Not with Damon. Not when he made you feel like the chaos inside you was beautiful.

“I’m yours,” you whispered, your voice trembling but certain.

He cupped your jaw, brushing his thumb across your bottom lip, his breath warm on your face.

“Damn right you are.”

And then his mouth was on yours again, kissing you until your thoughts drowned, until all that existed was the burning heat of his body under you, the power in his hands, the ache in your spine from how tightly you clung to him.

He didn’t rush.

He made you feel every second.

Every motion was deliberate, every grind of his hips a promise, every kiss an oath wrapped in fire and blood. You could feel how badly he wanted to lose control—but he didn’t. Not yet. Damon wanted you right on the edge, trembling with want, breathless and begging.

And he would keep you there, hovering on that knife’s edge of surrender—until he decided it was time to fall.

Your fangs pierced his neck with precision—clean, sharp, deliberate. The moment Damon felt you sink into him, his whole body shuddered beneath yours. A guttural groan rumbled from his chest, low and primal, as though the act of being fed on by you unraveled something deep inside him he usually kept locked away.

His hands gripped your waist hard, fingers digging into your skin.

But he didn’t stop you.

He wanted it. Needed it.

Your mouth moved greedily against his skin, drawing his blood in slow, heavy pulls as if you were drinking in something far more vital than just his life force. You could feel the way his breath slowed with every draw, how his fingers twitched with restrained urgency.

Then—rip.

Your dress was torn apart in one swift, brutal motion. Damon didn’t care about fabric. He didn’t care about patience. He just needed to feel you, to see you—bare, exposed, and his.

He growled, deep and husky, before his hand shot into your hair, gripping it tight at the nape as he yanked your mouth from his neck. Your lips were slick with his blood when he crashed his mouth into yours again—hungry, bruising, all-consuming.

You gasped into the kiss, dazed and burning, but you kissed him back just as fiercely, tasting your shared hunger on his tongue.

Then in a blur, he flipped you.

Your back hit the mattress hard, and Damon followed, pinning your wrists above your head with one hand. His weight, his presence—him—was everywhere, overwhelming in the best kind of way.

You could only watch him through hooded eyes as he looked down at your now bare chest, his gaze darkening even more.

“Perfect,” he murmured. “So fucking perfect.”

He didn’t waste time. His mouth descended on your breast, hot and demanding, and when he wrapped his lips around your nipple, your whole body arched off the bed with a strangled moan.

Your hands writhed in his grip, but he held you firm, anchoring you in place as his tongue dragged over the sensitive peak again and again, every movement making heat curl low in your belly.

“Damon—” your voice cracked, needy, breathless.

He groaned in response, the sound vibrating through your skin. He moved to your other breast, giving it the same attention—slow sucks, sharp flicks of his tongue—until your body trembled beneath him, flushed and desperate.

“You like it when I take my time?” he asked, voice like smoke against your skin.

“Yes,” you gasped, pressing your hips up into his, needing more, needing him.

“You want more?” he teased, dragging his mouth along the curve of your breast, his fangs just grazing your skin. “Tell me.”

Your lips parted, words caught between pleading and surrender. “Please. I want you. All of you.”

Damon released your wrists, only to trail his hand down your body with reverent, aching slowness. Every touch was fire. Every second, a reminder that he wasn’t just here to take—he was here to own every breathless part of you.

“I’m going to ruin you,” he whispered, his lips brushing your collarbone, his breath hot and sweet with blood. “And you’re going to love every second of it.”

And in the quiet, candlelit dark, surrounded by woods and silence, Damon did just that—bit by bit, kiss by kiss—until your body and soul were tangled in his like roots beneath the earth.

The room was thick with heat, with the scent of blood, breath, and something darker—something that curled in your gut like smoke and sin.

Damon’s body hovered above yours, a low, satisfied smirk playing on his lips. Your skin still burned where his mouth had been, and your chest rose and fell with every trembling breath. But just as you tried to catch one—

You gasped.

His fingers were suddenly there, slipping between your thighs—deft and deliberate, two of them gliding through your folds before plunging into you without warning.

Your body arched immediately off the bed, a startled, desperate moan tearing from your throat.

“God, Damon—”

His groan followed yours like a harmony of hunger. His eyes were locked on the way your body responded—watching your lips part in pleasure, your back bow in need, your thighs tremble under his firm hold.

“Look at you,” he murmured, voice rough and reverent. “Already dripping for me.”

He didn’t start slow. He didn’t tease.

