i just need a moment pre-dating sterek where Derek holds or reaches out for Stilesâ hand for comfort
where theyâre at the movies and thereâs a particular scene thatâs a little too close to home. where Derekâs maybe struggling to watch but cannot pull his eyes away from it either. his hand searching out for Stilesâ, finding it on Stilesâ knee and just interlocking their fingers without warning. it catches Stiles off guard but he sees the discomfort in Derekâs face even as the lights from the movie dance around. Stiles doesnât say anything, just squeezes Derekâs hand in his.
where theyâre sitting in the camaro, keeping a lookout for whatever it is thatâs terrorizing the town for the week. Stiles, of course, is stuffing his face with curly fries and an XL slushie, rambling in between breaths about his studies, pack drama, his dadâs health, whatever comes to mind. Derekâs happy to just sit and listen as he stares out the windshield. heâs not exactly uncomfortable, nothing is wrong, and yet, he canât help but grab Stilesâ hand as they continue to wait. it probably takes him more than a few minutes to realize heâd been rubbing his thumb over Stilesâ knuckles ( which may have inadvertently caused Stiles to slow down when talking.. and eating )
maybe even at pack meeting/night. thereâs too many voices overlapping, too many different opinions, everyone thinking theyâre right and somehow no one is wrong. Derek tries closing his eyes, rubbing at his temples, trying his damndest to tune everyone out until he can find a way to get a word in. he finds himself grabbing Stilesâ free hand, already running his thumb over Stilesâ knuckles, counting quietly to himself in his head just for a moment. that seems to shut the pack up, all of their eyes locking in on Derekâs hand in Stilesâ. when Derek lets go, staring back at the curious expressions, Stiles just grabs Derekâs hand again, breaking the silence by saying, ânow that everyoneâs quiet, can we finally let Derek speak?â Derek looks to Stiles slightly stunned, to which Stiles only nods with a smile, giving Derekâs hand a light, reassuring squeeze.
Derek ( and Stiles ) would become so used to it. Derek would be so spoiled by it. Stiles offering up his hand whenever he was in the presence of Derek. didnât matter if Derek was in distress or not, Stiles would splay out his hand waiting for Derek to take it. and Derek would find so much comfort in how warm, firm but soft Stilesâ hands were. how Stilesâ grip was never too tight or loose. that occasionally Stiles would rub circles into Derekâs knuckles, or fidget with Derekâs fingers, or clasp both hands over Derekâs one, creating a cocoon of warmth.
one day, Stiles would walk into the loft finding Derek at his worst, emotionally. immediately, Stiles grabbed Derek by the hand, pulling him towards the couch and making him sit awfully close. heâd press his forehead against Derekâs temple, his hand still intertwined with Derekâs as he whispered reassurance and comforting words that soothed Derek. theyâd share a few deep breaths, that heavy feeling on Derekâs shoulders lifting.
Derek freezes when he feels lips pressed against the back of his hand. words catch in his throat, unable to form a single thought as he stares back into Stilesâ eyes, completely lost in them ( which tends to happen more times than Derek thinks ). the only coherent thought Derek has is to kiss him back, so he does, finally getting to feel and taste Stilesâ lips against his own. Derek basks in how sweet and soft Stiles feels; how it brings him just as much comfort as their hands clasped together, as if this is how theyâve meant to be this entire time.
when their lips finally part, Derek reciprocates leaving kisses against Stilesâ knuckles. eventually he finds words to muster up, expressing to Stiles how surprised he is by how much comfort Stiles brings him, the security he feels just from being around him.
âi donât feel this calm with anyone else,â Derek admits.
Stiles smiled softly, kissing the corner of Derekâs mouth. his fingers wrapped around Derekâs hands again, eyelashes fluttering as he looked up at Derek, âi donât mind being your security human if you need me to.â