Dean deserved better.

it literally rains in your bedroom everything is wrong it rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone what's not clicking

To be fair to Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, if I wrote some pulp short stories for a quick buck and an obsessive fandom sprung up around it at a time when fandom culture as we now know it didn't really exist yet, and I had to witness people being insane about my characters while having very little precedent for what the fuck was going on, I would also be confused and frightened and desperately trying to escape from the situation I'd ended up in.

WE LIE BACK! A BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL TIME LAPSE! FERRIS WHEELS! KISSES! AND LILACS!!! AND THINGS I SAID WERE DUMB! BECAUSE I THOUGHT THAT I'D NEVER FIND THAT! BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL LIFE!! THAT SHIMMERS THAT INNOCENT LIGHT BACK!! LIKE WHEN! WE! WERE! YOUNG!!!!!

All it means when people say “you’re speaking from a place of privilege” is that you’re likely to underestimate how bad the problem is by default because you are never personally exposed to that problem. It’s not a moral judgement of how difficult your life is.

^^^^^^ read it. say it out loud. keep repeating it until you understand.

why should i pretend to love less to be loved more