He set a pace—one that was punishing, relentless, the wet sounds of his fingers moving in and out of you filling the dark cottage like a siren’s song.

Your hand flew to his arm, gripping tightly, needing something to anchor you as he curled his fingers just right—just right—making your moans crack into near-whimpers.

“Fuck,” you gasped, your body shaking beneath him, your core fluttering around his fingers. “You’re—Damon—”

“I know.” His voice was low, smug, full of dark satisfaction.

He was watching you unravel, and he loved it. He dipped his head lower, trailing kisses down your chest, never once slowing the motion of his fingers as he curved them again, deeper this time—harder.

The angle made you cry out, your hips jerking off the bed, thighs spreading wider to chase the feeling. He took it as an invitation—one he’d been waiting for.

“That’s it,” he growled, his lips brushing your skin. “Open up for me. Let me see just how much you can take.”

You clenched around his fingers, hard, and the growl that ripped from his throat was nothing short of animal.

“Shit,” he hissed. “You feel that? You’re squeezing me, baby.”

Your name fell from his lips between gritted teeth as he pumped faster now, the wet, obscene rhythm a brutal contrast to the tender way his mouth moved across your skin. His mouth and hands—one devouring, the other dominating—worked in perfect sync, building the tension so tight it felt like your body might shatter.

You could feel it coming. That high. That edge. The unraveling.

“Don’t you dare come yet,” Damon said, his voice a velvet threat against your neck. “Not until I say.”

Your breath caught.

That commanding tone—his control, the way he knew you, knew your body better than you did—sent another rush of heat through you. You whimpered, desperate, trembling on the verge.

“Please,” you begged, your voice barely a whisper. “I—I can’t—”

“Oh, you will,” he growled, kissing your jaw, his breath hot. “And when I let you, you’re going to scream my name so loud the damn trees will echo it.”

His fingers curled again.

Deeper. Rougher.

You saw stars. And Damon? He never once looked away—his eyes locked on your every reaction like you were the only thing in the world that mattered and in that moment—you were.

Your cries echoed through the cabin like music made of fire and velvet, each sound pulled from the depths of you—raw, helpless, completely undone by the rhythm of Damon’s fingers as they continued plunging deep inside you.

He never slowed. Never softened.

The pace was punishing.

You were trembling under his touch, hips bucking into his hand without shame, without thought—just raw need driving every movement. The coil inside you had tightened to the point of pain, every nerve alight and screaming for release.

But Damon… Damon was calm. Focused. Watching you unravel with a predator’s gaze, every flick of his wrist deliberate.

His other hand gripped your thigh, spreading you wider, holding you still while he watched your body clench and writhe.

His jeans were still on, but the hard press of his cock straining beneath the denim hadn’t gone unnoticed—by him or you. Still, he didn’t take his own relief. He was entirely focused on yours—and on denying it.

“Don’t come yet,” he growled, voice dark and thick with lust.

You sobbed, arching again, back lifting off the bed as his fingers curled deep inside you, dragging against that spot that made your vision white out for a second.

“I—I can’t,” you gasped, eyes wide, tears clinging to your lashes. “Damon—please, I can’t hold it—”

“You will,” he snapped, his voice a whip of dominance. “You’ll hold it for me.”

You whimpered at the sheer command in his tone, your body shaking with the effort. You were so close—too close. It felt cruel. It felt divine. It felt like him.

He leaned down, his breath hot against your cheek, his voice dropping to a whisper.

“I love watching you fall apart for me,” he murmured, his fingers never slowing. “But I own your pleasure, sweetheart. You don’t come unless I say so.”

You cried out again, your body clenching around his fingers in protest, aching and swollen and soaked.

“Please,” you begged, breath hitching, your voice a broken whisper. “Please, Damon, I need it—I need to come—please.”

And then he smiled.

That wicked, beautiful smile that meant danger—and surrender. “That’s what I wanted to hear.”

And with one final, brutal curl of his fingers, he growled, “Come for me.”

The permission hit you like lightning.

Your body snapped tight, then shattered. Waves of pleasure crashed over you so hard you couldn’t breathe, couldn’t speak—only cry his name as your climax ripped through you, a firestorm of heat and ecstasy.

Damon held you through it, fingers still deep inside, working you through every spasm, every aftershock. His other hand stroked your trembling thigh now, the gesture almost tender beneath the wreckage he’d caused.

“Good girl,” he whispered against your ear. “So fucking good for me.”

Your body melted into the mattress, limbs heavy, chest heaving. The world felt hazy, the high still pulsing in your veins like a second heartbeat.

Damon pulled his fingers from you slowly, watching the way your body fluttered around nothing now, still desperate for him even after he’d wrung every drop of pleasure from you.

He brought his fingers to his lips, tasting you with a groan that was half reverence, half promise. And even though you were boneless, spent, and shaking, you knew this night was far from over.

The air between you crackled—thick with heat, history, and the kind of love that only vampires could sustain for nearly a decade without ever burning out.

You were still panting from your release, the aftershocks making your limbs tremble, your body sensitized and open. Damon hovered above you, shirt long discarded, chest rising and falling with every heavy breath, eyes stormy and locked onto your face.

And then—you saw it.

The moment he slid his jeans down and freed himself.

You gasped, just like always.

No matter how many times you’d been here—beneath him, around him—you still felt your breath catch at the sheer sight of him. Your thighs instinctively pressed together, a nervous tremor running up your spine.

Damon’s hand was wrapped lazily around the thick length of his cock, and he gave himself a slow, deliberate stroke, groaning as he watched you take him in.

“Still gets you every time,” he muttered, a crooked smile pulling at his lips, that signature Damon smugness softening into something more reverent as he saw the way your eyes widened.

You licked your lips unconsciously. “It’s just…” You let out a small, shaky laugh. “I forget how… big you are until you take your jeans off.”

He chuckled, voice rough and deep. “Ten years and you still look at me like I’m going to break you.”

You swallowed, gaze flicking between his face and his cock again. “You do. Every time.”

That made something primal flash in his eyes.

He leaned forward, pressing a kiss to your cheek, then your jaw, before dragging his lips slowly to your ear.

“Yeah?” he whispered. “And yet you always beg for it.”

Your skin burned, and your body—despite how wrecked it already felt—ached again.

He nudged your legs apart with his knees, settling between them, his weight pressing you into the mattress. His cock rested against your inner thigh, heavy and hot, and the way it twitched against your skin made your breath hitch.

Damon stared down at you now, no smirk on his face, just intensity.

“I’d never hurt you,” he murmured. “Even when I make you cry from pleasure. Even when I’m deep enough you forget your own name. You trust me, don’t you?”

You nodded instantly. “More than anything.”

That got you a kiss—slow, deep, a claiming.

“Good,” he murmured into your mouth. “Because I need to feel you around me. I need to hear you fall apart again. I need to remind you that no matter how many years pass, your body still belongs to me.”

His hand guided himself to your entrance, rubbing the thick head of his cock along your soaked folds, teasing—not out of cruelty, but because he wanted to savor it. To make you feel every second.

You shivered beneath him, already gripping his arms, your breath catching again as the anticipation built.

And Damon, ever the one in control, simply smiled.

“Deep breath, sweetheart,” he whispered, voice low and dark. “Because I’m not stopping once I’m inside you.”

You barely had time to catch your breath before Damon was there—inside you.

He sank into you with one long, slow, devastating thrust that filled you completely, your body arching up into his, a gasp tearing from your throat.

“Fuck,” Damon groaned, his voice gravel and thunder, fingers digging into your waist like he needed to anchor himself or he’d fall apart. “You’re still so goddamn tight.”

You whimpered, head tipping back, eyes fluttering shut at the overwhelming stretch, the way he split you open like the very first time. He was always too much—too thick, too deep, too perfect—and yet you craved it more than blood.

“Ten years,” he growled low in your ear, hips still pressed against yours, unmoving for a moment as he let you adjust. “Ten years of ruining you—and you still fit around me like this.”

He kissed you hard then, like he needed to take your breath just to breathe himself. Your lips opened for him, instinctual, needy, and the moan you let out was swallowed by his mouth.

And then, without warning, he pulled back—and slammed into you.

You cried out, nails digging into his shoulders, body jerking with the force of it. He didn’t give you a second to recover. Another thrust. And another. His pace was brutal, purposeful, setting a rhythm that had your mind spinning and your body shivering beneath him.

He grinned wickedly, loving the way you came undone so easily for him, even after all these years.

“Take it,” he rasped, voice strained from holding back. “You know you were made for me.”

You tried to answer, but the only sound you could make was a broken moan.

That’s when his fingers came—two of them, slipping between your lips. “Open,” he commanded.

You obeyed without question.

He slid them into your mouth, deep onto your tongue, groaning at the sight of your lips wrapped around them. “Suck,” he ordered, voice low and dark. “Pretend it’s my cock.”

You whined around his fingers, eyes glassy, cheeks flushed, your whole body moving with every hard snap of his hips. His rhythm didn’t falter—deep, punishing, claiming.

“Look at you,” he muttered, staring down at you with reverence and heat. “Still my perfect girl. My good slut.”

Your heart stuttered at the words, and your mouth sucked harder on his fingers, your body responding to every thrust, every growl, every touch like it was coded in your blood to obey him.

And maybe it was.

Because no matter how many nights passed, how many times he pulled these sounds from your throat—you were always his. And you always wanted more.

Your vision blurred as Damon drove into you, again and again, never faltering, never slowing. Every thrust was brutal and precise—intentional—his cock hitting that devastating spot inside you with merciless accuracy. You cried out, loud and desperate, the sound echoing off the walls of the cottage as your body convulsed around him.

Your hands clutched at his shoulders like lifelines, but your grip kept slipping, your mind too hazy to hold on to anything but the way he felt. You were unraveling beneath him—bones trembling, breath caught, brain unable to focus on anything but the rhythm of his hips crashing into yours.

“Damon—” you whimpered, but it came out broken, drowned in the thick, overwhelming pleasure that had taken over everything.

He didn’t stop. Didn’t ease up.

Instead, he growled—low and rough, a sound so predatory it vibrated through your chest—and looked down at you with eyes blown wide and wild.

“That’s it,” he hissed, watching your every reaction like he was drinking it in. “Look at you. Falling apart on me.”

Your eyes fluttered back, mouth slack around his fingers still resting between your lips. Your tongue reflexively swirled around them, still sucking, obedient and wrecked.

“Fuck,” he groaned, a shudder ripping through him as he saw your eyes roll back, pupils blown wide with pleasure. “You don’t even know what you’re doing to me right now.”

He thrust harder—deeper—and your back arched sharply, your moan muffled by his fingers. Your thighs quaked around his waist, your body so tight around him it drove him half-mad with need.

You couldn’t think. Couldn’t breathe. You were completely consumed—by him, by the fire he lit in your veins, by the love that pulsed through every rough thrust, every growled word.

“You love this,” he murmured, voice thick with dominance and something dangerously close to awe. “Being under me. Taking me. Letting me ruin you.”

You nodded weakly, mouth still full, and he smirked at the sight.

“My perfect slut,” he muttered, pulling his fingers from your lips only to replace them with his mouth—kissing you hard and hungry, tasting the heat he’d built in you like it fed him.

You moaned into his mouth as he drove forward again, harder, unrelenting.

“You’re gonna fall apart,” he growled against your lips, a promise and a warning. “And when you do, you’ll say my name like it’s the only thing you’ve ever known.”

And the terrifying, beautiful thing was. He was right.

Damon didn’t let up—not even for a second. His rhythm stayed merciless, a brutal, pounding cadence that made your body tremble beneath him, your breath catching on every harsh, perfect thrust. But then—he shifted. A growl rumbled deep in his throat, and before you could register what was happening, he hooked his arms beneath your thighs and lifted—bringing your legs up to rest on his shoulders.

The new angle made you scream.

Your eyes flew wide as his cock drove deeper, impossibly so, hitting a spot inside you that made your entire body seize in pleasure.

“Fuck yes,” Damon hissed through clenched teeth, staring down at you with dark, stormy eyes. “Look at you.”

You barely could. Your hands clutched at the sheets, your back arched high off the mattress, mouth open in a silent moan as your brain struggled to process just how deep he was now.

Then his eyes flicked lower, to your belly, and his expression darkened with something that looked dangerously close to reverence.

“Look at that,” he whispered, and you followed his gaze.

There—pressed firm against the skin of your lower stomach—was the clear outline of him.

The sight made Damon groan, a raw, almost unholy sound. He slid one hand down, spread his fingers wide, and pressed lightly on the bulge. “You feel that, sweetheart?” he murmured, voice rough with wonder and possession. “That’s me. Deep inside where no one else will ever be.”

You whimpered, eyes glossing over from how full you felt, how overwhelming the pressure was—how much you loved it.

He didn’t wait.

He leaned forward, your legs still trapped against his shoulders, and slammed into you. You cried out, body arching hard, tears welling at the corners of your eyes from the sheer intensity of it.

“Damon!” you gasped, breathless and breaking.

“I know, baby,” he gritted, jaw clenched, the muscles in his arms flexing as he hugged your legs tighter against him. “I know. But you can take it. You always take it.”

His pace turned feral—deep, rough, relentless. Every thrust sent shockwaves through your body, lighting you up from the inside out. You clung to him in any way you could, needing something to ground you as your thoughts scattered and your vision blurred.

“You were made for this,” he growled, staring down at where your bodies joined. “Made for me.”

You couldn’t form words anymore, only broken gasps and his name over and over—like a prayer. And Damon? He kept going, kept slamming into you like he was trying to bury himself in your very soul.

Damon’s breath caught in his throat the moment he felt you start to tighten around him—so impossibly tight, pulsing, clenching, dragging him deeper with every desperate flutter of your walls.

“Shit,” he hissed, his voice raw and shaking with restraint. “You’re—” he groaned through his teeth, hugging your legs tighter around his shoulders, as if grounding himself through your body, “—milking me, sweetheart.”

You could barely hear him through the ringing in your ears, your body burning from the inside out as the pleasure built with terrifying force. His hand slid down again, fingers splayed wide over your lower belly, pressing just enough to feel every inch of him moving inside you.

“Right here,” he whispered darkly, staring down at the place where your bodies met. “You feel me? Deep inside. That’s mine.”

Your eyes rolled back as he gave a slow, hard thrust—just one—and it sent a shock through you like a lightning strike. But then he changed.

Without warning, Damon picked up the pace—savage, brutal, breathtaking. Your scream ripped from your throat, a sound that wasn’t just pleasure, but surrender. Your hands clawed helplessly at the sheets, at him, at anything that could keep you anchored.

“Damon—!” you sobbed, breath broken, chest heaving. “I—I can’t—”

“Yes, you can,” he growled, leaning forward until your bodies were pressed flush, your legs crushed between your chests as he kept thrusting, kept chasing that place where you shatter. “You always take me. Every time.”

You gasped, overwhelmed, your release crashing into you like a tidal wave you never saw coming. It was blinding, searing—so intense it almost hurt.

Your body convulsed, trembling violently beneath him, every nerve ending exploding as the pleasure wrecked you. You cried out again, voice hoarse and cracked, barely breathing as Damon held your body still with a feral kind of strength.

“God, look at you,” he muttered, voice trembling. “Falling apart under me—so beautiful, so perfect when you come for me.”

His hand didn’t leave your belly—still pressing, still feeling how deep he was even as you convulsed around him. And all he could do was curse again, jaw clenched, eyes burning with something deeper than lust—something close to awe.

Because even after a decade of having you—ruining you, worshiping you, loving you—he still broke with you every single time.

And in that moment, as he watched your body twist in pleasure under him, he knew. No matter how many times he took you apart— He’d always be there to put you back together.

Damon didn’t stop. Not when your body trembled beneath him. Not when you gasped his name, already undone. And certainly not when your lashes fluttered, dazed and barely focused, your lips parted and glistening with the echo of your last cry.

He was chasing his own release now—driven, relentless, his movements wild and brutal as if something primal had snapped loose inside him.

“Still with me, sweetheart?” he rasped, voice heavy with grit and smoke.

You couldn’t speak. Only nod, barely. A breathless, soundless moan escaped you as his hips snapped into yours again—deep, fast, and devastating.

He glanced down at you, his lips curving into a dark, possessive smirk.

“Look at that face…” Damon chuckled low, his voice like gravel and silk. “So cockdrunk and sweet—like you were made just to take me.”

You whined when he shifted his hips just slightly—and then slammed into that spot again, that devastating place inside you that shattered every thought you had left.

Your scream echoed through the cabin, high and helpless. “Damon!”

That name—your voice—broke him.

He grunted, hard, and his hands tightened their grip on your hips like he needed to anchor himself or risk flying apart. “That’s it,” he groaned, slamming into you again, and again, every thrust faster, rougher, more erratic. “Scream for me.”

You couldn’t stop. Couldn’t even think anymore. The pressure, the rhythm, the heat—it was too much. Your body shook beneath his, too sensitive after your last release, your cries dissolving into choked sobs of pleasure.

Damon leaned closer, forehead pressed to yours, sweat-slicked skin trembling.

“I’m gonna fill you up,” he growled, almost like a threat, almost like a promise. “You want that, don’t you? Want to feel me deep—ruining you.”

You nodded frantically, lips brushing his. “Please…”

And that was all it took.

With a groan torn from the depths of his chest, Damon buried himself to the hilt—thrust once, twice—and then stilled, his entire body trembling as he spilled into you, deep and hot. His head fell against your shoulder, fangs grazing your skin as he exhaled your name like it was the only thing anchoring him to this world.

You both lay there, trembling, tangled, ruined.

And as his fingers traced your cheek—gentle now, reverent—he whispered into your skin: “You’re mine. Always.”